,VOLUME #a1 ,*APT] #bi 

#aicaaica 

,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN 

,TEXT 3 

  

,PHOTO BY R$HOPE1,C,C ,B,Y-,N,C ,LIC5SE ,LIV+ ,MY ,LIFE 

BY ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN 

,VOLUME ONE 

,NEW ,YORK3 ,ALFR$ ,A ,KNOPF ,9C41 #a#i#c#a4 

,*APT] #bi 

,! NEWS ( ! ,RUSSIAN ,REVOLUTION ( ,OCTOB] #aie WAS ELECTRIFY+ & C>RI$ US TO EC/ATIC HEI<TS4 ,! MANY TREM5D\S EV5TS ?AT HAD HAPP5$ S9CE ! MASSACRE 9 FRONT ( ! ,W9T] ,PALACE HAD KEPT US 9 F>-AWAY ,AM]ICA 9 CON/ANT T5SION4 ,KALAYEV & ,BALMA%OV1 MEMB]S ( ! ,FI<T+ ,ORGANIZATION ( ! ,SOCIAL ,REVOLUTION>Y ,P>TY1 HAD TAK5 ! LIVES ( ,GR& ,DUKE ,S]GIUS & ,%IPIA<9 9 RETALIATION = ! BUT*]Y ( ,JANU>Y #b#b4 ,?OSE ACTS HAD BE5 FOLL[$ BY A G5]AL /RIKE ?R\<\T ! L5G? & BREAD? ( ,RUSSIA1 P>TICIPAT$ 9 BY L>GE SECTIONS FROM EV]Y /RATUM 9 SOCIETY4 ,EV5 ! MO/ 9SULT$ & DEGRAD$ HUMAN BE+S1 ! PRO/ITUTES1 HAD MADE COMMON CAUSE ) ! MASSES & HAD JO9$ ! G5]AL /RIKE4 ,! F]M5T 9 ! ,CZ>-RIDD5 L& HAD F9ALLY COME TO A HEAD2 ! SUBDU$ SOCIAL =CES & ! P5T-UP SUFF]+ ( ! PEOPLE HAD BROK5 & HAD AT LA/ F\ND EXPRESSION 9 ! REVOLUTION>Y TIDE ?AT SWEPT \R BELOV$ ,MATU%KA ,ROSSIYA4 ,! RADICAL ,EA/ ,SIDE LIV$ 9 A DELIRIUM1 SP5D+ ALMO/ ALL ( ITS TIME AT MON/] MEET+S & DISCUSS+ !SE MATT]S 9 CAFES1 =GETT+ POLITICAL DIFF]5CES & BR\<T 9TO CLOSE COMRADE%IP BY ! GLORI\S EV5TS HAPP5+ 9 ! FA!RL&4 

,IT WAS AT ! V]Y HEI<T ( ?OSE EV5TS ?AT ,ORL5EFF & HIS TR\PE MADE !IR FIR/ APPE>ANCE 9 ! LITTLE !AT] ON ,?IRD ,/REET4 ,:O C>$ IF ! PLACE WAS UGLY1 ! AC\/ICS UNSPEAKABLY BAD1 ! /AGE TOO SMALL TO MOVE AB\T ON1 ! SC5]Y ATROCI\SLY PA9T$1 ! 9CONGRU\S PROP]TIES BORR[$ FROM A DOZ5 DIFF]5T FRI5DS8 ,WE W]E TOO FULL ( NEW-BORN ,RUSSIA1 TOO 9SPIR$ BY ! ?\<T ( ! GREAT >TI/S ?AT W]E TO DEPICT = US ! DREAMS ( LIFE4 ,:5 ! CURTA9 ROSE = ! FIR/ TIME1 TRIUMPHANT JOY ROLL$ LIKE ?UND] FROM ! AUDI5CE TO ! PEOPLE ON ! /AGE4 ,IT RAIS$ !M TO HEI<TS ( >TI/IC EXPRESSION ?AT SURPASS$ ANY?+ !Y HAD DONE BE=E4 

,! LITTLE !AT] BECAME AN OASIS 9 ,NEW ,YORK DRAMATIC >T4 ,HUNDR$S ( ,AM]ICANS ATT5D$ ! P]=MANCES1 & EV5 ?\< !Y DID NOT UND]/& ! LANGUAGE1 !Y W]E C>RI$ AWAY BY ! MAGIC ( ! ,ORL5EFF TR\PE4 ,SUNDAY EV5+S W]E PR(ESSIONAL NI<TS1 ! !AT] FILL$ TO OV]FL[+ ) !AT]-MANAG]S & M5 & WOM5 ( ! /AGE4 ,E!L ,B>RYMORE & H] BRO!R ,JOHN1 ,GRACE ,GEORGE1 ,M9NIE ,MADD]N ,FISKE & ,H>RISON ,GRAY ,FISKE1 H] HUSB&1 ,B5 ,GREET1 ,M>G>ET ,ANGL91 ,H5RY ,MILL]1 & SCORES ( O!RS1 BESIDES EV]Y WRIT] & CRITIC 9 T[N1 W]E FREQU5T GUE/S4 0,MISS ,SMI?10 AS ,ORL5EFF'S MANAG]1 RECEIV$ !M1 TOOK !M BACK/AGE TO SEE ! IDOL1 & 9T]PRET$ !IR COMPLIM5TS TO HIM1 TAK+ C>E1 H[EV]1 NOT ALWAYS TO R5D] HIS REPLIES4 

