,VOLUME #a1 ,*APT] #ca 

#aicaaica 

,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN 

,TEXT 3 

  

,PHOTO BY ,J5NIF] ,PICK5S1,C,C ,B,Y-,N,C-,N,D ,LIC5SE ,LIV+ ,MY ,LIFE 

  

BY ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN 

  

,VOLUME ONE 

,NEW ,YORK3 ,ALFR$ ,A ,KNOPF ,9C41 #a#i#c#a4 

,*APT] #ca 

,\R HE>+S ON ! *>GE ( CRIM9AL AN>*Y W]E REPEAT$LY PO/PON$ & F9ALLY DROPP$ ALTOGE!R4 ,?AT SET ME FREE TO />T ON MY PROJECT$ T\R TO ! ,COA/1 ! FIR/ S9CE #a#h#i#g4 ,BE=E ,I HAD GONE V]Y F>1 MY MEET+S W]E /OPP$ BY ! POLICE 9 ?REE CITIES--,COLUMBUS1 ,TOL$O1 & ,DETROIT4 

,! ACTION ( ! AU?ORITIES 9 ,TOL$O WAS ESPECIALLY REPREH5SIBLE BECAUSE ! ,MAYOR1 ,BR& ,:ITLOCK1 WAS SUPPOS$ TO BE A MAN ( ADVANC$ IDEAS1 KN[N AS A ,TOL/OYAN & 0PHILOSOPHICAL0 AN>*I/4 ,I HAD MET A NUMB] ( ,AM]ICAN 9DIVIDUALI/S :O CALL$ !MSELVES PHILOSOPHICAL AN>*I/S4 ,ON CLOS] ACQUA9TANCE !Y 9V>IABLY PROV$ NEI!R PHILOSOPH]S NOR AN>*I/S1 & !IR BELIEF 9 FREE SPEE* ALWAYS HAD A 0BUT0 TO IT4 

,MAYOR ,:ITLOCK1 H[EV]1 WAS ALSO A S+LE-TAX]1 A MEMB] ( A GR\P ( ,AM]ICANS :O /OOD \T AS ! MO/ VALIANT *AMPIONS ( FREE SPEE* & PRESS4 ,9 FACT1 ! S+LE-TAX]S HAD ALWAYS BE5 ! FIR/ TO SUPPORT ME 9 MY FI<TS AGA9/ POLICE 9T]F]5CE4 ,I WAS !RE=E GREATLY SURPRIS$ TO F9D A S+LE-TAX MAYOR GUILTY ( ! SAME >BITR>Y ATTITUDE AS ANY ORD9>Y CITY (FICIAL4 ,I ASK$ SOME ( HIS ADMIR]S H[ !Y C\LD EXPLA9 SU* BEHAVIOR ON ! P>T ( A MAN LIKE ,:ITLOCK4 ,MU* TO MY A/ONI%M5T1 !Y 9=M$ ME ?AT HE WAS UND] ! IMPRESSION ?AT ,I HAD COME TO ,TOL$O = ! EXPRESS PURPOSE ( FOM5T+ TR\BLE AMONG ! AUTOMOBILE-WORK]S !N ON /RIKE4 ,HE WAS TRY+ TO BR+ AB\T A SETTLEM5T BETWE5 ! BOSSES & !IR EMPLOYES1 & HE ?\<T IT BE/ NOT TO P]MIT ME TO SPEAK4 

0,EVID5TLY Y\R ,MAYOR KN[S ?AT HIS SETTLEM5T IS LIKELY TO B5EFIT ! [N]S & NOT ! /RIK]S10 ,I REM>K$1 0ELSE HE W\LD NOT FE> :AT ,I MI<T SAY40 

,I 9=M$ !M ?AT UNTIL ,I >RIV$ 9 ,TOL$O1 ,I HAD NOT EV5 KN[N AB\T ! /RIKE4 ,I HAD COME TO LECTURE ON ! 0,MISCONCEPTIONS  ( ,AN>*ISM40 ,I *E]FULLY ADMITT$1 H[EV]1 ?AT IF ! /RIK]S ASK$ ME TO SPEAK1 ,I %\LD TELL !M TO /E] CLE> ( POLITICIANS1 :O >E ! WOR/ M$DL]S & :O HELP TO BREAK ! BACKBONE ( EV]Y ECONOMIC /RUGGLE4 ,?IS WAS REPORT$ TO A GR\P ( ,AM]ICAN LIB]ALS1 :O AT ONCE SET TO WORK TO >RANGE A SPECIAL MEET+ = ME4 

,! MO/ SPIRIT$ AMONG !M WAS A V5]ABLE OLD WOMAN1 ,MRS4 ,KATE ,B4 ,%]WOOD4 ,9 ABOLITION TIMES %E HAD HELP$ MANY A FUGITIVE SLAVE TO SAFETY1 & %E DID NOT *ANGE ) ! YE>S4 ,%E WAS A F]V5T FEM9I/1 A GREAT LIB]T>IAN 9 ECONOMIC & $UCATIONAL FIELDS1 AS WELL AS A LOVABLE P]SONALITY4 ,! DE> LADY MU/ HAVE READ ! ,RIOT ,ACT TO ! ,MAYOR1 BECAUSE !RE WAS NO FUR!R 9T]F]5CE 9 ,TOL$O ) MY LECTURES4 

,9 ,M9NEAPOLIS ,I HAD AN AMUS+ EXP]I5CE4 ,I WAS 9VIT$ TO ADDRESS AN ORGANIZATION ( PR(ESSIONAL M5 KN[N AS ! ,SPOOK ,CLUB4 ,I WAS TOLD ?AT NO WOMAN HAD EV] BE=E BE5 ADMITT$ 9TO ! HOLY PRES5CE ( ! ,SPOOK]S1 BUT ?AT ,I HAD BE5 MADE AN EXCEPTION4 ,NOT BELIEV+ 9 SPECIAL PRIVILEGES1 ,I WROTE TO ! CLUB ?AT 9 MY CAPACITY AS NURSE ,I HAD NEV] KN[N N]V\SNESS :5 ,I HAD TO LAY \T ! DEAD4 ,BUT TO FACE LIV+ CORPSES ALONE W\LD PROVE DISCONC]T+ TO ME4 ,I W\LD BRAVE ! TASK ( PREP>+ ! ,SPOOK]S = BURIAL IF ,I C\LD HAVE A FEW HUSKY MEMB]S ( MY [N SEX TO ASSI/ ME4 ,! POOR ,SPOOK ,CLUB WAS FLABB]GA/$4 ,TO CONS5T TO MY REQUE/ 9VOLV$ ! DANG] ( A FEMALE 9VASION4,TO REFUSE WAS TO EXPOSE !MSELVES TO PUBLIC RIDICULE4 ,MALE CONCEIT CONQU]$ ITS LILY-:ITE PURITY4 0,BR+ Y\R REGIM5T ALONG1 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN10 ! ,SPOOK]S REPLI$1 0& TAKE ! CONSEQU5CES40 ,MY WOM5 FRI5DS & ,I CREAT$ ALMO/ A REVOLUTION 9 ! CLUB4 ,ALAS1 NOT 9 ! HEADS1 BUT ONLY 9 ! HE>TS ( ! ,SPOOK]S4 ,WE MADE !M CONSCI\S ?AT !RE IS NO?+ DULL] 9 ALL ! WORLD ?AN EXCLUSIVE GA!R+S ( M5 OR ( WOM51 :O >E YET NEV] ABLE TO ELIM9ATE EA* O!R FROM !IR M9DS4 ,ON ?IS OCCASION EV]YBODY FELT RELIEF FROM SEX OBSESSION1 NATURAL & AT EASE4 ,! EV5+ WAS V]Y 9T]E/+4 ,9DE$1 ,I WAS ASSUR$ ?AT IT WAS CONSID]$ ! MO/ /IMULAT+ 9TELLECTUAL TREAT 9 ! CLUB'S HI/ORY1 & ! MO/ HIL>I\S BESIDES4 

,! LIB]AL ATTITUDE ( ! ,SPOOK]S T[>DS ME WAS ONLY P>T ( ! G5]AL *ANGE :I* HAD TAK5 PLACE 9 ! PA/ SIX YE>S 9 REG>D TO AN>*ISM4 ,! TONE ( ! PRESS WAS NO LONG] SO V9DICTIVE4 ,! PAP]S 9 ,TOL$O1 ,C9C9NATI1 ,TORONTO1 ,M9NEAPOLIS1 &  ,W9NIPEG W]E EXTRAORD9>ILY DEC5T 9 !IR REPORTS ( MY MEET+S4 ,9 A LONG $ITORIAL ONE ,W9NIPEG PAP] SAID3 

 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN HAS BE5 ACCUS$ ( ABUS+ FRE$OM ( SPEE* 9 ,W9NIPEG1 & ,AN>*ISM HAS BE5 D5\NC$ AS A SY/EM ?AT ADVOCATES MURD]4 ,AS A MATT] ( FACT1 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN 9DULG$1 :ILE 9 ,W9NIPEG1 9 NO DANG]\S RANT & MADE NO /ATEM5T ?AT DES]V$ MORE ?AN MOD]ATE CRITICISM ( ITS WISDOM OR LOGIC4 ,ALSO1 AS A MATT] ( FACT1 ! MAN :O CLAIMS ?AT ,AN>*ISM TEA*ES BOMB-?R[+ & VIOL5CE DOESN'T KN[ :AT HE IS TALK+ AB\T4 ,AN>*ISM IS AN IDEAL DOCTR9E ?AT IS N[1 & ALWAYS WILL BE1 UTT]LY IMPRACTICABLE4 ,SOME ( ! G5TLE/ & MO/ GIFT$ M5 ( ! WORLD BELIEVE 9 IT4 ,! FACT ALONE ?AT ,TOL/OY IS AN ,AN>*I/ IS CONCLUSIVE PRO( ?AT IT TEA*ES NO VIOL5CE4 

