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0,I WI% ALL ! PEOPLE :O'VE KILL$ !MSELVES W]E /ILL ALIVE -- & ALL ! PEOPLE :O >E ALIVE W\LD KILL !MSELVES60 

,IF !RE IS A SOCIAL /RATUM BEL[ ! EXPLOIT$ UND]CLASS1 A DEMOGRAPHIC ?AT SUFF]S MO/ FROM ! ABSURDITIES ( \R SOCIETY1 IT IS ! SUICIDES4 ,! SUICIDAL CLASS -- EV]Y M9UTE1 A FEW MORE HIT ! PAVEM5T4 ,:O IS MORE DISPOSSESS$ ?AN !M8 ,!Y >E ONLY RECOGNIZ$ :5 !Y ABS5T !MSELVES2 ONLY !IR BLOOD SPEAKS ON !IR BEHALF4 ,!Y KN[ BETT] ?AN ANYONE ELSE :AT MU/ *ANGE AB\T ?IS WORLD1 & YET 9 DESPAIR ( EV] *ANG+ IT !Y AV5GE !MSELVES UPON ! ONLY VICTIMS 9 EASY REA* -- GIV+ A NEW MEAN+ TO ! SAY+ ?AT ?OSE :O MAKE HALF A REVOLUTION DIG !IR [N GRAVES4 

,IMAG9E A P]SON FEEL+ ?AT HIS LIFE IS \T ( HIS CONTROL TO SU* AN EXT5T ?AT HE CAN ONLY REGA9 POSSESSION ( IT BY MURD]+ HIMSELF6 ,CAN A SOCIETY REALLY BE FREE & HEAL?Y IF PEOPLE WILL GO TO SU* L5G?S TO ESCAPE8 

,SO LIKE !FT & ADULT]Y1 SUICIDE IS =BIDD51 AN UNSPEAKABLE ABOM9ATION4 ,SELF-SATISFI$ D5 MO!RS :O HAVE NEV] GRAPPL$ ) DEBILITAT+ DEPRESSION FEEL 5TITL$ TO SNE] AT ! C[>DICE ( ?OSE :O MAKE ! DIFFICULT DECISION TO 5D !IR LIVES4 ,EV5 ! T]M9ALLY ILL >E NOT TO *OOSE = !MSELVES :5 & H[ !Y PASS AWAY -- !RE >E LAWS AGA9/ IT1 AS IF ! LIV+ C\LD LEGISLATE = ?OSE CROSS+ OV] 9TO DEA?6 ,:AT DOES IT SAY ( A CIVILIZATION ?AT IT NOT ONLY =BIDS ITS D5IZ5S TO KILL !MSELVES BUT DOES NOT EV5 P]MIT ! QUE/ION ( :E!R LIFE IS WOR? LIV+8 

,YET WE COMMIT A LITTLE SUICIDE EV]Y MOM5T WE D5Y \RSELVES ! LIVES WE WI% TO LIVE4 ,:OLESALE SUICIDE IS (F-LIMITS1 BUT MO/ SETTLE WILL+LY 5\< = DEA? ON ! 9/ALLM5T PLAN1 :ITTL+ !IR LIVES AWAY H\R BY H\R4 ,NO MATT] H[ UNFULFILL+ LIFE IS1 !Y D>E NOT BACK \T1 = ,GOD IS WAIT+ ON ! O!R SIDE TO PUNI% !M = %IRK+ !IR E>?LY DUTIES -- ,GOD1 ?AT IS1 OR ELSE ,PUBLIC ,OP9ION1 :I* ,HE HAS DEPUTIZ$ 9 ,HIS ABS5CE4 

,MEAN:ILE1 IF A Y\NG MAN JO9S ! MILIT>Y & M9DLESSLY OBEYS ORD]S ?AT LEAD TO HIS S5SELESS DEA?1 HIS CONDUCT IS C\RAGE\S & PRAISEWOR?Y4 ,SUICIDE1 LIKE ,DISA/]1 IS P]FECTLY ACCEPTABLE SO LONG AS IT OCCURS ON ! T]MS ( ! P[]S ?AT BE2 Y\ CAN DIE 9 !IR H&S1 BUT NOT ( Y\R [N4 ,! ONES :O %OOT OR HANG !MSELVES >E D>+ H]ETICS1 LIKE ! UP/>T MY/ICS :O CLAIM TO RECEIVE DIV9E GUIDANCE ?AT BYPASSES ! ,POPE3 IF SELF-DE/RUCTION IS ! ORD] ( ! DAY1 !Y'RE DET]M9$ TO HAVE A FIR/H& RELATION%IP ) IT1 :ATEV] ANYONE ELSE SAYS4 ,9 REJECT+ BO? LIV+ DEA? & ! SOV]EIGNTY ( ! AU?ORITIES OV] !IR LIVES1 !Y >E ONLY ONE /EP AWAY FROM REJECT+ DEA? & DOM9ATION ALTOGE!R3 ,NEI!R DEA? NOR TAXES6 

