,I ,AM ,ALSO A ,NIHILI/ #aib ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,R5ZO ,NOVATORE ,TEXT 3 ,I ,I AM AN 9DIVIDUALI/ BECAUSE ,I AM AN AN>*I/2 & ,I AM AN AN>*I/ BECAUSE ,I AM A NIHILI/4 ,BUT ,I ALSO UND]/& NIHILISM 9 MY [N WAY444 ,I DON'T C>E :E!R IT IS ,NORDIC OR ,ORI5TAL1 NOR :E!R OR NOT IS HAS A HI/ORICAL1 POLITICAL1 PRACTICAL TRADITION1 OR A !ORETICAL1 PHILOSOPHICAL1 SPIRITUAL1 9TELLECTUAL ONE4 ,I CALL MYSELF A NIHILI/ BECAUSE ,I KN[ ?AT NIHILISM MEANS NEGATION4 ,NEGATION ( EV]Y SOCIETY1 ( EV]Y CULT1 ( EV]Y RULE & ( EV]Y RELIGION4 ,BUT ,I DON'T YE>N = ,NIRVANA1 ANY MORE ?AN ,I LONG = ,S*OP5HAU]'S DESP]ATE & P[]LESS PESSIMISM1 :I* IS A WORSE ?+ ?AN ! VIOL5T R5UNCIATION ( LIFE ITSELF4 ,M9E IS AN 5?USIA/IC & DIONYSIAN PESSIMISM1 LIKE A FLAME ?AT SETS MY VITAL EXUB]ANCE ABLAZE1 ?AT MOCKS AT ANY !ORETICAL1 SCI5TIFIC OR MORAL PRISON4 ,& IF ,I CALL MYSELF AN 9DIVIDUALI/ AN>*I/1 AN ICONOCLA/ & A NIHILI/1 IT IS PRECISELY BECAUSE ,I BELIEVE ?AT 9 !SE ADJECTIVES !RE IS ! HI FUTURE1 & ?AT !N ! %AD[ ( PA9 WILL BE DRIV5 AWAY BY ! PHOSPHORESC5T FIREWORKS ( ! TRUE ,GOOD444 ,I,I,I ,LIFE -- = ME -- IS NEI!R GOOD NOR BAD1 NEI!R A !ORY NOR AN IDEA4 ,LIFE IS A REALITY1 & ! REALITY ( LIFE IS W>4 ,= ONE :O IS A BORN W>RIOR1 LIFE IS A F\NTA9 ( JOY1 = O!RS IT IS ONLY A F\NTA9 ( HUMILIATION & SORR[4 ,I NO LONG] DEM& C>EFREE JOY FROM LIFE4 ,IT C\LDN'T GIVE IT TO ME1 & ,I W\LD NO LONG] KN[ :AT TO DO ) IT N[ ?AT MY ADOLESC5CE IS PA/444 ,9/EAD ,I DEM& ?AT IT GIVE ME ! P]V]SE JOY ( BATTLE ?AT GIVES ME ! SORR[FUL SPASMS ( DEFEAT & ! VOLUPTU\S ?RILLS ( VICTORY4 ,DEFEAT$ 9 ! MUD OR VICTORI\S 9 ! SUN1 ,I S+ LIFE & ,I LOVE IT6 ,!RE IS NO RE/ = MY REBEL SPIRIT EXCEPT 9 W>1 JU/ AS !RE IS NO GREAT] HAPP9ESS = MY VAGABOND1 NEGAT+ M9D ?AN ! UN9HIBIT$ AFFIRMATION ( MY CAPACITY TO LIFE & TO REJOICE4 ,MY EV]Y DEFEAT S]VES ME ONLY AS SYMPHONIC PRELUDE TO A NEW VICTORY4 ,I,V ,FROM ! DAY ?AT ,I CAME 9TO ! LIE TO GO 9TO RIRI$ MY [N ,GOOD & MY [N ,BAD ) ME4 ,MEAN+3 MY JOY & MY SORR[1 /ILL 9 EMBRYO4 ,BO? ADVANC$ ) ME ALONG ! ROAD ( TIME4 ,! MORE 9T5SELY ,I FELT JOY1 ! MORE DEEPLY ,I UND]/OOD SORR[4 ,Y\ CAN'T SUPPRESS ! ONE )\T