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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT 

,TEXT 3 

,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* HAD =GOTT5 ! ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA1 
BUT %E HAD NOT =GOTT5 HIM4 ,AT ! BITT]E/ MOM5T ( HIS 
LONELY DESPAIR %E CAME TO HIM1 & )\T WAIT+ TO BE 
ANN\NC$1 WALK$ /RAI<T 9TO HIS /UDY4 ,%E F\ND HIM AS HE 
WAS SITT+ ) HIS HEAD 9 BO? H&S4 

0,J'AI =CE LA CONSIGNE10 %E SAID1 WALK+ 9 ) RAPID /EPS 
& BREA?+ H>D ) EXCITEM5T & RAPID EX]CISE4 0,I HAVE 
HE>D ALL6 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*6 ,DE> FRI5D60 %E W5T ON1 
W>MLY SQUEEZ+ HIS H& 9 BO? ( H]S & GAZ+ ) H] 
F9E P5SIVE EYES 9TO HIS4 

,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 FR[N+1 GOT UP1 & DIS5GAG+ HIS 
H&1 MOV$ H] A *AIR4 

0,WON'T Y\ SIT D[N1 C\NTESS8 ,I'M SEE+ NO ONE BECAUSE ,I'M 
UNWELL1 C\NTESS10 HE SAID1 & HIS LIPS TWIT*$4 

0,DE> FRI5D60 REPEAT$ ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA1 NEV] TAK+ H] 
EYES (F HIS1 & SUDD5LY H] EYEBR[S ROSE AT ! 9N] 
CORN]S1 DESCRIB+ A TRIANGLE ON H] =EHEAD1 H] UGLY YELL[ 
FACE BECAME /ILL UGLI]1 BUT ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* FELT ?AT %E 
WAS SORRY = HIM & WAS PREP>+ TO CRY4 ,& HE TOO WAS 
S(T5$2 HE SNAT*$ H] PLUMP H& & PROCE$$ TO KISS IT4 

0,DE> FRI5D60 %E SAID 9 A VOICE BREAK+ ) EMOTION4 0,Y\ 
\<T NOT TO GIVE WAY TO GRIEF4 ,Y\R SORR[ IS A GREAT ONE1 BUT 
Y\ \<T TO F9D CONSOLATION40 

0,I AM CRU%$1 ,I AM ANNIHILAT$1 ,I AM NO LONG] A MAN60 SAID 
,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 LETT+ GO H] H&1 BUT /ILL GAZ+ 9TO 
H] BRIMM+ EYES4 0,MY POSITION IS SO AWFUL BECAUSE ,I CAN F9D 
NO:]E1 ,I CANNOT F9D )9 ME /R5G? TO SUPPORT ME40 

0,Y\ WILL F9D SUPPORT2 SEEK IT--NOT 9 ME1 ?\< ,I BESEE* Y\ 
TO BELIEVE 9 MY FRI5D%IP10 %E SAID1 ) A SI<4 0,\R 
SUPPORT IS LOVE1 ?AT LOVE ?AT ,HE HAS V\*SAF$ US4 ,HIS BURD5 
IS LI<T10 %E SAID1 ) ! LOOK ( EC/ASY ,ALEXEY 
,ALEX&ROVIT* KNEW SO WELL4 0,HE WILL BE Y\R SUPPORT & Y\R 
SUCCOR40 

,AL?\< !RE WAS 9 !SE WORDS A FLAVOR ( ?AT S5TIM5TAL 
EMOTION AT H] [N L(TY FEEL+S1 & ?AT NEW MY/ICAL F]VOR 
:I* HAD LATELY GA9$ GR\ND 9 ,PET]SBURG1 & :I* SEEM$ TO 
,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* DISPROPORTIONATE1 /ILL IT WAS PLEASANT TO 
HIM TO HE> ?IS N[4 

