,VOLUME #b1 ,*APT] #b #aheahe ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,GODW9 ,TEXT 3 ,F,L,E,E,T,W,O,O,D2 OR1 ,! ,N,E,W ,M,A,N ,( ,F,E,E,L,+4 .-.-.-.- BY ,W,I,L,L,I,A,M ,G,O,D,W,94 ,*,A,P,T,] ,X,X4 ,FROM ! *UR* ( ,/4 ,GEORGE'S1 ,HANOV] ,SQU>E1 :]E ! M>RIAGE C]EMONY WAS P]=M$1 WE SET \T = ! BA?S ( ,MATLOCK 9 ,D]BY%IRE1 :]E WE /AID AN 5TIRE MON?4 ,?IS WAS ! HAPPIE/ MON? ( MY LIFE4 ,MY DE> ,M>Y BECAME PLACID & *E]FUL2 )\T =GETT+ ! T]RIBLE CALAMITY :I* ! LA/ AUTUMN HAD BR\T TO ! GRATIFICATIONS :I* W]E BE=E H]2 %E FELT ?AT1 9 ! SOLEMN CONTRACT %E HAD =M$1 %E HAD UND]TAK5 9 SOME DEGREE = MY SATISFACTION & TRANQUILITY1 & %E WAS DET]M9$ TO WAT* OV] H] TRU/4 ,NOR WILL ,I BE GUILTY ( ! FALSE MODE/Y TO 9S9UATE1 ?AT %E DID ?IS M]ELY AS ! DIS*>GE ( A DUTY2 ON ! CONTR>Y1 ,I WAS SO =TUNATE AS TO 9T]E/ & PLEASE H]4 ,?IS %E MANIFE/$ BY A ?\S& FLATT]+ SYMPTOMS1 ATT5TIONS :I* CAN FL[ ONLY FROM ! HE>T1 & :I* ! HEAD CAN NEV] SUPPLY4 ,NOR LET IT BE =GOTT5 ?AT1 ?\< ,I WAS N[ SOME:AT BEYOND ! M]IDIAN ( LIFE1 ,I WAS NOT DE/ITUTE ( MANY ADVANTAGES1 CALCULAT$ TO RECOMM5D ME TO A DELICATE & REF9$ FEMALE COMPANION4 ,MY P]SON WAS PLEAS+1 & MY DEMEANOR GRACEFUL2 CIRCUM/ANCES :I* HAD ACQUIR$ ME 9 ,P>IS ! APPELLATION ( ! H&SOME ,5GLI%MAN4 ,?AT V]Y S5SIBILITY :I* CON/ITUT$ ! TORM5T ( MY LIFE1 GAVE A FEEL+ SWEETNESS TO ! TONES ( MY VOICE1 & A G5TL5ESS TO MY ATT5TIONS1 SU* AS >E F\ND PECULI>LY ACCEPTABLE TO ! BETT] ORD] ( FEMALES4 ,IF ,M>Y WAS *E]FUL & PLEAS$1 ! HAPP9ESS ,I FELT IS SU* AS CANNOT BE DESCRIB$4 ,:AT A CONTRA/ DID !RE EXI/ BETWE5 ! TUMULTU\S SC5ES ( MY ,P>ISIAN AM\RS1 & MY RELATIVE SITUATION ) ! ACCOMPLI%$ FEMALE :OM ,I HAD N[ MADE MY WIFE6 ,! WOM5 ,I HAD LOV$1 FURI\SLY & DI/RACT$LY LOV$1 9 ! E>LY P]IOD ( MY LIFE1 ,I HAD NEV] E/EEM$4 ,H[ C\LD ,I8 ,!Y HAD EA* A HUSB&2 !Y HAD EA* *ILDR54 ,H[ CAN A WOMAN DIS*>GE ! DUTIES ( !SE SACR$ RELATIONS1 AT ! SAME TIME ?AT %E IS AMUS+ H]SELF ) ! WI%ES1 OR GRATIFY+ ! APPETITES1 ( A LOV]8 ,! IDEA IS TOO %OCK+ TO BE DWELT UPON6 ,%E PUTS (F ! MATRON1 TO PLAY ! WILD & LOOSE-HE>T$ COQUETTE4 ,%E PRES5TS TO H] HUSB& ! (FSPR+ ( H] CRIM9AL AM\RS1 & CALLS IT HIS4 ,ALL H] LIFE IS A *EAT1 ONE UN9T]RUPT$ TISSUE ( FALSEHOODS & HYPOCRISY4 ,CAN %E TELL H] ?