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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,GODW9 

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BY ,W,I,L,L,I,A,M ,G,O,D,W,94 

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,I ATT5D$ ON HORSEBACK ! *AISE :I* CONVEY$ ,M>Y1 & ! Y\NG LADY1 H] COMPANION1 TO ,LONDON4 ,HAV+ FIX$ H] !RE1 ,I WAS OBLIG$ TO SET \T ON AN EXCURSION ( A FEW WEEKS 9TO ,WALES1 TO 9SPECT SOME AFFAIRS :I* REQUIR$ MY PRES5CE4 ,IT WAS ON ! TW5TIE? ( ,SEPTEMB] ?AT ! ,MACNEILS SAIL$ FROM ,5GL&2 & ! WEA!R HAD PROV$ SQUALLY & UNC]TA9 ALMO/ FROM ! H\R WE P>T$4 ,ON ?AT DAY WEEK FROM ! TIME WE QUITT$ ,FALM\?1 ,I SLEPT AT ,%REWSBURY2 & NEV] 9 MY LIFE DO ,I RECOLLECT A NI<T SO TREM5D\SLY /ORMY4 ,MY ?\<TS W]E ( C\RSE :OLLY ON ! ,ROMNEY1 ! VESSEL ON BO>D :I* !SE DE> FRI5DS W]E EMB>K$4 ,I C\LD NOT REFRA9 FROM ANTICIPAT+ EV]Y ?+ DREADFUL4 ,H[ CURI\SLY IS ! HUMAN M9D AFFECT$ BY CIRCUM/ANCES6 ,I HAVE (T5 LI/5$ TO A /ORM1 )\T ALMO/ RECOLLECT+ ?AT ! GLOBE ( E>? CONTA9$ ! ELEM5T ( WAT] )9 ITS FRAME2 ,I HAVE FELT 5TRANC$ ) ! HOLL[ S\ND1 & ! FURI\S BLA/S1 ?AT SUNG R\ND & %OOK ! RO( ?AT %ELT]$ ME2 ,I HAVE GOT A/RIDE 9 IMAG9ATION UPON ! HORSES ( ! ELEM5T1 & PLUNG$ ) FE>FUL DELI<T 9TO ! VA/ ABYSS4 ,N[ EV]Y BLA/ ( W9D W5T TO MY S\L4 ,EV]Y ?\<T WAS CR[D$ ) DISMAL IMAGES ( PI]C+ %RIEKS1 ( CRACK+ MA/S1 ( ! LA/ DESPAIR1 ( DY+ CLASPS1 & A WAT]Y GRAVE4 ,IT IS 9 VA9 TO 5DEAVOR TO GIVE AN IDEA ( :AT ?IS NI<T ,I 5DUR$4 ,IT WAS NOT FANCY OR LOOSE CONJECTURE2 IT WAS FIRM P]SUASION2 ,I SAW MY FRI5DS P]I%2 :5 ! MORN+ DAWN$1 ,I ROSE ) A P]FECT CONVICTION ?AT !Y W]E NO MORE4 

,SO DEEP WAS ! SUFF]+ ,I 5DUR$1 ?AT ,I HAD NOT SPIRIT ! NEXT MORN+ TO LEAVE ,%REWSBURY1 & PROCE$ ON MY DE/9$ J\RNEY4 ,I C\LD ?9K ( NO?+ BUT ! SAD FATE ( ,MACNEIL1 & AFFAIRS ( BUS9ESS APPE>$ :OLLY UNWOR?Y ( ATT5TION4 ,:AT A LONG & MELAN*OLY DAY DID IT SEEM6 ,A CALM HAD SUCCE$$2 ! SUN %ONE1 & NATURE WAS *E]FUL2 TO :AT PURPOSE8 ,! SUN NO LONG] %ONE ON ,MACNEIL6A,E,U,R0 ,BY ! EV5+ H[EV]1 ! MONOTONY ( RE/ BECAME MORE 9TOL]ABLE TO ME ?AN TRAVEL+2 ,I ORD]$ A *AISE2 ,I DROVE ALL NI<T2 & 9 ! MORN+ >RIV$ AT MY PAT]NAL ABODE4 

