,P>T #g1 ,*APT] #c #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 0,H]E IT IS AGA96 ,AGA9 ,I UND]/& IT ALL60 ,ANNA SAID TO H]SELF1 AS SOON AS ! C>RIAGE HAD />T$ & SWAY+ LILY80 %E TRI$ TO RECALL IT4 0',TIUTK91 COIFFEUR8'--NO1 NOT ?AT4 ,YES1 ( :AT ,YA%V9 SAYS1 ! /RUGGLE = EXI/5CE & HATR$ IS ! ONE ?+ ?AT HOLDS M5 TOGE!R4 ,NO1 IT'S A USELESS J\RNEY Y\'RE MAK+10 %E SAID1 M5TALLY ADDRESS+ A P>TY 9 A COA* & F\R1 EVID5TLY GO+ = AN EXCURSION 9TO ! C\NTRY4 0,& ! DOG Y\'RE TAK+ ) Y\ WILL BE NO HELP TO Y\4 ,Y\ CAN'T GET AWAY FROM Y\RSELVES40 ,TURN+ H] EYES 9 ! DIRECTION ,PYOTR HAD TURN$ TO LOOK1 %E SAW A FACTORY H& ALMO/ DEAD DRUNK1 ) HANG+ HEAD1 BE+ L$ AWAY BY A POLICEMAN4 0,COME1 HE'S F\ND A QUICK] WAY10 %E ?\+ LILY DAYS ( !IR CONNECTION4 ,& EV]Y?+ N[ CONFIRM$ ?IS4 0,YES1 !RE WAS ! TRIUMPH ( SUCCESS 9 HIM4 ,( C\RSE !RE WAS LOVE TOO1 BUT ! *IEF ELEM5T WAS ! PRIDE ( SUCCESS4 ,HE BOA/$ ( ME4 ,N[ ?AT'S OV]4 ,!RE'S NO?+ TO BE PR\D (4 ,NOT TO BE PR\D (1 BUT TO BE A%AM$ (4 ,HE HAS TAK5 FROM ME ALL HE C\LD1 & N[ ,I AM NO USE TO HIM4 ,HE IS WE>Y ( ME & IS TRY+ NOT TO BE DI%ONORABLE 9 HIS BEHAVIOR TO ME4 ,HE LET ?AT \T YE/]DAY--HE WANTS DIVORCE & M>RIAGE SO AS TO BURN HIS %IPS4 ,HE LOVES ME1 BUT H[8 ,! ZE/ IS GONE1 AS ! ,5GLI% SAY4 ,?AT FELL[ WANTS EV]YONE TO ADMIRE HIM & IS V]Y MU* PLEAS$ ) HIMSELF10 %E ?\T HE WILL BE GLAD40 ,?IS WAS NOT M]E SUPPOSITION1 %E SAW IT DI/9CTLY 9 ! PI]C+ LIT40 ,%E W5T ON MUS+4 0,& !RE'S NO HELP = IT4 ,HE IS EV]Y?+ = ME1 & ,I WANT HIM MORE & MORE TO GIVE HIMSELF UP TO ME 5TIRELY4 ,& HE WANTS MORE & MORE TO GET AWAY FROM ME4 ,WE WALK$ TO MEET EA* O!R UP TO ! TIME ( \R LOVE1 & !N WE HAVE BE5 IRRESI/IBLY DRIFT+ 9 DIFF]5T DIRECTIONS4 ,& !RE'S NO ALT]+ ?AT4 ,HE TELLS ME ,I'M 9SANELY JEAL\S1 & ,I HAVE TOLD MYSELF ?AT ,I AM 9SANELY JEAL\S2 BUT IT'S NOT TRUE4 ,I'M NOT JEAL\S1 BUT ,I'M UNSATISFI$4 ,BUT4440 %E OP5$ H] LIPS1 & %IFT$ H] PLACE 9 ! C>RIAGE 9 ! EXCITEM5T1 >\S$ BY ! ?\+ = NO?+ BUT HIS C>ESSES2 BUT ,I CAN'T & ,I DON'T C>E TO BE ANY?+ ELSE4 ,& BY ?AT DESIRE ,I R\SE AV]SION 9 HIM1 & HE R\SES FURY 9 ME1 & IT CANNOT BE DIFF]5T4 ,DON'T ,I KN[ ?AT HE W\LDN'T DECEIVE ME1 ?AT HE HAS NO S*EMES AB\T ,PR9CESS ,SOROK9A1 ?AT HE'S NOT 9 LOVE ) ,KITTY1 ?AT HE WON'T DES]T ME6 ,I KN[ ALL ?AT1 BUT IT MAKES IT NO BETT] = ME4 ,IF )\T LOV+ ME1 FROM DUTY HE'LL BE GOOD & K9D TO ME1 )\T :AT ,I WANT1 ?AT'S A ?