,ON ONE OCCASION1 AT AN AFT]-!AT] P>TY GIV5 = ,ORL5EFF & ,MME ,NAZIMOVA BY A C]TA9 V]Y PROM95T !AT]-MANAG]1 ! HO/ BEGAN ASK+ ,ORL5EFF SOME RA!R PECULI> QUE/IONS3 0,:Y DO Y\ HOLD Y\R HEAD 9 SU* A QUE] WAY 9 ! P>T ( ,OSWALD1 :5 Y\ FIR/ APPE> ON ! /AGE8 4 4 4 ,DON'T Y\ ?9K IT W\LD BE MORE EFFECTIVE IF Y\ C\LD CUT ! TALK ( ?AT GUY 9 ,CRIME & ,PUNI%M5T8 4 4 4 ,C\LDN'T Y\ MAKE MORE MONEY IF Y\ GAVE PLAYS ) HAPPY 5D+S8 0 ,I TRANSMITT$ ! QUE/IONS ALL AT ONCE4 0,TELL ! MAN HE'S A FOOL60 ,ORL5EFF CRI$1 HIS BR[S DRAWN ANGRILY TOGE!R2 0TELL HIM HE %\LD BE A *IMNEY-SWEEP & NOT A !AT]-MANAG]4 ,TELL HIM TO GO TO HELL60 ,HE LET LOOSE A DELUGE ( ,RUSSIAN OA?S TOO SPICY = ! RESPECTABLE ,ANGLO-,SAXON E>4 ,NAZIMOVA SAT T5SE1 TALK+ ,FR5* & PRET5D+ NOT TO HE>1 YET WAT*+ ME /EAL?ILY \T ( L>GE & ANXI\S EYES4 ,MY 9T]PRETATION ( ,ORL5EFF'S \TBUR/ WAS SOME:AT 0DIPLOMATIC40 

,! ,RUSSIAN ,REVOLUTION HAD B>ELY BEGUN TO FL[] :5 IT WAS ?RU/ BACK 9TO ! DEP?S & /IFL$ 9 ! BLOOD ( ! H]OIC PEOPLE4 ,COSSACK T]ROR /ALK$ ?R\< ! L&1 TORTURE1 PRISON1 & ! GALL[S DO+ !IR DEADLY WORK4 ,\R BRI<T HOPES TURN$ TO BLACKE/ DESPAIR4 ,! :OLE ,EA/ ,SIDE PR(\NDLY FELT ! TRAG$Y ( ! CRU%$ MASSES4 

,! R5EW$ MASSACRES ( ,JEWS 9 ,RUSSIA BR\<T TE>S & SORR[ TO NUM]\S ,JEWI% HOMES 9 ,AM]ICA4 ,9 !IR DISAPPO9TM5T & BITT]NESS1 EV5 ADVANC$ ,RUSSIANS & ,JEWS TURN$ AGA9/ EV]Y?+ ,RUSSIAN1 & AS A RESULT ! AUDI5CE AT ! LITTLE !AT] BEGAN TO DW9DLE4 ,& !N1 \T ( ! D>KNESS ( SOME SLIMY CORN]1 CAME HIDE\S :ISP]S ?AT ,ORL5EFF HAD MEMB]S ( ! ,BLACK ,HUNDR$1 ! ORGANIZ$ ,RUSSIAN ,JEW-BAIT]S1 9 HIS TR\PE4 ,A V]ITABLE BOYCOTT FOLL[$4 ,NO ,JEWI% /ORE1 RE/AURANT1 OR CAFE W\LD ACCEPT PO/]S OR ADV]TISEM5TS ( ! ,RUSSIAN PLAYS4 ,! RADICAL PRESS PROTE/$ VEHEM5TLY AGA9/ !SE UTT]LY UNF\ND$ RUMORS1 BUT )\T EFFECT4 ,ORL5EFF WAS HE>T-BROK5 OV] ! MALICI\S *>GES4 ,HE HAD PUT HIS V]Y S\L 9TO ,NA*MAN1 ! H]O ( ,! ,*OS5 ,PEOPLE1 & HAD PLEAD$ = ! ,RUSSIAN CAUSE4 ,RU9 WAS />+ HIM 9 ! FACE1 ) CR$ITORS PRESS+ ON EV]Y SIDE1 & ! P]=MANCES B>ELY PAY+ = R5T4 

