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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,GODW9 

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BY ,W,I,L,L,I,A,M ,G,O,D,W,94 

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,LET ME NOT BE MISUND]/OOD4 ,LET IT NOT BE SUPPOS$ ?AT ! PASSION & DET]M9ATION ( MY M9D 9 FAVOR ( ?IS *>M+ GIRL W]E LESS F]V5T ?AN !Y EV] HAD BE54 ,ON ! CONTR>Y %E BECAME EV]Y H\R MORE 9T]E/+ TO ME4 ,:ILE %E SAT LIKE ,NIOBE1 H] :OLE S\L DISSOLV$ 9 TE>S = ! UNTIMELY DE/RUCTION ( H] FAMILY1 IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO FEEL 9 ITS UTMO/ 5]GY ! WI%1 ,MI<T ,I BE Y\R COM=T]6 ,9 PROPORTION AS %E GA9$ ! P[] ( ATT5D+ 9 SOME DEGREE TO ! OBJECTS BE=E H]1 H] 9T]C\RSE GAVE ME NAMELESS EMOTIONS4 ,!RE WAS A G5TLE SWEETNESS 9 H] MANN]1 ?AT ,I NEV] SAW 9 ANY O!R HUMAN CREATURE4 ,I REMEMB]$ H] GAY & ACTIVE & SPIRIT$2 IT WAS N[ A FA9T & UNDEF9$ IMAGE ( !SE QUALITIES ?AT PRES5T$ ITSELF1 A SUN ?AT YIELD$ AN UNC]TA9 BEAM1 AMID ! MASS ( CL\DS ?AT S\<T TO OV]:ELM IT4 ,?AT TRANSP>5T COMPLEXION1 ?AT C\NT5ANCE 9 :I*1 LIKE A BOOK1 ! SPECTATOR MI<T READ EV]Y EMOTION & TEMPOR>Y IMPULSE ( ! S\L1 R5D]$ EV]Y /ATE ( M9D ( ! ANGELIC CREATURE TO :OM IT BELONG$ 9T]E/+4 ,:5 ! FIR/ FA9T SMILE1 AFT] ! DEA? ( H] FA!R1 ILLUM9$ H] FEATURES1 IT /RUCK ME LIKE A RESURRECTION FROM ! DEAD3 MY S5SATIONS W]E SU* AS ?OSE :I* ,ADMETUS MU/ HAVE FELT1 :5 ,H]CULES BR\<T BACK TO HIM HIS H]OIC CONSORT FROM ! REGIONS ( ,PLUTO4 ,!RE WAS SOME?+ TOO A]IAL1 TOO SUBTLE1 TOO HEAV5LY 9 H] C\NT5ANCE1 TO BE PROP]LY ! ATTRIBUTE ( A T]RE/RIAL BE+4 ,! GLORIES ( ,ELYSIUM SEEM$ TO HANG R\ND H]4 ,POOR ,M>Y HAD NO?+ ON E>? LEFT H] TO LOVE1 BUT ME2 & %E FELT T[>D ME AS T[>D FA!R1 MO!R1 SI/]S 9 ONE4 ,NO?+ C\LD BE SO DELICATE & FLATT]+ TO ME1 AS ! :OLE ( H] DEMEANOR2 & EV]Y DEMON/RATION ( ?IS SORT HAD A D\BLE PRICE1 AS IT APPE>$ A G5TLE & VOLUNT>Y & *E]FUL RE/RA9T UPON ! /ATE ( H] M9D1 SO MU* TAK5 AWAY FROM ! DEAD TO GIVE TO ! LIV+4 