SUPPRESS+ ! O!R4 ,N[ ,I HAVE SMA%$ D[N ! DOOR & REVEAL$ ! ,SPH9X'S RIDDLE4 ,JOY & SORR[ >E ONLY TWO LIQUORS ) :I* LIFE M]RILY GETS DRUNK4 ,!RE=E1 IT IS NOT TRUE ?AT LIFE IS A SQUALID & FRID ! CONSCI\S & TRAGIC %ATT]+ ( HIS [N 9DIVIDUALITY1 IS ONLY A VIGOR\S MANIFE/ATION ( >T & BEAUTY4 ,& IT RETURNS AGA9 TO ! UNIV]SAL HUMAN CURR5T ) ! DAZZL+ RAYS ( CRIME ?AT BREAKS UP & SWEEPS AWAY ALL ! CRY/ALLIZ$ REALITY ( ! CIRCUMSCRIB$ WORLD ( ! MANY 9 ORD] TO RISE T[>D ! ULTIMATE IDEAL FLAME & DISP]SE 9 ! 5DLESS FIRE ( ! NEW4 ,V ,! REVOLT ( ! FREE ONE AGA9/ SORR[ IS ONLY ! 9TIMATE1 PASSIONATE DESIRE = A MORE 9T5SE & GREAT] JOY4 ,BUT ! GREATE/ JOY CAN ONLY %[ ITSELF TO HIM 9 ! MIRROR ( ! DEEPE/ SORR[1 M]G+ ) IT LAT] 9 A VA/ B>B>IC EMBRACE4 ,& FROM ?IS VA/ & FRUITFUL EMBRACE ! HI<] SMILE ( ! /RONG ONE SPR+S1 AS1 9 ! MID/ ( CONFLICT1 HE S+ ! MO/ ?UND]+ HYMN TO LIFE4 ,A HYMN WOV5 FROM CONTEMPT & SCORN1 FROM WILL & MIKNESS RISE FROM SWAMPY *ASMS TO H9D] HIS VIEW ( ! LI OR /OPS !IR C\RSE ) ! FLAME ( HIS DOM9E]+ FANTASY1 =C+ !M TO SUBMIT AS HUMBLE SLAVES AT HIS FEET4 ,BUT ONLY ! ONE :O KN[S & PRACTICES ! ICONOCLA/IC FURY ( DE/RUCTION CAN POSSESS ! JOY BORN ( FRE$OM1 ( ?AT UNIQUE FRE$OM F]TILIZ$ BY SORR[4 ,I RISE UP AGA9/ ! REALITY ( ! \T] WORLD = ! TRIUMPH ( ! REALITY ( MY 9N] WORLD4 ,I REJECT SOCIETY = ! TRIUMPH ( ! ,I4 ,I REJECT ! /ABILITY ( EV]Y RULE1 EV]Y CU/OM1 EV]Y MORALITY1 = ! AFFIRMATION ( EV]Y WILLFUL 9/9CT1 ALL FREE EMOTIONALITY1 EV]Y PASSION & EV]Y FANTASY4 ,I MOCK AT EV]Y DUTY & EV]Y RIITY1 BECAUSE ,I AM CONV9C$ ?AT IT IS A NEW *A91 & BECAUSE ,I BELIEVE ) ,IBS5 ?AT ! ONE :O IS MO/ ALONE IS ! /RONGE/ ONE4 ,?IS IS MY ,NIHILISM4 ,LIFE1 = ME1 IS NO?+ BUT A H]OIC POEM ( JOY & P]V]SITY WRITT5 ) ! BLE$+ H&S ( SORR[ & PA9 OR A TRAGIC DREAM ( >T & BEAUTY6 .<#a.> ,A TYPE ( PI/OL POPUL> AMONG AN>*I/S ( ! TIME4 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,MAY #b#a1 #aib 3 ,I ,AM ,ALSO A ,NIHILI/ -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,APRIL #b#g1 #bb 3 ,I ,AM ,ALSO A ,NIHILI/ -- ,ADD$4 ,JANU>Y #d1 #bbb 3 ,I ,AM ,ALSO A ,NIHILI/ -- ,UPDAT$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/