,ORL5EFF HAD ONCE TOLD ME ( A TE/IMONIAL P]=MANCE ?AT HAD BE5 >RANG$ = HIM & ,MME ,NAZIMOVA 9 ,LONDON BY ,BE]BOHM ,TREE4 ,IT HAD BE5 A BRILLIANT AFFAIR1 ATT5D$ BY ! MO/ DI/+UI%$ M5 & WOM5 ( ! ,BRITI% /AGE4 ,IT OCCURR$ TO ME ?AT WE MI<T TRY A SIMIL> PLAN 9 ,NEW ,YORK4 ,IT W\LD HELP RAISE ! DESP]ATELY NE$$ MONEY & P]HAPS ALSO CALM ! TR\BL$ WAT]S ( ! ,EA/ ,SIDE1 = ,I KNEW FROM YE>S ( EXP]I5CE ! EFFECT ( ,AM]ICAN OP9ION UPON ! IMMIGRANT MEMB]S ( MY RACE4 ,I ACCOMPANI$ ,ORL5EFF TO ,>?UR ,HORNBL[1 $ITOR ( ! ,!AT] ,MAGAZ9E1 :O HAD REPEAT$LY EXPRESS$ HIS ADMIRATION = ! ,RUSSIAN TR\PE4 ,MR4 ,HORNBL[ ALSO KNEW ! P]SON BEH9D ,MISS ,SMI? & HAD ALWAYS BE5 V]Y *>M+ TO ?AT DANG]\S 9DIVIDUAL4 

,MR4 ,HORNBL[ GAVE US A ROYAL WELCOME4 ,HE LIK$ ! IDEA ( ! TE/IMONIAL & HE SUGGE/$ ?AT ! ?REE ( US CALL ON ,H>RISON ,GRAY ,FISKE1 LESSEE ( ! ,MANHATTAN ,!AT] & SUCCESSFUL MANAG] ( ,MRS4 ,FISKE4 ,MR4 ,FISKE WAS 9T]E/$ IMM$IATELY2 HE W\LD GIVE US ALL ! HELP WE NE$$ & HE ALSO W\LD 9DUCE HIS WIFE TO P>TICIPATE4 ,BUT HE C\LD NOT (F] US ! !AT]2 IT HAD BE5 CONDEMN$ BY ! BUILD+-DEP>TM5T & WAS SOON TO BE TORN D[N4 ,! 9T]VIEW OV]1 ,MR4 ,HORNBL[ ASK$ US TO WAIT 9 ! HALL1 AS HE HAD SOME?+ PRIVATE TO SAY TO ,MR4 ,FISKE4 ,SOON ! LATT] CAME \T ( HIS (FICE &1 PLAC+ BO? H&S ON MY %\LD]S1 CRI$3 0,EMMA ,GOLDMAN1 >5'T Y\ A%AM$ ( Y\RSELF TO COME TO ME UND] AN ASSUM$ NAME8 ,DON'T Y\ KN[ ?AT ,MRS4 ,FISKE & ,I HAVE ALWAYS BE5 D5\NC$ AS REBELS & TR\BLEMAK]S BECAUSE WE 9TRODUCE MOD]N PLAYS & REFUSE TO B[ TO ! !AT] TRU/8 ,MISS ,SMI?1 9DE$6 ,:O ! HELL IS ,MISS ,SMI?8 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN --- ?AT'S ! GIRL6 ,N[ %AKE1 & DON'T EV] D\BT ME AGA940 

,MORE HELP & 5C\RAGEM5T CAME FROM O!R QU>T]S4 ,F\R MAT9EES 9 ! ,CRIT]ION ,!AT] & TWO \T-(-T[N 5GAGEM5TS--,BO/ON = A WEEK1 & ,*ICAGO = A =TNI<T--PUT NEW LIFE 9TO ! ,RUSSIAN TR\PE4 ,! MAT9EES W]E MADE POSSIBLE BY A GR\P ( ,AM]ICAN WOM51 ADMIR]S ( ,ORL5EFF1 ! MO/ ACTIVE AMONG !M BE+ ,E!L ,B>RYMORE & TWO SOCIETY WOM51 C\S9S ( ,PRESID5T ,ROOSEVELT4 

,! ,BO/ON & ,*ICAGO 5GAGEM5TS TOOK CONSID]ABLE CORRESPOND5CE TO MAT]IALIZE4 ,:5 EV]Y?+ WAS READY1 ,ORL5EFF 9SI/$ ?AT ,I ACCOMPANY ! TR\PE4 ,9 ,BO/ON IT WAS ! ,TW5TIE? ,C5TURY ,CLUB ?AT DID ! MO/ TO AID ,ORL5EFF & ,NAZIMOVA4 ,AT ! V>I\S RECEPTIONS GIV5 9 !IR HONOR BY ! CLUB ,I MET ,PR(ESSOR ,LEO ,WI5] & O!R ,H>V>D M51 ,MRS4 ,OLE ,BULL1 :O WAS V]Y ACTIVE = ! SUCCESS ( ! TR\PE1 ,MR4 ,NA?AN ,HASKELL ,DOLE1 ! TRANSLATOR ( ,RUSSIAN WORKS1 ,DR4 ,KONIKOV1 & SCORES ( O!R LEAD+ ,BO/ONIANS4 

,*ICAGO PROV$ TO BE MU* MORE SATISFACTORY4 ,! SOCIAL GR\PS ( ! CITY BACK+ ! V5TURE1 9CLUD+ ! ,JEWI% & ,RUSSIAN RADICALS1 COMB9$ TO FILL ! ,/UDEBAK] ,!AT] NI<T AFT] NI<T4 ,NOT)/&+ ! NUM]\S SOCIAL AFFAIRS1 ,I REPEAT$LY MANAG$ TO /EAL AWAY TO DELIV] LECTURES >RANG$ BY MY COMRADES4 ,MY 0D\BLE0 LIFE W\LD HAVE %OCK$ MANY A ,PURITAN1 BUT ,I L$ IT QUITE BRAVELY4 ,I HAD GOT US$ TO %$D+ ! SK9 ( ,MISS ,SMI? & WE>+ MY [N1 BUT ON SEV]AL OCCASIONS ! PROCESS FAIL$ TO WORK4 

