,9 ! ,CELLS ( ,R$EMPTION ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,F$]ICO ,BUONO ,TEXT 3 ,PREMISE ,ON ,MAY #a#b1 ,I WILL UND]GO A TRIAL = >M$ ROBB]Y1 AFT] BE+ RELEAS$ ON H\SE >RE/ ORD]4 ,I HAVE SAID TO ! LAWY] ?AT ,I REFUSE DEF5SE1 BUT HE TOLD ME ?AT HE HAS TO DO HIS JOB4 ,AL?\< ,I HAD NOT SIGN$ ANY?+1 & HAVE CLAIM$ RESPONSIBILITY = ! ROBB]Y1 9 MY EXP]I5CE & 9 ! CONT9UAL ANTI-JURIDICAL /UDY1 9 ! C\RTROOM BE=E ! JUDGE & ! COPS ,I WAS CONSID]$ A 0RIRE/ ORD] IS ALSO A RIE ! =M ( TOTAL REFUSAL8 "9 "9 "9 ,CATAPULT$ 9TO A PRES5T ABS5CE1 & 9 A REALITY ( /ATIC =M 9 ! EXI/5T1 ,I 5D UP 9 A BACKGR\ND 9 ! REMA9+ PR(UNDITY )9 A D>K CELL ( R$EMPTION4 ,:AT DO ,I SEE8 ,& SEE ) MY 0SI 9 A PRIVATION ( P]SPECTIVE8 ,MY DEAD5+ FEET & MY LEGS -- NODD+ ! ABSOLUTE P]CEPTUAL VOID -- 9 A COMPULSIVE MOVEM5T ! DIFFUSION ( EV5TS4 ,IT IS AS IF MY LEGS HAD A MAJOR ROLE 9 MY MOV+1 BUT >E !Y /ILL P>T ( MYSELF1 9 ! MOV+ ( MY BODY8 ,I 5T] ON A ,SATURDAY AFT]NOON 9TO ! CELLS ( R$EMPTION1 BUT AFT] A FEW 9F9ITESIMAL M9UTES1 ,I DO NOT KN[ :AT MOM5T IT IS & AT :I* PO9T & :AT TIME4 ,COMPRESS$ BY A =CE 9DUC$ PRODUC+ 9DUC$ SUBORD9ATION1 ,I LOOK AT ! WALLS -- IMPR9T$ ) IMAGES DRAWN ) ! BLOOD OR VOMIT ( MY 0PR$ECESSORS0 -- BY MYSELF4 ,MOM5T BY MOM5T -- 9 AN IMMOBILE 9/ANT -- ,I 9TRODUCE ! ACT ( DEP]SONALIZATION1 9 ! SAME ABS5CE ( 0P]SPECTIVE10 9SIDE ( ! SECURITY CELL4 ,I HE> A VOICE ?AT SEEMS TO COME FROM A WORLD ( IMAG9ATIVE ALLUSIONS4 ,I HE>1 & :AT DO ,I HE> 9 ?IS HE>+8 ,! VOICE CALLS ME & ASKS ME1 0,NE$ ANY?+80 ,9 ! CELLS ( R$EMPTION1 !RE IS NO?+ EXCEPT AN IRON B$ ) A RANCID BLANKET4 ,YES1 !RE IS SOME?+ ELSE1 IT IS ABOVE1 IT IS A SORT ( BLACK BOX1 FROM :I* ! 0VOICE0 COMES4 ,?IS SORT ( RELIC CONTA9S LIE ALWAYS ON1 & A MICROPHONE FROM :I* ! VOICE CAN BE HE>D4 0,YES10 ,I SAY1 0,I HAVE TO GO TO ! TOILET40 ,9 ! CELLS ( R$EMPTION1 !RE IS ME & !RE >E = WALLS ?AT EMANATE ! ODOR ( SOPORIFIC R$EMPTION4 ,\TSIDE ( ! /ATIC CELL1 A CORRIDOR L9$ ON BO? SIDES ) CAGES AS HI< AS ! CEIL+4 ,& ALWAYS GREAT NEON LI* ( 0SOME?