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#ahfiahfi 

,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TEXT 3 

,PR9CESS ,M>Y PO/PON$ H] DEP>TURE4 ,SONYA & ! C\NT TRI$ TO 
 REPLACE ,NATA%A BUT C\LD NOT4 ,!Y SAW ?AT %E ALONE WAS ABLE TO 
 RE/RA9 H] MO!R FROM UNREASON+ DESPAIR4 ,= ?REE WEEKS ,NATA%A 
 REMA9$ CON/ANTLY AT H] MO!R'S SIDE1 SLEEP+ ON A L\NGE *AIR 9 
 H] ROOM1 MAK+ H] EAT & DR9K1 & TALK+ TO H] 9CESSANTLY BECAUSE 
 ! M]E S\ND ( H] T5D]1 C>ESS+ TONES SOO!D H] MO!R4 

,! MO!R'S W\ND$ SPIRIT C\LD NOT HEAL4 ,PETYA'S DEA? HAD TORN FROM 
 H] HALF H] LIFE4 ,:5 ! NEWS ( ,PETYA'S DEA? HAD COME %E HAD BE5 A 
 FRE% & VIGOR\S WOMAN ( FIFTY1 BUT A MON? LAT] %E LEFT H] ROOM A 
 LI/LESS OLD WOMAN TAK+ NO 9T]E/ 9 LIFE4 ,BUT ! SAME BL[ ?AT 
 ALMO/ KILL$ ! C\NTESS1 ?IS SECOND BL[1 RE/OR$ ,NATA%A TO LIFE4 

,A SPIRITUAL W\ND PRODUC$ BY A R5D+ ( ! SPIRITUAL BODY IS LIKE A 
 PHYSICAL W\ND &1 /RANGE AS IT MAY SEEM1 JU/ AS A DEEP W\ND MAY HEAL 
 & ITS $GES JO91 PHYSICAL & SPIRITUAL W\NDS ALIKE CAN YET HEAL 
 COMPLETELY ONLY AS ! RESULT ( A VITAL =CE FROM )94 

,NATA%A'S W\ND HEAL$ 9 ?AT WAY4 ,%E ?\<T H] LIFE WAS 5D$1 BUT 
 H] LOVE = H] MO!R UNEXPECT$LY %[$ H] ?AT ! ESS5CE ( LIFE--LOVE--WAS 
 /ILL ACTIVE )9 H]4 ,LOVE AWOKE & SO DID LIFE4 

,PR9CE ,&REW'S LA/ DAYS HAD B\ND ,PR9CESS ,M>Y & ,NATA%A TOGE!R2 
 ?IS NEW SORR[ BR\<T !M /ILL CLOS] TO ONE ANO!R4 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y 
 PUT (F H] DEP>TURE1 & = ?REE WEEKS LOOK$ AFT] ,NATA%A AS IF %E 
 HAD BE5 A SICK *ILD4 ,! LA/ WEEKS PASS$ 9 H] MO!R'S B$ROOM HAD 
 /RA9$ ,NATA%A'S PHYSICAL /R5G?4 

,ONE AFT]NOON NOTIC+ ,NATA%A %IV]+ ) FEV]1 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y TOOK 
 H] TO H] [N ROOM & MADE H] LIE D[N ON ! B$4 ,NATA%A LAY D[N1 
 BUT :5 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y HAD DRAWN ! BL9DS & WAS GO+ AWAY %E CALL$ 
 H] BACK4 

0,I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP1 ,M>Y1 SIT BY ME A LITTLE40 

0,Y\ >E TIR$--TRY TO SLEEP40 

0,NO1 NO4 ,:Y DID Y\ BR+ ME AWAY8 ,%E WILL BE ASK+ = ME40 

0,%E IS MU* BETT]4 ,%E SPOKE SO WELL TODAY10 SAID ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 

,NATA%A LAY ON ! B$ & 9 ! SEMID>KNESS ( ! ROOM SCANN$ 
 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y'S FACE4 

0,IS %E LIKE HIM80 ?\<T ,NATA%A4 0,YES1 LIKE & YET NOT LIKE4 ,BUT %E 
 IS QUITE ORIG9AL1 /RANGE1 NEW1 & UNKN[N4 ,& %E LOVES ME4 ,:AT IS 9 
 H] HE>T8 ,ALL ?AT IS GOOD4 ,BUT H[8 ,:AT IS H] M9D LIKE8 ,:AT DOES %E 
 ?9K AB\T ME8 ,YES1 %E IS SPL5DID60 

0,M>Y10 %E SAID TIMIDLY1 DRAW+ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y'S H& TO H]SELF1 0,M>Y1 
 Y\ MU/N'T ?9K ME WICK$4 ,NO8 ,M>Y D>L+1 H[ ,I LOVE Y\6 ,LET US BE 
 QUITE1 QUITE FRI5DS40 

,& ,NATA%A1 EMBRAC+ H]1 BEGAN KISS+ H] FACE & H&S1 MAK+ 
 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y FEEL %Y BUT HAPPY BY ?IS DEMON/RATION ( H] FEEL+S4 