,! FIR/ TIME WAS :5 ,ORL5EFF & HIS LEAD+ LADY W]E 9VIT$ TO ! HOME ( ,B>ON VON ,S*LIPP5BA*1 ! ,RUSSIAN CONSUL4 ,I TOLD ,ORL5EFF ?AT NOT EV5 = HIS SAKE C\LD ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN BE COM=TABLE1 9 ANY GUISE1 UND] ! RO( ( A P]SON ?AT REPRES5T$ ! ,RUSSIAN IMP]IAL BUT*]4 ,ANO!R OCCASION WAS 9 CONNECTION ) ! ,HULL ,H\SE4 ,I HAD MET ,JANE ,ADDAMS AS ,E4 ,G4 ,SMI? AT ! (FICE ( ! ,/UDEBAK] ,!AT] :5 %E HAD COME TO ORD] SEATS4 ,IT HAD BE5 A BUS9ESS TRANSACTION1 ON NEUTRAL GR\ND1 CALL+ = NO 5LI<T5M5T AS TO MY ID5TITY4 ,BUT TO COME TO H] SANCTUM UND] AN ASSUM$ NAME1 :5 %E H]SELF WAS SUPPOS$ TO /& = ADVANC$ SOCIAL IDEAS1 SEEM$ AN UNFAIR ADVANTAGE & WAS DI/A/EFUL TO ME4 ,I !RE=E CALL$ UP ,MISS ,ADDAMS TO TELL H] ?AT ,MISS ,SMI? C\LD NOT ATT5D H] ,ORL5EFF P>TY1 BUT ?AT ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN W\LD1 IF WELCOME4 ,I C\LD HE> BY ! CAT* 9 H] BREA? ?AT ! DISCLOSURE HAD BE5 MADE SOME:AT TOO SUDD5LY4 

,:5 ,I RELAT$ ! 9CID5T TO ,ORL5(F1 HE GOT V]Y ANGRY4 ,HE KNEW ?AT ,JANE ,ADDAMS HAD MADE A GREAT FUSS OV] ,KROPOTK9 DUR+ HIS VISIT 9 ,*ICAGO1 ?AT %E HAD HUNG H] PLACE ) ! ,RUSSIAN PEASANT WORK1 & ?AT %E & H] HELP]S HAD WORN ,RUSSIAN PEASANT CO/UMES4 ,H[ C\LD %E1 !N1 OBJECT TO ME1 HE WOND]$4 ,I EXPLA9$ ?AT ,PET]1 :O HAT$ DISPLAY ( ANY K9D1 C]TA9LY HAD HAD NO?+ TO DO ) ! ,RUSSIANIZATION ( ,HULL ,H\SE2 FUR!RMORE1 ,I DID NOT HAPP5 TO BE KN[N TO ,MISS ,ADDAMS AS A PR9CESS4 

,!RE W]E O!R RECEPTIONS = MY ,RUSSIANS1 ONE AT ! ,UNIV]SITY1 ! O!R AT ! HOME ( ,MRS4 ,L4 ,C4 ,C\NLEY-,W>D4 ,I ATT5D$ BO? ( !M UND] MY SAFE PASSPORT4 ,MRS4 ,W>D LIV$ ON ! LAKE FRONT 9 A PALATIAL HOME4 ,!RE WAS A L>GE CR[D AT ! P>TY1 MORE CURI\S ?AN 9T]E/$4 ,! HO/ESS H]SELF WAS V]Y UNPRET5TI\S & MO/ *>M+4 ,IT WAS1 H[EV]1 H] MO!R1 A WOMAN ( EI<TY1 A SWEET & DI/+UI%$-LOOK+ LADY1 :O WON MY HE>T4 ,9 SIMPLE MANN] %E 5T]TA9$ US ) AN ACC\NT ( H] EXPLOITS 9 ! ABOLITION MOVEM5T & 9 ! PIONE] WORK = WOMAN'S EMANCIPATION4 ,H] FLU%$ FACE & BRI<T EYES EVID5C$ ?AT %E /ILL PRES]V$ ! REBELLI\S SPIRIT ( H] Y\?1 & ,I FELT UNCOM=TABLE TO HAVE /OL5 9TO H] GRACI\S PRES5CE UND] A FALSE NAME4 ,! NEXT DAY ,I WROTE H] & H] DAU<T] ASK+ =GIV5ESS = MY DECEPTION & EXPLA9+ ! REASON ?AT COMPELL$ ME TO LIVE & WORK UND] A PSEUDONYM4 ,I RECEIV$ BEAUTIFUL LETT]S FROM BO? ( !M1 SAY+ ?AT !Y HAD UND]/OOD IT WAS ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN :O HAD HONOR$ !IR HOME4 ,= A NUMB] ( YE>S !REAFT] WE KEPT 9 T\* ) EA* O!R4 

