,*APT] #a #aiacaiac ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,GUY ,ALDR$ ,TEXT 3 0,TO /ATE CORRECTLY :AT ,I N[ AM1 IT IS NECESS>Y ?AT ,I %\LD /ATE ! MEANS :I* ,I HAVE HAD TO ACQUIRE KN[L$GE2 & ?\< ?IS WILL SET ME TO SPEAK ( MYSELF FROM 9FANCY UPW>DS1 IT IS A /ORY :I* NONE CAN TELL AS WELL AS MYSELF4 ,BUT ?IS SPEAK+ ( ONE'S SELF IS A PLEASURE AT ALL TIMES1 :ATEV] AFFECTATION MIY2 P>TICUL>LY1 :]E A MAN IS NOT A%AM$ TO EXPOSE HIS PA/ C>E] TO ! KN[L$GE ( ALL40 -- ,RI*>D ,C>LILE4 0,WAIT NOT TO BE BACK$ BY NUMB]S4 ,WAIT NOT TILL Y\ >E SURE ( AN E*O FROM ! CR[D4 ,! FEW] ! VOICES ON ! SIDE ( TRU?1 ! MORE DI/9CT & /RONG MU/ BE Y\R [N40 -- ,*ANN+4 ,I4 ,I WAS BORN ON ,NOVEMB] #e?1 #a#h#h#f1 & $UCAT$ AT ! ,HU< ,MYDDELTON ,HI<-,GRADE ,S*OOL4 ,H]E WAS ATTA9$ SOME SUCCESS 9 ,MA!MATICS1 ,SCRIPTURE1 & ,5GLI%4 ,9 #ahid ,I BECAME A MEMB] ( ! ,*UR* ( ,/4 ,ANNE & ,/4 ,AGNES1 NE> ! ,LONDON ,G5]AL ,PO/ ,(FICE4 ,SIX YE>S LAT] FOLL[$ ,CONFIRMATION & ADMISSION TO ,HOLY ,COMMUNION4 ,I LIK$ ! ,*UR* S]VICE RI+ ON RELIGION1 & W]E TOO (T5 SOLEMN 9 APPE>ANCE ONLY4 ,LONG FACES & NOBLY SAD HE>TS NEV] GO WELL TOGE!R4 ,& QUITE E>LY 9 LIFE ,I LE>N$ ?AT ,*UR* WAS NOT ! PLACE :]E M5 & WOM5 ASSEMBL$1 9 5TIRE =GETFULNESS ( !MSELVES1 TO WOR%IP AT ! SACR$ ALT> ( TRU?4 ,BUT ?IS FAILURE WAS ATTRIBUT$ TO MAN'S HYPOCRITICAL HE>T1 NOT TO ! 9FLU5CE ( ! ,*UR*4 ,= NO 9/ITUTION WAS EV] ! F\NT ( WISDOM1 BUT ONLY AN AV5UE TO KN[L$GE4 ,EV5 H]E ! ,*UR* WAS TO PROVE USELESS4 ,BETWE5 ,APRIL #i? & ,JULY #b#e?1 #a#i#b1 ! ,REV4 ,SEPTIMUS ,BUSS1 ,L,L4,B41 !N ,RECTOR ( ,/4 ,ANNE'S1 DELIV]$ A S]IES ( ,W$NESDAY NOON-DAY LECTURES ON 0,! ,RELIGIONS ( ! ,WORLD40 ,!SE W]E ATT5D$ ) ! OBJECT ( MAK+ NOTES ( ! MA9 PO9TS 9 EA* ADDRESS1 & WRIT+ A DESCRIPTIVE REPORT >\ND !M4 ,MR4 ,BUSS REGUL>LY READ & CORRECT$ EA* EF=T ON ! ,SUNDAY SUCCE$+ ! DELIV]Y ( ! ,W$NESDAY ADDRESS ?US REVIEW$4 ,ON ! /R5G? ( HIS TEA*+ ,I ATTACK$ ! NON--,*RI/IAN RELIGIONS ) BO? VIRUL5CE & >ROGANCE4 ,& ,MR4 ,BUSS APPROV$ ( ! VIGOR )\T 9=M+ ! CRITICISM4 ,?US !RE OCCURR$ A PITY+ REF]5CE TO ! ANCI5T ,EGYPTIAN L[] CLASS WOR%IP ( ! ELEM5TS ( NATURE & ( SACR$ ANIMALS6 0,SYMBOLICAL ( !IR UN9ITIAT$ /ATE ( BE+ ,I10 0,CANNIBALISM ,E01 0,EXCELL5T10 SAID ,MR4 ,BUSS4 ,HE =GOT TO M5TION ?AT ,*RI/IANITY C5T]$ AB\T A CANNIBALI/IC PROPITIATION = S96 ,?AT ITS !OLOGY WAS A P]PETUATION ( ,EGYPTIAN & O!R ,PAGAN !OLOGY1 ?AT ITS RITES & C]EMONIES HAD BE5 H&$ D[N FROM A CANNIBAL PA/6 ,P]HAPS HE DID NOT =GET TO DO !SE ?+S1 BUT TAUKNESS A SPL5DID GUIDE ALONG ! PA? ?AT LEADS TO ! DUNGEON ( MORAL & 9TELLECTUAL S]VITUDE4 ,=TUNATELY WE W]E TO P>T COMPANY AT AN E>LY DATE4 ,& ILL-9=M$ AS !Y W]E1 !SE ACC\NTS ( ,MR4 ,BUSS'S LECTURES GAVE PROMISE ( ?AT SEP>ATION4 ,!Y W]E NONE ! LESS PRIGGI% 9 TONE4 ,! REPORT ( ! ADDRESS ON ,CONFUCIUS1 = EXAMPLE1 CASUALLY /ATES ?AT 0! V]Y NAME ( A!ISM S5DS A COLD %IV] ?R\< MY BLOOD6 ,SO ,I L+]$ OV] ! ,*9ESE ,SAGE'S MIS]ABLE PASS+ 9TO ! TOMB'S SIL5CE ) UNCTION3-- 0BROK5 D[N BY MIS=TUNE1 5FEEBL$ BY AGE1 & E*O+ A LA/ CRY1 NOT ( PRAISE1 BUT ( WORLDLY HOPELESSNESS1 SO LITTLE DONE1 SO MU* TO DO40 ,:AT A ,PH>ISEE IT WAS ?AT WROTE ?IS6 ,ONE CAN HE> ! SMACK ( ! LIPS1 ! DISGU/+ *UCKLE ( SELF-SATISFACTION1 ! L\DLY DECLAIM$ ?ANKS TO ! ,CREATOR6 ,ACTUALLY SEE ! OILY SMILE ( SMUG CONT5T AT BE+ A ,*RI/IAN6 ,H[ COPI\SLY MU/ ,I HAVE BE5 DOS$ ) ! POISON ( ECCLESIA/ICAL V]ACITY4 ,! ANTIDOTE ( NATURAL REASON WAS AT WORK1 H[EV]1 & ?US ESCAPE FROM 9TELLECTUAL DEA? WAS ASSUR$4 ,= ,I HELD ?AT 0! A!I/S & UNBELIEV]S' >GUM5TS MU/ BE TREAT$ ( & DISPROV$1 CLAUSE BY CLAUSE1 UNTIL !Y RECOGNIZE ! FALLACY ATT5D+ !IR RESPECTIVE BELIEFS60 ,?IS EXC]PT IS CULL$ FROM MY ACC\NT ( ! LECTURE ON ,BRAHMA4 ,IT %[S ?AT ,I WAS LEAV+ NO?+ TO MIRACLE4 ,REASON WAS ! SUPREME GUIDE4 ,& IT WAS REALIZ$ ?AT NON-BELIEF 9VOLV$ C\NT] BELIEFS4 ,V]Y FEW ,*RI/IANS SEEM TO GRASP ?IS FACT4 ,SO ,I MU/ HAVE BE5 V]Y NE> H]ESY1 ?\< ,I DID NOT SUSPECT IT AT ! TIME4 ,\TW>DLY !RE WAS NO?