,! DAY AFT] MY >RIVAL ,I RECEIV$ A LETT] FROM MY ADOR$ ,M>Y4 ,! SOLE TOPIC ( ! LETT] WAS ! /ORM ( ! TW5TY-SEV5?4 ,%E WROTE 9 BROK5 S5T5CES1 ) GRIEF1 ) T]ROR1 ) DI/RACTION4 0,MY ALL10 SAID %E1 0IS EMB>K$ 9 ONE V5TURE6 FA!R1 MO!R1 SI/]S6 ,:AT 9FATUATION PREVAIL$ UPON ME TO SEP>ATE MYSELF FROM !M8 ,IT IS A CRIME1 NO LESS DEEP & T]RIBLE ?AN P>RICIDE6 ,:AT %ALL ,I DO ALONE 9 ! WORLD8 ,YE WILD & RAG+ W9DS6 ,YE M]CILESS & ALL-DEV\R+ WAVES6 ,YE HAVE MADE ME T5FOLD A VAGABOND & A BEGG> UPON ! E>?6 ,! REMEMBRANCE ( LA/ ,SATURDAY IS DI/RACTION TO ME6 ,W\LD ?AT TOTAL DI/RACTION W\LD COME1 & DRIVE ALL REMEMBRANCE FROM MY BRA9 = EV]60 ,%E CONT9U$ 9 A /YLE NO LESS 9COH]5T1 & SEEM$ TO BE AS FULLY IMPRESS$ AS MYSELF1 ) ! CONVICTION ?AT ! LATE /ORM HAD PROV$ FATAL TO H] :OLE FAMILY4 

,I NO SOON] READ ! LETT] ( ,M>Y1 ?AN ,I LO/ NO TIME 9 SETT+ \T = ,LONDON1 ?AT ,I MI<T AF=D H] EV]Y CONSOLATION 9 MY P[]4 ,IT WAS P>TICUL>LY S9CE ?IS FATAL PROGNO/IC HAD /RUCK H]1 ?AT %E FELT H[ =LORN WAS H] SITUATION 9 ! FAMILY :]E %E RESID$4 

,%E HAD MET ONE ( ! DAU<T]S UPON A VISIT 9 ,/AF=D%IRE2 !Y TWO HAD BE5 ! ONLY 9DIVIDUALS ( ! P>TY1 :O HAD NOT REA*$ A DEMURE & SOB] AGE2 & = A MON? !Y HAD BE5 SOLE COMPANIONS TO EA* O!R4 ,!Y HAD SUNG & DANC$ TO EA* O!R2 !Y HAD /ROLL$ ?R\< ! MEAD[S & RECL9$ 9 ! %ADE TOGE!R2 ,M>Y HAD 9/RUCT$ H] FRI5D 9 BOTANY1 & H] FRI5D HAD BE5 EAG] TO LE>N1 BECAUSE %E WAS TOLD ?AT BOTANY WAS A FA%IONABLE ACCOMPLI%M5T2 %E HAD 9 RETURN BE5 COPI\S & ANIMAT$ 9 H] DESCRIPTION ( ! T[N-AMUSEM5TS4 ,ALL ?IS 5D$ 9 ! TWO Y\NG LADIES1 ) ?AT >DOR & LEVITY :I* IS P]HAPS 9SEP>ABLE FROM Y\?1 SWE>+ TO EA* O!R AN EV]LA/+ FRI5D%IP4 ,M>Y WAS A TOTAL /RANG] TO EV]Y MEMB] ( ! FAMILY EXCEPT ?IS Y\NG LADY2 & ! S5IORS COMPLI$ 9 ?IS PO9T ) !IR DAU<T]'S WI%ES1 9 9VIT+ ! Y\NGE/ MISS ,MACNEIL TO PASS ! W9T] ) !M4 ,MR4 ,MACNEIL WI%$ = MY SAKE TO LEAVE ,M>Y 9 ,5GL&1 & EASILY TURN$ ! BALANCE ( H] M9D T[>D ACCEPT+ ! 9VITATION4 