,?US WE PASS$ ! W9T]4 ,! *E]FUL BLAZE ( \R QUIET HE>? COMP5SAT$ = ! DRIV+ HAIL & SN[ :I* RAG$ )\T4 ,GRADUALLY ,I 5DEAVOR$ TO 5GAGE ! ATT5TION ( MY *>M] ) 9DIFF]5T OBJECTS4 ,I ADORN$ H] AP>TM5TS ) ! MO/ BEAUTIFUL PRODUCTS ( ! G>D5]'S C>E ,I WAS ABLE TO PROCURE4 ,I OBTA9$ SOME = H] :I* %E HAD NEV] SE5 BE=E4 ,%E 9/RUCT$ ME 9 BOTANY2 %E BR\<T =? H] PORT-FOLIOS1 & %[$ ME H] *>M+ DRAW+S4 ,I CALL$ H] ATT5TION TO ! BEAUTIES ( ! ,5GLI% WRIT]S FROM ,QUE5 ,ELIZABE? TO ! ,CIVIL ,W>1 WRIT]S :O HAD ALWAYS APPE>$ TO ME TO SURPASS ?OSE ( ANY O!R AGE OR C\NTRY4 ,IT WAS ONE ( ! AGREEABLE ATTRIBUTES ( ?IS W9T]1 ?AT \R 9T]VIEWS W]E NEV] BROK5 9 UPON BY ANY ACCID5TAL 9T]LOP]4 ,ONE PEACEFUL H\R ( ANIMAT$ DISQUISITION1 OR SOO?+ REMISSION1 PASS$ AWAY AFT] ANO!R1 UNM>K$4 ,:5 ,I SAW MY ADORABLE W>D1 IF NOT HAPPY1 AT LEA/ PEACEFUL & PLEAS$1 MY HE>T BEAT ) HONE/ EXULTATION1 & ,I SAID1 ,?IS IS MY WORK6 %E WAS WILL+ TO YIELD EQUAL CR$IT TO MY EX]TIONS4 ,IT WAS ! WORK ( NATURE6 ,TIME1 Y\? & HEAL? 9EVITABLY DID SO MU* = MY PATI5T1 ?AT !RE WAS LITTLE LEFT = ME1 H] S\L'S PHYSICIAN1 TO EFFECT4 ,IF ! 9T]C\RSE & POSITION ,I HAVE DESCRIB$ W\LD HAVE BE5 DELI<TFUL TO ANY ONE ) ! S\L ( A MAN1 IMAG9E :AT !Y W]E TO ME1 :O1 FROM ! H\R ( MY BIR? TILL N[1 HAD NEV] EXP]I5C$ ! SWEETS ( HONORABLE LOVE4 

,A BRILLIANT & G5IAL SPR+ SUCCE$$ ! W9T]4 ,I HAD NEV] FELT ?IS 9T]E/+ P]IOD ( ! AWAK5+ ( ! UNIV]SE FROM ITS TORPOR1 SO DEEPLY AS N[4 ,NATURE BECAME RE/OR$ TO LIFE & ! PULSES ( LIFE1 & MY *>M] SYMPA?IZ$ ) ! G5]AL TONE ( CREAT$ ?+S4 ,DUR+ ! W9T] ,I HAD NEV] V5TUR$ TO PROPOSE TO H] A VISIT TO ANY ( ! SC5ES ( PUBLIC AMUSEM5T :I* ! METROPOLIS AF=DS2 NO ONE C\LD HAVE LOOK$ 9 H] FACE1 & />T$ ! PROPOSITION2 IT W\LD HAVE BE5 TREASON TO ! MAJE/Y ( H] GRIEF2 IT W\LD HAVE BE5 SACRILEGE1 TO BR+ =W>D ! DEJECT$ M\RN] AMID ! H>D5$ GAIETY & 9DIFF]5CE ( AN ASSEMBLY1 OR ! UNHALL[$ JE/S & OB/REP]\S MIR? ( A !AT]4 ,AN EXCURSION 9TO ! C\NTRY IS AN AMUSEM5T ( A DIFF]5T SORT4 ,NATURE 9 H] GAYE/ SC5ES IS NEV] DRUNK5 & TUMULTU\S4 ,A *E]FUL SOBRIETY IS !IR *>ACT]I/IC4 ,:5 ,I ESCAPE FROM ! MULTITUDE1 & HA/5 TO H] RETREATS1 ,I AM NEV] 9COMMOD$ ) OBTRUSIVE & DISCORDANT S\NDS2 ALL >\ND ME IS SIL5T2 OR1 IF ANY ?+ IS HE>D1 IT IS ! RU/L+ ( ! W9D1 OR ! UNC\? W>BL+S ( ! FEA!R$ TRIBE2 EV5 ! L[+ ( ! H]DS IS SWEET2 & IF ,I W]E PLAC$ AMID A =E/ ( WILD BEA/S1 ,I %\LD F9D1 C\LD ,I DIVE/ MYSELF ( ! T]ROR !Y EXCITE1 ?AT ! MI<TY MA/] HAD TEMP]$ !IR RO>+S1 TILL !Y AF=D$ A SUBLIME MELL[NESS1 NOT UNPLEAS+ TO ! E>4 