 ,WE ALL HAVE A RI<T TO LAU< AT ,AN>*Y AS A WILD DREAM4 ,WE ALL HAVE A RI<T TO AGREE OR DISAGREE ) ! TEA*+S ( ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN4 ,BUT WE %\LD NOT MAKE \RSELVES RIDICUL\S BY CRITICIZ+ A LECTUR] = ! ?+S ?AT %E DID NOT SAY1 NOR BY D5\NC+ AS VIOL5T & BLOODY A DOCTR9E ?AT PREA*ES ! OPPOSITE ( VIOL5CE4 

,AFT] MY COA/-TO-COA/ LECTURE T\R ,I RETURN$ TO ,NEW ,YORK AT ! 5D ( ,JUNE ) A NET RESULT ( A CONSID]ABLE NUMB] ( SUBSCRIB]S TO ,MO!R ,E>? & A SUB/ANTIAL SURPLUS FROM ! SALE ( LIT]ATURE TO SU/A9 ! MAGAZ9E DUR+ ! 9ACTIVE SUMM] MON?S4 

,9 ! E>LY SPR+ \R ,EUROPEAN COMRADES HAD ISSU$ A CALL = AN AN>*I/ CONGRESS TO BE HELD 9 ,AM/]DAM1 ,HOLL&1 9 ,AUGU/4 ,SOME ( ! GR\PS 9 ! CITIES ,I HAD VISIT$ HAD REQUE/$ ME TO ATT5D ! GA!R+ AS !IR DELEGATE4 ,IT WAS GRATIFY+ TO HAVE ! CONFID5CE ( MY COMRADES1 & ,EUROPE ALWAYS HAD ITS LURE = ME4 ,BUT !RE WAS ,SA%A1 ONLY ONE YE> \T ( PRISON1 & ,I HAD ALREADY BE5 AWAY FROM HIM = MON?S4 ,I LONG$ TO SEE HIM AGA9 & TO TRY TO BRIDGE ! GAP :I* HIS IMPRISONM5T HAD CREAT$ BETWE5 US4 

,SA%A HAD DONE SPL5DIDLY ON ,MO!R ,E>? :ILE ,I WAS AWAY4 ,HE HAD SURPRIS$ EV]YBODY BY ! VIGOR ( HIS /YLE & ! CL>ITY ( HIS ?\<TS4 ,IT WAS AN AMAZ+ A*IEVEM5T = A MAN :O HAD GONE 9TO PRISON IGNORANT ( ! ,5GLI% LANGUAGE & :O HAD NEV] WRITT5 = PUBLICATION BE=E4 ,HIS LETT]S TO ME DUR+ MY F\R MON?S ON T\R W]E FREE FROM DEPRESSION1 & HE %[$ MU* 9T]E/ 9 ! MAGAZ9E & MY WORK4 ,I WAS PR\D ( ,SA%A & HIS EF=TS1 & ,I WAS FULL ( HOPE ?AT WE MI<T YET DISPEL ! CL\DS ?AT  HAD BE5 HANG+ 9 \R SKY S9CE HE HAD RE5T]$ ! \TSIDE WORLD4 ,!SE CONSID]ATIONS MADE ME HESITATE TO GO TO ,AM/]DAM4 ,I W\LD DECIDE :5 ,I REA*$ ,NEW ,YORK1 ,I TOLD MY COMRADES4 

,ON MY RETURN ,I F\ND ,SA%A AS ,I HAD LEFT HIM--9 ! SAME M5TAL TURMOIL1 9 TORTUR+ CONFLICT BETWE5 ! VISION ?AT HAD 9SPIR$ HIS DE$ & ! REALITY ?AT CONFRONT$ HIM N[4 ,HE CONT9U$ TO DWELL 9 ! PA/1 9 ! MIRAGE HE HAD CREAT$ = HIMSELF DUR+ HIS LIV+ DEA?4 ,EV]Y?+ 9 ! PRES5T WAS ALI5 TO HIM1 MADE HIM W9CE & AVOID IT4 ,IT WAS BITT] IRONY ?AT ,I1 ( ALL ,SA%A'S FRI5DS1 %\LD CAUSE HIM ! DEEPE/ DISAPPO9TM5T & PA9--,I :O HAD NEV] HAD HIM \T ( MY M9D 9 ALL ! CRUEL YE>S1 OR \T ( MY HE>T1 NO MATT] :O ELSE HAD BE5 !RE1 NOT EV5 ,$1 :OM ,I HAD LOV$ MORE DEEPLY & 9T5SELY ?AN ANYONE ELSE4 ,YET IT WAS ,I :O MO/ R\S$ ,SA%A'S IMPATI5CE & RES5TM5T2 NOT 9 A P]SONAL S5SE1 BUT BECAUSE ( ! *ANGES ,I HAD UND]GONE 9 MY ATTITUDE TO LIFE1 TO PEOPLE1 & TO \R MOVEM5T4 ,WE DID NOT SEEM TO HAVE A S+LE ?\<T 9 COMMON4 ,YET ,I FELT B\ND TO ,SA%A1 B\ND = EV] BY ! TE>S & BLOOD ( F\RTE5 YE>S4 

,(T51 :5 ,I C\LD NO LONG] BE> UP UND] HIS C5SURE & CONDEMNATION1 ,I W\LD FI<T BACK ) H>% & BITT] WORDS1 !N RUN TO MY ROOM & CRY \T 9 PA9 AGA9/ ! DIFF]5CES ?AT W]E TE>+ US AP>T4 ,YET ,I W\LD ALWAYS COME BACK TO ,SA%A1 FEEL+ ?AT :ATEV] HE HAD SAID OR DONE WAS NO?+ 9 ! LI<T ( :AT HE HAD 5DUR$4 ,I KNEW ?AT W\LD EV] WEI< HEAVIE/ 9 ! BALANCE ) ME & BR+ ME TO HIS SIDE AT EV]Y MOM5T ( HIS NE$4 ,JU/ N[ IT SEEM$ ?AT ,I WAS ( LITTLE HELP4 ,SA%A APPE>$ TO FEEL MORE AT EASE :5 ,I WAS AWAY4 

,I DECID$ TO COMPLY ) ! REQUE/ ( MY ,WE/]N COMRADES TO REPRES5T !M AT ! AN>*I/ CONGRESS4 ,SA%A SAID HE W\LD CONT9UE ON ! MAGAZ9E UNTIL MY RETURN1 BUT ?AT HIS HE>T WAS NOT 9 ,MO!R ,E>?4 ,HE WANT$ A WEEKLY PROPAG&A PAP] ?AT W\LD REA* ! WORK]S4 ,HE HAD ALREADY DISCUSS$ ! PROJECT ) ,VOLTAIR9E DE ,CLEYRE1 ,H>RY ,KELLY1 & O!R FRI5DS4 ,!Y HAD AGRE$ ) HIM ?AT SU* A PAP] WAS NE$$ & HAD PROMIS$ TO SIGN AN APPEAL = ! NECESS>Y FUNDS4 ,!Y HAD BE5 WORRI$1 H[EV]1 ?AT ,I MI<T MISUND]/&1 ?AT ,I MI<T CONSID] ! NEW PUBLICATION A COMPETITOR ( ,MO!R ,E>?4 0,:AT A RIDICUL\S NOTION10 ,I PROTE/$2 0,I CLAIM NO MONOPOLY ( ! MOVEM5T4 ,BY ALL MEANS TRY TO GET \T A WEEKLY PAP]4 ,I WILL ADD MY NAME TO ! CALL40 ,SA%A WAS  QUITE MOV$1 EMBRAC$ ME T5D]LY1 & SAT D[N TO WRITE ! APPEAL4 ,MY POOR BOY6 ,IF ONLY ,I C\LD HAVE HAD ! ASSURANCE ?AT HIS PROJECT W\LD BR+ HIM PEACE1 HELP HIM BACK TO LIFE & TO ! WORK HIS MA/]Y ( LANGUAGE & HIS P5 %\LD 5ABLE HIM TO DO6 

,MORE & MORE ,I WAS BEG9N+ TO SEE ?AT !RE WAS AN 9N] RES5TM5T 9 ,SA%A1 P]HAPS NOT EV5 CONSCI\S1 AGA9/ BE+ P>T ( ! ACTIVITIES ,I HAD CREAT$ = MYSELF4 ,HE LONG$ = SOME?+ ( HIS [N MAK+1 SOME?+ ?AT W\LD EXPRESS HIS [N SELF4 ,I HOP$ F]V5TLY ?AT ! WEEKLY PAP] W\LD PROVE ! MEANS ( HIS RELEASE & ?AT IT MI<T SUCCE$4 

