,! ,DREAM ( ,MY ,ADOLESC5CE 

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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,R5ZO ,NOVATORE 

,TEXT 3 

,SO ! WISDOM ( ! PUTREFI$ C[>DI%LY NEI!R SNE]S NOR SC&ALIZES ! IDIOT *A/ITY ( ! GOOD LITTLE GIRL4 

,I AM A PRECOCI\S ADOLESC5T :O AFT] HAV+ COMPLET$ A LONG VOYAGE ?R\< ! PHOSPHORESC5T LABYR9?S ( ! MO/ FRI<T5+ DEP?S1 GO BACK UPON ! V]TEX TO S+ 9 ! SUN ! SACRILEGI\S & PR\D SONG ( MY /ILL Y\NG & !RE=E FREE LIFE4 

,SOMEONE HAS SAID TO ME3 0,Y\ WILL BE MAID51 !N WIFE1 !N MO!R64440 ,SO1 ,I RESPOND$1 ) A QUE/ION3 ,:AT >E Y\ TRY+ TO SAY1 MAID51 WIFE & MO!R8 ,I WON'T SAY H]E ?AT :I* WAS ANSW]$ TO ME2 ,I ONLY KN[ ?AT TO ?9K ( IT ,I LAU<1 YES1 ,I /ILL LAU<4 ,LOVE UND]/OOD AS A MISSION68  ,! MAID5 WIFE & MO!R8 ,NO1 NO1 NO6 ,I WILL NOT BE WIFE1 ,I WILL NOT BE MO!R6 ,MY REVOLT CAN NEI!R BE 9T]RUPT$ OR FOIL$4 ,MY REVOLT -- BEYOND ! FAMILY -- ,I LAUN* ITS D>TS AGA9/ NATURE4 ,I DO NOT WANT TO BE WIFE1 ,I DO NOT WANT TO BE MO!R4 ,NO1 NO1 NO6 

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,YE/]DAY EV5+ ,I WAS /RIPP+ NUDE 9 FRONT ( ! MIRROR & ,I LOOK$ AT MYSELF L5G?ILY4 ,I HAVE SE5 MY BODY ( FLE% WRAPP$ 9 A %AD[ ( LI<T ?AT HAD SMALL QUIV]S4 ,I DO NOT KN[ WELL :Y BUT ,I WAS ADORABLE444 

,! TURGID BREA/ ,I ]ECT SUP]B UPON ! BOSOM1 TREASURE ( MILKY :IT5ESS4 ,MY /OMA* SMOO? & R\ND GAVE ME ! IMPRESSION ( BE+ SOME?+ MODEL$ UPON ! F9E/ IVORY FROM ! MIRACUL\S H& ( A DIV9E >TI/4 

,I HAD ! SCANT BLOND R+ ( HAIR 9 ! R\ND CURVE ( ! BACK1 & ! EYES FROM ! HUMID EYELIDS LI<TLY CIRCL$ ) VIOLET & BLACK4 

,! D[N CR[N+ ! CONCAVE BASE ( MY /OMA* SEEM$ TO ME A GOLD5 W+ UPON ! SACR$ SP9E ( ! ANGELS ( HEAV54 ,MY R$ M\? APPE>$ A RIPE POMEGRANATE1 OP5 TO ! BLOND C>ESSES ( ! SUN4 

,I WAS DRAWN TO ! MIRROR & VOLUPTU\SLY KISS$ MY REFLECT$ LIPS4 

,I DON'T KN[ IF ,I EV] DESIR$ ANY?+ 9 LIFE ) SU* 9T5SITY :5 YE/]DAY EV5+ ,I DESIR$ TO BE A MAN 9 ORD] TO TUMBLE UPON ! B$ ?AT :ITE VIRG9 BODY ?AT ! MY/]Y ( ! SMOO? MIRROR REVEAL$ TO ME4 