0,I AM WEAK4 ,I AM CRU%$4 ,I =ESAW NO?+1 & N[ ,I 
UND]/& NO?+40 

0,DE> FRI5D10 REPEAT$ ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA4 

0,IT'S NOT ! LOSS ( :AT ,I HAVE NOT N[1 IT'S NOT ?AT60 
PURSU$ ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*4 0,I DO NOT GRIEVE = ?AT4 ,BUT 
,I CANNOT HELP FEEL+ HUMILIAT$ BE=E O!R PEOPLE = ! 
POSITION ,I AM PLAC$ 94 ,IT IS WRONG1 BUT ,I CAN'T HELP IT1 ,I 
CAN'T HELP IT40 

0,NOT Y\ IT WAS P]=M$ ?AT NOBLE ACT ( =GIV5ESS1 AT :I* 
,I WAS MOV$ TO EC/ASY1 & EV]YONE ELSE TOO1 BUT ,HE1 WORK+ 
)9 Y\R HE>T10 SAID ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA1 RAIS+ H] 
EYES RAPTUR\SLY1 0& SO Y\ CANNOT BE A%AM$ ( Y\R ACT40 

,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* KNITT$ HIS BR[S1 & CROOK+ HIS H&S1 
HE CRACK$ HIS F+]S4 

0,ONE MU/ KN[ ALL ! FACTS10 HE SAID 9 HIS ?9 VOICE4 0,A 
MAN'S /R5G? HAS ITS LIMITS1 C\NTESS1 & ,I HAVE REA*$ MY 
LIMITS4 ,! :OLE DAY ,I HAVE HAD TO BE MAK+ >RANGEM5TS1 
>RANGEM5TS AB\T H\SEHOLD MATT]S >IS+0 7HE EMPHASIZ$ ! 
WORD >IS+7 0FROM MY NEW1 SOLIT>Y POSITION4 ,! S]VANTS1 
! GOV]NESS1 ! ACC\NTS4444 ,!SE P9PRICKS HAVE /ABB$ ME TO 
! HE>T1 & ,I HAVE NOT ! /R5G? TO BE> IT4 ,AT D9N] 444 
YE/]DAY1 ,I WAS ALMO/ GETT+ UP FROM ! D9N] TABLE4 ,I 
C\LD NOT BE> ! WAY MY SON LOOK$ AT ME4 ,HE DID NOT ASK ME 
! MEAN+ ( IT ALL1 BUT HE WANT$ TO ASK1 & ,I C\LD NOT BE> 
! LOOK 9 HIS EYES4 ,HE WAS AFRAID TO LOOK AT ME1 BUT ?AT IS 
NOT ALL44440 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* W\LD HAVE REF]R$ TO ! 
BILL ?AT HAD BE5 BR\<T HIM1 BUT HIS VOICE %OOK1 & HE 
/OPP$4 ,?AT BILL ON BLUE PAP]1 = A HAT & RIBBONS1 HE 
C\LD NOT RECALL )\T A RU% ( SELF-PITY4 

0,I UND]/&1 DE> FRI5D10 SAID ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA4 0,I UND]/& 
IT ALL4 ,SUCCOR & COM=T Y\ WILL F9D NOT 9 ME1 ?\< ,I 
HAVE COME ONLY TO AID Y\ IF ,I CAN4 ,IF ,I C\LD TAKE FROM (F Y\ 
ALL !SE PETTY1 HUMILIAT+ C>ES 444 ,I UND]/& ?AT A WOMAN'S 
WORD1 A WOMAN'S SUP]9T5D5CE IS NE$$4 ,Y\ WILL 5TRU/ IT 
TO ME80 

,SIL5TLY & GRATEFULLY ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* PRESS$ H] H&4 

0,TOGE!R WE WILL TAKE C>E ( ,S]YOZHA4 ,PRACTICAL AFFAIRS >E 
NOT MY /RONG PO9T4 ,BUT ,I WILL SET TO WORK4 ,I WILL BE Y\R 
H\SEKEEP]4 ,DON'T ?ANK ME4 ,I DO IT NOT FROM MYSELF4440 

