,*APT] #c ,DI/URB+ ,?\N$ ?AT ! RATIONS ISSU$ TO ! T5ANTS ( ! ,FIR/ ,H\SE ( ! ,SOVIET 7,A/ORIA7 W]E MU* SUP]IOR TO ?OSE RECEIV$ BY ! WORK]S 9 ! FACTORIES4 ,TO BE SURE1 !Y W]E NOT SUFFICI5T TO SU/A9 LIFE--BUT NO ONE 9 ! ,A/ORIA LIV$ FROM !SE RATIONS ALONE4 ,! MEMB]S ( ! ,COMMUNI/ ,P>TY1 QU>T]$ 9 ! ,A/ORIA1 WORK$ 9 ,SMOLNY1 & ! RATIONS 9 ,SMOLNY W]E ! BE/ 9 ,PETROGRAD4 ,MOREOV]1 TRADE WAS NOT 5TIRELY SUPPRESS$ AT ?AT TIME4 ,! M>KETS W]E DO+ A LUCRATIVE BUS9ESS1 ?\< NO ONE SEEM$ ABLE OR WILL+ TO EXPLA9 TO ME :]E ! PUR*AS+ CAPACITY CAME FROM4 ,! WORK]S C\LD NOT AF=D TO BUY BUTT] :I* WAS !N #b1 RUBLES A P\ND1 SUG> AT #c11 OR MEAT AT #a14 ,! 9EQUALITY WAS MO/ APP>5T 9 ! ,A/ORIA KIT*54 ,I W5T !RE FREQU5TLY1 ?\< IT WAS TORTURE TO PREP>E A MEAL3 ! SAVAGE SCRAMBLE = AN 9* ( SPACE ON ! /OVE1 ! GRE$Y WAT*+ ( ! WOM5 LE/ ANY ONE HAVE SOME?+ EXTRA 9 ! SAUCEPAN1 ! QU>RELS & SCREAMS :5 SOMEONE FI%$ \T A PIECE ( MEAT FROM ! POT ( A NEIS TO COME4 ,IT WAS A LIV+ ?+4 ,I WAS MADE AW>E ( IT ONE DAY4 ,! RATIONS W]E DI/RIBUT$ AT ! ,COMMISS>Y1 BUT ONE HAD TO FET* !M HIMSELF4 ,ONE DAY1 :ILE WAIT+ MY TURN 9 ! LONG L9E1 A PEASANT GIRL CAME 9 & ASK$ = V9EG>4 0,V9EG>6 :O IS IT CALLS = SU* A LUXURY80 CRI$ SEV]AL WOM54 ,IT APPE>$ ?AT ! GIRL WAS ,Z9OVIEV'S S]VANT4 ,%E SPOKE ( HIM AS H] MA/]1 :O WORK$ V]Y H>D & WAS SURELY 5TITL$ TO SOME?+ EXTRA4 ,AT ONCE A /ORM ( 9DIGNATION BROKE LOOSE4 0,MA/]6 IS ?AT :AT WE MADE ! ,REVOLUTION =1 OR WAS IT TO DO AWAY ) MA/]S8 ,Z9OVIEV IS NO MORE ?AN WE1 & HE IS NOT 5TITL$ TO MORE40 ,!SE WORK+ WOM5 W]E CRUDE1 EV5 BRUTAL1 BUT !IR S5SE ( JU/ICE WAS 9/9CTIVE4 ,! ,REVOLUTION TO !M WAS SOME?+ FUNDAM5TALLY VITAL4 ,!Y SAW ! 9EQUALITY AT EV]Y /EP & BITT]LY RES5T$ IT4 ,I WAS DI/URB$4 ,I S\*I/S 9SI/$ ON IT4 ,! LITTLE GR\P ANTAGONI/IC TO ! ,SOVIET ,GOV]NM5T WAS NOT CONV9C+4 ,BUT H[ RECONCILE ! EXPLANATION GIV5 TO ME ) SOME ( ! /ORIES ,I LE>N$ EV]Y DAY--/ORIES ( SY/EMATIC T]RORISM1 ( REL5TLESS P]SECUTION1 & SUPPRESSION ( O!R REVOLUTION>Y ELEM5TS8 ,ANO!R CIRCUM/ANCE :I* P]PLEX$ ME WAS ?AT1 ! M>KETS W]E /ACK$ ) MEAT1 FI%1 SOAP1 POTATOES1 EV5 %OES1 EV]Y TIME ?AT ! RATIONS W]E GIV5 \T4 ,H[ DID !SE ?