,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #h #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,ANNA1 9 ?AT FIR/ P]IOD ( H] EMANCIPATION & RAPID RETURN TO HEAL?1 FELT H]SELF UNP>DONABLY HAPPY & FULL ( ! JOY ( LIFE4 ,! ?\ATIONS = DIVORCE1 ! DEP>TURE FROM H] HUSB&'S H\SE1 ! P>T+ FROM H] SON--ALL ?AT SEEM$ TO H] LIKE A DELIRI\S DREAM1 FROM :I* %E HAD WAK$ UP ALONE ) ,VRONSKY ABROAD4 ,! ?\M CAUS$ TO H] HUSB& >\S$ 9 H] A FEEL+ LIKE REPULSION1 & AK9 TO :AT A DR[N+ MAN MIFUL FACTS4 ,ONE CONSOLATORY REFLECTION UPON H] CONDUCT HAD OCCURR$ TO H] AT ! FIR/ MOM5T ( ! F9AL RUPTURE1 & :5 N[ %E RECALL$ ALL ! PA/1 %E REMEMB]$ ?AT ONE REFLECTION4 0,I HAVE 9EVITABLY MADE ?AT MAN WRET*$10 %E ?\ATION FROM MY *ILD40 ,BUT1 H[EV] S9C]ELY ,ANNA HAD MEANT TO SUFF]1 %E WAS NOT SUFF]+4 ,%AME !RE WAS NOT4 ,) ! TACT ( :I* BO? HAD SU* A L>GE %>E1 !Y HAD SUCCE$$ 9 AVOID+ ,RUSSIAN LADIES ABROAD1 & SO HAD NEV] PLAC$ !MSELVES 9 A FALSE POSITION1 & EV]Y:]E !Y HAD MET PEOPLE :O PRET5D$ ?AT !Y P]FECTLY UND]/OOD !IR POSITION1 F> BETT] 9DE$ ?AN !Y DID !MSELVES4 ,SEP>ATION FROM ! SON %E LOV$--EV5 ?AT DID NOT CAUSE H] ANGUI% 9 !SE E>LY DAYS4 ,! BABY GIRL--HIS *ILD--WAS SO SWEET1 & HAD SO WON ,ANNA'S HE>T1 S9CE %E WAS ALL ?AT WAS LEFT H]1 ?AT ,ANNA R>ELY ?\DONABLY HAPPY4 ,! MORE %E GOT TO KN[ ,VRONSKY1 ! MORE %E LOV$ HIM4 ,%E LOV$ HIM = HIMSELF1 & = HIS LOVE = H]4 ,H] COMPLETE [N]%IP ( HIM WAS A CONT9UAL JOY TO H]4 ,HIS PRES5CE WAS ALWAYS SWEET TO H]4 ,ALL ! TRAITS ( HIS *>ACT]1 :I* %E LE>N$ TO KN[ BETT] & BETT]1 W]E UNUTT]ABLY DE> TO H]4 ,HIS APPE>ANCE1 *ANG$ BY HIS CIVILIAN DRESS1 WAS AS FASC9AT+ TO H] AS ?\< %E W]E SOME Y\NG GIRL 9 LOVE4 ,9 EV]Y?+ HE SAID1 ?\TICUL>LY NOBLE & ELEVAT$4 ,H] ADORATION ( HIM AL>M$ H] 9DE$2 %E S\$ NOT %[ HIM H] S5SE ( H] [N 9SIGNIFICANCE BESIDE HIM4 ,IT SEEM$ TO H] ?AT1 KN[+ ?IS1 HE MI+ IT4 ,BUT %E C\LD NOT HELP BE+ GRATEFUL TO HIM = HIS ATTITUDE TO H]1 & %[+ ?AT %E APPRECIAT$ IT4 ,HE1 :O HAD 9 H] OP9ION SU* A M>K$ APTITUDE = A POLITICAL C>E]1 9 :I* HE W\LD HAVE BE5 C]TA9 TO PLAY A LEAD+ P>T--HE HAD SACRIFIC$ HIS AMBITION = H] SAKE1 & NEV] BETRAY$ ! SLIE ?AT %E %\LD NOT FEEL ! AWKW>DNESS ( H] POSITION NEV] DES]T$ HIM = A S+LE 9/ANT4 ,HE1 SO MANLY A MAN1 NEV] OPPOS$ H]1 HAD 9DE$1 ) H]1 NO WILL ( HIS [N1 & WAS ANXI\S1 IT SEEM$1 = NO?+ BUT TO ANTICIPATE H] WI%ES4 ,& %E C\LD NOT BUT APPRECIATE ?IS1 EV5 ?