,BUT ! IDEA ( ! EMBRACE G5]AT$ ANO!R IDEA4 ,EV]Y CAUSE HAS AN EFFECT444 

,I LAY SUP9E UPON ! B$4 ,MY TEMPLES HAMM]$4 ,! BLOOD BUR/ 9 MY VE9S4  ,P]HAPS ,I WAS DELIRI\S444 

,I KN[ ?AT ,I HAD ! EYES CLOS$ & SAW NO?+ BUT D>KNESS4 ,BUT AMID ! D>KNESS ,I SAW ANO!R MIRROR4 ,?AT ( ! IMAG9ATION ?AT %[$ ! REALITY4 ,I WAT*$4 ,I SAW MY BEAUTIFUL /OMA* R\ND & GLAZ$ FRI<TFULLY SWOLL51 )1 9 ! C5T]1 A SYMMETRICAL L9E ( A BLACKI%-YELL[ COLOR1 :I* GAVE ME ! VISCID IMPRESSION ( A SMALL SNAKE SPREAD OV] A L>GE SACK FILL$ ) WI!R$ GRASS4 ,!N ALSO MY BREA/S :ITE & SUP]B ,I SAW SAGG+ & WI!R$444 ,I WAS A MO!R6 

,A HATEFUL TOT SUCK$ MY BLOOD AVIDLY1 SPOIL$ MY Y\?1 RU?LESSLY DE/ROY$ MY DIV9E BEAUTY ?AT ,I HAD WILL$ IMMORTAL4 ,! DESIRE ( YE/]DAY EV5+ WAS PA/1 BUT ! 9CUBUS REMA9$4 

,MO!R444 :AT IS ALL ?AT SUPPOS$ TO MEAN8 ,TO GIVE SONS TO ! SPECIES1 O!R SLAVES TO ! SOCIETY1 O!R D]ELICTS TO PA9444 

444,MO!R444,WIFE444 

,>E !SE !N ! GOALS ( ,LOVE8 

,AH1 OLD WIT*]IES ( MORALITY1 OLD LIES ( ?IS OLD HUMANITY4 

,NO1 ,I WILL NOT EV] BE ! WIFE ( ANYBODY1 ,I WILL GIVE NOT ONE SON TO ! SPECIES4 ,NEV]6 ,LIFE IS PA91 HUMANITY IS A LIE4 ,:O CONS5TS TO P]PETUATE ! SPECIES IS ! 5EMY ( PURE BEAUTY4 

,HUMANITY IS A RACE ?AT MU/ ,D,I,S,A,P,P,E,>6  ,9DIVIDUALISM MU/ KILL ! SOCIETY1 PLEASURE MU/ /RANGLE PA94 ,SO REGRET & PA9 DIE DR[N+ 9 A F9AL ORGY ( JOY4 ,GIVE Y\RSELF TO ! MAD JOY ( LIV+ Y\ ?AT MATES LIFE1 Y\ ?AT MATES ! 5D444  ,:O MU/ C>E = ! FUTURE8 ,:O CAN C>E AB\T ! SPECIES8 

,=W>D1 Y\1 ?AT Y\ BECOME REALIZ$1 WE WILL MAKE ( ! WORLD ONE FE/IVAL & LIFE A TWILI<T ORGY ( LOVE4 ,= ?OSE :O COME FROM ! ABYSSES ( ! SOCIAL LIE 9 ! ?AT PLACE :]E ! ROOTS ( HUMAN PA9 /AY CL++1 JOY MU/ BE AN AIM & ! 5D ! SUPREME GOAL4 ,I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE A SON ?AT WA/ES MY BEAUTY1 ?AT WI!RS MY Y\?4 ,I DO NOT WANT A FAMILY ?AT CON/RA9S MY FRE$OM3 ,I DO NOT WANT A HUSB& 9SIPID1 JEAL\S & BRUTAL1 ?AT1 AS RECOMP5SE A PIECE ( BREAD1 IMP$ES MY SPIRIT FROM ! LYRICAL FLI<TS ?R\< ! MO/ DIV9E & S9FUL MADNESSES ( ! LUXURY & ! VOLUPTU\SNESS ?AT MULTIPLE LOV]S GIVE TO ! FLE%4 

,I DO NOT LOVE ! HUSB&S & MAYBE NOT EV5 ! LOV]S4 ,I LOVE ! PLEASURE & ! LOVE4  ,BUT ! LOVE IS A FL[] ?AT G]M9ATES ON ! M\?S ( M54 