,I WAS GETT+ READY = MY TRIP ABROAD2 ,MAX WAS GO+1 TOO1 REPRES5T+ SOME ,G]MAN GR\PS AT ! ,AM/]DAM CONGRESS4 ,WE BO? NE$$ TO GET AWAY FROM \R 5VIRONM5T = A :ILE4 ,! F>M HAD NOT TURN$ \T ! ROSEATE REALITY HE HAD HOP$ =4 ,A F>M NEV] DOES = CITY PEOPLE :O COME TO ! L& ) ROMANTIC NOTIONS AB\T NATURE & ) NO ABILITY TO COPE ) H] H>D%IPS4 ,\R PLACE 9 ,OSS9+ HAD PROV$ TOO PRIMITIVE & ! W9T] TOO H>% = ,MAX'S LITTLE DAU<T]4 ,ANO!R REASON WAS ! ISOLATION ( ,MILLIE1 :I* %E WAS UNABLE TO BE>4 ,MY FRI5DS HAD MOV$ TO ! CITY & W]E TRY+ DESP]ATELY TO MAKE 5DS MEET1 ,MAX BY OCCASIONAL >TICLES = ,G]MAN PAP]S & CONTRIBUTIONS TO ,MO!R ,E>?1 ,MILLIE BY SEW+4 ,! /RESS %E HAD 5DUR$ S9CE ! BIR? ( H] *ILD HAD MADE H] N]V\S & IRRITABLE1 & ,MAX %RANK 9TO HIS %ELL AT ! LEA/ DI%>MONY4 ,LIKE MYSELF HE LONG$ TO GET AWAY FROM CONDITIONS ?AT W]E AGONIZ+1 YET ( NO ONE'S MAK+4 

,SA%A WAS MU* MORE ALIVE N[1 ?ANKS TO HIS PLAN = A WEEKLY PAP]4 ,!RE WAS ALSO ANO!R FACTOR ?AT HELP$ TO RAISE HIS SPIRITS4 ,HE HAD GA9$ MANY FRI5DS AMONG \R Y\NG COMRADES1 & HE WAS ESPECIALLY ATTRACT$ BY Y\NG ,BECKY ,$ELSON4 ,I FELT CONSID]ABLY RELIEV$ AB\T HIM4 ,MO!R ,E>? ALSO DID NOT WORRY ME2 ,I LEFT IT SECURE UNTIL MY RETURN & ,I WAS C]TA9 ( ITS QUALITY1 ) ,SA%A AS ITS $ITOR1 & ,JOHN ,CORYELL1 ,HIPPOLYTE ,HAVEL1 & O!RS AS COLLABORATORS4 

,HIPPOLYTE & ,I HAD LONG AGO DRIFT$ AP>T 9 \R OLD RELATION1 BUT \R FRI5D%IP HAD REMA9$ AS /RONG AS BE=E1 AS HAD ALSO \R COMMON 9T]E/ 9 ! SOCIAL /RUGGLE4 ,HIS GREAT HI/ORICAL KN[L$GE & HIS FEEL+ = EV5TS MADE HIM MO/ VALUABLE TO \R MAGAZ9E4 

,9 ! MIDDLE ( ,AUGU/ #aig ,MAX & ,I WAV$ \R FRI5DS GOODBYE FROM ! ,HOLL&-,AM]ICA PI]4 ,BESIDES \R MISSION AT !  CONGRESS1 WE BO? LOOK$ UPON \R TRIP AS A QUE/ = SOME?+ TO FILL \R 9N] VOID4 ,! CALM SEA & ! EV]-SOO?+ COMPANION%IP ( ,MAX HELP$ ME TO RELAX FROM ! T5SION ( ! MON?S PREC$+ & FOLL[+ ,SA%A'S LIB]ATION4 ,BY ! TIME WE REA*$ ,AM/]DAM1 ,I WAS AGA9 9 FULL CONTROL ( MYSELF1 EAG] ) ANTICIPATION ( ! PEOPLE ,I %\LD MEET1 \R CONGRESS1 & ! WORK TO BE DONE4 

,I HAD HE>D A GREAT DEAL AB\T ! EXTREME CLEANL9ESS ( ! ,DUT*1 BUT UNTIL ,I W5T = A WALK 9 ,AM/]DAM ON ! MORN+ AFT] \R >RIVAL1 ,I DID NOT KN[ H[ UNCOM=TABLE ,HOLL&]S C\LD MAKE IT = ! PASS]SBY4 ,I HAD GONE \T ) ,MAX TO TAKE A LOOK AT ! QUA9T OLD T[N4 ,WE F\ND EV]Y BALCONY ADORN$ ) BUXOM S]VANTS 9 COLORFUL DRESS1 >MS & LEGS B>E1 FURI\SLY BEAT+ C>PETS & RUGS4 ,A PLEASANT PICTURE 9DE$1 BUT ! :IRLW9D ( DU/ & DIRT !Y W]E LU/ILY %AK+ ON TO \R DEF5SELESS HEADS FILL$ \R ?ROATS & COV]$ \R CLO!S4 ,/ILL WE C\LD HAVE /OOD IT IF WE HAD NOT BE5 AT ! SAME TIME TREAT$ TO A %[] ( COLD WAT] MEANT = ! PLANTS4 ,! UNEXPECT$ BA? WAS MORE ?AN ! ,DUT* CLEANL9ESS WE HAD B>GA9$ =4 

,! CONGRESS WAS MY ?IRD ATTEMPT TO ATT5D AN 9T]NATIONAL AN>*I/ GA!R+4 ,9 #ahic SU* A CONCLAVE HAD BE5 PLANN$1 & IT WAS TO TAKE PLACE DUR+ ?AT YE>'S EXPOSITION 9 ,*ICAGO4 ,I HAD BE5 *OS5 TO REPRES5T SEV]AL ,NEW ,YORK GR\PS1 BUT MY TRIAL & IMPRISONM5T HAD PREV5T$ MY ATT5DANCE4 ,AT ! ELEV5? H\R ! ,*ICAGO POLICE HAD PROHIBIT$ ! CONGRESS1 BUT IT WAS HELD JU/ ! SAME--9 ! MO/ UNLIKELY PLACE IMAG9ABLE4 ,A COMRADE1 EMPLOY$ AS CL]K 9 ONE ( ! CITY DEP>TM5TS1 HAD SMUGGL$ A DOZ5 DELEGATES 9TO A ROOM 9 ! ,CITY ,HALL4 

,! SECOND TIME HAD BE5 9 ,P>IS1 9 #a#i1 :]E ,I WAS CLOSELY CONNECT$ ) ! PREP>ATORY WORK ( \R CONGRESS4 ,! ,FR5* POLICE1 TOO1 HAD MADE OP5 CONF]5CES IMPOSSIBLE4 ,! SESSIONS HELD UND] COV]1 :ILE EXCIT+ 5\<1 HAD MADE CON/RUCTIVE WORK IMPOSSIBLE4 

,IT WAS C]TA9LY A COMM5T>Y ON DEMOCRATIC ,AM]ICA & REPUBLICAN ,FRANCE ?AT AN 9T]NATIONAL AN>*I/ CONGRESS1 PROHIBIT$ 9 BO? C\NTRIES1 %\LD HAVE ! RI<T TO MEET QUITE OP5LY 9 MON>*ICAL ,HOLL&4 ,EI<TY M5 & WOM51 MO/ ( !M H\ND$ & P]SECUT$ 9 !IR [N C\NTRIES1 W]E H]E ABLE TO ADDRESS L>GE MEET+S1 GA!R 9 DAILY SESSION1 & DISCUSS OP5LY SU* VITAL PROBLEMS AS REVOLUTION1 SYNDICALISM1 MASS 9SURRECTION1 & 9DIVIDUAL ACTS  ( VIOL5CE1 )\T ANY 9T]F]5CE FROM ! AU?ORITIES4 ,WE W5T AB\T ! CITY S+LY OR 9 GR\PS1 HAD SOCIAL GA!R+S 9 RE/AURANTS OR CAFES1 TALK$1 & SANG REVOLUTION>Y SONGS UNTIL E>LY MORN+ H\RS1 YET WE W]E NOT %AD[$1 SPI$ UPON1 OR 9 ANY WAY MOLE/$4 

,MORE REM>KABLE /ILL WAS ! ATTITUDE ( ! ,AM/]DAM PRESS4 ,EV5 ! MO/ CONS]VATIVE NEWSPAP]S TREAT$ US1 NOT AS CRIM9ALS OR LUNATICS1 BUT AS A GR\P ( S]I\S PEOPLE :O HAD COME TOGE!R = A S]I\S PURPOSE4 ,?OSE PAP]S W]E OPPOS$ TO AN>*ISM1 YET !Y DID NOT MISREPRES5T US OR DI/ORT ANY?+ SAID AT \R SESSIONS4 

,ONE ( ! VITAL SUBJECTS DISCUSS$ AT L5G? BY ! CONGRESS WAS ! PROBLEM ( ORGANIZATION4 ,SOME DELEGATES DEPRECAT$ ,IBS5'S IDEA1 AS PRES5T$ BY ,DR4 ,/OCKMANN 9 ,AN ,5EMY ( ! ,PEOPLE1 TO ! EFFECT ?AT ! /RONGE/ IS HE :O /&S ALONE4 ,!Y PREF]R$ ,PET] ,KROPOTK9'S VIEW1 SO BRILLIANTLY ELUCIDAT$ 9 ALL HIS BOOKS1 ?AT IT IS MUTUAL AID & COOP]ATION ?AT SECURE ! BE/ RESULTS4 ,MAX & ,I1 H[EV]1 /RESS$ ! NE$ ( BO?4 ,WE HELD ?AT AN>*ISM DOES NOT 9VOLVE A *OICE BETWE5 ,KROPOTK9 & ,IBS52 IT EMBRACES BO?4 ,:ILE ,KROPOTK9 HAD ?OR\<LY ANALYZ$ ! SOCIAL CONDITIONS ?AT LEAD TO REVOLUTION1 ,IBS5 HAD PORTRAY$ ! PSY*OLOGIC /RUGGLE ?AT CULM9ATES 9 ! REVOLUTION ( ! HUMAN S\L1 ! REVOLT ( 9DIVIDUALITY4 ,NO?+ W\LD PROVE MORE DISA/R\S TO \R IDEAS1 WE CONT5D$1 ?AN TO NEGLECT ! EFFECT ( ! 9T]NAL UPON ! EXT]NAL1 ( ! PSY*OLOGIC MOTIVES & NE$S UPON EXI/+ 9/ITUTIONS4 