,UPON \R RETURN TO ,NEW ,YORK1 ,ORL5EFF 9=M$ ME ?AT HE W\LD LIKE TO REMA9 9 ,AM]ICA = SEV]AL SEASONS IF A GU>ANTEE FUND C\LD BE RAIS$4 ,I SUBMITT$ ! IDEA TO SOME ( ! PEOPLE 9T]E/$ 9 ! ,RUSSIAN TR\PE4 ,AT ! 5D ( SEV]AL CONF]5CES SIXTE5 ?\S& DOLL>S WAS RAIS$ & MORE PL$G$4 ,SOMEONE SUGGE/$ ?AT ,ORL5EFF GO UND] ! MANAGEM5T ( ,*>LES ,FROHMAN4 ,ORL5EFF FELT \TRAG$2 HE HAD NEV] SUBMITT$ TO SU* A YOKE 9 ,RUSSIA1 HE DECL>$2 MU* LESS W\LD HE DO IT 9 ,AM]ICA4 ,!RE WAS ONLY ONE MANAG] HE W\LD RECOGNIZE1 & ?AT WAS 0,MISS ,EMMA40 ,HE KNEW ?AT ,I W\LD NEV] ATTEMPT TO 9T]F]E1 AS ! ORD9>Y MANAG] USUALLY DOES1 ) :AT HE WAS TO PLAY OR H[4 

,! DISAPPO9TM5T OV] ! COMMITTEE'S DET]M9ATION TO *ANGE HIS MANAGEM5T1 & ! DECISION ( ,MME ,NAZIMOVA TO REMA9 9 ,AM]ICA & PREP>E H]SELF = ! ,5GLI% /AGE1 HAD A V]Y DEPRESS+ EFFECT ON ,ORL5EFF4 ,HE WAS SO SET ON LEAV+ ! C\NTRY ?AT HE W\LD NO LONG] CONT9UE ) ! TE/IMONIAL WE HAD PLANN$4 

,DUR+ MY CONNECTION ) HIS WORK ,ORL5EFF HAD (T5 URG$ ME TO ACCEPT A SAL>Y4 ,AT NO TIME HAD !RE BE5 5\< MONEY 9 HIS TREASURY = SU* AN EXTRA EXP5SE1 & HE ALWAYS 9SI/$ ?AT ! COMPANY BE PAID FIR/1 EV5 :5 HE & ,NAZIMOVA HAD TO GO %ORT4 ,! LITTLE !Y DID GET WAS DUE 5TIRELY TO H] RES\RCEFULNESS4 ,\T ( ALMO/ NO?+ AT ALL & ) ! HELP ( ONLY H] ,RUSSIAN MAID ,ALLA ,NAZIMOVA MANAG$ TO CREATE ALL ! CO/UMES1 NOT ALONE = H]SELF1 BUT = ! :OLE TR\PE2 ?US ALSO W]E ALL ! C\RT DRESSES = ,CZ> ,FEODOR1 RI* & COLORFUL AS !Y W]E1 MADE BY H]4 ,BUT SMALL AS ! RETURNS W]E1 ,ORL5EFF WANT$ ME TO HAVE A %>E 9 !M4 ,I HAD REFUS$ BECAUSE ,I HAD BE5 E>N+ MY LIV+1 & ,I C\LD NOT BE> TO BE AN ADDITIONAL BURD54 ,ORL5EFF HAD ONCE ASK$ ME :AT ,I W\LD LIKE TO DO MO/ IF ,I HAD MONEY1 & ,I HAD REPLI$ ?AT ,I %\LD WANT TO PUBLI% A MAGAZ9E ?AT W\LD COMB9E MY SOCIAL IDEAS ) ! Y\NG /RIV+S 9 ! V>I\S >T =MS 9 ,AM]ICA4 ,MAX & ,I HAD (T5 DISCUSS$ SU* A V5TURE1 GREATLY NE$$4 ,IT HAD BE5 \R *]I%$ DREAM = A LONG TIME1 ?\< APP>5TLY HOPELESS4 ,N[ ,ORL5EFF BROA*$ ! MATT] AGA91 & ,I SUBMITT$ MY PLAN TO HIM4 ,HE (F]$ TO GIVE A SPECIAL P]=MANCE = ! PURPOSE & PROMIS$ TO SEE ,NAZIMOVA AB\T PLAY+ ,/R9DB]G'S ,C\NTESS ,JULIA1 A DRAMA %E HAD ALWAYS WANT$ TO PRES5T ) HIM4 ,HE DID NOT C>E P>TICUL>LY = ! P>T ( ,JEAN1 HE SAID1 BUT 0,Y\ HAVE DONE SO MU* = ME10 HE ADD$1 0,I WILL /AGE ! PIECE40 