,BUT AGA91 LIKE !FT1 ADULT]Y1 & O!R PRESSURE VALVES1 SUICIDE IS ISOLAT+ -- 9DE$1 IT IS ! MO/ ISOLAT+ ACT B> NONE4 ,:ILE IT RETURNS AN 9/ANT ( AUTONOMY TO AN 9DIVIDUAL1 IT CAN ONLY PREV5T PEOPLE FROM E/ABLI%+ COLLECTIVE [N]%IP ( !IR LIVES4 ,?OSE :O DIG !IR [N GRAVES MAKE ONLY HALF A REVOLUTION4 ,IF NO ONE C\LD /EAL1 IF NO ONE C\LD *EAT1 IF NO ONE C\LD 5D HIS LIFE1 YET ALL ! T5SIONS ?AT RUN ?R\< \R SOCIETY TODAY REMA9$ -- PICTURE ! MASSIVE UPHEAVALS ?AT W\LD 5SUE6 

,IF ALL ?OSE :O HAVE KILL$ !MSELVES C\LD COMP>E NOTES AT SOME GR& CONV5TION C5T] 9 ! H]EAFT]1 :AT W\LD !Y BE ABLE TO TELL US8 ,P]HAPS !Y W\LD BE CAPABLE ( SUCCOR+ ONE ANO!R :]E NO ONE ELSE C\LD2 P]HAPS !Y W\LD REGRET ?AT1 RA!R ?AN DE/ROY+ !MSELVES1 !Y DIDN'T LAUN* A REVOLUTION>Y ORGANIZATION COMPRIS$ ( ?OSE :O HAVE NO?+ TO LOSE2 P]HAPS IT W\LD SEEM /RANGE TO !M ?AT IT HAD FELT SO MU* EASI] TO DO VIOL5CE TO !MSELVES ?AN TO RESPOND TO ! VIOL5CE DONE TO !M4 

,IT'S TOO LATE1 ( C\RSE -- !IR LIVES >E FIX$ 9 ET]NITY1 SET AP>T LIKE FLIES TRAPP$ 9 AMB]4 ,BUT !RE IS /ILL TIME TO F9D ?OSE :O >E CURR5TLY CONTEMPLAT+ SUICIDE1 TO 5C\RAGE !M TO SPEAK FREELY AB\T !IR FEEL+S & DO \R BE/ TO MAKE A WORLD NO ONE WILL WI% TO LEAVE4 

0,PUT ME \T ( MY MIS]Y OR TAKE ME \T ( IT60 

,LIFE IS NOT SIMPLY A TRAP1 A S5T5CE4 ,?IS OCCURS TO EV]YONE AT LEA/ ONCE4 ,WE HAVE AN OPTION ?AT MAKES US FRE] ?AN ! GODS1 JU/ AS EV]Y EMPLOYEE IS FRE] ?AN EV]Y BOSS3 WE CAN QUIT4 ,ONE CAN SAVOR ?IS IDEA 9 EV]Y EXTREMITY2 IT PROVIDES CONSOLATION :5 NO?+ ELSE CAN4 ,NO?+ OBLIGATES US TO LIVE -- !RE=E1 IF WE HAVE ! C\RAGE = IT1 AT EV]Y MOM5T LIFE CAN BECOME A TABULA RASA1 A SPACE 9 :I* ANY?+ IS POSSIBLE & EV]Y?+ CAN BE RISK$4 

,) SU* FRE$OM1 WE CAN ONLY BE SLAVES IF WE *OOSE TO BE4 ,SLAV]Y IS = ?OSE :O /ILL BELIEVE ?AT !IR MA/]S CONTROL ! DOMA9 ( DEA? AS WELL AS LIFE -- NOT = US4 ,= US1 !RE IS ONLY ! UNKN[N4 ,IT MAY BE AWFUL1 IT MAY BE SALVATION1 IT MAY BE NO?+NESS1 BUT IT IS UNKN[ABLE1 9 LIFE AS WELL AS DEA?4 ,FRONTI]S TO BE CROSS$1 NEW WORLDS TO EXPLORE1 ABYSSES TO BE RISK$ -- YES1 ! POSSIBILITY ( JOY1 ( ! REALIZATION ( Y\R MO/ *]I%$ DESIRES1 & RISK1 RISK TOO4 ,! RISK ( F9ALLY CONFRONT+ FE>1 D>+ ! UNKN[N1 LOOK+ ! UGL9ESS ( LIFE 9 ! FACE -- (1 ONE WAY OR ANO!R1 QUITT+ ! JOB ( EXI/+4 