,!RE IS A MI/AK5 NOTION 9 SOME QU>T]S1 WE >GU$1 ?AT ORGANIZATION DOES NOT FO/] 9DIVIDUAL FRE$OM2 ?AT1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 IT MEANS ! DECAY ( 9DIVIDUALITY4 ,9 REALITY1 H[EV]1 ! TRUE FUNCTION ( ORGANIZATION IS TO AID ! DEVELOPM5T & GR[? ( P]SONALITY4 ,JU/ AS ! ANIMAL CELLS1 BY MUTUAL COOP]ATION1 EXPRESS !IR LAT5T P[]S 9 ! =MATION ( ! COMPLETE ORGANISM1 SO DOES ! 9DIVIDUALITY1 BY COOP]ATIVE EF=T ) O!R 9DIVIDUALITIES1 ATTA9 ITS HI<E/ =M ( DEVELOPM5T4 ,AN ORGANIZATION1 9 ! TRUE S5SE1 CANNOT RESULT FROM ! COMB9ATION ( M]E NON5TITIES4 ,IT MU/ BE COMPOS$ ( SELF-CONSCI\S1 9TELLIG5T 9DIVIDUALITIES4 ,9DE$1 ! TOTAL ( ! POSSIBILITIES & ACTIVITIES ( AN ORGANIZATION IS REPRES5T$ 9 ! EXPRESSION ( 9DIVIDUAL 5]GIES4 ,AN>*ISM ASS]TS ! POSSIBILITY ( AN ORGANIZATION )\T DISCIPL9E1 FE>1 OR PUNI%M5T & )\T ! PRESSURE ( POV]TY3 A NEW SOCIAL ORGANISM1 :I* WILL MAKE AN 5D TO ! /RUGGLE = ! MEANS ( EXI/5CE--! SAVAGE /RUGGLE :I* UND]M9ES ! F9E/ QUALITIES 9 MAN & EV] WID5S ! SOCIAL ABYSS4 ,9 %ORT1 AN>*ISM /RIVES T[>DS A SOCIAL ORGANIZATION :I* WILL E/ABLI% WELL-BE+ = ALL4 

,!RE W]E MANY 9T]E/+ & VITAL P]SONALITIES 9 ! GR\P ( DELEGATES1 AMONG !M ,DR4 ,FRI$B]G1 ONCE MEMB] ( ! ,SOCIAL ,DEMOCRATIC ,P>TY & ,ALD]MAN ( ,B]L91 :O HAD BECOME A BRILLIANT EXPON5T ( ! G5]AL /RIKE & ANTI-MILIT>ISM4 ,NOT)/&+ AN 9DICTM5T = HI< TREASON HANG+ OV] HIM1 HE TOOK A MO/ ACTIVE P>T 9 ! PROCE$+S ( ! CONGRESS1 OBLIVI\S ( ! DANG] AWAIT+ HIM ON HIS RETURN HOME4 ,!RE W]E ALSO ,LUIGI ,FABBRI1 ONE ( ! ABLE/ CONTRIBUTORS TO ! $UCATIONAL ,ITALIAN MAGAZ9E ,UNIV]SITA ,POPUL>E2 ,RUDOLPH ,ROCK]1 :O WAS DO+ SPL5DID WORK AMONG ! ,JEWI% POPULATION ( ,LONDON AS LECTUR] & $ITOR ( ! ,YIDDI% ,>BEIT] ,FRE9D2 ,*RI/IAN ,CORNELISS51 ONE ( ! KE5E/ 9TELLECTS 9 \R MOVEM5T 9 ,HOLL&2 ,RUDOLPH ,GROSSMANN1 PUBLI%] ( AN AN>*I/ PAP] 9 ,AU/RIA2 ,ALEX&] ,S*APIRO1 ACTIVE AMONG REVOLUTION>Y TRADE UNIONS 9 ,5GL&2 ,?OMAS ,H4 ,KEELL1 ONE ( \R MO/ DEVOT$ WORK]S ON ! ,LONDON ,FRE$OM2 & O!R CAPABLE & 5]GETIC COMRADES4 

,! ,FR5*1 ,SWISS1 ,BELGIAN1 ,AU/RIAN1 ,BOHEMIAN1 ,RUSSIAN1 ,S]BIAN1 ,BULG>IAN1 & ,DUT* DELEGATES W]E ALL M5 ( SPIRIT & ABILITY1 BUT ! MO/ \T/&+ P]SONALITY AMONG !M WAS ,5RICO ,MALATE/A4 ,( F9E & S5SITIVE NATURE1 ,MALATE/A HAD ALREADY 9 HIS Y\? EMBRAC$ REVOLUTION>Y IDEALS4 ,LAT] HE MET ,BAKUN91 9 :OSE CIRCLE HE WAS ! Y\NGE/1 AFFECTIONATELY CALL$ 0,B5JAM940 ,HE WROTE A NUMB] ( POPUL> PAMPHLETS ?AT F\ND WIDE DI/RIBUTION1 P>TICUL>LY 9 ,ITALY & ,SPA91 & HE WAS $ITOR ( V>I\S AN>*I/ PUBLICATIONS4 ,BUT HIS LIT]>Y ACTIVITIES DID NOT PREV5T HIM FROM P>TICIPAT+ ALSO 9 ! ACTUAL DAILY /RUGGLES ( ! WORK]S4 ,HE HAD PLAY$ AN IMPORTANT ROLE1 TOGE!R ) ! CELEBRAT$ ,C>LO ,CAFI]O & ! FAM\S ,RUSSIAN REVOLUTIONI/ ,S]GIUS 0,/EPNIAK0 7,KRAVT*9SKY71 9 ! UPRIS+ 9 ,B5EV5TO1 ,ITALY1 9 #a#h#g#g4 ,HIS 9T]E/ 9 POPUL> REBELLION RUNS LIKE A R$ ?READ ?R\<\T HIS LIFE4 ,:E!R HE HAPP5$ TO BE 9 ,SWITZ]L&1 ,FRANCE1 ,5GL&1 OR ! ,>G5T9E1 AN UPRIS+ 9 HIS NATIVE C\NTRY ALWAYS BR\<T HIM TO ! AID ( ! PEOPLE4 ,9 #ahig HE HAD AGA9 TAK5 AN ACTIVE P>T 9 ! REBELLION 9 S\!RN ,ITALY4 ,HIS 5TIRE LIFE WAS ONE ( /ORM & /RESS1 HIS 5]GIES & EXCEPTIONAL ABILITIES DEVOT$ TO ! S]VICE ( ! AN>*I/ CAUSE4 ,BUT :ATEV] HIS WORK 9 ! MOVEM5T1 HE ALWAYS 9SI/$ ON REMA9+ MAT]IALLY 9DEP5D5T ( IT1 E>N+ HIS LIV+ BY MANUAL LABOR1 :I* WAS A PR9CIPLE ( HIS LIFE4 ,! CONSID]ABLE 9H]ITANCE FROM HIS FA!R1 CONSI/+ ( L& & H\SES 9 ,ITALY1 HE HAD DE$$ )\T ANY REMUN]ATION TO ! WORK]S :O OCCUPI$ !M1 HIMSELF CONT9U+ TO EXI/ MO/ FRUGALLY ON ! E>N+S ( HIS [N H&S4 ,HIS NAME WAS ONE ( ! BE/-KN[N & BE/-BELOV$ 9 ,LAT9 C\NTRIES4 

,I HAD MET ?IS GR& OLD AN>*I/ FI<T] 9 ,LONDON 9 #a#h#i#e1 = A FEW BRIEF MOM5TS4 ,ON MY SECOND VISIT1 9 #a#h#i#i1 ,I DISCOV]$ ?AT ,5RICO ,MALATE/A HAD GONE TO ! ,/ATES TO LECTURE & $IT ! ,ITALIAN AN>*I/ PAP] ,LA ,QUE/IONE ,SOCIALE4 ,:ILE !RE1 HE WAS %OT BY A DELUD$ ,ITALIAN PATRIOT1 BUT ,5RICO1 TRUE AN>*I/ ?AT HE WAS1 REFUS$ TO PROSECUTE HIS ASSAILANT4 ,9 ,AM/]DAM ,I HAD ! FIR/ REAL *ANCE TO COME 9TO DAILY CONTACT ) HIM4 ,MAX & ,I QUICKLY FELL UND] ! SPELL ( ,MALATE/A4 ,WE LOV$ HIS CAPACITY TO ?R[ (F ! WEI<T ( ! WORLD & GIVE HIMSELF TO PLAY 9 HIS LEISURE4 ,EV]Y MOM5T SP5T ) HIM WAS A JOY1 :E!R HE EXULT$ OV] ! SI<T ( ! SEA OR FROLICK$ 9 A PUBLIC G>D54 

,! MO/ IMPORTANT CON/RUCTIVE RESULT ( \R CONGRESS WAS ! =MATION ( AN ,9T]NATIONAL ,BUREAU4 ,ITS SECRET>IATE CONSI/$ ( ,MALATE/A1 ,ROCK]1 & ,S*APIRO4 ,! PURPOSE ( ! BUREAU1 ! HEADQU>T]S ( :I* W]E 9 ,LONDON1 WAS TO BR+ 9TO CLOS] CONTACT ! AN>*I/ GR\PS & ORGANIZATIONS ( ! V>I\S C\NTRIES1 TO MAKE A ?OR\< & PA9/AK+ /UDY ( ! LABOR /RUGGLE 9 EV]Y L&1 & TO SUPPLY DATA & MAT]IAL CONC]N+ IT TO ! AN>*I/ PRESS4 ,! BUREAU WAS ALSO TO BEG9 IMM$IATE PREP>ATIONS = ANO!R CONGRESS1 TO BE HELD 9 ! NE> FUTURE 9 ,LONDON4 

