,*APT] #a #ahebaheb ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,LEO ,WI5] ,TEXT 3 ,PR9CE ,NEKHLYUDOV WAS N9ETE5 YE>S OLD :5 HE CAME FROM ! ,?IRD ,C\RSE ( ! UNIV]SITY TO PASS HIS VACATION ON HIS E/ATE1 & REMA9$ !RE BY HIMSELF ALL SUMM]4 ,9 ! AUTUMN HE WROTE 9 HIS UN=M$ *ILDI% H& TO HIS AUNT1 ,C\NTESS ,BYELORYETSKI1 :O1 9 HIS OP9ION1 WAS HIS BE/ FRI5D & ! MO/ BRILLIANT WOMAN 9 ! WORLD4 ,! LETT] WAS 9 ,FR5*1 & RAN AS FOLL[S 3 0 ,DE> ,AUNTIE 3 -- ,I HAVE MADE A RESOLUTION ON :I* ! FATE ( MY :OLE LIFE MU/ DEP5D4 ,I WILL LEAVE ! UNIV]SITY 9 ORD] TO DEVOTE MYSELF TO C\NTRY LIFE1 BECAUSE ,I FEEL ?AT ,I WAS BORN = IT4 ,= ,GOD'S SAKE1 DE> AUNTIE1 DO NOT LAU< AT ME6 ,Y\ WILL SAY ?AT ,I AM Y\NG 2 &1 9DE$1 ,I MAY /ILL BE A *ILD1 BUT ?IS DOES NOT PREV5T ME FROM FEEL+ :AT MY CALL+ IS1 & FROM WI%+ TO DO GOOD1 & LOV+ IT4 0 ,AS ,I HAVE WRITT5 Y\ BE=E1 ,I F\ND AFFAIRS 9 AN 9DESCRIBABLE DISORD]4 ,WI%+ TO /RAIE = ! WELF>E ( !SE SEV5 HUNDR$ M51 = :OM ,I %ALL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE BE=E ,GOD 8 ,IS IT NOT A S9 TO AB&ON !M TO ! >BITR>9ESS ( RUDE ELD]S & MANAG]S1 = PLANS ( 5JOYM5T & AMBITION 8 ,& :Y %\LD ,I LOOK 9 ANO!R SPH]E = OPPORTUNITIES ( BE+ USEFUL & DO+ GOOD1 :5 SU* A NOBLE1 BRILLIANT1 & IMM$IATE DUTY IS OP5 TO ME 8 0 ,I FEEL MYSELF CAPABLE ( BE+ A GOOD L&$ PROPRIETOR 2 &1 9 ORD] TO BE ONE1 AS ,I UND]/& ?IS WORD1 ONE NE$S NEI!R A UNIV]SITY DIPLOMA1 NOR RANKS1 :I* Y\ >E SO ANXI\S ,I %\LD OBTA94 ,DE> AUNTIE1 MAKE NO AMBITI\S PLANS = ME6 ,ACCU/OM Y\RSELF TO ! ?\ ,DMITRI1 PROV$ NO?+ TO ME1 EXCEPT ?AT Y\ HAVE A BEAUTIFUL S\L1 :I* FACT ,I HAVE NEV] D\BT$4 ,BUT1 DE> FRI5D1 \R GOOD QUALITIES DO US MORE H>M 9 LIFE ?AN \R BAD ONES4 ,I WILL NOT TELL Y\ ?AT Y\ >E COMMITT+ A FOLLY1 & ?AT Y\R CON- DUCT MORTIFIES ME 2 ,I WILL TRY TO 9FLU5CE Y\ BY >GU- M5TS ALONE4 ,LET US REASON1 MY FRI5D4 ,Y\ SAY ?AT Y\ FEEL A CALL+ = C\NTRY LIFE1 ?AT Y\ WI% TO MAKE Y\R PEASANTS HAPPY1 & ?AT Y\ HOPE TO BE A GOOD PRO- PRIETOR4 7#a7 ,I MU/ TELL Y\ ?AT WE FEEL A CALL+ ONLY AFT] WE