0,I CANNOT HELP ?ANK+ Y\40 

0,BUT1 DE> FRI5D1 DO NOT GIVE WAY TO ! FEEL+ ( :I* Y\ 
SPOKE--BE+ A%AM$ ( :AT IS ! ,*RI/IAN'S HI<E/ GLORY3 
HE :O HUMBLES HIMSELF %ALL BE EXALT$4 ,& Y\ CANNOT ?ANK 
ME4 ,Y\ MU/ ?ANK ,HIM1 & PRAY TO ,HIM = SUCCOR4 ,9 ,HIM 
ALONE WE F9D PEACE1 CONSOLATION1 SALVATION1 & LOVE10 %E SAID1 
& TURN+ H] EYES HEAV5W>DS1 %E BEGAN PRAY+1 AS ,ALEXEY 
,ALEX&ROVIT* GA!R$ FROM H] SIL5CE4 

,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* LI/5$ TO H] N[1 & ?OSE EXPRESSIONS 
:I* HAD SEEM$ TO HIM1 IF NOT DI/A/EFUL1 AT LEA/ 
EXAGG]AT$1 N[ SEEM$ TO HIM NATURAL & CONSOLATORY4 ,ALEXEY 
,ALEX&ROVIT* HAD DISLIK$ ?IS NEW 5?USIA/IC F]VOR4 ,HE WAS 
A BELIEV]1 :O WAS 9T]E/$ 9 RELIGION PRIM>ILY 9 ITS 
POLITICAL ASPECT1 & ! NEW DOCTR9E :I* V5TUR$ UPON 
SEV]AL NEW 9T]PRETATIONS1 JU/ BECAUSE IT PAV$ ! WAY TO 
DISCUSSION & ANALYSIS1 WAS 9 PR9CIPLE DISAGREEABLE TO HIM4 
,HE HAD HI!RTO TAK5 UP A COLD & EV5 ANTAGONI/IC ATTITUDE TO 
?IS NEW DOCTR9E1 & ) ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA1 :O HAD BE5 
C>RI$ AWAY BY IT1 HE HAD NEV] >GU$1 BUT BY SIL5CE HAD 
ASSIDU\SLY P>RI$ H] ATTEMPTS TO PROVOKE HIM 9TO >GUM5T4 
,N[ = ! FIR/ TIME HE HE>D H] WORDS ) PLEASURE1 & DID 
NOT 9W>DLY OPPOSE !M4 

0,I AM V]Y1 V]Y GRATEFUL TO Y\1 BO? = Y\R DE$S & = 
Y\R WORDS10 HE SAID1 :5 %E HAD F9I%$ PRAY+4 

,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA ONCE MORE PRESS$ BO? H] FRI5D'S 
H&S4 

0,N[ ,I WILL 5T] UPON MY DUTIES10 %E SAID ) A SMILE AFT] A 
PAUSE1 AS %E WIP$ AWAY ! TRACES ( TE>S4 0,I AM GO+ TO 
,S]YOZHA4 ,ONLY 9 ! LA/ EXTREMITY %ALL ,I APPLY TO Y\40 ,& 
%E GOT UP & W5T \T4 

,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA W5T 9TO ,S]YOZHA'S P>T ( ! H\SE1 
& DROPP+ TE>S ON ! SC>$ *ILD'S *EEKS1 %E TOLD HIM 
?AT HIS FA!R WAS A SA9T & HIS MO!R WAS DEAD4 