\< ! V]Y 9T5SITY ( HIS SOLICITUDE = H]1 ! ATMOSPH]E ( C>E ) :I* HE SURR\ND$ H]1 SOMETIMES WEI<$ UPON H]4 ,VRONSKY1 MEAN:ILE1 9 SPITE ( ! COMPLETE REALIZATION ( :AT HE HAD SO LONG DESIR$1 WAS NOT P]FECTLY HAPPY4 ,HE SOON FELT ?AT ! REALIZATION ( HIS DESIRES GAVE HIM NO MORE ?AN A GRA9 ( S& \T ( ! M\NTA9 ( HAPP9ESS HE HAD EXPECT$4 ,IT %[$ HIM ! MI/AKE M5 MAKE 9 PICTUR+ TO !MSELVES HAPP9ESS AS ! REALIZATION ( !IR DESIRES4 ,= A TIME AFT] JO9+ HIS LIFE TO H]S1 & PUTT+ ON CIVILIAN DRESS1 HE HAD FELT ALL ! DELIE ?AT !RE WAS SPR++ UP 9 HIS HE>T A DESIRE = DESIRES--5NUI4 ,)\T CONSCI\S 9T5TION HE BEGAN TO CLUT* AT EV]Y PASS+ CAPRICE1 TAK+ IT = A DESIRE & AN OBJECT4 ,SIXTE5 H\RS ( ! DAY MU/ BE OCCUPI$ 9 SOME WAY1 S9CE !Y W]E LIV+ ABROAD 9 COMPLETE FRE$OM1 \TSIDE ! CONDITIONS ( SOCIAL LIFE :I* FILL$ UP TIME 9 ,PET]SBURG4 ,AS = ! AMUSEM5TS ( BA*ELOR EXI/5CE1 :I* HAD PROVID$ ,VRONSKY ) 5T]TA9M5T ON PREVI\S T\RS ABROAD1 !Y C\LD NOT BE ?\ITY ( !IR POSITION4 ,! 9SPECTION ( OBJECTS ( 9T]E/1 AP>T FROM ! FACT ?AT EV]Y?+ HAD BE5 SE5 ALREADY1 HAD NOT = ,VRONSKY1 A ,RUSSIAN & A S5SIBLE MAN1 ! IMM5SE SIGNIFICANCE ,5GLI%M5 >E ABLE TO ATTA* TO ?AT PURSUIT4 ,& JU/ AS ! HUNGRY /OMA* EAG]LY ACCEPTS EV]Y OBJECT IT CAN GET1 HOP+ TO F9D N\RI%M5T 9 IT1 ,VRONSKY QUITE UNCONSCI\SLY CLUT*$ FIR/ AT POLITICS1 !N AT NEW BOOKS1 & !N AT PICTURES4 ,AS HE HAD FROM A *ILD A TA/E = PA9T+1 & AS1 NOT KN[+ :AT TO SP5D HIS MONEY ON1 HE HAD BEGUN COLLECT+ 5GRAV+S1 HE CAME TO A /OP AT PA9T+1 BEGAN TO TAKE 9T]E/ 9 IT1 & CONC5TRAT$ UPON IT ! UNOCCUPI$ MASS ( DESIRES :I* DEM&$ SATISFACTION4 ,HE HAD A READY APPRECIATION ( >T1 & PROBABLY1 ) A TA/E = IMITAT+ >T1 HE SUPPOS$ HIMSELF TO HAVE ! REAL ?+ ESS5TIAL = AN >TI/1 & AFT] HESITAT+ = SOME TIME :I* /YLE ( PA9T+ TO SELECT--RELIGI\S1 HI/ORICAL1 REALI/IC1 OR G5RE PA9T+--HE SET TO WORK TO PA9T4 ,HE APPRECIAT$ ALL K9DS1 & C\LD HAVE FELT 9SPIR$ BY ANY ONE ( !M2 BUT HE HAD NO CONCEPTION ( ! POSSIBILITY ( KN[+ NO?+ AT ALL ( ANY S*OOL ( PA9T+1 & ( BE+ 9SPIR$ DIRECTLY BY :AT IS )9 ! S\L1 )\T C>+ :E!R :AT IS PA9T$ WILL BELONG TO ANY RECOGNIZ$ S*OOL4 ,S9CE HE KNEW NO?+ ( ?IS1 & DREW HIS 9SPIRATION1 NOT DIRECTLY FROM LIFE1 BUT 9DIRECTLY FROM LIFE EMBODI$ 9 >T1 HIS 9SPIRATION CAME V]Y QUICKLY & EASILY1 & AS QUICKLY & EASILY CAME HIS SUCCESS 9 PA9T+ SOME?+ V]Y SIMIL> TO ! SORT ( PA9T+ HE WAS TRY+ TO IMITATE4 ,MORE ?AN ANY O!R /YLE HE LIK$ ! ,FR5*--GRACEFUL & EFFECTIVE--& 9 ?AT /YLE HE BEGAN TO PA9T ,ANNA'S PORTRAIT 9 ,ITALIAN CO/UME1 & ! PORTRAIT SEEM$ TO HIM1 & TO EV]YONE :O SAW IT1 EXTREMELY SUCCESSFUL4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #h -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#d1 #bag 3 ,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #h -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/