,BE=E LONG1 ,ORL5EFF HAD SET A DEF9ITE DATE = ! P]=MANCE4 ,WE R5T$ ! ,B]KELEY ,!AT]1 PR9T$ ANN\NCEM5TS & TICKETS1 &1 ) ! HELP ( ,/ELLA & A FEW Y\NG COMRADES1 SET TO WORK TO FILL ! H\SE4 ,AT ! SAME TIME WE >RANG$ A GA!R+ AT #ba ,EA/ ,?IRTE5? ,/REET1 TO :I* WE 9VIT$ A NUMB] ( PEOPLE WE KNEW W\LD BE 9T]E/$ 9 ! MAGAZ9E V5TURE WE HAD 9 M9D3 ,$W9 ,BJORKMAN1 ! TRANSLATOR ( ,/R9DB]G1 ,AMI ,MALI ,HICKS1 ,SADAKI*I ,H>TMANN1 ,JOHN ,R4 ,CORYELL1 & SOME ( \R COMRADES4 ,:5 \R FRI5DS LEFT ?AT NI<T1 ! EXPECT$ *ILD HAD A NAME1 ,! ,OP5 ,ROAD1 AS WELL AS FO/]-P>5TS & A HO/ ( O!RS ANXI\S TO HELP 9 ITS C>E4 

,I WALK$ ON AIR4 ,AT LA/ MY PREP>ATORY WORK ( YE>S WAS AB\T TO TAKE COMPLETE =M6 ,! SPOK5 WORD1 FLEET+ AT BE/1 WAS NO LONG] TO BE MY ONLY M$IUM ( EXPRESSION1 ! PLAT=M NOT ! ONLY PLACE :]E ,I C\LD FEEL AT HOME4 ,!RE W\LD BE ! PR9T$ ?\<T1 MORE LA/+ 9 ITS EFFECT1 & A PLACE ( EXPRESSION = ! IDEALI/S 9 >T & LETT]S4 ,9 ,! ,OP5 ,ROAD !Y %\LD SPEAK )\T FE> ( ! C5SOR4 ,EV]YBODY :O LONG$ TO ESCAPE RIGID MOLDS1 POLITICAL & SOCIAL PREJUDICES1 & PETTY MORAL DEM&S %\LD HAVE A *ANCE TO TRAVEL ) US 9 ,! ,OP5 ,ROAD4 

,AMID ! REHE>SALS ( ,C\NTESS ,JULIA A SW>M ( CR$ITORS DESC5D$ UPON ,ORL5EFF4 ,!Y HAD HIM >RE/$ & ! !AT] CLOS$1 & ,I HAD TO DROP MY WORK TO F9D BONDSM5 & SOMEONE TO PAY HIS R5T4 ,:5 ?+S W]E >RANG$ & ,ORL5EFF RELEAS$1 HE WAS TOO DI/RESS$ BY HIS EXP]I5CE TO CONT9UE ! REHE>SALS4 ,!RE W]E ONLY TWO WEEKS LEFT BE=E ! OP5+ NI<T1 & ,I KNEW HE W\LD NOT GO ON ! /AGE UNLESS HE WAS SURE ( HIS P>T4 ,TO RELIEVE HIS MIS]Y ,I SUGGE/$ ?AT HE GIVE SOME O!R PLAY 9 :I* HE HAD ALREADY APPE>$4 ,WE AGRE$ ON ,<O/S1 ! *>ACT] ( ,OSWALD BE+ AMONG ,ORL5EFF'S GREATE/ CREATIONS4 ,UN=TUNATELY1 !AT] AUDI5CES DO NOT C>E TO SEE ! SAME PLAY MANY TIMES2 :5 ! *ANGE ( PROGRAM WAS ANN\NC$1 A NUMB] ( PEOPLE DEM&$ !IR MONEY BACK4 ,!Y WANT$ TO SEE ,C\NTESS ,JULIA & NO?+ ELSE4 ,WE %\LD HAVE HAD A SUB/ANTIAL TURN-\T1 ANYH[1 HAD ! GODS NOT *OS5 ! NI<T ( ! P]=MANCE = S5D+ D[N A TORR5T ( RA94 ,! ?\S& DOLL>S OR MORE WE HAD HOP$ TO REALIZE DW9DL$ D[N TO TWO HUNDR$ & FIFTY1 A SORRY CAPITAL ) :I* TO LAUN* A MAGAZ9E4 ,\R DISAPPO9TM5T WAS GREAT1 BUT WE REFUS$ TO LET IT AFFECT \R ZEAL4 

,WE HAD 5\< = ! FIR/ NUMB]1 :I* WE DECID$ TO ISSUE 9 ! HI/ORIC REVOLUTION>Y MON? ( ,M>*4 ,:AT O!R FREE-LANCE PUBLICATION HAD EV] />T$ ) MORE8 ,MEAN:ILE WE S5T \T A G5]AL APPEAL TO \R FRI5DS4 ,AMONG ! RESPONSES WE RECEIV$ ONE FROM ,COLORADO BE>+ ! HEAD+3 ,! ,OP5 ,ROAD4 ,IT ?REAT5$ TO SET ! LAW ON US = 9FR+EM5T ( COPYRI<T6 ,POOR ,WALT ,:ITMAN W\LD HAVE SURELY TURN$ 9 HIS GRAVE IF HE KNEW ?AT SOMEONE HAD D>$ TO LEGALIZE ! TITLE ( HIS GREAT POEM4 ,BUT !RE WAS NO?+ = US TO DO EXCEPT TO *RI/5 ! *ILD DIFF]5TLY4 ,FRI5DS S5T 9 NEW NAMES1 BUT WE DID NOT F9D ONE EXPRESS+ \R MEAN+4 