HAVE MADE A MI/AKE 9 IT 2 7#b7 ?AT IT IS EASI] TO MAKE Y\RSELF HAPPY ?AN O!RS 2 & 7#c7 ?AT 9 ORD] TO BE A GOOD PROPRIETOR1 ONE MU/ BE A COLD & SEV]E MAN1 :I* Y\ WILL SC>CELY BE1 H[EV] MU* Y\ MAY TRY TO DISSEMBLE4 0,Y\ CONSID] Y\R REFLECTIONS 9CONTROV]TIBLE1 & EV5 ACCEPT !M AS RULES ( CONDUCT 2 BUT AT MY AGE1 MY DE>1 WE DO NOT BELIEVE 9 REFLECTIONS & RULES1 BUT ONLY 9 EXP]I5CE 2 & EXP]I5CE TELLS ME ?AT Y\R PLANS >E *ILDI%4 ,I AM NOT F> FROM FIFTY1 & ,I HAVE KN[N MANY WOR?Y PEOPLE1 BUT ,I HAVE NEV] HE>D ( A Y\NG MAN ( GOOD FAMILY & ( ABILITY BURY+ HIMSELF 9 ! C\NTRY1 = ! SAKE ( DO+ GOOD4 ,Y\ ALWAYS WI%$ TO APPE> ORIG9AL1 BUT Y\R ORIG9ALITY IS NO?+ BUT SUP]FLU\S SELF-LOVE4 ,&1 MY DE>1 Y\ HAD BETT] *OOSE WELL-TRODD5 PA?S 6 ,!Y LEAD MORE EASILY TO SUCCESS1 & SUCCESS1 ?\< Y\ MAY NOT NE$ IT AS SUC- CESS1 IS NECESS>Y 9 ORD] TO HAVE ! POSSIBILITY ( DO+ ! GOOD :I* Y\ WI%4 0 ,! POV]TY ( A FEW PEASANTS IS A NECESS>Y EVIL1 OR AN EVIL :I* MAY BE REM$I$ )\T =GETT+ ALL Y\R OBHGATIONS TO SOCIETY1 TO Y\R RELATIVES1 & TO Y\R- SELF4 ,) Y\R 9TELLECT1 ) Y\R HE>T & LOVE ( VIRTUE1 !RE IS NOT A C>E] 9 :I* Y\ W\LD NOT OBTA9 SUCCESS 2 BUT AT LEA/ *OOSE ONE :I* W\LD BE WOR?Y ( Y\ & W\LD DO Y\ HONOR4 0 ,I BELIEVE 9 Y\R S9C]ITY1 :5 Y\ SAY ?AT Y\ HAVE NO AMBITION 2 BUT Y\ >E DECEIV+ Y\RSELF4 ,AMBITION IS A VIRTUE AT Y\R YE>S & ) Y\R MEANS 2 BUT IT BECOMES A DEFECT & A VULG>ITY1 :5 A MAN IS NO LONG] ABLE TO SATISFY ?AT PASSION4 ,Y\1 TOO1 WILL EXP]I5CE IT1 IF Y\ WILL NOT BE FALSE TO Y\R 9T5TION4 ,GOOD-BYE1 DE> ,MITYA 6 ,IT SEEMS TO ME ?AT ,I LOVE Y\ EV5 MORE = Y\R 9SIPID1 BUT NOBLE & MAGNANIM\S1 PLAN4 ,DO AS Y\ ?9K BE/1 BUT ,I CONFESS ,I CANNOT AGREE ) Y\40 ,HAV+ RECEIV$ ?IS LETT]1 ! Y\NG MAN LONG M$ITAT$ OV] IT 2 F9ALLY1 HAV+ DECID$ ?AT EV5 A BRILLIANT WOMAN MAY MAKE MI/AKES1 HE PETITION$ = A DIS*>GE FROM ! UNIV]SITY1 & = EV] REMA9$ 9 ! C\NTRY4 ,FROM 3 ,WIKIS\RCE4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahea 3 ,*APT] #a -- ,PUBLICATION4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/