,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #bc #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,! ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA HAD1 AS A V]Y Y\NG & S5TIM5TAL GIRL1 BE5 M>RI$ TO A WEAL?Y MAN ( HI< RANK1 AN EXTREMELY GOOD-NATUR$1 JOVIAL1 & EXTREMELY DISSIPAT$ RAKE4 ,TWO MON?S AFT] M>RIAGE H] HUSB& AB&ON$ H]1 & H] IMPASSION$ PROTE/ATIONS ( AFFECTION HE MET ) A S>CASM & EV5 HO/ILITY ?AT PEOPLE KN[+ ! C\NT'S GOOD HE>T1 & SEE+ NO DEFECTS 9 ! S5TIM5TAL ,LIDIA1 W]E AT A LOSS TO EXPLA94 ,?\< !Y W]E DIVORC$ & LIV$ AP>T1 YET :5EV] ! HUSB& MET ! WIFE1 HE 9V>IABLY BEHAV$ TO H] ) ! SAME MALIGNANT IRONY1 ! CAUSE ( :I* WAS 9COMPREH5SIBLE4 ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA HAD LONG GIV5 UP BE+ 9 LOVE ) H] HUSB&1 BUT FROM ?AT TIME %E HAD NEV] GIV5 UP BE+ 9 LOVE ) SOMEONE4 ,%E WAS 9 LOVE ) SEV]AL PEOPLE AT ONCE1 BO? M5 & WOM52 %E HAD BE5 9 LOVE ) ALMO/ EV]YONE :O HAD BE5 P>TICUL>LY DI/+UI%$ 9 ANY WAY4 ,%E WAS 9 LOVE ) ALL ! NEW PR9CES & PR9CESSES :O M>RI$ 9TO ! IMP]IAL FAMILY2 %E HAD BE5 9 LOVE ) A HI< DIGNIT>Y ( ! ,*UR*1 A VIC>1 & A P>I% PRIE/2 %E HAD BE5 9 LOVE ) A J\RNALI/1 ?REE ,SLAVOPHILES1 ) ,KOMISS>OV1 ) A M9I/]1 A DOCTOR1 AN ,5GLI% MISSION>Y & ,K>594 ,ALL !SE PASSIONS CON/ANTLY WAN+ OR GR[+ MORE >D5T1 DID NOT PREV5T H] FROM KEEP+ UP ! MO/ EXT5D$ & COMPLICAT$ RELATIONS ) ! C\RT & FA%IONABLE SOCIETY4 ,BUT FROM ! TIME ?AT AFT] ,K>59'S TR\BLE %E TOOK HIM UND] H] SPECIAL PROTECTION1 FROM ! TIME ?AT %E SET TO WORK 9 ,K>59'S H\SEHOLD LOOK+ AFT] HIS WELF>E1 %E FELT ?AT ALL H] O!R ATTA*M5TS W]E NOT ! REAL ?+1 & ?AT %E WAS N[ G5U9ELY 9 LOVE1 & ) NO ONE BUT ,K>594 ,! FEEL+ %E N[ EXP]I5C$ = HIM SEEM$ TO H] /RONG] ?AN ANY ( H] =M] FEEL+S4 ,ANALYZ+ H] FEEL+1 & COMP>+ IT ) =M] PASSIONS1 %E DI/9CTLY P]CEIV$ ?AT %E W\LD NOT HAVE BE5 9 LOVE ) ,KOMISS>OV IF HE HAD NOT SAV$ ! LIFE ( ! ,CZ>1 ?AT %E W\LD NOT HAVE BE5 9 LOVE ) ,RI/IT*-,KUDZHITSKY IF !RE HAD BE5 NO ,SLAVONIC QUE/ION1 BUT ?AT %E LOV$ ,K>59 = HIMSELF1 = HIS L(TY1 UNCOMPREH5D$ S\L1 = ! SWEET--TO H]--HI< NOTES ( HIS VOICE1 = HIS DRAWL+ 9TONATION1 HIS WE>Y EYES1 HIS *>ACT]1 & HIS S(T :ITE H&S ) !IR SWOLL5 VE9S4 ,%E WAS NOT SIMPLY OV]JOY$ AT MEET+ HIM1 BUT %E S\E ON H] DRESS ?AN BE=E4 ,%E CAURI$ & HE HAD BE5 FREE4 ,%E BLU%$ ) EMOTION :5 HE CAME 9TO ! ROOM1 %E C\LD NOT REPRESS A SMILE ( RAPTURE :5 HE SAID ANY?