\S& TIMES WORSE ?AN UNK9DNESS6 ,?AT'S--HELL6 ,& ?AT'S JU/ H[ IT IS4 ,= A LONG :ILE N[ HE HASN'T LOV$ ME4 ,& :]E LOVE 5DS1 HATE BEG9S4 ,I DON'T KN[ !SE /REETS AT ALL4 ,HILLS IT SEEMS1 & /ILL H\SES1 & H\SES 4444 ,& 9 ! H\SES ALWAYS PEOPLE & PEOPLE4444 ,H[ MANY ( !M1 NO 5D1 & ALL HAT+ EA* O!R6 ,COME1 LET ME TRY & ?9K :AT ,I WANT1 TO MAKE ME HAPPY4 ,WELL8 ,SUPPOSE ,I AM DIVORC$1 & ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* LETS ME HAVE ,S]YOZHA1 & ,I M>RY ,VRONSKY40 ,?9K+ ( ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 %E AT ONCE PICTUR$ HIM ) EXTRAORD9>Y VIVIDNESS AS ?\< HE W]E ALIVE BE=E H]1 ) HIS MILD1 LIFELESS1 DULL EYES1 ! BLUE VE9S 9 HIS :ITE H&S1 HIS 9TONATIONS & ! CRACK+ ( HIS F+]S1 & REMEMB]+ ! FEEL+ :I* HAD EXI/$ BETWE5 !M1 & :I* WAS ALSO CALL$ LOVE1 %E %UDD]$ ) LOA?+4 0,WELL1 ,I'M DIVORC$1 & BECOME ,VRONSKY'S WIFE4 ,WELL1 WILL ,KITTY CEASE LOOK+ AT ME AS %E LOOK$ AT ME TODAY8 ,NO4 ,& WILL ,S]YOZHA LEAVE (F ASK+ & WOND]+ AB\T MY TWO HUSB&S8 ,& IS !RE ANY NEW FEEL+ ,I CAN AWAK5 BETWE5 ,VRONSKY & ME8 ,IS !RE POSSIBLE1 IF NOT HAPP9ESS1 SOME SORT ( EASE FROM MIS]Y8 ,NO1 NO60 %E ANSW]$ N[ )\T ! SLIE DRAWN AP>T BY LIFE1 & ,I MAKE HIS UNHAPP9ESS1 & HE M9E1 & !RE'S NO ALT]+ HIM OR ME4 ,EV]Y ATTEMPT HAS BE5 MADE1 ! SCREW HAS COME UNSCREW$4 ,OH1 A BEGG> WOMAN ) A BABY4 ,%E ?9KS ,I'M SORRY = H]4 ,>5'T WE ALL FLUNG 9TO ! WORLD ONLY TO HATE EA* O!R1 & SO TO TORTURE \RSELVES & EA* O!R8 ,S*OOLBOYS COM+--LAU<+ ,S]YOZHA80 %E ?\NESS ) :I* %E SAW LIFE N[1 H] [N & ALL M5'S1 WAS A PLEASURE TO H]4 0,IT'S SO ) ME & ,PYOTR1 & ! COA*MAN1 ,FYODOR1 & ?AT M]*ANT1 & ALL ! PEOPLE LIV+ ALONG ! ,VOLGA1 :]E ?OSE PLAC>DS 9VITE ONE TO GO1 & EV]Y:]E & ALWAYS10 %E ?\RIAGE4 ,MAK+ H] WAY ?R\< ! CR[D TO ! FIR/-CLASS WAIT+-ROOM1 %E GRADUALLY RECOLLECT$ ALL ! DETAILS ( H] POSITION1 & ! PLANS BETWE5 :I* %E WAS HESITAT+4 ,& AGA9 AT ! OLD SORE PLACES1 HOPE & !N DESPAIR POISON$ ! W\NDS ( H] TORTUR$1 FE>FULLY ?ROBB+ HE>T4 ,AS %E SAT ON ! />-%AP$ S(A WAIT+ = ! TRA91 %E GAZ$ ) AV]SION AT ! PEOPLE COM+ & GO+ 7!Y W]E ALL HATEFUL TO H]71 & ?\RIVE AT ! /ATION1 W\LD WRITE HIM A NOTE1 & :AT %E W\LD WRITE TO HIM1 & H[ HE WAS AT ?IS MOM5T COMPLA9+ TO HIS MO!R ( HIS POSITION1 NOT UND]/&+ H] SUFF]+S1 & H[ %E W\LD GO 9TO ! ROOM1 & :AT %E W\LD SAY TO HIM4 ,!N %E ?\FULLY H] HE>T WAS BEAT+4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #g1 ,*APT] #c -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#e1 #bag 3 ,P>T #g1 ,*APT] #c -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/