+ V]Y H]ETICAL 9 ! ATTITUDE ( A Y\? :O HELD ?AT REASON WAS COMPATIBLE ) BELIEF 9 ! EXI/5CE & GOODNESS ( ,GOD1 DIV9E 9T]F]5CE ) ! AFFAIRS ( M51 & OBJECTIVE ANSW]S TO PRAY]6 ,ALSO ) FAI? 9 ! ,DIV9ITY ( ,*RI/1 & ! V]BAL 9SPIRATION ( ! ,BIBLE6 ,9W>DLY !RE WAS ! FA9TE/ SP>K ( REVOLT1 = ,I WAS S+LE-EY$4 ,:ATEV] WAS ?\D ON ACC\NT ( 0! D>KNESS CA/ OV] HIS W\LD-BE GOOD LIFE BY ! DISMAL ?\E RI AS ! =M ( EXPRESSION IS CONC]N$4 ,BUT ! IDEA WAS NOT TO PAT ,BUDDHA ON ! *EEK4 ,I HAD S5S$1 = ! MOM5T1 ! AWFUL PESSIMISM ( LIFE2 HAD SE5 ITS HORRIBLE USELESSNESS1 & %RUNK1 9 ,*RI/IAN C[>DICE1 FROM ITS REALISM4 ,BUDDHA'S SA9TLY H]OISM CAME AS A SURPRISE1 EV5 :5 RELAT$ BY ,*RI/IAN LIPS4 ,SO ,I SEEM$ TO PATRONIZE :]E ACTUALLY ,I APPROA*$ ) DEEP AFFECTION & RESPECT4 ,AS YET IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE = ME TO /& ALONE4 ,GOD & ,IMMORTALITY W]E ESS5TIAL PROPS TO MY EXI/5CE4 ,BUT ,I DISMISS$ ) LOA?+ 0! UNDISGUIS$ POLY!ISM ( ! ,BABYLONIANS10 & REJOIC$ EXCE$+LY 9 0! PURITY ( ! MONO!ISM ( ! ,JEWS40 ,SU* WAS MY !OLOGICAL ATTITUDE :51 9 ,NOVEMB]1 #a#i#b1 ,I NOTIC$ ! ADV]TISEM5T ( AN EVANGELI/ NAM$ ,JOHN ,WILL\ PUBLI%$ 9 CONNECTION ) ?IS ,MISSION 9SI/$ ON \R SYMPA?Y ) ! BE/ 9 ALL SECTS & NO SECTS4 ,WE WI%$ TO WORK \T ( ! OLD RUTS1 & TO DRAW TOGE!R COMPANIONABLE S\LS BV ! COMMON BONDS ( SPIRITUAL BRO!RHOOD & MUTUAL CONSID]ATION4 ,ALL MANK9D HAD TO /RUGGLE ON AGA9/ DIFFICULTY )\T & TRIALS )94 ,& ! ,*RI/IAN SPIRIT C\LD ONLY BE CONS]V$1 UND] SU* CIRCUM/ANCES1 BY BROAD HUMANIT>IAN SOCIAL WORK4 ,TOTAL AB/95CE WAS P>T ( \R CRE$4 ,YET WE URG$ ?AT DRUNK5NESS WAS A MALADY REQUIR+ SPECIAL TREATM5T1 NOT A CRIME CALL+ = PUNI%M5T4 ,ALL JUDG+ & SL&]+ WE CONDEMN$ AS WRONG4 ,9 A WORD1 ,*RI/IANITY1 PRACTICALLY 9T]PRET$1 MEANT TO US ! BEAUTIFICATION ( LIFE ON E>?4 ,LESS & LESS DID PI\S O!R-WORLDISM ATTRACT ME4 0,!RE WAS SO MU* TO DO1 SO LITTLE DONE10 ?AT IT WAS NECESS>Y TO 9CULCATE 9CESSANTLY ! 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