\BLE AT ! S\ND4 ,E/EEM H]6 ,%E IS NOT WOR?Y TO LIVE2 OR1 IF TO LIVE1 TO BE CONF9$ 9 SOME CLOI/] ( P5IT5TS1 :]E RIGID DISCIPL9E & CO>SE ATTIRE1 & SCANTY F>E1 MIRIAGE TIE6 ,!RE >E P]SONS :O SPORT ! OP9ION1 ?AT ! PLEASURE :I* IS GA9$ BY /EAL?1 IS ! G5U9E PLEASURE1 & ?AT ! PROHIBITION :I* WAITS UPON ! 9DULG5CE1 GIVES IT ITS HI1 :I* CONT9UALLY HAUNTS US ) A PRES5TIM5T ?AT WE %ALL BE DETECT$8 ! C[>DICE1 ?AT =CES \R C\NT5ANCE TO FALL 9 ! PRES5CE ( \R FELL[-M51 & MAKES A HUNDR$ ACCID5TAL & H>MLESS REM>KS 9 CONV]SATION OR 9 PUBLIC1 5T] LIKE A SWORD 9TO \R VITALS8 ! FE>FUL /RUGGLE = EV] REPEAT$ )9 US1 :I* LEADS US TO DO ! ?+ WE CONDEMN1 & REP9E OV] \R WEAKNESS ?AT WE DO IT8 ,NO2 IT IS 9NOC5CE ?AT IS ! S\L ( PLEASURE1 ) :I* ! S5TIM5T ( %AME IS 9COMPATIBLE4 ,! TRULY HAPPY MAN LIFTS UP HIS FACE ) S]5ITY1 & *ALL5GES ! EYES ( ALL ! WORLD4 ,)\T FRANKNESS1 )\T A CONSCI5CE VOID ( (F5SE1 )\T A FEEL+ ?AT ! BE+ ,I LOVE IS ( A WOR?Y NATURE1 & ?AT NO ONE CAN /& UP & SAY 0,9 CONSULT+ Y\R [N 9CL9ATION Y\ HAVE DONE ME UNMANLY WRONG10 !RE CANNOT BE ! 0SUN%9E ( ! S\L40 ,MO/ ESPECIALLY 9 ! CONNECTION ( SEX ) SEX1 IT IS NECESS>Y TO SUB/ANTIAL 5JOYM5T1 ?AT VIRTUE %\LD SPREAD ! C\*1 & ?AT HONOR & PEACE ( M9D %\LD CLOSE ! CURTA9S4 ,! KISS ( HONE/ LOVE1 H[ RAPTUR\S6 ,BUT ! TRUE +R$I5TS 9 ?IS RAPTURE >E1 A HE>T-FELT E/EEM ( EA* O!R'S *>ACT]1 A P]CEPTION ?AT1 :ILE ! EYE WE SEE SP>KLES1 & ! *EEK GL[S1 ) AFFECTION1 ! GL[ IS GUILTLESS ( ANY UNHALL[$ & LIC5TI\S PROP5SITY2 9 F9E1 ! SOO?+ /ATE ( M9D :I* TELLS US ?AT1 :ILE WE FREELY 9DULGE ! IMPULSES ( \R HE>T1 WE >E NOT DISGRAC+1 BUT HONOR+1 ! MIACT]1 NOR ?AT ( ! P>TN] ( MY JOYS1 IS 9JUR$1 BUT IMPROV$1 BY ! SCOPE ( \R MUTUAL P>TIALITIES1 IS ! CR[N ( SOCIAL PLEASURE4 ,TO P]SONS ?US ATTA*$1 ?US B\ND 9 HONORABLE CONNECTION1 EA* DAY MAY BE EXPECT$ TO ADD TO !IR 5JOYM5T1 & 9CREASE ! K9DNESS & E/EEM ) :I* !Y REG>D EA* O!R4 ,TO ME ! SITUATION WAS NEW1 WAS SU* AS ,I HAD NOT ANTICIPAT$1 & WAS SO MU* ! MORE 5*ANT+ TO ME4 ,I HAD LIV$ LONG 9 ! WORLD1 & ,I HAD LIV$ ALONE4 ,MY S\L PANT$ = A FRI5D1 & ,I HAD NEV] F\ND SU* A FRI5D AS IT DEM&$1 A FRI5D 0:O %\LD BE TO ME AS