,= ! FIR/ TWO OR ?REE DAYS ,M>Y HAD BE5 DELI<T$ ) ! METROPOLIS2 & NO D\BT W\LD HAVE CONT9U$ TO BE DELI<T$ = AS MANY MON?S1 HAD NOT ANXIETY = ! SAFETY ( H] FAMILY GRADUALLY DRIV5 ALL O!R ?\<TS \T ( H] M9D4 

,AT FIR/ %E HAD CONCEIV$ ( A VOYAGE AT SEA NO O!RWISE1 ?AN ( A J\RNEY BY L&2 H] FA!R HAD BE5 A GREAT TRAVEL]2 H] MO!R HAD BE5 9 ,ITALY2 YET TEMPE/S & %IPWRECKS HAD MADE NO P>T ( ! LITTLE HI/ORIES %E HAD HE>D !M RELATE ( !IR PA/ ADV5TURES4 ,! OCEAN OCCUPI$ NO DI/9CT REGION ( H] FANCY2 %E HAD DEVOT$ NO P>T ( H] ?\<TS TO M$ITATE ! NATURAL HI/ORY ( ! WORLD ( WAT]S4 ,9 ! PA/ YE>S ( H] LIFE %E HAD HAD NO 9T]E/1 GIV+ TO H] IDEAS ?AT P>TICUL> DIRECTION2 %E HAD COMMITT$ NO RI* FREI<TAGE TO ! M]CY ( ! UNFAI?FUL ELEM5T4 ,N[ ! CASE WAS ALT]$4 ,%E HAD P>T$ ) H] FRI5DS 9 A G5TLE & PROSP]\S GALE2 BUT ! LATE SQUALLY WEA!R HAD GIV5 BE+ & SUB/ANCE 9 H] M9D TO ! PH5OM5A ( ! SEA4 ,:AT OCCUPI$ H] ?\<TS BECAME ! !ME ( H] TONGUE2 BUT %E SOON F\ND ?AT H] FA%IONABLE FRI5D L5T AN IDLE E> TO ! MONOTON\S TOPIC4 ,MISS ,MATILDA ,RANCLIFFE WAS :AT IS WELL EXPRESS$ BY ! PHRASE1 A FAIR-WEA!R FRI5D2 %E LOV$ NO DISMALS2 H] /EP WAS AIRY2 ! TONE ( H] VOICE WAS FROLIC & *E]FUL2 & %E [N$ ?AT H] S5SIBILITIES W]E SO OV]P[]+1 AS TO MAKE ! IMPULSE 9 H] TO FLY FROM ! PRES5CE ( DI/RESS IRRESI/IBLE4 

,! S]VANT AT MR4 ,RANCLIFFE'S %[$ ME 9TO ! DRAW+-ROOM1 :]E ! :OLE FAMILY1 ) ONE OR TWO VISITORS1 WAS ASSEMBL$4 ,EV]Y ONE WAS *E]FUL & AMUS$2 ! Y\NG LADIES W]E BUSY TALK+ ( A P>TY ( PLEASURE1 & ANTICIPAT+ ! HAPP9ESS !Y %\LD REAP FROM IT4 ,I LOOK$ R\ND ! CIRCLE1 & C\LD NOT AT FIR/ DISCOV] ! OBJECT ( MY SE>*4 ,! POOR ,M>Y HAD )DRAWN 9TO A CORN]1 NEGLECT+ ALL1 & BY ALL NEGLECT$4 ,H] *EEKS W]E PALE2 H] EYES W]E SUNK2 H] ATTITUDE WAS ! ATTITUDE ( DESPAIR4 ,AS SOON AS %E SAW ME1 %E HA/5$ TO ME1 & L$ ME 9TO ANO!R ROOM4 

0,OH1 SIR10 SAID %E1 0TELL ME ALL ?AT Y\ KN[1 & ALL ?AT Y\ GUESS1 RESPECT+ MY POOR FA!R & MO!R4 ,Y\1 MR4 ,FLEETWOOD1 >E ACQUA9T$ ) !SE ?+S2 Y\ NO D\BT HAVE WITNESS$ /ORMS AT SEA1 & KN[ ! DIFF]5T COA/S NE> :I* !Y W]E TO PASS 9 !IR VOYAGE4 ,>E !RE ANY HOPES8 ,:]EAB\T WAS ! VESSEL LIKELY TO BE :5 ?IS /ORM CAME ON8 ,WAS !RE EV] SO DREADFUL A TEMPE/80 ,I 5DEAVOR$ TO 5C\RAGE ! UNHAPPY ORPHAN2 ,I S\<T TO 9SPIRE C\RAGE1 ) AS MU* SKILL AS IT C\LD BE COMMUNICAT$ BY ONE :O HAD NOT A SP>K ( HOPE EXI/+ 9 HIS M9D4 