,! S(T T9TS ( ! MORN+ HAD A /AID LIVEL9ESS 9 !M :I* L$ MY POOR ,M>Y \T ( H]SELF1 ]E %E WAS AW>E4 ,! AIR HAD A SWEET ALACRITY :I* %E C\LD NOT RESI/4 0,MR4 ,FLEETWOOD10 SAID %E1 0Y\R ATT5TIONS >E A ?\S& TIMES GREAT] ?AN ,I DES]VE4 ,HAD !Y A *>ACT] ( OBTRUSIV5ESS & COMM&1 ,I %\LD KN[ :AT P>T TO TAKE4 ,BUT ,I CAN DISCOV] NO?+ 9 !M :I* BETRAYS ?AT Y\ ?9K ( GRATIFICATION TO Y\RSELF2 Y\ APPE> TO BE ! S\L ( HUMANITY & T5D]NESS4 ,I %\LD BE ! MO/ UNGRATEFUL CREATURE 9 ! WORLD1 IF ,I DID NOT ACCEPT Y\R SOLICITUDES = MY HEAL? & 9VITATIONS TO ! AIR1 OR IF ,I REFUS$ TO SMILE1 :5 NATURE & ,FLEETWOOD SUMMON ME TO SMILE40 

,WE MADE A T\R 9 SUCCESSION TO ALMO/ ALL ! 5VIRONS ( ! METROPOLIS4 ,IF ONE IS CONT5T TO GIVE UP ! DEM& = ! WILD1 ! MAJE/IC & AWFUL 9 SC5]Y1 ,I KN[ ( NO CITY1 ! NEI<BORHOOD ( :I* AF=DS A GREAT] V>IETY ( RI* & BEAUTIFUL & ANIMAT$ SPOTS1 ?AN ,LONDON4 ,! ,?AMES IS ! GREAT WEAL? ( ?IS VIC9ITY4 ,:AT CAN BE MORE /RIK+ ?AN ! CR[D ( MA/S & VESSELS ( V>I\S SIZES1 AS DISCOV]$ FROM ,GRE5WI*1 OR ! FROLIC ME&R+S ( ?IS RURAL /REAM1 AS IT %[S ITSELF AT ,RI*MOND8 ,:AT OBJECTS CAN BE MORE UNLIKE ?AN !SE TWO8 ,IF Y\ REC$E FROM ! RIV]1 ,SYD5HAM1 & ,EPSOM1 & ,E%]1 & ,HAMP/EAD1 & ,H5DON1 & TW5TY O!R DELI<TFUL SC5ES1 >E READY TO ADVANCE !IR SEV]AL CLAIMS = ! PRIZE ( BEAUTY4 ,LET NOT MY READ]S WOND] AT ?IS 5UM]ATION1 :I* TO SOME ( !M MAY P]HAPS APPE> TRITE4 ,LET !M RECOLLECT ?AT ) EV]Y ONE ( !SE PLACES ,I ASSOCIATE SOME 9T]E/+ SC5E ( C\RT%IP1 :I* R5D]S ! REMEMBRANCE DE> TO ME4 ,LET !M BE ?ANKFUL ?AT ,I DISMISS ?IS P>T ( MY N>RATIVE SO LI<TLY4 ,IF ,I W]E TO 5L>GE UPON ! HI/ORY ( ?IS BEAUTIFUL SPR+1 & RELATE AT L5G? ! PLEAS+ 9CID5TS :I* OCCURR$1 P>TICUL>LY AT ,EPSOM & ,RI*MOND1 9/EAD ( CONSECRAT+ A PAGE TO ?IS TOPIC1 ,I %\LD FILL VOLUMES4 