,UPON ! CLOS+ ( \R SESSIONS WE ATT5D$ ! ANTI-MILIT>I/ CONGRESS1 >RANG$ BY ! ,DUT* PACIFI/ AN>*I/S1 AMONG :OM ,DOMELA ,NIEUW5HUIS WAS ! MO/ PROM95T4 ,DOMELA'S ORIG9 HAD C]TA9LY NOT =ECA/ HIS BECOM+ AN 5EMY ( AU?ORITY4 ,HIS ANCE/ORS W]E NE>LY ALL M9I/]S ( ! ,*UR*4 ,HE HIMSELF HAD BE5 A PREA*] ( ! ,LU!RAN FAI?1 BUT HIS PROGRESSIVE SPIRIT LIFT$ HIM \T ( ! N>R[ PA? ( !OLOGY4 ,DOMELA JO9$ ! ,SOCIAL ,DEMOCRATIC ,P>TY1 BECAME ITS =EMO/ REPRES5TATIVE 9 ,HOLL&1 & WAS ELECT$ ! FIR/ ,SOCIALI/ MEMB] ( ,P>LIAM5T4 ,BUT HE DID NOT REMA9 !RE V]Y LONG4 ,LIKE ,JOHANN ,MO/ & ! GREAT ,FR5* AN>*I/ ,PI]RE ,PR\DHON1 ,NIEUW5HUIS SOON REALIZ$ ?AT NO?+ VITAL C\LD COME = LIB]TY FROM P>LIAM5T>Y ACTIVITIES4 ,HE RESIGN$ HIS PO/1 DECL>+ HIMSELF AN AN>*I/4 

  

,S9CE !N HE HAD DEVOT$ ALL HIS TIME & L>GE PRIVATE =TUNE TO \R MOVEM5T1 ESPECIALLY TO ! PROPAG&A ( ANTI-MILIT>ISM4 ,DOMELA WAS ( /RIK+ & W9N+ APPE>ANCE--TALL & /RAI<T1 ) EXPRESSIVE FEATURES1 L>GE BLUE EYES1 FL[+ :ITE HAIR & BE>D4 ,HE RADIAT$ K9DNESS & SYMPA?Y & WAS ! EMBODIM5T ( ! IDEAL HE F\<T =4 ,ONE ( HIS *>ACT]I/IC TRAITS WAS A BROAD TOL]ANCE4 ,HE WAS = YE>S A VEGET>IAN & TEETOTAL]1 YET MEAT & W9E NEV] LEFT HIS TABLE4 0,:Y %\LD MY FAMILY OR GUE/S BE DEPRIV$ ( ANY?+ ?AT ,I DO NOT C>E =80 HE ONCE SAID AS HE P\R$ \T ! W9E = US AT D9N]4 

,BE=E WE LEFT = ,FRANCE1 ,I HAD OCCASION TO ADDRESS A GA!R+ ( ,DUT* TRANSPORT WORK]S4 ,ONCE MORE ,I SAW ! DIFF]5CE BETWE5 ! 9DEP5D5CE ( ! ,DUT* WORK]S1 9 SPITE ( !IR MON>*Y1 & DEMOCRATIC ,UNIT$ ,/ATES1 :]E MO/ ( ! PEOPLE KN[ PRECI\S LITTLE ( 9DEP5D5CE4 ,SEV]AL DETECTIVES HAD SNEAK$ 9TO ! MEET+4 ,!Y W]E DISCOV]$ BY ! COMMITTEE1 H[EV]1 & W]E UNC]EMONI\SLY PUT \T4 ,I C\LD NOT HELP COMP>+ ?IS %[ ( SPIRIT TO ! LACK ( IT 9 ,AM]ICAN TRADE UNIONS1 SO 9FE/$ ) ! ,P9K]TON DETECTIVE PE/4 

,AT LA/ WE W]E BACK 9 ,P>IS1 H] LURE AGA9 UPON ME1 H] RECKLESS Y\? 9 MY VE9S4 ,I GREW Y\NG] & MORE EAG] = ALL ?AT MY BELOV$ CITY ON ! ,SE9E C\LD GIVE4 ,!RE WAS MU* MORE TO LE>N & TO ABSORB ?AN 9 PREVI\S YE>S4 

,!RE WAS ALSO MY [N ,/ELLA1 :OM ,I HAD NOT SE5 = MANY MON?S4 ,%E & DE> OLD ,VICTOR ,DAVE AWAIT$ US AT ! /ATION & C>RI$ US (F TO A CAFE4 ,/ELLA WAS ALREADY QUITE ,P>ISI5NE1 PR\D ( H] ,FR5* & H] FAMILI>ITY ) RE/AURANTS :]E ! CUIS9E WAS GOOD & PRICES REASONABLE4 ,VICTOR1 HIS HAIR :IT]1 /ILL PRES]V$ HIS Y\?FUL GAIT & HIS =M] CAPACITY = FUN4 ,WE JOK$ & LAU<$ MORE DUR+ \R FIR/ D9N] 9 ,P>IS ?AN ,I HAD LAU<$ 9 MON?S4 ,! P>TICUL> CAUSE = \R M]RIM5T WAS ,/ELLA'S UNSUSPECT+ BOSS1 NO LESS A P]SONAGE ?AN ! ,AM]ICAN ,CONSUL1 :OSE SECRET>Y %E WAS4 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN'S DEVOT$ NIECE1 & /ILL ! ,CONSULATE HAD NOT BE5 BL[N UP6 

,:ILE WE W]E YET 9 ,HOLL&1 NEWS HAD COME ?AT ,PET] ,KROPOTK9 HAD AT LA/ BE5 READMITT$ TO ,FRANCE4 ,PET] LOV$ ! C\NTRY & ITS PEOPLE4 ,TO HIM ,FRANCE SIGNIFI$ ! CRADLE ( LIB]TY1 ! ,FR5* ,REVOLUTION ! SYMBOL ( ALL ?AT ! WORLD HAD ( SOCIAL IDEALISM4 ,TO BE SURE1 ,FRANCE WAS V]Y %ORT ( ! GLORY MY GREAT TEA*] HAD  9VE/$ H] )2 HIS [N EI<TE5 MON?S' 9C>C]ATION 9 A ,FR5* PRISON & SUBSEQU5T EXPULSION HAD DEMON/RAT$ IT4 ,YET BY SOME PECULI> P>TIALITY ,PET] HAIL$ ,FRANCE AS ! BANN]-BE>] ( FRE$OM & ! MO/ CULTUR$ C\NTRY 9 ! WORLD4 ,WE KNEW ?AT NO?+ HE HAD P]SONALLY SUFF]$ HAD *ANG$ HIS FEEL+ AB\T ! ,FR5* PEOPLE1 & WE REJOIC$ ?AT HE WAS N[ ABLE TO SATISFY HIS LONG+ TO RETURN4 

,PET] WAS ALREADY 9 ,P>IS :5 WE >RIV$1 LIV+ BUT A FEW DOORS FROM MY HOTEL1 ON ,B\LEV>D ,SA9T-,MI*EL4 ,I F\ND HIM 9 HI<] SPIRITS ?AN ,I HAD EV] SE5 HIM BE=E2 HE LOOK$ MORE VIGOR\S & VIVACI\S4 ,PRET5D+ NOT TO KN[ ! REASON1 ,I 9QUIR$ :AT HAD BR\<T AB\T ! HAPPY *ANGE4 0,P>IS1 ,P>IS1 MY DE>60 HE CRI$4 0,IS !RE ANY O!R CITY 9 ! WORLD ?AT GETS 9TO ONE'S BLOOD LIKE ,P>IS80 ,WE DISCUSS$ ! MOVEM5T 9 ,FRANCE & ! WORK ( ! LOCAL GR\PS4 ,HIS FAVORITE *ILD WAS ,TEMPS ,N\VEAUX1 ! PAP] HE HAD HELP$ TO E/ABLI%1 YET HIS S5SE ( ! RI<TS ( O!R GR\PS1 EV5 IF !Y DISAGRE$ ) HIM1 WAS TOO GREAT & HIS LOVE ( JU/ICE TOO /RONG TO DISC\RAGE ! OPPOS+ ELEM5TS4 ,!RE WAS SOME?+ L>GE & BEAUTIFUL AB\T HIM4 ,NO ONE C\LD BE 9 HIS PRES5CE V]Y LONG )\T FEEL+ 9SPIR$ BY HIM4 

,?\< HE WAS BUSY ) MANY ?+S1 ESPECIALLY ! REVISION ( HIS MANUSCRIPT ( ,! ,GREAT ,FR5* ,REVOLUTION1 ,PET] W\LD NOT LET ME GO UNTIL ,I HAD TOLD HIM EV]Y?+ AB\T \R CONGRESS4 ,HE WAS P>TICUL>LY PLEAS$ ) \R /& ON ORGANIZATION & \R 9SI/5CE ON ! RI<T ( 9DIVIDUAL AS WELL AS COLLECTIVE REVOLT4 