0,& H[1 ,M>Y10 SAID ,I1 0DO Y\ F9D Y\RSELF SITUAT$ 9 ?IS WOR?Y FAMILY80 0,AH1 MR4 ,FLEETWOOD10 REPLI$ %E1 ) A DESPOND+ VOICE1 0?IS IS A SAD PLACE = ME6 ,AS LONG AS ,I WAS GAY1 & C\LD JO9 9 !IR AMUSEM5TS1 WE W5T ON WELL 5\<2 ,I WAS A SORT ( FAVORITE4 ,BUT N[ ?AT MY HE>T S9KS )9 ME1 NOBODY C>ES = ME2 !Y >E GLAD TO PASS ME BY1 & CR[D TOGE!R 9 A LAU<+ KNOT AT ! MO/ DI/ANT P>T ( ! ROOM4 ,?IS :OLE FAMILY1 FA!R1 MO!R1 BRO!RS1 SI/]S1 SEEM TO LIVE ONLY = AMUSEM5TS4 ,:AT A SITUATION = ME1 :O HAVE SP5T MY :OLE LIFE 9 A FAMILY ( LOVE8 A FAMILY1 :]E NO 9DIVIDUAL C\LD SUFF]1 )\T EXCIT+ ! LIVELIE/ ANXIETIES1 & ! T5D]E/ ATT5TIONS1 9 ALL ! RE/80 

,A MON? LONG] ELAPS$1 BE=E WE HAD ANY 9TELLIG5CE ( ! FATE ( ! ,ROMNEY4 ,DUR+ ?IS P]IOD1 MY VISITS TO ! AMIABLE =LORN W]E UN9T]MITT$4 ,IF ,M>Y HAD BE=E CONCEIV$ A NASC5T P>TIALITY TO ME1 IT N[ BECAME MU* /RONG]4 ,! SI<T ( ME WAS ! ONLY PLEASURE ! DAY AF=D$4 ,! CONTRA/ BETWE5 MY SYMPA?Y & AFFECTION1 & ! 9DIFF]5CE ( ! ,RANCLIFFES1 WAS EXTREME4 ,9TO MY BOSOM ONLY C\LD %E P\R H] SORR[S2 9 MY EYE ONLY DID %E MEET ! EXPRESSION ( HUMANITY4 ,ON MY P>T1 ! SITUATION WAS NO LESS FAVORABLE TO ! GR[? ( ATTA*M5T4 ,! SWEET & AFFECTIONATE DISPOSITION ( ,M>Y WAS CONSPICU\S4 ,H] DESOLATE SITUATION R5D]$ H] T5FOLD MORE 9T]E/+4 ,I N[ FELT1 = ! FIR/ TIME 9 MY LIFE1 H[ DELI<TFUL A TASK IT IS TO CONSOLE DI/RESS1 :5 ! SUFF]] IS A WOMAN1 BEAUTIFUL & Y\NG4 ,AT ! PROP] H\R ,I ALWAYS FLEW TO ! PRES5CE ( MY *>M+ W>D ) ! MO/ EAG] IMPATI5CE4 ,9 G5]AL1 :5 ! M9D IS 5GAG$ 9 ! P]=MANCE ( VIRTU\S ACTIONS1 ONE ( ! S5TIM5TS :I* MO/ PALPABLY (F]S ITSELF IS AN HONE/ PRIDE4 ,IT WAS NOT PRIDE ?AT ,I FELT ON ! PRES5T OCCASION4 ,MY M9D WAS TOO MU* S(T5$ TO BE ABLE TO 5T]TA9 SO ]ECT & PROSP]\S A PASSION4 ,!RE WAS SOME?+ DELICI\SLY LANGUID 9 ! TONE ( MY SPIRITS2 IT WAS SADNESS1 BUT A SADNESS NOT )\T ITS GRATIFICATIONS4 ,SORR[ BR+S TWO G5]\S HE>TS NE>] TO EA* O!R1 ?AN JOY4 ,I WAS A/ONI%$1 :5 ,I REFLECT$ ON ! IGNORANCE 9 :I* ,I HAD LIV$ ( ! MO/ DELICI\S EMOTIONS ( ! HUMAN BREA/1 & H[ NE> ,I HAD BE5 TO GO+ TO ! GRAVE )\T ONCE P>TICIPAT+ :AT IS MO/ PRECI\S & EXCELL5T 9 ! LIFE ( MAN4 