,9 ! MON? ( ,JULY ,I BECAME A HUSB&4 ,:5 A SUFFICI5T P]IOD HAD ELAPS$ TO MAKE MY POOR ,M>Y FEEL ?AT %E BELONG$ 9 SOME MEASURE TO ! WORLD1 %E WAS TOO +5U\S NOT TO DISDA9 ! =MS & SEMBLANCES ( GRIEF4 ,AS %E HAD SC>CELY ANY VISITOR BESIDE MYSELF1 IT BECAME PROP] ?AT WE %\LD1 AS SOON AS MI<T BE1 PUT AN 5D TO ?IS EQUIVOCAL SITUATION1 UPON :I* ! GOOD-NATUR$ WORLD IS ALWAYS EAG] TO 9T]POSE ITS CON/RUCTIONS4 0,MY BELOV$ ,FLEETWOOD10 SAID ,M>Y1 0,I FEEL ?AT ,I LOVE Y\ TO ! FULL AS MU*1 ,I BELIEVE MORE1 ?AN ,I C\LD LOVE A MAN ( MY [N AGE4 ,! S5TIM5T ?AT ,I FEEL = Y\ HAS A SORT ( RELIGION 9 IT1 :I* R5D]S IT A ?\S& TIMES SWEET]1 & MORE SOO?+ TO MY HE>T4 ,I REV]5CE1 AT ! SAME TIME ?AT ,I LOVE Y\4 ,I %ALL BE 9F9ITELY MORE RELUCTANT TO W\ND Y\1 & MORE SOLICIT\S = Y\R PEACE1 ?AN ,I %\LD BE1 IF Y\ W]E A Y\? 9 ! FULL REVELRY & EXUB]ANCE ( ! MORN+ ( LIFE4 ,9 ALL P>TN]%IP 5GAGEM5TS1 !RE MU/ BE A SUBORD9ATION4 ,IF ,I HAD A Y\NG HUSB&1 ,I MI<T P]HAPS SOMETIMES BE PRESUMPTU\S 5\< TO E/IMATE HIS DISC]NM5T AT NO HI<] A RATE ?AN MY [N2 BUT ! CASE IS O!RWISE N[4 ,MI/AKE ME NOT1 MY DE> ,FLEETWOOD4 ,I AM NOT IDLE & ?\<TLESS 5\<1 TO PROMISE TO S9K MY BE+ & 9DIVIDUALITY 9 Y\RS4 ,I %ALL HAVE MY DI/9CT PROP5SITIES & PREF]5CES4 ,NATURE HAS MOLD$ MY M9D 9 A P>TICUL> WAY2 & ,I HAVE ( C\RSE MY TA/ES1 MY PLEASURES1 & MY WI%ES1 MORE OR LESS DIFF]5T FROM ?OSE ( EV]Y O!R HUMAN BE+4 ,I HOPE Y\ WILL NOT REQUIRE ME TO DISCLAIM !M4 ,9 ME Y\ WILL HAVE A WIFE1 & NOT A PASSIVE MA*9E4 ,BUT1 :5EV] A QUE/ION OCCURS ( REFLECTION1 ( EXP]I5CE1 ( JUDGM5T1 OR ( PRUD5TIAL CONSID]ATION1 ,I %ALL ALWAYS LI/5 TO Y\R WISDOM ) UNDISSEMBL$ DEF]5CE4 ,9 EV]Y ?+ 9DIFF]5T1 OR ?AT CAN BE MADE SO1 ,I %ALL OBEY Y\ ) PLEASURE4 ,& 9 RETURN ,I AM SURE Y\ WILL CONSID] ME AS A BE+ TO BE WON ) K9DNESS1 & NOT DICTAT$ TO ) ! LACONIC PHRASE ( AU?ORITY4 