ANO!R SELF1 :O %\LD JOY 9 ALL MY JOYS1 & GRIEVE 9 ALL MY SORR[S1 & :OSE SYMPA?Y %\LD BE 9CAPABLE ( BE+ *ANG$ BY ABS5CE 9TO SMILES1 :ILE MY HEAD CONT9U$ B5T TO ! E>? ) ANGUI%40 ,I HAD NOT BE5 AW>E ?AT NATURE HAS PROVID$ A SUB/ITUTE 9 ! M>RIAGE-TIE1 = ?IS ROMANTIC1 IF NOT IMPOSSIBLE FRI5D%IP4 ,! LOVE :I* ,PY?IAS IS SAID TO HAVE BORNE = ,DAMON1 OR ,!SEUS = ,PIRI?\S1 MANY A M>RI$ PAIR HAVE BORNE = EA* O!R4 ,! DIFF]5CE ( SEX P[]FULLY ASSI/S ! 9TIMACY2 SIMIL>ITY ( *>ACT] CAN NEV] UNITE TWO P>TIES SO CLOSELY1 AS ! CONTRA/ ( MASCUL9E 5T]PRISE 9 ONE1 & A DEF5SELESS T5D]NESS 9 ! O!R4 ,MAN & WIFE1 IF !Y LOVE1 MU/ LOVE EA* O!R VEHEM5TLY4 ,!IR 9T]E/S >E 9 ALMO/ ALL CASES UNIT$4 ,IF !Y HAVE *ILDR51 !SE *ILDR5 =M A NEW BOND1 EI!R P>TY PURSUES ! SAME 5D1 & HAS ITS AFFECTIONS DIRECT$ T[>DS ! SAME OBJECT4 ,9DEP5D5TLY ( ?IS1 :ATEV] CONTRIBUTES TO ! WELF>E ( ! ONE IS ADVANTAGE\S TO ! O!R1 & ! CALAMITY OR DEA? ( EI!R IS A K9D ( DE/RUCTION :I* OV]TAKES ! BY-/&]4 ,HABIT ASSI/S ! MUTUAL DEP5D5CE2 & V]Y (T5 IT HAPP5S ?AT1 :5 A W$D$ PAIR HAS LIV$ = A LONG S]IES ( YE>S TOGE!R1 ! DEA? ( ! FEEBL] ( ! TWO IS ONLY A SIGNAL CALL+ ON ! O!R TO BE GONE1 ?AT HE SURVIVES BUT A FEW DAYS1 & !Y >E DEPOSIT$ AT ! SAME MOM5T 9 A COMMON GRAVE4 ,?US DOES ! SY/EM ( ?+S ( :I* WE >E A P>T SUPPLY \R 9H]5T DEFICI5CIES1 & CONSCI\S1 AS IT W]E1 9 H[ SMALL A DEGREE WE >E ADAPT$ = SUBLIME VIRTUES1 ASSI/1 BY A SORT ( ME*ANICAL L9K1 9 ! CON/RUCTION ( ?AT VIVID & UNREMITT+ ATTA*M5T :I* ! HUMAN HE>T DEM&S4 ,TO ME1 :O HAD BE5 ACCU/OM$ TO LIVE ALONE ) DEP5D5TS1 ) ACQUA9TANCE1 & ) S]VANTS1 H[ DELICI\S W]E ! ATT5TIONS ( A BEAUTIFUL & ACCOMPLI%$ WOMAN1 :OSE 9T]E/S W]E = EV] UNIT$ ) MY [N6 ,A S]VANT D>ES NOT1 & AN ACQUA9TANCE BUT COLDLY P]=MS ! ORD9>Y DUTY ( 9QUIR+ AFT] Y\R HEAL?1 & S5D+ Y\ =? TO ! OCCUPATIONS ( ! DAY CR[N$ ) !IR GOOD WI%ES4 ,H[ PLEAS+ TO BE AN OBJECT ( 9T]E/ & CONC]N TO ! P]SON :OM ,I DEEPLY E/EEM & F]V5TLY LOVE6 ,H[ DELICI\S ! EYE ?AT GLI/5S ) PLEASURE TO HAIL MY RETURN1 & ! *EEK ?AT R$D5S ) K9DNESS6 ,IT IS ?IS :I* CON/ITUTES ! UNSPEAKABLE *>M ( HOME4 ,MY HOME IS NOT A FABRIC ( WALLS :I* %ELT]S ME2 IS NOT EV5 ! W9D[S1 ! FURNITURE1 ! ELB[-*AIR1 & ! MUTE FIRE-SIDE1 :I* HABIT HAS 5DE>$ & HUNG R\ND ) A ?