,! MELAN*OLY NEWS AT L5G? REA*$ US1 :I* ) SO SURE A =ESI<T WE HAD ANTICIPAT$4 ,! VESSEL 9 :I* ! FAMILY ( MY BELOV$ HAD EMB>K$1 WAS TOSS$ SEV]AL DAYS 9 ! BAY ( ,BISCAY1 & AT L5G? DA%$ TO PIECES NE> CAPE ,F9I/]RE1 UPON ! IRON-FRONT$ COA/ ( ! PROV9CE ( ,GALICIA4 ,! CAPTA9 ONLY1 & A FEW ( ! (FIC]S & SAILORS1 W]E SAV$ 9 ! LONG BOAT4 ,!Y HAD PR(F]$ TO RECEIVE TWO ( ! PASS5G]S 9TO ! BOAT4 ,BUT ?IS K9DR$ ( LOVE REFUS$ TO BE SEP>AT$2 !Y C\LD NOT 5DURE TO CA/ LOTS UPON !IR LIVES2 &1 RA!R ?AN SUBMIT TO SO DIRE AN EXTREMITY1 FA!R1 MO!R & DAU<T]S PREF]R$ TO P]I% TOGE!R4 A,E,U,R0,H[ PA9FULLY >E WE APT TO REFLECT AFT]W>DS UPON A PROJECT SU* AS ?IS ( ! VOYAGE TO ,ITALY1 AS P>TAK+ ( ! NATURE ( SUICIDE6 ,IF ! ,MACNEILS HAD BE5 CONT5T TO LIVE 9 ,5GL&1 !Y MI<T HAVE 5JOY$ MANY YE>S ( PLEASURE1 & HAVE BE5 LONG AN ORNAM5T & ADVANTAGE TO !IR SPECIES4 ,I NEV] FROM ?IS H\R RECOLLECT$ ! SC5E ( !IR EMB>KATION1 )\T FIGUR+ !M TO MYSELF AS SO MANY VICTIMS1 ROB$ 9 :ITE1 & CR[N$ ) *APLETS1 M>*+ ALONG ! BEA*1 AS TO BE SACRIFIC$4 

,:5 ! MELAN*OLY EV5T WAS ASC]TA9$1 IT WAS NO LONG] POSSIBLE = ,M>Y TO CONT9UE 9 ! FAMILY ( ! ,RANCLIFFES4 ,%E HIR$ A LODG+ TO :I* %E RETIR$1 ) ONLY ONE HUMBLE FEMALE FRI5D TO ACCOMPANY H]4 ,! FAMILY :O POLITELY DISMISS$ H]1 CONDOL$ ) H] UPON H] MIS=TUNE4 ,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO CONCEIVE ANY ?+ MORE H>D & UNFEEL+1 ?AN ! CONDOL5CES :I* POLIT5ESS EXTORTS ON SO T]RIBLE AN OCCASION4 ,IF A MAN C\LD OBS]VE1 FROM A PLACE ( SAFETY1 ! RO>+S ( A TIG]1 AS HE TORE ! PALPITAT+ LIMBS ( HIS [N BRO!R1 !Y W\LD SC>CELY J> MORE PA9FULLY ON ! S5SE4 ,! ADIEUX ( ! ,RANCLIFFES SAID BUT TOO PLA9LY1 ,AS SOON AS WE HAVE %UT ! DOOR ON Y\ & Y\R WOES1 WE PURPOSE TO =GET ?AT !RE IS ANY SU* BE+ 9 ! WORLD4 

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