,) ! HELP ( ,MONATTE ,I WAS ABLE TO MAKE A /UDY ( SYNDICALISM 9 ACTION AT ! ,CONF$]ATION DU ,TRAVAIL4 ,! LEAD]S W]E NE>LY ALL AN>*I/S1 M5 ( A MU* /URDI] & MORE 9T]E/+ TYPE ?AN ONE USUALLY MEETS 9 ,P>IS4 ,NOT ONLY W]E ,P\GET1 ,PATAUD1 ,DELASALLE1 ,GRUEFFULHIEUS1 & ,MONATTE BRILLIANT EXPON5TS ( NEW LABOR !ORIES2 !Y ALSO HAD PRACTICAL KN[L$GE & EXP]I5CE 9 ! DAILY /RUGGLE ( ! WORK]S4 ,TOGE!R ) !IR COLLEAGUES !Y HAD CONV]T$ ! ,B\RSE DU ,TRAVAIL 9TO A BEEHIVE ( ACTIVITY4 ,EV]Y UNION HAD ITS (FICE !RE2 MANY PUBLI%$ !IR PAP]S 9 ! COMMON PR9T+ %OP1 ,LA ,VOIX DU ,PEUPLE1 ! WEEKLY ORGAN ( ! ,C4 ,G4 ,T41 BE+ P]HAPS ! MO/ 9/RUCTIVE & ABLY $IT$ LABOR PAP] 9 ! WORLD4 ,!RE W]E NI<T CLASSES :]E ! WORK]S W]E TAU<T EV]Y ASPECT ( ! 9TRICATE 9DU/RIAL SY/EM4 ,LECTURES W]E GIV5 ON SCI5TIFIC & ECONOMIC SUBJECTS1 & A WELL-EQUIPP$ DISP5S>Y &  CRE*E W]E MA9TA9$ BY ! WORK]S !MSELVES4 ,! 9/ITUTION REPRES5T$ A PRACTICAL EF=T TO TEA* ! MASSES H[ TO MAKE ! COM+ REVOLUTION & H[ TO HELP ! NEW SOCIAL LIFE TO BIR?4 

,OBS]VATION & /UDY AT ! V]Y S\RCE ( SYNDICALISM CONV9C$ ME ?AT IT REPRES5T$ ! ECONOMIC >5A :]E ,LABOR C\LD MAT* ITS /R5G? AGA9/ ! ORGANIZ$ =CES ( ITS CAPITALI/ FOE4 

,TO !SE EXP]I5CES W]E ADD$ O!RS1 NO LESS 5LI<T5+1 ) ! GR\P ( MOD]N >TI/S :O BY P5 & BRU% W]E VOIC+ ! SOCIAL PROTE/1 ) ,/E9L5 & ,GR&JUAN DO+ ! MO/ =CEFUL WORK4 ,I DID NOT F9D ,/E9L51 BUT ,GR&JUAN PROV$ TO BE A SIMPLE1 K9DLY S\L1 A BORN REBEL1 ! >TI/ & IDEALI/ 9 ! TRUE/ S5SE4 ,HE WAS AT WORK ON A SET ( DRAW+S DEPICT+ PHASES ( PROLET>IAN LIFE4 ,HIS IDEA WAS TO PORTRAY ,LABOR1 PA!TIC 9 DUMB HELPLESSNESS1 SL[LY AWAK5+ TO ! CONSCI\SNESS ( G]M9AT+ /R5G?4 ,HE EXPRESS$ HIS BELIEF ?AT ! MISSION ( >T IS TO 9SPIRE ! VISION ( A NEW DAWN4 0,9 ?IS RESPECT ALL \R >TI/S >E REVOLUTION>IES10 ,GR&JUAN ASSUR$ ME4 0,/E9L5 & ! O!RS >E DO+ = >T :AT ,ZOLA1 ,MIRBEAU1 ,RI*EP91 & ,RICTUS HAVE DONE = LETT]S4 ,!Y >E BR++ >T 9 RAPPORT ) ! CURR5TS ( LIFE1 ! GREAT HUMAN /RUGGLE = ! RI<T TO KN[ & LIVE LIFE40 

,I SPOKE TO ,GR&JUAN AB\T ,MO!R ,E>? & :AT IT HAD BE5 TRY+ TO DO 9 ,AM]ICA4 ,HE AT ONCE (F]$ TO MAKE A COV]-DESIGN = IT1 & BE=E ,I LEFT ,P>IS1 HE S5T IT TO ME4 ,IT WAS SIGNIFICANT 9 CONCEPTION & EXPRESSIVE 9 ITS DESIGN4 

,! TRIAL ( N9E ANTI-MILIT>I/S & A SPL5DID $UCATIONAL EXP]IM5T AT ,RAMB\ILLET1 NE> ,P>IS1 BY ,SEBA/I5 ,FAURE1 W]E AMONG MY O!R IMPORTANT EXP]I5CES DUR+ ?IS VISIT TO ,FRANCE4 ,! GR\P 9VOLV$ 9 ! TRIAL CONSI/$ ( ONE GIRL & EI<T BOYS1 ! OLDE/ NOT MORE ?AN TW5TY-?REE YE>S ( AGE4 ,!Y HAD DI/RIBUT$ A MANIFE/O AMONG SOLDI]S URG+ !M TO USE !IR >MS AGA9/ !IR SUP]IORS 9/EAD ( AGA9/ !IR BRO!R WORK+-M5--C]TA9LY A V]Y GRAVE (F5SE FROM ! /&PO9T ( MILIT>Y 9T]E/S4 ,9 AN ,AM]ICAN C\RT ?OSE Y\?S W\LD HAVE BE5 BR[BEAT51 T]RORIZ$1 & RAILROAD$ TO PRISON = A LONG T]M4 ,9 ,P>IS !Y BECAME ! ACCUS]S1 ?UND]+ ANA!MA AGA9/ ! ,/ATE1 PATRIOTISM1 MILIT>ISM1 & W>4 ,F> FROM BE+ 9T]F]$ )1 ! DEFIANT D5UNCIATION ( ! Y\NG PRISON]S WAS LI/5$ TO ) ATT5TION & RESPECT4 ,! BOLD PLAIDOIRIE ( ! C\NSEL = ! DEF5SE1 ! DI/+UI%$ P]SONS :O CAME TO TE/IFY TO ! IDEALISM ( ! ACCUS$1 & !  5TIRE ATMOSPH]E ( ! C\RT COMB9$ TO MAKE ! ANTI-MILIT>I/ TRIAL ONE ( ! MO/ DRAMATIC EV5TS ,I HAD WITNESS$4 

,TRUE1 ! PRISON]S W]E F\ND GUILTY & S5T5C$ TO SMALL T]MS1 ! LONGE/ BE+ ?REE YE>S4 ,S9CE IT WAS ,FRANCE1 ! GIRL WAS SET FREE ALTOGE!R4 ,9 MY ADOPT$ C\NTRY !IR PUNI%M5T W\LD HAVE BE5 9COMP>ABLY MORE SEV]E & !Y W\LD HAVE UND\BT$LY BE5 HELD ALSO = CONTEMPT ( C\RT BECAUSE ( !IR FRANK AV[AL ( !IR OP9IONS & ACTS & ! RIDICULE !Y HEAP$ ON ! JUDGE & ! PROSECUT+ ATTORNEY4 

,IT /RUCK ME ?AT BEH9D ! DIFF]5CE BETWE5 ,AM]ICAN & ,FR5* LEGAL PROC$URE WAS A FUNDAM5TAL DIFF]5CE 9 ATTITUDE TO SOCIAL REVOLT4 ,FR5*M5 HAD GA9$ FROM !IR ,REVOLUTION ! UND]/&+ ?AT 9/ITUTIONS >E NEI!R SACR$ NOR UNALT]ABLE1 & ?AT SOCIAL CONDITIONS >E SUBJECT TO *ANGE4 ,REBELS >E !RE=E CONSID]$ 9 ,FRANCE ! PRECURSORS ( COM+ UPHEAVALS4 

,9 ,AM]ICA ! IDEALS ( ! ,REVOLUTION >E DEAD--MUMMIES ?AT MU/ NOT BE T\*$4 ,H5CE ! HATR$ & CONDEMNATION :I* MEET ! SOCIAL & POLITICAL REBEL 9 ! ,UNIT$ ,/ATES4 

,LONG BE=E ,I CAME TO ,P>IS1 ,I HAD READ 9 \R ,FR5* PRESS ( A UNIQUE $UCATIONAL EXP]IM5T BY ! AN>*I/ ,SEBA/I5 ,FAURE4 ,I HAD HE>D HIM SPEAK 9 #ai & WAS C>RI$ AWAY BY HIS TRULY GREAT ELOQU5CE4 ,MOREOV]1 ,SEBA/I5 ,FAURE'S UNUSUAL P]SONAL HI/ORY MADE ME FEEL ?AT ! MOD]N S*OOL ORGANIZ$ BY HIM MU/ BE ( MORE ?AN ORD9>Y 9T]E/4 

,BEG9N+ LIFE AS A PRIE/1 ,FAURE HAD BROK5 ! %ACKLES ( ,CA?OLICISM & BECOME ITS =MIDABLE FOE4 ,9 #a#h#i#g1 DUR+ ! ,DREYFUS AFFAIR1 HE HAD JO9$ ! CAMPAIGN L$ BY ,EMILE ,ZOLA1 ,ANATOLE ,FRANCE1 ,B]N>D ,LAZ>E1 & ,OCTAVE ,MIRBEAU AGA9/ ! REACTION>Y =CES 9 ,FRANCE4 ,FAURE BECAME A F]V5T SPOKESMAN ( ,DREYFUS1 LECTUR+ ?R\<\T ! C\NTRY1 EXPOS+ ! MILIT>Y CLIQUE ?AT HAD RAILROAD$ AN 9NOC5T MAN TO ,DEVIL'S ,ISL& TO COV] ITS [N CORRUPTION4 ,AFT] ?AT1 ,FAURE COMPLETELY EMANCIPAT$ HIMSELF FROM BELIEF 9 AU?ORITY1 :E!R 9 HEAV5 OR UPON E>?4 ,AN>*ISM BECAME HIS GOAL1 ! WORK = ITS A*IEVEM5T HIS PASSIONATE 5DEAVOR4 