0,YET ,I AM SORRY1 MY DE> LOVE1 ?AT Y\ %\LD M>RY A WOMAN :O HAS SUFF]$ SO CRUELLY AS ,I HAVE DONE4 ,MY FA!R'S ADVICE TO Y\ WAS1 ',FLEETWOOD1 IF Y\ M>RY1 *USE A GIRL1 :OM NO DISAPPO9TM5TS HAVE S\R$1 & NO MIS=TUNES HAVE B5T TO ! E>?4' ,FLEETWOOD1 Y\ MU/ NOT BE ANGRY ) ME1 IF ,I SOMETIMES RECOLLECT ?AT MY FA!R1 MO!R1 & SI/]S1 ALL P]I%$ TOGE!R BY AN UNTIMELY & TRAGICAL FATE4 ,PEACEFUL & S]5E AS ,I MAY APPE> TO Y\1 ,I BE> A W\ND 9 MY BREA/1 :I* MAY BE SK9N$ OV]1 & SEEM AS IF IT W]E CUR$1 BUT :I* WILL OCCASIONALLY BREAK \T AFRE%1 & PRODUCE SYMPTOMS ( FEV]1 IMPATI5CE & DESPAIR4 ,H[ EXQUISITE >E ! V>I\S *>ITIES ( HUMAN LIFE6 ,FROM ! MO/ V5]ABLE ( !SE1 ?OSE :I* >E 5TAIL$ UPON US )\T ASK+ \R LEAVE1 & >E /AMP$ ) ! HI<E/ SANCTITY1 ,I AM CUT (F = EV]4 ,I AM LIKE A BE+ :O1 BY SOME SEV]E ORD9ATION ( PROVID5CE1 IS DE/9$ TO /& ALONE1 TO KN[ NO K9DR$1 TO HAVE NO ALLIANCE OR CONNECTION1 BUT :AT MY [N ELECTION & VOLUNT>Y 5GAGEM5T MAY EV5TUALLY SUPPLY4 ,IF Y\ %\LD FAIL ME1 ,FLEETWOOD6 MDA%2 ,I HAVE FAULTS2 Y\ UNQUE/IONABLY HAVE FAULTS TOO4 ,Y\ >E DIFFICULT TO BE PLEAS$2 ,I SEE IT2 MY FA!R TOLD ME SO2 MY P[]S ( PLEAS+1 P]HAPS MY 9CL9ATION TO PLEASE1 HAVE !IR LIMITS4 ,IF Y\ %\LD FAIL ME1 ,I HAVE NO ONE TO FLY TO2 ,I %ALL REMA9 A SOLIT>Y MONUM5T ( DESPAIR6 ,!SE ?\<TS WILL SOMETIMES 9TRUDE1 & MAKE ME SAD4 ,O!R P]SONS LOSE !IR RELATIONS ONE BY ONE2 !Y >E GRADUALLY BROK5 9 TO !IR =LORN SITUATION4 ,I WAS OV]:ELM$ AT ONCE3 & NEV]1 SO LONG AS ,I %ALL CONT9UE TO EXI/1 %ALL ,I RECOV] ?IS T]RIBLE /ROKE4 

0,BUT :Y DO ,I ?US *EAT MY SORR[S1 BY DWELL+ 9 G5]AL PROPOSITIONS6 ,IF MY LO/ RELATIVES HAD BE5 O!RWISE ?AN !Y W]E1 ,I C\LD HAVE BORNE IT1 ,I \<T TO HAVE BORNE IT4 ,FLEETWOOD1 Y\ KNEW !M6 ,NO1 NEV] WAS !RE SU* A FA!R1 SU* A MO!R1 SU* SI/]S4 ,H[ WE LOV$ EA* O!R6 ,H[ HAPPY WE MADE EA* O!R1 & :AT P[]S WE HAD ( CONTRIBUT+ TO EA* O!R'S HAPP9ESS6 -- ,B>B>A6 ,AMELIA6 MY FA!R6 MY MO!R6 ,IF ,I DWELL UPON ! HORRIBLE !ME ,I %ALL GO DI/RACT$6 -- ,FLEETWOOD1 H[ ,I WI% ?AT ,I TOO C\LD COMMIT MYSELF TO ! M]CY ( ! OCEAN6 ,:5 ! ?\<T ( MY [N DEA? RISES TO MY M9D1 IT NEV] COMES 9 SO SOO?+ A =M AS IF ,I IMAG9E IT TO HAPP5 BY DR[N+4 ,BELIEVE ME1 !RE IS NO?+ ,I SO E>NE/LY PRAY =1 AS ?AT ?IS MAY BE ! MEANS BY :I* ,I MAY CEASE TO EXI/4 ,I %\LD NOT FEEL IT AS DEA?2 IT W\LD BE A REUNION TO ALL ,I LOVE6 

,LIFE IS ! DES]T2 LIFE ! SOLITUDE4  

,?IS M+LES ME ) ALL MY S\L HAS LOV'D3  

',TIS TO BE BORNE TO SI/]S & TO P>5TS2  

',TIS TO REJO9 ! /OCK FROM :I* ,I SPRUNG1 

  
,& BE AGA9 9 ,NATURE60 

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