+0 TO SEE4 ,I GO BACK 9 & BEG9 TO HE> NOISES ?AT NEV] /OP4 0,RA980 ,I ?9K4 ,!N ,I REALIZE ?AT ,I C\LDN'T POSSIBLY KN[1 9 ANY WAY1 BUT ,I DISCOV]$ 9 MY LA/ TRIP \T ( ! CELL1 ?AT IT IS ! WAT] FROM ! TOILET1 :I* 9 A CONT9UAL CIRCLE NEV] /OPS RUNN+4 ,SIL5CE4 ,! NO?+ =MS ! TEMPORALITY ( ! SIL5CE 9 A DE=M$ TIME4 ,9 ! CELLS ( R$EMPTION1 ! SIL5CE GRIPS ! VOICE 9 ! 9TIMACY ( ONE'S [N 0BE+10 & PRESSES IT 9 A VICE1 :]E 9 A MOM5T ?IS SIL5CE BR+S TO LIFE NIES 9 A LAY]$ =M1 :I* ]ADICATE EXP]I5CE & SUCK \T ! LIFEBLOOD1 9 :AT IS BE+ EXP]I5C$4 ,HALF-SLEEP IS ! DREAM ?AT MOVES REALITY >\ND ! R$EMPTIVE CELL4 ,BUT 9 ! CELLS ( R$EMPTION IS !RE AN 0>\ND08 ,9 HALF-SLEEP !RE =MS 9 A CONT9UAL 9T]TW9+ ( IMAG9+S1 A WORLD POPULAT$ BY 9NUM]ABLE VISIONS ?AT APPE> & DISAPPE>4 ,I TURN OV]1 ,I LAY ON ONE SIDE ( MY BODY TO NOT FEEL TOO MU* PA9 9 MY BONES1 :I* ! IRON COT PRESS 9TO ME1 9 A COMPRESSION ( MY-9DIVIDUAL-SELF4 ,I HE> AGA9 ! VOICE1 0ABOVE0 ME3 0,NE$ ANY?+80 ,DID ,I CALL IT8 ,I DON'T DI/+UI% :AT ,I HE> FROM :AT ,I HAD HE>D4 ,I (T5 HE> ! IRON GATES OP5$1 & A SPECTRAL FIGURE >RIVES1 9 UNI=M1 :O LOOKS ME 9 ! FACE1 :I* MU/ BE SOME?+ ABNORMAL4 ,TO ME1 0,DO Y\ WANT TO EAT80 ,9 ! CELLS ( R$EMPTION1 ONE CANNOT EAT -- & AL?\< ,I AM NOT HUNGRY1 ,I CONSUME ! RANCID PA/A GIV5 BY ! COP1 EV5 ?\< IT IS DIFFICULT4 ,9 ! CONT9UAL 0UPS & D[NS0 ( ! DEP]SONALIZ+ ACT1 ,I HAVE A K9D ( 9TUITION1 & ,I ASK ! COP = ! TIME3 0,IT'S #e3#e ,P,M10 HE TELLS ME4 0,AH1 ,I ?\TS FROM ONE PLACE TO ANO!R 9 A 0GIV50 MOM5T4 ,BE=E WALK+ AWAY1 ! COP SAYS1 ALMO/ CONSID]ATELY1 0,TRY TO RE/40 0,AH YES1 RE/860 ,I ?9K4 ,! CELL'S SECURITY DOOR CLOSES1 PRODUC+ 9HALATION ( DULLNESS 9TO MY IMPRISON$ BODY4 ,I TRY TO WALK 9 ORD] TO MAKE A BIT ( MOTION1 BUT COLD IS PRESS+1 & !RE IS ALSO A FAN ?AT NEV] /OPS4 ,I S9K 9TO ! DEEP & 9TO ! RECESSES ( ! CELL ( R$EMPTION4 ,SIL5CE444 ,I HE> A P\ND+3 0,:O IS ?AT80 ,I ASK MYSELF4 ,I ?9K ,I AM ALONE -- 9 PASS+ ?R\< ! CORRIDOR ,I HAD SE5 ?REE EMPTY CELLS -- BUT ,I F9D ?AT !RE HAD >RIV$ -- )\T MY HAV+ HE>D -- SOMEONE :O COMPLA9S1 & WANTS TO GO TO ! TOILET4 ,I TAKE ADVANTAGE ( ?IS MOM5T1 TO GO AS WELL1 & TO SEE :O MY TEMPOR>Y CORRIDOR-MATE IS1 BUT NO1 ONE AT A TIME - ! ATONEM5T IS CONT9U\S1 & IT BECOMES ! FA/+ ( ! ?\RANG$ 9 V>I\S POSITIONS4 ,AM ,I AWAKE1 OR NOT8 ,I PLACE AN >M OV] MY EYES TO R$UCE ! HEADA*ES ?AT ! ALWAYS-ON LI* ( !IR DEP]SONALIZ+ EFFECT1 9 A MOM5T :I* ,I DO NOT S5SE H[ IT CAN BE PASS+1 ,I HE> A VOICE AGA94 ,BUT IT DOES NOT COME FROM ABOVE1 ,I HE> IT >\ND ME4 ,BUT IT SEEMS ?AT ,I RECOGNIZE IT1 IT IS ! VOICE ( ,MAURIZIO1 MY ,NIHILI/-EGOI/ AFF9E1 & HE TELLS ME 9 A S]IES ( REF]5CES3 0,C]B]US /&S GU>D AT ! GATES ( Y\R P]SONAL ,9F]NO40 ,AM ,I AWAKE8 ,9DOMITABLE CREATURE CONQU]$ 9 ! BODY ONLY BY ,=CE3 0,! R$EMPTIVE VOID /RIPP$ ( ! LIVES ( ALL ?OSE :O D>E 9 A RECURR5T EXCESSIVE DAZZL+ ( A :ITE & LUM9\S DEA? H\RS OV]HE>+ AN 9DIVIDUAL LABOR ?AT ,C]B]US ?AT /&S GU>D AT ! GATE ( Y\R P]SONAL ,9F]NO40.<#a.> 0,MAURIZIO860 ,I ASK1 NOT FEEL+ ANY?+4 ,AM ,I AWAKE8 ,I LAU<1 ,I FEEL A W>M? AT ! BASE ( MY =EHEAD1 9 AN 9/ANT ( LUCID MADNESS1 BUT IT GOES AS IT CAME1 & LIKE A %AD[ ?AT FALLS ,I HE> AGA9 ! WAT] ( ! TOILET ?AT NEV] /OPS444 ,BUT >\ND ME1 9 ! CREVICES ( ! CELLS ( R$EMPTION ! SIL5CE 5VELOPS ! WALLS -- & ,I GO BACK TO SLEEP 9 A P]PETUAL NIE4 ,:5 ,I GO TO TAKE A PISS1 !Y BR+ ME ! FOOD1 & ,I ASK ! TIME3 0,IT'S #g ,P,M10 ! COP SAYS4 ,TOMORR[ ,I EXPECT ! TRIAL1 & 9 ?IS /ATIC BUT MOV+ MOM5T1 ,I ?9K ( :AT TO SAY TO ! PUBLIC ADVOCATE :O !Y HAVE GIV5 ME )\T MY *OOS+ TO TAKE HIM4 0,I D5Y ! RIES1 OR REALITY8 .<#a.> ,FROM 0,LA ,FATICA0 BY ,MAURIZIO ,DE MONE 7,S\RCE3 ,RETRIEV$ ON ,JUNE #a#d1 #bab FROM #c#b#e4NO/ATE4NET47 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,JANU>Y #i1 #bbb 3 ,9 ! ,CELLS ( ,R$EMPTION -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/