0,LA ,RU*E0 7! ,BEEHIVE71 AS ,FAURE'S S*OOL WAS CALL$1 WAS SITUAT$ ON ! \TSKIRTS ( ,RAMB\ILLET1 AN ANCI5T ,FR5* VILLAGE4 ,) ONLY A FEW PEOPLE TO HELP HIM1 ,FAURE HAD TURN$ A WILD1 UNCULTIVAT$ /RET* ( L& 9TO A FL\RI%+ F>M GR[+ FRUIT & VEGETABLES4 ,HE HAD TAK5 TW5TY-F\R ORPHAN *ILDR5 & ?OSE ( P>5TS TOO POOR TO PAY & WAS H\S+1 FE$+1 & CLO?+ !M AT HIS  [N EXP5SE4 ,HE HAD CREAT$ AN ATMOSPH]E AT ,LA ,RU*E ?AT RELEAS$ ! LIFE ( ! *ILD FROM DISCIPL9E & CO]CION ( ANY SORT4 ,HE HAD DISC>D$ ! OLD ME?ODS ( $UCATION & 9 !IR PLACE HE E/ABLI%$ UND]/&+ = ! NE$S ( ! *ILD1 CONFID5CE & TRU/ 9 ITS POSSIBILITIES1 & RESPECT = ITS P]SONALITY4 

,NOT EV5 AT ,CEMPUIS1 ! S*OOL ( ! V5]ABLE LIB]T>IAN ,PAUL ,ROB91 :I* ,I HAD VISIT$ 9 #a#i1 WAS ! SPIRIT ( COMRADE%IP & COOP]ATION BETWE5 PUPILS & TEA*]S SO COMPLETE AS AT ,LA ,RU*E4 ,ROB91 TOO1 FELT ! NE$ ( A NEW APPROA* TO ! *ILD1 BUT HE /ILL REMA9$ SOME:AT TI$ TO ! OLD TEXT-BOOKS ON $UCATION4 ,LA ,RU*E HAD FRE$ ITSELF ALSO FROM !M4 ,! H&-PA9T$ WALL-PAP] 9 ! DORMITORY & CLASS-ROOMS1 PICTUR+ ! LIFE ( PLANTS1 FL[]S1 BIRDS1 & ANIMALS1 HAD A MORE QUICK5+ EFFECT ON ! IMAG9ATION ( ! *ILDR5 ?AN ANY 0REGUL>0 LESSONS4 ,! FREE GR\P+ ( ! *ILDR5 >\ND !IR TEA*]S1 LI/5+ TO SOME /ORY OR SEEK+ EXPLANATION = PUZZL+ ?\<TS1 AMPLY MADE UP = LACK ( OLD-FA%ION$ 9/RUCTION4 ,9 DISCUSS+ PROBLEMS ( ! $UCATION ( ! Y\NG1 ,FAURE %[$ AN EXCEPTIONAL GRASP ( *ILD PSY*OLOGY4 ,! RESULTS ACCOMPLI%$ BY HIS S*OOL )9 TWO YE>S W]E HI<LY GRATIFY+4 0,IT IS SURPRIS+ H[ FRANK1 K9D1 & AFFECTIONATE ! *ILDR5 >E TO EA* O!R10 HE SAID4 0,! H>MONY BETWE5 !MSELVES & ! ADULTS AT ,LA ,RU*E IS HI<LY 5C\RAG+4 ,WE %\LD FEEL AT FAULT W]E ! *ILDR5 TO FE> OR HONOR US M]ELY BECAUSE WE >E !IR ELD]S4 ,WE LEAVE NO?+ UNDONE TO GA9 !IR CONFID5CE & LOVE2 ?AT ACCOMPLI%$1 UND]/&+ WILL REPLACE DUTY2 CONFID5CE1 FE>2 & AFFECTION1 /]NNESS40 ,NO ONE HAS YET FULLY REALIZ$ ! WEAL? ( SYMPA?Y1 K9DNESS1 & G5]OSITY HIDD5 9 ! S\L ( ! *ILD4 ,! EF=T ( EV]Y TRUE $UCATOR %\LD BE TO UNLOCK ?AT TREASURE TO /IMULATE ! *ILD'S IMPULSES & CALL =? ! BE/ & NOBLE/ T5D5CIES4 ,:AT GREAT] REW>D CAN !RE BE = ONE :OSE LIFE-WORK IS TO WAT* OV] ! GR[? ( ! HUMAN PLANT ?AN TO SEE IT UNFOLD ITS PETALS & TO OBS]VE IT DEVELOP 9TO A TRUE 9DIVIDUALITY8 

,MY VISIT TO ,LA ,RU*E WAS A VALUABLE EXP]I5CE ?AT MADE ME REALIZE H[ MU* C\LD BE DONE1 EV5 UND] ! PRES5T SY/EM1 9 ! WAY ( LIB]T>IAN $UCATION4 ,TO BUILD ! MAN & WOMAN ( ! FUTURE1 TO UN%ACKLE ! S\L ( ! *ILD--:AT GR&] TASK = ?OSE :O1 LIKE ,SEBA/I5 ,FAURE1 >E P$AGOGUES1 NOT BY ! M]E GRACE ( A COLLEGE DEGREE1 BUT 9NATELY1 BORN ) ! GIFT TO CREATE1 AS ! POET OR ! >TI/ IS8 

,P>IS1 ALWAYS 5RI*+ ONE ) NEW IMPRESSIONS1 MADE IT DIFFICULT  = ME TO LEAVE4 ,MANY FRI5DS HAD ALSO 5DE>$ !MSELVES TO ME1 AMONG !M ,MAX ,NETTLAU1 :OM ,I HAD FIR/ MET 9 ,LONDON 9 #ai & :O HAD 9TRODUC$ ME !RE TO ! MUSEUMS & O!R ,BRITI% >T TREASURES4 ,9 ,P>IS ,I SAW MU* ( ,NETTLAU4 ,HE WAS ONE ( ! MO/ 9TELLECTUAL M5 ( \R MOVEM5T1 A SCI5TI/ & HI/ORIAN4 ,AT ! TIME HE WAS COLLECT+ ADDITIONAL MAT]IAL = HIS MONUM5TAL WORK ON ,MI*AEL ,BAKUN94 

,A FEW DAYS BE=E WE LEFT ,P>IS1 !RE >RIV$ ,JO ,DAVIDSON1 ! Y\NG ,AM]ICAN SCULPTOR4 ,I HAD KN[N HIM 9 ,NEW ,YORK & WAS 9T]E/$ 9 HIS WORK4 ,HE HAD F\ND A /UDIO1 HE TOLD US1 BUT !RE WAS NOT MU* 9 IT4 ,I HAD QUITE AN \TFIT 9 MY M5AGE --- DI%ES1 POTS1 KETTLES1 A C(FEE-P]COLATOR1 & AN ALCOHOL LAMP ON :I* ,I HAD (T5 PREP>$ FEA/S = A DOZ5 VISITORS4 ,9 TRIUMPHAL PROCESSION WE C>RI$ ! SWAG ?R\< ! /REETS1 ,JO ) A L>GE BUNDLE ON HIS BACK1 ,MAX ON ONE SIDE ( HIM1 FRY+-PAN & KETTLE SLUNG OV] HIS %\LD]S1 ,I ON ! O!R ) ! C(FEE-POT4 ,:5 EV]Y?+ HAD BE5 SAFELY DEPOSIT$ 9 ,JO'S /UDIO1 WE RETIR$ TO A CAFE TO CELEBRATE ! 9AUGURATION ( A BUDD+ >TI/ 9 REAL ,BOHEMIAN LIFE4 

,AMID BRILLIANT SUN%9E ,MAX & ,I LEFT ,P>IS4 ,IT WAS BLEAK & P5ETRAT+ :5 WE REA*$ ,LONDON1 ) NO *ANGE 9 ! WEA!R DUR+ \R /AY ( TWO WEEKS4 ,! FIR/ ?+ TO GREET US ON \R >RIVAL W]E PRESS DISPAT*ES FROM ,AM]ICA REPORT+ ?AT ! ,F$]AL AU?ORITIES W]E PLANN+ TO KEEP ME \T ( ! C\NTRY UND] ! PROVISIONS ( ! ,ANTI-,AN>*I/ ,LAW4 ,I PAID NO ATT5TION TO ! MATT] AT FIR/1 BELIEV+ IT TO BE A NEWSPAP] FABRICATION4 ,I WAS A CITIZ5 BY MY M>RIAGE TO ,K]%N]4 ,BE=E LONG1 LETT]S FROM SEV]AL ATTORNEY FRI5DS 9 ! ,UNIT$ ,/ATES CONFIRM$ ! RUMORS4 ,!Y 9=M$ ME ?AT ,WA%+TON WAS DET]M9$ TO REFUSE ME READMISSION1 & !Y URG$ ME TO SAIL BACK AS QUICKLY & QUIETLY AS POSSIBLE4 