\S& PLEAS+ ASSOCIATIONS2 IT IS ?AT !RE ,I F9D ! C\NT5ANCE ?AT GLADD5S AT MY APPROA*1 & ! HE>T ?AT WELCOMES ME4 ,! AFFECTION ( ,M>Y ,I FELT AS A *>M RECONCIL+ ME TO LIFE2 IT GAVE ME VALUE 9 MY [N EYES1 TO OBS]VE H] BEAUTIFUL & WELL-PROPORTION$ PRES5CE1 H] SPEAK+ EYE1 H] LUCID COMPLEXION1 & TO SAY1 ,TO ! S\L ?AT 9HABITS !RE ,I AM ( IMPORTANCE2 %E IS *E]FUL1 BECAUSE ,I AM HAPPY & WELL2 IF ,I P]I%$1 %E W\LD FEEL %E HAD LO/ EV]Y ?+6 ,H[ FLATT]+ TO ! HUMAN HE>T1 ?AT !RE IS A BE+1 & A NOBLE ONE1 :OM ) ONE ACC5T ( MY VOICE ,I CAN DELI MY MANSION1 = MY WEAL?2 BUT MY WIFE W\LD LOVE ME 9 SICKNESS OR 9 HEAL?1 9 POV]TY1 9 CALAMITY1 9 TOTAL DESOLATION6 ,:ILE WE RESID$ AT ,MATLOCK1 WE VISIT$ ! BEAUTIES & ROMANTIC SC5]Y ( ,D]BY%IRE4 ,I WAS FAMILI>LY ACQUA9T$ ) ! :OLE BE=E1 & ,I N[ P]=M$ ! (FICE ( CIC]ONE & 9T]PRET] TO ,M>Y4 ,BUT H[ DIFF]5T W]E ! S5SATIONS ) :I* ,I N[ VISIT$ EA* *>M+1 OR EA* WOND]FUL SC5E6 ,EV5 A BRIY SPIRIT2 IT TURN$ MY EYE ON MY COMPANION1 IT AWAK5$ US TO ! 9T]*ANGE ( *E]FUL & AFFECTIONATE LOOKS1 IT TIP \R TONGUES ) MANY A PLEASANT SALLY1 & MANY A T5D] & SYMPA!TIC EXPRESSION4 ,:5 WE LOOK$ D[N UPON ! RI* & F]TILE PLA9S1 :5 WE HUNG OV] ! JUTT+ & TREM5D\S PRECIPICE1 ,I P]CEIV$ ) 9EXPRESSIBLE PLEASURE1 ?AT M9E WAS NO LONG] A MOROSE & UNP>TICIPAT$ S5SATION1 BUT ?AT ANO!R HUMAN CREATURE1 CAPABLE ( FEEL+ ALL MY FEEL+S1 REJOIC$ & TREMBL$ ALONG ) ME4 ,:5 ,I RETIR$ TO MY 9N AFT] ! FATIGUES & DANG]S ( ! DAY1 ,I DID NOT RETIRE TO A PEEVI% & =W>D MEAL AMONG DRAW]S & V5AL ATT5DANTS2 ,I SAT D[N ) ! COMPANION ( MY HE>T1 & %>$ ! PLEASURES ( IDL5ESS1 AS WE HAD BE=E %>$ ! PLEASURES ( ACTIVITY4 ,H[ MANY AGREEABLE TOPICS ( CONV]SATION DID ! RIV]S & ! M\NTA9S SUGGE/2 H[ MANY OCCASIONS ( MUTUAL 5DE>M5T DID !Y AF=D6 ,IT SEEM$ ?AT ! SPIRIT ( K9DNESS /ILL GA9$ NEW /R5G?1 AS ! SC5E WAS P]PETUALLY %IFT$ BE=E \R EYES1 & AS WE BREA!D AN ATMOSPH]E =EV] NEW4 ,FROM 3 ,AN>*Y ,>*IVES4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahd 3 ,VOLUME #b1 ,*APT] #b -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,JANU>Y #b#h1 #bag 3 ,VOLUME #b1 ,*APT] #b -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/