,:ILE VISIT+ ! LITTLE F>M ONE ,SUNDAY1 ,MAX & ,I W5T = A BUGGY RIDE4 ,IT WAS E>LY 9 ,FEBRU>Y1 BUT ALREADY ! AIR WAS P]FUM$ BY ! BALM ( SPR+4 ,! SOIL WAS BEG9N+ TO BREAK FREE FROM ! GRIP ( W9T]1 A FEW SPECKS ( GRE5 ALREADY %[+ & 9DICAT+ LIFE G]M9AT+ 9 ! WOMB ( ,MO!R ,E>?4 0,MO!R ,E>?10 ,I ?\<T2 0:Y1 ?AT'S ! NAME ( \R *ILD6 ,! N\RI%] ( MAN1 MAN FRE$ & UNH9D]$ 9 HIS ACCESS TO ! FREE E>?60 ,! TITLE RANG 9 MY E>S LIKE AN OLD =GOTT5 /RA94 ,! NEXT DAY WE RETURN$ TO ,NEW ,YORK & PREP>$ ! COPY = ! 9ITIAL NUMB] ( ! MAGAZ9E4 ,IT APPE>$ ON ! FIR/ ( ,M>* #a#i#f1 9 SIXTY-F\R PAGES4 ,ITS NAME WAS ,MO!R ,E>?4 

,PAUL ,ORL5(F SAIL$ BACK TO ,RUSSIA SOON AFT]W>DS1 LEAV+ A L>GE P>T ( HIMSELF 9 ! HE>TS ( ALL ( US :O HAD EXULT$ 9 HIS G5IUS4 ,! ,AM]ICAN !AT] & :AT PASS$ AS DRAMA 9 ! C\NTRY SEEM$1 !REAFT]1 COMMONPLACE & VULG> TO ME4 ,BUT ,I HAD NEW WORK TO DO1 FASC9AT+ & ABSORB+4 

,) ,MO!R ,E>? (F ! PRESS & MAIL$ TO \R SUBSCRIB]S1 ,I LEFT A SUB/ITUTE 9 MY (FICE &1 TOGE!R ) ,MAX1 />T$ ON T\R4 ,WE HAD L>GE AUDI5CES 9 ,TORONTO1 ,CLEVEL&1 & ,BUFFALO4 ,IT WAS MY FIR/ VISIT TO ! LA/-NAM$ CITY S9CE #a#i#a4 ,! POLICE W]E /ILL HAUNT$ BY ! %ADES ( ,CZOLGOSZ2 !Y W]E 9 =CE & COMM&$ ?AT NO LANGUAGE BUT ,5GLI% BE SPOK54 ,?AT PREV5T$ ,MAX FROM DELIV]+ HIS ADDRESS1 BUT ,I DID NOT P]MIT ! OPPORTUNITY TO PASS )\T PAY+ MY RESPECTS TO ! POLICE4 ,! SECOND MEET+1 ! NEXT EV5+1 WAS /OPP$ BE=E WE C\LD GET 9TO ! HALL4 

,:ILE /ILL 9 ,BUFFALO1 WE RECEIV$ ! NEWS ( ! DEA? ( ,JOHANN ,MO/4 ,HE HAD BE5 ON A LECTURE T\R & HAD DI$ 9 ,C9C9NATI1 FI<T+ = HIS IDEAL TO ! V]Y LA/4 ,MAX HAD LOV$ ,MO/ DEVOT$LY & HE WAS QUITE UNN]V$ BY ! BL[4 ,& ,I --ALL MY E>LY FEEL+ = ,HANNES N[ P]TURB$ ME AS IF !RE HAD NEV] BE5 ! BITT] CLA% ?AT SEP>AT$ US4 ,EV]Y?+ HE HAD GIV5 ME 9 ! YE>S :5 HE HAD 9SPIR$ & TAU<T ME /OOD BE=E ME N[ & MADE ME REALIZE ! S5SELESSNESS ( ?AT FEUD4 ,MY [N LONG /RUGGLE TO F9D MY BE>+S1 ! DISILLUSIONM5TS & DISAPPO9TM5TS ,I HAD EXP]I5C$1 HAD MADE ME LESS DOGMATIC 9 MY DEM&S ON PEOPLE ?AN ,I HAD BE54 ,!Y HAD HELP$ ME TO UND]/& ! H>D & LONELY LIFE ( ! REBEL :O HAD F\<T = AN UNPOPUL> CAUSE4 ,:ATEV] BITT]NESS ,I HAD FELT AGA9/ MY OLD TEA*] HAD GIV5 WAY TO DEEP SYMPA?Y LONG BE=E HIS DEA?4 

,I HAD TRI$ ON SEV]AL OCCASIONS TO LET HIM FEEL ! *ANGE 9 ME1 BUT HIS UNYIELD+ ATTITUDE CONV9C$ ME ?AT !RE HAD BE5 NO CORRESPOND+ *ANGE 9 HIM4 ,! FIR/ TIME ,I HAD APPROA*$ HIM1 AFT] MANY YE>S1 HAD BE5 9 #a#i#c1 AT A RECEPTION GIV5 UPON HIS RELEASE AFT] HIS ?IRD T]M AT ,BLACKWELL'S ,ISL&4 ,HIS HAIR HAD GR[N :ITE1 YET HIS FACE WAS /ILL RUDDY & HIS BLUE EYES %ONE ) ! OLD FIRE4 ,WE COLLID$ NE> ! /EPS ( ! PLAT=M1 HE COM+ D[N AS ,I WAS GO+ UP TO SPEAK4 ,)\T ! LEA/ SIGN ( RECOGNITION1 )\T A WORD1 HE /EPP$ COLDLY ASIDE TO LET ME PASS4 ,LAT] 9 ! DAY ,I SAW HIM SURR\ND$ BY A LOT ( HANG]S-ON4 ,I LONG$ TO GO OV] & TAKE HIM BY ! H&1 AS 9 ! OLD DAYS1 BUT HIS COLD />E WAS /ILL UPON ME & MADE ME TURN AWAY4 