,= MO/ ( \R CONTEMPOR>IES1 LIFE ITSELF IS A JOB1 A DESP]ATE /RUGGLE TO JUGGLE A ?\S& OBLIGATIONS -- 9CLUD+ ! SADDE/ IMP]ATIVE ( ALL1 5JOY+ ONESELF4 ,!SE UN=TUNATES =GET ! LI<TNESS ( LIFE1 ! WEI<TLESSNESS ( EV]Y MOM5T1 EV]Y SITUATION1 9 ! FACE ( NONEXI/5CE4 

,WE CAN *OOSE NOT TO LIVE4 ,SO !RE IS NO REASON NOT TO OP5 ONESELF TO1 TO RISK EV]Y?+ =1 A LIFE ( JOY4 ,!RE IS ALWAYS ! OPTION ( PUTT+ AN 5D TO ?+S -- ONE MAY AS WELL PLAY = HI< /AKES IF ONE *OOSES TO EXI/4 ,AFT] ALL1 ! WOR/ ?AT C\LD HAPP5 IS ALREADY ASSUR$4 

,!RE IS NO REASON TO GET UP 9 ! MORN+1 !N1 BUT TO LIVE4 ,NO BOSS1 NO LAW1 NO GOD CAN TAKE FROM Y\ ! POSSIBILITY ( SAY+ ,NO4 

,ALL ?IS IS USELESS1 & NOT NEWS1 TO ! SUICIDE1 :O HAS ALREADY DISCONNECT$ FROM LIFE & WILLS DEA? SIMPLY TO F9ALIZE ! >RANGEM5T1 TO PUT AN 5D TO ! 9CONV5I5CE ( FEEL+ ONE ?+ & LIV+ ANO!R4 ,ONCE Y\'RE ?AT EXHAU/$ & DEMORALIZ$1 NO M]E M5TAL EX]CISE CAN *ANGE Y\R M9D2 SUICIDE BOMB]S1 CONTR>Y TO IDLE SPECULATION1 MU/ ACT FROM A TREM5D\S 9VE/M5T 9 ?IS WORLD TO BE CAPABLE ( GO+ TO SU* L5G?S TO DIE AT O!RS' EXP5SE4 ,Y\R AV]AGE SUICIDAL P]SON CAN B>ELY VACUUM H] AP>TM5T1 LET ALONE C>RY \T AN ELABORATE MISSION4 

,BUT IMAG9E IF PEOPLE LIV$ AS ?\< !Y MI<T DIE AT ANY MOM5T1 SO EV]Y DAY IT WAS AS IF !Y W]E BORN AGA96 ,IMAG9E IF NO ONE LET LIFE BECOME A JOB = HIMSELF OR ANYONE ELSE 9 ! FIR/ PLACE6 ,!N H[ MANY PEOPLE W\LD KILL !MSELVES8 ,PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE :5 IT IS H>D] = !M TO PICTURE BREAK+ (F !IR COMMITM5TS ?AN CEAS+ TO EXI/ -- H]E AGA9 >E \R CU/OMS & 9VE/M5TS1 BECOME CANC]\S & 9ORGANIC1 RID+ US TO E>LY GRAVES4 

,LIFE -- ,CONSID] ! ,ALT]NATIVE 

,IF WE W]E BRAVE OR RECKLESS 5\< = IT1 \R DESPAIR C\LD AF=D US SUP]NATURAL P[]S4 ,IMAG9E BE+ ABLE TO ACT )\T FE> ( ! REP]CUSSIONS1 TO *OOSE ! UNKN[N OV] ! 9TOL]ABLY FAMILI>1 TO )DRAW FROM UNHEAL?Y OBLIGATIONS & RELATION%IPS ! MOM5T Y\ RECOGNIZE !M = :AT !Y >E4 ,IT TAKES A RU?LESS M]CY TO DISC>D S5TIM5TALITY & REMEMB] ALL ! ?+S ?AT NEV] HAPP5$ & /ILL MI<T NEV] HAPP51 ALL ! DREAMS ?AT NEV] CAME TRUE -- TO ACKN[L$GE ?AT WE CAN'T WAIT =EV]1 !RE'S NOT 5\< TIME = ?AT4 

,LET ! PA/ GO4 ,ALL ! OLD BATTLES Y\'RE /ILL FI<T+1 ALL Y\R D5IAL & DEF5SE ME*ANISMS1 ALL ! ADDICTIONS & 9]TIA Y\'VE ACCUMULAT$ & ALL ! FE>S ?AT B9D Y\ TO !M4 ,?IS IS GO+ TO BE ! H>DE/ ?+ Y\ EV] LIVE ?R\< -- BUT LET !M GO1 LET !M DIE1 HAVE C\RAGE ?R\< ! SIL5T MOM5TS 9 ! VOID AS Y\ WAIT1 TREMBL+1 = Y\R NEW LIFE TO BE BORN4 ,IT WILL BE4 

,DESPAIR4 ,IT'S \R ONLY HOPE4 

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