+ AMIABLE TO H]4 ,= SEV]AL DAYS N[ ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA HAD BE5 9 A /ATE ( 9T5SE EXCITEM5T4 ,%E HAD LE>N$ ?AT ,ANNA & ,VRONSKY W]E 9 ,PET]SBURG4 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* MU/ BE SAV$ FROM SEE+ H]1 HE MU/ BE SAV$ EV5 FROM ! TORTUR+ KN[L$GE ?AT ?AT AWFUL WOMAN WAS 9 ! SAME T[N ) HIM1 & ?AT HE MI59A4 ,! 5VELOPE WAS ( PAP] AS ?ICK AS B>K2 ON ! OBLONG YELL[ PAP] !RE WAS A HUGE MONOGRAM1 & ! LETT] SMELT ( AGREEABLE SC5T4 0,:O BR\T IS FILL$ GIVE ME !1 ,I FEEL1 UNP>DONABLE BOLDNESS TO WRITE TO Y\4 ,I AM MIS]ABLE AT BE+ SEP>AT$ FROM MY SON4 ,I 5TREAT P]MISSION TO SEE HIM ONCE BE=E MY DEP>TURE4 ,=GIVE ME = RECALL+ MYSELF TO Y\R MEMORY4 ,I APPLY TO Y\ & NOT TO ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 SIMPLY BECAUSE ,I DO NOT WI% TO CAUSE ?AT G5]\S MAN TO SUFF] 9 REMEMB]+ ME4 ,KN[+ Y\R FRI5D%IP = HIM1 ,I KN[ Y\ WILL UND]/& ME4 ,C\LD Y\ S5D ,S]YOZHA TO ME1 OR %\LD ,I COME TO ! H\SE AT SOME FIX$ H\R1 OR WILL Y\ LET ME KN[ :5 & :]E ,I C\LD SEE HIM AWAY FROM HOME8 ,I DO NOT ANTICIPATE A REFUSAL1 KN[+ ! MAGNANIMITY ( HIM ) :OM IT RE/S4 ,Y\ CANNOT CONCEIVE ! CRAV+ ,I HAVE TO SEE HIM1 & SO CANNOT CONCEIVE ! GRATITUDE Y\R HELP WILL >\SE 9 ME4 ,ANNA0 ,EV]Y?+ 9 ?IS LETT] EXASP]AT$ ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA3 ITS CONT5TS & ! ALLUSION TO MAGNANIMITY1 & ESPECIALLY ITS FREE & EASY--AS %E CONSID]$--TONE4 0,SAY ?AT !RE IS NO ANSW]10 SAID ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA1 & IMM$IATELY OP5+ H] BLOTT+-BOOK1 %E WROTE TO ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* ?AT %E HOP$ TO SEE HIM AT ONE O'CLOCK AT ! LEVEE4 0,I MU/ TALK ) Y\ ( A GRAVE & PA9FUL SUBJECT4 ,!RE WE WILL >RANGE :]E TO MEET4 ,BE/ ( ALL AT MY H\SE1 :]E ,I WILL ORD] TEA AS Y\ LIKE IT4 ,URG5T4 ,HE LAYS ! CROSS1 BUT ,HE GIVES ! /R5G? TO BE> IT10 %E ADD$1 SO AS TO GIVE HIM SOME SLIATION4 ,C\NTESS ,LIDIA ,IVANOVNA USUALLY WROTE SOME TWO OR ?REE LETT]S A DAY TO ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*4 ,%E 5JOY$ ?AT =M ( COMMUNICATION1 :I* GAVE OPPORTUNITY = A REF9EM5T & AIR ( MY/]Y NOT AF=D$ BY !IR P]SONAL 9T]VIEWS4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #bc -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#e1 #bag 3 ,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #bc -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/