,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA KEPT H] PROMISE4 ,%E DID ACTUALLY TAKE 
UPON H]SELF ! C>E ( ! ORGANIZATION & MANAGEM5T ( 
,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*'S H\SEHOLD4 ,BUT %E HAD NOT OV]/AT$ 
! CASE :5 SAY+ ?AT PRACTICAL AFFAIRS W]E NOT H] /RONG 
PO9T4 ,ALL H] >RANGEM5TS HAD TO BE MODIFI$ BECAUSE !Y 
C\LD NOT BE C>RI$ \T1 & !Y W]E MODIFI$ BY ,KORNEY1 
,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*'S VALET1 :O1 ?\< NO ONE WAS AW>E ( 
! FACT1 N[ MANAG$ ,K>59'S H\SEHOLD1 & QUIETLY & 
DISCREETLY REPORT$ TO HIS MA/] :ILE HE WAS DRESS+ ALL IT 
WAS NECESS>Y = HIM TO KN[4 ,BUT ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA'S HELP WAS 
NONE ! LESS REAL2 %E GAVE ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* MORAL SUPPORT 
9 ! CONSCI\SNESS ( H] LOVE & RESPECT = HIM1 & /ILL 
MORE1 AS IT WAS SOO?+ TO H] TO BELIEVE1 9 ?AT %E ALMO/ 
TURN$ HIM TO ,*RI/IANITY--?AT IS1 FROM AN 9DIFF]5T & 
APA!TIC BELIEV] %E TURN$ HIM 9TO AN >D5T & /EADFA/ 
ADH]5T ( ! NEW 9T]PRETATION ( ,*RI/IAN DOCTR9E1 :I* 
HAD BE5 GA9+ GR\ND ( LATE 9 ,PET]SBURG4 ,IT WAS EASY = 
,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* TO BELIEVE 9 ?IS TEA*+4 ,ALEXEY 
,ALEX&ROVIT*1 LIKE ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA 9DE$1 & O!RS :O %>$ 
!IR VIEWS1 WAS COMPLETELY DEVOID ( VIVIDNESS ( IMAG9ATION1 
?AT SPIRITUAL FACULTY 9 VIRTUE ( :I* ! CONCEPTIONS EVOK$ 
BY ! IMAG9ATION BECOME SO VIVID ?AT !Y MU/ NE$S BE 9 
H>MONY ) O!R CONCEPTIONS1 & ) ACTUAL FACT4 ,HE SAW 
NO?+ IMPOSSIBLE & 9CONCEIVABLE 9 ! IDEA ?AT DEA?1 
?\< EXI/+ = UNBELIEV]S1 DID NOT EXI/ = HIM1 & ?AT1 
AS HE WAS POSSESS$ ( ! MO/ P]FECT FAI?1 ( ! MEASURE ( 
:I* HE WAS HIMSELF ! JUDGE1 !RE=E !RE WAS NO S9 9 HIS 
S\L1 & HE WAS EXP]I5C+ COMPLETE SALVATION H]E ON E>?4 

,IT IS TRUE ?AT ! ]RONE\SNESS & %ALL[NESS ( ?IS 
CONCEPTION ( HIS FAI? WAS DIMLY P]CEPTIBLE TO ,ALEXEY 
,ALEX&ROVIT*1 & HE KNEW ?AT :51 )\T ! SLI<TE/ IDEA 
?AT HIS =GIV5ESS WAS ! ACTION ( A HI<] P[]1 HE HAD 
SURR5D]$ DIRECTLY TO ! FEEL+ ( =GIV5ESS1 HE HAD FELT 
MORE HAPP9ESS ?AN N[ :5 HE WAS ?9K+ EV]Y 9/ANT ?AT 
,*RI/ WAS 9 HIS HE>T1 & ?AT 9 SIGN+ (FICIAL PAP]S HE 
WAS DO+ ,HIS WILL4 ,BUT = ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* IT WAS A 
NECESSITY TO ?9K 9 ?AT WAY2 IT WAS SU* A NECESSITY = HIM 
9 HIS HUMILIATION TO HAVE SOME ELEVAT$ /&PO9T1 H[EV] 
IMAG9>Y1 FROM :I*1 LOOK$ D[N UPON BY ALL1 HE C\LD LOOK 
D[N ON O!RS1 ?AT HE CLUNG1 AS TO HIS ONE SALVATION1 TO HIS 
DELUSION ( SALVATION4 

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