,MEET+S = ME HAD ALREADY BE5 >RANG$ 9 ,SCOTL& & ,I FELT ,I \<T NOT TO DISAPPO9T MY COMRADES4 ,I DECID$ TO GO ON ) MY WORK1 BUT SOON ,I WAS MADE TO REALIZE ?AT ,I %\LD NOT BE ABLE TO LEAVE ,5GL& )\T ! ,UNIT$ ,/ATES ,GOV]NM5T'S BE+ APPRIZ$ ( MY MOVEM5TS4 

,IT WAS AFT] A LECTURE 9 ,HOLBORN ,T[N ,HALL 9 ,LONDON ?AT ,I BECAME AW>E ?AT ,I WAS BE+ WAT*$ BY ,SCOTL& ,Y>D4 ,A SCORE ( DETECTIVES DOGG$ MY HEELS FROM ! MOM5T ,I LEFT ! MEET+-PLACE4 ,RUDOLPH ,ROCK]1 ,MILLY1 HIS WIFE1 ,MAX1 & SEV]AL O!R FRI5DS W]E ) ME AT ! TIME4 ,WE ZIGZAGG$ ,LONDON = H\RS1 N[ & !N  /OPP+ AT RE/AURANTS & SALOONS1 BUT \R 0%AD[S0 KEPT CLOSE BY & W\LD NOT REL9QUI% !IR PREY4 ,F9ALLY ! ,ROCK]S SUGGE/$ ?AT WE GO TO !IR FLAT 9 ! ,EA/ ,5D2 WE MU/ LEAD ! DETECTIVES TO BELIEVE ?AT WE W]E GO+ TO SP5D ! NI<T AT !IR HOME1 :I* W\LD BE \R ONLY *ANCE TO GET AWAY UNOBS]V$ E>LY 9 ! MORN+4 ,! LI<TS 9 ! H\SE W]E TURN$ \T & WE SAT 9 ! D>K1 CONSPIR+ H[ TO DELUDE ,SCOTL& ,Y>D4 ,AT DAWN ,MILLY W5T D[N TO RECONNOIT]4 ,NO ONE WAS 9 SI<T4 ,FRI5DS 9 ANO!R P>T ( ! CITY W]E AWAIT+ US4 ,WE W]E TAK5 TO A SUBURB1 TO ! H\SE ( \R HORTICULTURI/ COMRADE ,B]N>D ,KAMPFMAY]4 ,HE & HIS WIFE W]E NOT ACTIVE 9 ! MOVEM5T AT ! TIME & !RE=E NOT UND] SURVEILLANCE BY ! AU?ORITIES4 ,I HAT$ TO DISAPPO9T \R ,SCOTTI% COMRADES1 BUT ,I C\LD NOT AF=D TO RISK BE+ HELD UP ON MY >RIVAL 9 ,AM]ICA & =C$ 9TO A LEGAL FI<T4 ,I !RE=E RESOLV$ TO RETURN HOME4 ,AFT] ?REE DAYS ) \R HO/S1 ,MAX & ,I LEFT = ,LIV]POOL1 SAIL+ FROM !RE TO ,NEW ,YORK VIA ,MONTREAL4 

,! ,CANADIAN IMMIGRATION AU?ORITIES PROV$ LESS 9QUISITIVE ?AN ! ,AM]ICAN & WE EXP]I5C$ NO TR\BLE :ATEV] GETT+ 9TO ,CANADA4 ,ON ! WAY FROM ,MONTREAL TO ,NEW ,YORK ! ,PULLMAN PORT] TOOK \R TICKETS1 TOGE!R ) A G5]\S TIP1 & HE DID NOT %[ UP AGA9 UNTIL WE W]E SAFELY 9 ,NEW ,YORK4 ,IT WAS TWO WEEKS LAT]1 AT MY FIR/ PUBLIC APPE>ANCE1 ?AT ! NEWSPAP]S LE>N$ ( MY BE+ BACK 9 ! ,/ATES4 ,!Y TRI$ FRANTICALLY TO F9D \T H[ ,I HAD MANAG$ TO GET 9 & ,I SUGGE/$ ?AT !Y 9QUIRE ( ! IMMIGRATION AU?ORITIES4 

,ON MY RETURN ,I F\ND ,MO!R ,E>? 9 A DEPLORABLE CONDITION F9ANCIALLY4 ,V]Y LITTLE HAD COME 9 DUR+ MY ABS5CE1 & ! MON?LY EXP5SES HAD F> EXCE$$ ! AM\NT ,I HAD LEFT = ! MA9T5ANCE ( ! MAGAZ9E4 ,SOME?+ HAD TO BE DONE AT ONCE1 &1 BE+ ! ONLY ONE :O C\LD RAISE FUNDS1 ,I LO/ NO TIME 9 >RANG+ V>I\S AFFAIRS TO SECURE AID = ! PUBLICATION & ALSO DECID$ UPON AN IMM$IATE T\R4 

,SA%A'S CRITICAL ATTITUDE TO ME HAD NOT *ANG$2 IF ANY?+1 IT HAD BECOME MORE PRON\NC$4 ,AT ! SAME TIME HIS 9T]E/ 9 Y\NG ,BECKY HAD GR[N4 ,I BECAME AW>E ?AT !Y W]E V]Y CLOSE TO EA* O!R1 & IT HURT ME ?AT ,SA%A DID NOT FEEL ! NE$ ( CONFID+ 9 ME4 ,I KNEW ?AT HE WAS NOT COMMUNICATIVE BY NATURE1 YET SOME?+ )9 ME FELT BO? (F5D$ & 9JUR$ AT HIS APP>5T LACK ( TRU/4 ,I HAD REALIZ$ EV5 BE=E ,I LEFT = ,EUROPE ?AT MY PHYSICAL  ATTRACTION = ,SA%A HAD DI$ ) HIS PRISON YE>S4 ,I HAD CLUNG TO ! HOPE ?AT :5 HE LE>N$ TO UND]/& MY LIFE1 TO KN[ ?AT MY HAV+ LOV$ O!RS HAD NOT *ANG$ MY LOVE = HIM1 HIS OLD PASSION W\LD FLAME UP AGA94 ,IT WAS PA9FUL TO SEE ?AT ! NEW LOVE ?AT HAD COME TO ,SA%A COMPLETELY EXCLUD$ ME4 ,MY HE>T REBELL$ AGA9/ ! CRUEL ?+1 BUT ,I KNEW ?AT ,I HAD NO RI<T TO COMPLA94 ,:ILE ,I HAD EXP]I5C$ LIFE 9 ALL ITS HEI<TS & DEP?S1 ,SA%A HAD BE5 D5I$ IT4 ,= F\RTE5 YE>S HE HAD BE5 />V$ = :AT Y\? & LOVE C\LD GIVE4 ,N[ IT HAD COME TO HIM FROM ,BECKY1 >D5T & WOR%IPFUL AS ONLY AN EAG] GIRL ( FIFTE5 CAN BE4 ,SA%A WAS TWO YE>S Y\NG] ?AN ,I1 ?IRTY-SIX1 BUT HE HAD NOT LIV$ = F\RTE5 YE>S1 & 9 REG>D TO WOM5 HE HAD REMA9$ AS Y\NG & NAIVE AS HE HAD BE5 AT TW5TY-ONE4 ,IT WAS NATURAL ?AT HE %\LD BE ATTRACT$ TO ,BECKY RA!R ?AN TO A WOMAN ( ?IRTY-EI<T :O HAD LIV$ MORE 9T5SELY & V>I$LY ?AN O!R WOM5 D\BLE H] AGE4 ,I SAW IT ALL CLE>LY 5\<1 YET AT ! SAME TIME ,I FELT SAD ?AT HE %\LD SEEK 9 A *ILD :AT MATURITY & EXP]I5CE C\LD GIVE A HUNDR$FOLD4 

,B>ELY FIVE WEEKS AFT] MY RETURN FROM ,EUROPE ,I WAS AGA9 ON A TRAMP ?R\< ,MASSA*USETTS1 ,CONNECTICUT1 & ! ,/ATE ( ,NEW ,YORK4 ,!N CAME ,PHILADELPHIA1 ,BALTIMORE1 ,WA%+TON1 ,D4 ,C41 & ,PITTSBUR<4 ,! ,*IEF ( ,POLICE 9 ,WA%+TON AT FIR/ ANN\NC$ ?AT HE W\LD NOT LET ME SPEAK4 ,:5 SOME PROM95T LIB]ALS CALL$ HIS ATT5TION TO ! FACT ?AT HE HAD NO BUS9ESS TO 9T]F]E ) ! RI<T ( FREE SPEE*1 HE TOLD MY COMMITTEE ?AT !Y C\LD GO AHEAD ) MY MEET+S4 ,AT ! SAME TIME HE REVOK$ ! LIC5SE ( ! HALLKEEP]4 ,:5 ! [N] ?REAT5$ A LEGAL FI<T1 ! ,*IEF ISSU$ A TEMPOR>Y LIC5SE P]MITT+ 5T]TA9M5TS & MEET+S 0NOT OBJECTIONABLE TO ! DI/RICT AU?ORITIES40 ,MY MEET+S DID NOT TAKE PLACE4 

,PITTSBUR< BR\<T BACK MANY MEMORIES--,SA%A'S M>TYRDOM & ! PILGRIMAGES ,I US$ TO MAKE TO ! PRISON1 ! HOPES ,I HAD *]I%$ & ?AT HAD NOT BE5 FULFILL$4 ,YET GLADNESS WAS 9 MY S\L3 ,SA%A HAD ESCAP$ HIS PRISON GRAVE & ,I HAD HAD A L>GE %>E 9 BR++ IT AB\T4 ,NO ONE C\LD TAKE ?AT CONSOLATION AWAY FROM ME4 

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