,:5 ,I WILL APPROA* !IR M\? 9 ORD] TO PICK ! P]V]SE FL[] ( ,LOVE1 ,I WILL ONLY DO IT = MY [N LOVE4 ,TO LOVE O!RS IS ALWAYS SUP]FLU\S & SOMETIMES IS FOOLI%4 

,IT IS 5\< TO LOVE ONESELF4 ,5\< TO KN[ ONE'S [N LOVE4 ,& ,I WILL KN[ TO LOVE MYSELF A LOT1 A LOT6  ,I WILL LOVE NAK$ BE=E ! MIRROR 9 ! EV5+1 ,I WILL ADORE NAK$ 9 ! BA?TUB 9 ! MORN+1 ,I WILL BE NAK$ & 9TOXICAT$ 9 ! >MS ( LOV]S4 ,HUMANITY WALKS ON ! PA? ( PA9 TO P]PETUATE ITSELF1 ,I WILL WALK ! PA? ( PLEASURE BECAUSE ,I SEEK ! 5D4 

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,I WALK T[>DS ! ,EA/1 ,I WALK T[>DS ! ,WE/4 ,I WANT TO WALK BY ! PA?S ( ! WORLD 9 ORD] TO PICK ! FL[]S ( LOVE1 ( JOY & ( FRE$OM4 

,I LOVE ! SILK /OCK+S BLACK & FLE% COLOR$4 ,PANTIES ( :ITE SILK & ROSE SILK4 ,%OES ( RUBB] & REF9$ MAT]IAL4 ,BA?S ( SORREL WAT] & ( COLOGNE1 ,! SC5T ( COTTY & BUNDLES ( ROSES4 

,I WANT TO WALK BY ! PA?S ( ! WORLD 9 ORD] TO PICK ! FL[]S ( LOVE1 ( JOY & ( FRE$OM4 

,I WILL CRU% ! FRONDS ( ! LIMETREES1 WILL PICK TUBES ( HYDRANGEA1 CLU/]S ( WI/]IA & FL[]S ( OLE&] TO PREP>E = MY LOVE SC5T$ B$S4 ,& ,I WILL BE ! LOV] ( ! VAGABONDS & ( ! ?IEVES4 ,& ,I WILL BE ! IDEAL ( ! POETS4 ,BECAUSE ,I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE ANY?+ TO ! FA!RL&1 TO ! SPECIES & TO HUMANITY4 

,I WANT TO BECOME DRUNK FROM TO ! S\RCE ( PLEASURE1 ( LUXURY & VOLUPTU\SNESS4 

,I WANT TO BURN MYSELF COMPLETELY UPON ! FIRE ( LOVE4 

,I DO NOT WANT TO BE MO!R1 ,I DO NOT WANT TO BE WIFE4 ,NO1 NO1 NO6 

,P]FUM$ B$S1 KISSES ( LOV]S & MUSIC ( MAD VIOL9S4 ,DANCES & SONGS4 ,I KN[4 

,Y\ WILL CALL ME CRAZY & P]V]SE4 ,Y\ WILL CALL ME :ORE4 

,BUT ?OSE >E OLD IMPOT5T NAMES ?AT DO NOT AFFECT ME ANYMORE4 

,I AM ! PRECOCI\S ADOLESC5T1 ?AT AFT] HAV+ HAVE W&]$ 9 ! MO/ FRI<T5+ ABYSSES ( ! DEP?1 REB\ND UPON ! V]TEX 9 ORD] TO S+ 9 ! SUN ! SACRILEGI\S SONG ( MY FREE LIFE4  ,LIFE ( BEAUTY & =CE1 LIFE ( >T & LOVE1 S\RCE ( DIV9E S91 GU%+ 9 ! SACR$ OASIS ( VOLUPTU\SNESS4 

,N[ 5\< ) ! EPILEPTIC FR5ZIES ( ! SPIRIT4 

,NAU<T MORE ( MY Y\NG BODY BELONG+ TO PAGAN BEAUTY4 

,OH LOVE TAKE ME TO FLI<T444 

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