,FROM ?AT DAY A T5D] & PASSIONATE FRI5D%IP SU* AS EXI/S ONLY 
 BETWE5 WOM5 WAS E/ABLI%$ BETWE5 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y & ,NATA%A4 ,!Y W]E 
 CONT9UALLY KISS+ & SAY+ T5D] ?+S TO ONE ANO!R & SP5T MO/ 
 ( !IR TIME TOGE!R4 ,:5 ONE W5T \T ! O!R BECAME RE/LESS & 
 HA/5$ TO REJO9 H]4 ,TOGE!R !Y FELT MORE 9 H>MONY ) ONE 
 ANO!R ?AN EI!R ( !M FELT ) H]SELF :5 ALONE4 ,A FEEL+ 
 /RONG] ?AN FRI5D%IP SPRANG UP BETWE5 !M2 AN EXCLUSIVE FEEL+ ( 
 LIFE BE+ POSSIBLE ONLY 9 EA* O!R'S PRES5CE4 

,SOMETIMES !Y W]E SIL5T = H\RS2 SOMETIMES AFT] !Y W]E ALREADY 9 
 B$ !Y W\LD BEG9 TALK+ & GO ON TILL MORN+4 ,!Y SPOKE MO/ ( 
 :AT WAS LONG PA/4 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y SPOKE ( H] *ILDHOOD1 ( H] MO!R1 
 H] FA!R1 & H] DAYDREAMS2 & ,NATA%A1 :O ) A PASSIVE LACK ( 
 UND]/&+ HAD =M]LY TURN$ AWAY FROM ?AT LIFE ( DEVOTION1 
 SUBMISSION1 & ! POETRY ( ,*RI/IAN SELF-SACRIFICE1 N[ FEEL+ 
 H]SELF B\ND TO ,PR9CESS ,M>Y BY AFFECTION1 LE>N$ TO LOVE H] PA/ TOO 
 & TO UND]/& A SIDE ( LIFE PREVI\SLY 9COMPREH5SIBLE TO H]4 ,%E 
 DID NOT ?9K ( APPLY+ SUBMISSION & SELF-ABNEGATION TO H] [N LIFE1 
 = %E WAS ACCU/OM$ TO SEEK O!R JOYS1 BUT %E UND]/OOD & LOV$ 9 
 ANO!R ?OSE PREVI\SLY 9COMPREH5SIBLE VIRTUES4 ,= ,PR9CESS ,M>Y1 
 LI/5+ TO ,NATA%A'S TALES ( *ILDHOOD & E>LY Y\?1 !RE ALSO 
 OP5$ \T A NEW & HI!RTO UNCOMPREH5D$ SIDE ( LIFE3 BELIEF 9 LIFE 
 & ITS 5JOYM5T4 

,JU/ AS BE=E1 !Y NEV] M5TION$ HIM SO AS NOT TO L[] 7AS !Y 
 ?\<T7 !IR EXALT$ FEEL+S BY WORDS2 BUT ?IS SIL5CE AB\T HIM HAD 
 ! EFFECT ( MAK+ !M GRADUALLY BEG9 TO =GET HIM )\T BE+ 
 CONSCI\S ( IT4 

,NATA%A HAD GR[N ?9 & PALE & PHYSICALLY SO WEAK ?AT !Y ALL 
 TALK$ AB\T H] HEAL?1 & ?IS PLEAS$ H]4 ,BUT SOMETIMES %E WAS 
 SUDD5LY OV]COME BY FE> NOT ONLY ( DEA? BUT ( SICKNESS1 WEAKNESS1 & 
 LOSS ( GOOD LOOKS1 & 9VOLUNT>ILY %E EXAM9$ H] B>E >M C>EFULLY1 
 SURPRIS$ AT ITS ?9NESS1 & 9 ! MORN+ NOTIC$ H] DRAWN &1 AS IT 
 SEEM$ TO H]1 PITE\S FACE 9 H] GLASS4 ,IT SEEM$ TO H] ?AT ?+S 
 MU/ BE SO1 & YET IT WAS DREADFULLY SAD4 

,ONE DAY %E W5T QUICKLY UP/AIRS & F\ND H]SELF \T ( BREA?4 
 ,UNCONSCI\SLY %E IMM$IATELY 9V5T$ A REASON = GO+ D[N1 & !N1 
 TE/+ H] /R5G?1 RAN UP/AIRS AGA91 OBS]V+ ! RESULT4 

,ANO!R TIME :5 %E CALL$ ,DUNYA%A H] VOICE TREMBL$1 SO %E CALL$ 
 AGA9--?\< %E C\LD HE> ,DUNYA%A COM+--CALL$ H] 9 ! 
 DEEP *E/ TONES 9 :I* %E HAD BE5 WONT TO S+1 & LI/5$ 
 ATT5TIVELY TO H]SELF4 

,%E DID NOT KN[ & W\LD NOT HAVE BELIEV$ IT1 BUT B5EA? ! LAY] ( 
 SLIME ?AT COV]$ H] S\L & SEEM$ TO H] IMP5ETRABLE1 DELICATE Y\NG 
 %OOTS ( GRASS W]E ALREADY SPR\T+1 :I* TAK+ ROOT W\LD SO COV] 
 ) !IR LIV+ V]DURE ! GRIEF ?AT WEI<$ H] D[N ?AT IT W\LD 
 SOON NO LONG] BE SE5 OR NOTIC$4 ,! W\ND HAD BEGUN TO HEAL FROM 
 )94 

,AT ! 5D ( ,JANU>Y ,PR9CESS ,M>Y LEFT = ,MOSC[1 & ! C\NT 
 9SI/$ ON ,NATA%A'S GO+ ) H] TO CONSULT ! DOCTORS4 

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