,9 #aid ,MO/ GAVE A P]=MANCE ( ,HAUPTMANN'S ,WEAV]S AT ! ,?ALIA ,!AT]4 ,HIS 9T]PRETATION ( ,BAUM]T WAS A SUP]B PIECE ( ACT+ ?AT BR\<T BACK TO MEMORY ALL HE HAD TOLD ME ( HIS PASSIONATE YE>N+ = ! !AT]4 ,H[ DIFF]5T HIS LIFE MI<T HAVE BE5 HAD HE BE5 ABLE TO SATISFY ?AT CRAV+6 ,RECOGNITION & GLORY 9/EAD ( HATR$1 P]SECUTION1 & PRISON4 

,AGA9 ! OLD FEEL+ = ,MO/ WELL$ UP 9 MY HE>T1 & ,I W5T BEH9D ! /AGE TO TELL HIM H[ SPL5DIDLY HE HAD PLAY$4 ,HE ACCEPT$ MY PRAISE 9 ! SAME MANN] AS BE DID ?AT ( ! SCORES ( O!RS :O FLOCK$ AB\T HIM4 ,IT APP>5TLY MEANT NO?+ MORE TO HIM4 

,! LA/ TIME ,I SAW ,MO/ WAS AT ! GREAT MEMORIAL MEET+ = ,L\ISE ,MI*EL4 ,%E HAD DI$ :ILE LECTUR+ 9 ,M>SEILLES1 9 ,FEBRU>Y #a#i#e4 ,H] DEA? HAD UNIT$ ALL ! REVOLUTION>Y SECTIONS ( ,NEW ,YORK 9 A DEMON/RATION 9 HONOR ( ! WOND]FUL WOMAN4 ,TOGE!R ) ,CA!R9E ,BRE%KOVSKAYA & ,ALEX&] ,JONAS1 ,MO/ REPRES5T$ ! OLD GU>D ?AT CAME TO PAY HOMAGE TO ! DEAD REBEL & FI<T]4 ,I WAS LI/$ TO SPEAK AFT] ,MO/4 ,WE /OOD ON ! PLAT=M SIDE BY SIDE = A MOM5T4 ,IT WAS ! FIR/ TIME 9 YE>S ?AT WE HAD BE5 SE5 TOGE!R 9 PUBLIC1 & ! AUDI5CE EVID5C$ GREAT 5?USIASM4 ,MO/ TURN$ AWAY FROM ME1 )\T EV5 A GREET+1 & LEFT )\T ANO!R LOOK 9 MY DIRECTION4 

,& N[ ! OLD W>RIOR WAS DEAD6 ,SADNESS OV]CAME ME AT ! ?\<T ( ! SUFF]+ ?AT HAD MADE HIM SO 9EXORABLE & H>%4 

,:5 ,MAX & ,I RETURN$ TO ,NEW ,YORK1 WE LE>N$ ?AT A MEMORIAL MEET+ WAS BE+ >RANG$ = ,MO/1 TO TAKE PLACE 9 ! ,GR& ,C5TRAL ,PALACE4 ,WE W]E BO? ASK$ TO SPEAK4 ,I WAS 9=M$ ?AT ! 9VITATION TO ME HAD BE5 PROTE/$ AGA9/ BY SOME ( ,MO/'S SUPPORT]S1 ESPECIALLY HIS WIFE1 :O CONSID]$ IT 0SACRILEGI\S0 = ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN TO PAY TRIBUTE TO ,JOHANN ,MO/4 ,I HAD NO DESIRE TO 9TRUDE1 BUT ! Y\NG] COMRADES 9 ! ,G]MAN RANKS1 AS WELL AS MANY ( ! ,YIDDI% AN>*I/S1 9SI/$ ON MY SPEAK+4 

,ON ! APPO9T$ AFT]NOON ! PLACE WAS CR[D$1 EV]Y ,G]MAN & ,YIDDI% LABOR ORGANIZATION BE+ REPRES5T$ AT ! GA!R+4 ,!RE W]E ALSO GREAT NUMB]S FROM \R [N RANKS1 FROM EV]Y =EIGN-LANGUAGE AN>*I/ GR\P4 ,IT WAS AN IMPRESSIVE AFFAIR & PROV$ ! GREAT APPRECIATION ( ! G5IUS & SPIRIT ( ,JOHANN ,MO/4 ,I SPOKE ONLY A %ORT TIME1 BUT ,I WAS TOLD AFT]W>DS ?AT MY TRIBUTE TO MY OLD TEA*] HAD AFFECT$ EV5 MY 5EMIES 9 ! ,FREIHEIT GR\P4 

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