,H,A,U ,APOLOGY 

,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,DAVID ,GRAEB] 

,TEXT 3 

,I W\LD LIKE TO MAKE A PUBLIC APOLOGY TO ANYONE :O HAS BE5 HURT BY !IR 9VOLVEM5T ) ,H,A,U4 

,SIX YE>S AGO ,I HELP$ 9ITIATE ! ,H,A,U PROJECT4 ,AT ! TIME ,I BELIEV$ IT TO BE A BRILLIANT CONCEPT3 AN OP5-ACCESS J\RNAL1 BAS$ ON A RADICALIZATION ( ! GR& TRADITION ( E?NOGRAPHICALLY GR\ND$ AN?ROPOLOGICAL !ORY4 ,I /ILL BELIEVE ?AT4 ,! PROBLEM WAS 9 ITS REALIZATION4 ,FROM E>LY ON !RE W]E SIGNS ?AT SOME?+ WAS AMISS1 ?AT ,I REALIZE N[ ,I %\LD HAVE NOTIC$2 !SE SIGNS BECAME MORE SALI5T OV] TIME4 ,AFT] ONE 9CID5T ( ALLEG$ PHYSICAL VIOL5CE AT ! 5D ( #b#a#f1 SOME ( ,H,A,U'S PATRONS DID TRY TO 9T]V5E1 TO /OP P[] FROM BE+ CONC5TRAT$ & ABUS$2 BUT WE DID NOT ACT FIRMLY OR CONSI/5TLY 5\< - & ! 5D RESULT WAS ?AT WORK]S & CONTRIBUTORS APPE> TO HAVE BE5 TREAT$ 9 %OCK+ WAYS1 ! ADM9I/RATION APPE>S TO HAVE BE5 GROSSLY MI%&L$1 DUE PROCESS UND]M9$1 POT5TIAL SUPPORT]S ALI5AT$1 & ! PROJECT ( ,H,A,U AS AN OP5-ACCESS J\RNAL WAS NOT SUCCESSFUL AS A RESULT4 

,I AM CONV9C$1 AS ,I BELIEVE >E MO/ ( ?OSE 9VOLV$ ) ! J\RNAL FROM E>LY ON1 ?AT ?IS WAS NOT BECAUSE ( ANY 9H]5T FLAW ) ! PROJECT OR 9 ! OP5-ACCESS MODEL ITSELF4 ,IT WAS SIMPLY ! WAY IT WAS PURSU$4 ,ON A POLITICAL LEVEL1 ,I AM CONC]N$ ?AT ,H,A,U'S FAILURE AS AN EXP]IM5T 9 FREE S*OL>%IP1 & ITS SALE TO ,UNIV]SITY ( ,*ICAGO ,PRESS1 WILL BE HELD \T AS PRO( ?AT SU* PROJECTS >5'T VIABLE4 ,?IS W\LD BE TRULY UN=TUNATE4 

,ON A P]SONAL LEVEL1 :AT P>TICUL>LY DI/RESS$ ME WAS LE>N+ TWO ?+S3 FIR/1 ?AT MY POLITICAL REPUTATION1 LIKE ?AT ( O!RS ID5TIFI$ ) ! J\RNAL1 WAS US$ TO DRAW Y\NG S*OL>S 9TO A SITUATION :]E !Y EXP]I5C$ ABUSE 70,I HAD HE>D BAD ?+S10 ONE REPORT$ HAV+ ?\<T1 0BUT AFT] SEE+ ,DAVID ,GRAEB]'S NAME ON ! MAS!AD1 ,I FIGUR$1 H[ BAD C\LD IT REALLY BE807 & SECOND ( ALL1 ?AT MY NAME & /ATUS APPE> TO HAVE BE5 US$ TO 9TIMIDATE & ?REAT5 O!RS :O MI<T HAVE COMPLA9$ ( ILL TREATM5T4 ,WORDS CAN B>ELY EXPRESS H[ ANGRY ,I AM AT ?IS4 ,BUT ,I AM ALSO ANGRY AT MYSELF1 BECAUSE ! SIGNS W]E !RE4 ,:ILE ,I DID EV5TUALLY PUT TWO & TWO TOGE!R1 & ATTEMPT$ TO 9T]V5E1 ,I %\LD HAVE DONE SO MU* E>LI]4 ,I CAN ONLY ASK ! =GIV5ESS ( ALL ?OSE :O W]E HURT BECAUSE ( MY E>LI] 9ACTION4 

-- ,DAVID 

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