+S GET TO ! M>KETS8 ,EV]YONE SPOKE AB\T IT1 BUT NO ONE SEEM$ TO KN[4 ,ONE DAY ,I WAS 9 A WAT*MAK]'S %OP :5 A SOLDI] 5T]$4 ,HE CONV]S$ ) ! PROPRIETOR 9 ,YIDDI%1 RELAT+ ?AT HE HAD JU/ RETURN$ FROM ,SIB]IA ) A %IPM5T ( TEA4 ,W\LD ! WAT*MAK] TAKE FIFTY P\NDS8 ,TEA WAS SOLD AT A PREMIUM AT ! TIME--NO ONE BUT ! PRIVILEG$ FEW C\LD P]MIT !MSELVES SU* A LUXURY4 ,( C\RSE ! WAT*MAK] W\LD TAKE ! TEA4 ,:5 ! SOLDI] LEFT ,I ASK$ ! %OPKEEP] IF HE DID NOT ?9K IT RA!R RISKY TO TRANSACT SU* ILLEGAL BUS9ESS SO OP5LY4 ,I HAPP5 TO UND]/& ,YIDDI%1 ,I TOLD HIM4 ,DID HE NOT FE> ,I W\LD REPORT HIM8 0,?AT'S NO?+10 ! MAN REPLI$ NON*ALANTLY1 0! ,T*EKA KN[S ALL AB\T IT--IT DRAWS ITS P]C5TAGE FROM ! SOLDI] & MYSELF40 ,I BEGAN TO SUSPECT ?AT ! REASON = MU* ( ! EVIL WAS ALSO )9 ,RUSSIA1 NOT ONLY \TSIDE ( IT4 ,BUT !N1 ,I >GU$1 POLICE (FICIALS & DETECTIVES GRAFT EV]Y:]E4 ,?AT IS ! COMMON DISEASE ( ! BRE$4 ,9 ,RUSSIA1 :]E SC>CITY ( FOOD & ?REE YE>S ( />VATION MU/ NE$S TURN MO/ PEOPLE 9TO GRAFT]S1 !FT IS 9EVITABLE4 ,! ,BOL%EVIKI >E TRY+ TO SUPPRESS IT ) AN IRON H&4 ,H[ CAN !Y BE BLAM$8 ,BUT TRY AS ,I MIS4 ,HE WAS ! LIV+ AFFIRMATION ( MY BELIEF ?AT ! CREATIVE >TI/ CANNOT BE SUPPRESS$4 ,GORKI1 ! *ILD ( ! PEOPLE1 ! P>IAH1 HAD BY HIS G5IUS BECOME ONE ( ! WORLD'S GREATE/1 ONE :O BY HIS P5 & DEEP HUMAN SYMPA?Y MADE ! SOCIAL \TCA/ \R K94 ,= YE>S ,I T\R$ ,AM]ICA 9T]PRET+ ,GORKI'S G5I\S TO ! ,AM]ICAN PEOPLE1 ELUCIDAT+ ! GREATNESS1 BEAUTY1 & HUMANITY ( ! MAN & HIS WORKS4 ,N[ ,I WAS TO SEE HIM & ?R\< HIM GET A GLIMPSE 9TO ! COMPLEX S\L ( ,RUSSIA4 ,I F\ND ! MA9 5TRANCE ( HIS H\SE NAIL$ UP1 & !RE SEEM$ TO BE NO WAY ( GETT+ 94 ,I ALMO/ GAVE UP 9 DESPAIR :5 A WOMAN PO9T$ TO A D+Y /AIRCASE4 ,I CLIMB$ TO ! V]Y TOP & KNOCK$ ON ! FIR/ DOOR ,I SAW4 ,IT WAS ?R[N OP51 MOM5T>ILY BL9D+ ME ) A FLOOD ( LIGE D9+ ROOM4 ,IT WAS DIMLY LIT1 *ILLY & *E]LESS 9 SPITE ( A FIRE & A L>GE COLLECTION ( ,DUT* *9A ON ! WALLS4 ,ONE ( ! ?REE WOM5 ,I HAD NOTIC$ 9 ! KIT*5 SAT D[N AT ! TABLE ) ME1 PRET5D+ TO READ A BOOK BUT ALL ! :ILE WAT*+ ME \T ( ! CORN] ( H] EYE4 ,IT WAS AN AWKW>D HALF-H\R ( WAIT+4 ,PRES5TLY ,GORKI >RIV$4 ,TALL1 GAUNT1 & C\<+1 HE LOOK$ ILL & WE>Y4 ,HE TOOK ME TO HIS /UDY1 SEMI-D>K & ( DEPRESS+ EFFECT4 ,NO SOON] HAD WE SEAT$ \RSELVES ?AN ! DOOR FLEW OP5 & ANO!R Y\NG WOMAN1 :OM ,I HAD NOT OBS]V$ BE=E1 BR\K FLUID1 M$IC9E EVID5TLY4 ,!N ! TELEPHONE BEGAN TO R+2 A FEW M9UTES LAT] ,GORKI WAS CALL$ \T ( ! ROOM4 ,I REALIZ$ ?AT ,I W\LD NOT BE ABLE TO TALK ) HIM4 ,RETURN+1 HE MU/ HAVE NOTIC$ MY DISAPPO9TM5T4 ,WE AGRE$ TO PO/PONE \R TALK TILL SOME LESS DI/URB$ OPPORTUNITY PRES5T$ ITSELF4 ,HE ESCORT$ ME TO ! DOOR1 REM>K+1 0,Y\ \4 ,! ,KRON/ADT SAILORS >E NE>LY ALL 9/9CTIVE ,AN>*I/S4 ,Y\ W\LD F9D A FIELD !RE40 ,I SMIL$4 0,9/9CTIVE ,AN>*I/S80 ,I SAID1 0?AT MEANS !Y >E UNSPOIL$ BY PRECONCEIV$ NOTIONS1 UNSOPHI/ICAT$1 & RECEPTIVE4 ,IS ?AT :AT Y\ MEAN80 0,YES1 ?AT IS :AT ,I MEAN10 HE REPLI$4 ,! 9T]VIEW ) ,GORKI LEFT ME DEPRESS$4 ,NOR WAS \R SECOND MEET+ MORE SATISFACTORY ON ! OCCASION ( MY FIR/ TRIP TO ,MOSC[4 ,BY ! SAME TRA9 TRAVEL$ ,RADEK1 ,DEMYAN ,B$NY ! POPUL> ,BOL%EVIK V]SIFI]1 & ,ZIPP]OVIT*1 !N ! PRESID5T ( ! ,PETROGRAD UNIONS4 ,WE F\ND \RSELVES 9 ! SAME C>1 ! ONE RES]V$ = ,BOL%EVIK (FICIALS & ,/ATE DIGNIT>IES1 COM=TABLE & ROOMY4 ,ON ! O!R H&1 ! 0COMMON0 MAN1 ! NON-,COMMUNI/ )\T 9FLU5CE1 HAD LIT]ALLY TO FIRIAGES1 PROVID$ HE HAD A PROPUSK TO TRAVEL--A MO/ DIFFICULT ?+ TO PROCURE4 ,I SP5T ! TIME ( ! J\RNEY DISCUSS+ ,RUSSIAN CONDITIONS ) ,ZIPP]OVIT*1 A K9DLY MAN ( DEEP CONVICTIONS1 & ) ,DEMYAN ,B$NY1 A BIG CO>SE-LOOK+ MAN4 ,RADEK HELD =? AT L5G? ON HIS EXP]I5CES 9 ,G]MANY & ,G]MAN PRISONS4 ,I LE>N$ ?AT ,GORKI WAS ALSO ON ! TRA91 & ,I WAS GLAD ( ANO!R OPPORTUNITY = A *AT ) HIM :5 HE CALL$ TO SEE ME4 ,! ONE ?+ UPP]MO/ 9 MY M9D AT ! MOM5T WAS AN >TICLE :I* HAD APPE>$ 9 ! ,PETROGRAD ,PRAVDA A FEW DAYS BE=E MY DEP>TURE4 ,IT TREAT$ ( MORALLY DEFECTIVE *ILDR51 ! WRIT] URG+ PRISON = !M4 ,NO?+ ,I HAD HE>D OR SE5 DUR+ MY SIX WEEKS 9 ,RUSSIA SO \TRAG$ ME AS ?IS BRUTAL & ANTIQUAT$ ATTITUDE T[>D ! *ILD4 ,I WAS EAG] TO KN[ :AT ,GORKI ?\E ! RESULT ( ALCOHOLISM RAMPANT DUR+ ! ,RUSSIAN-,JAPANESE ,W>1 & ( SYPHILIS4 ,:AT EXCEPT MORAL DEFECTION C\LD RESULT FROM SU* A H]ITAGE80 HE REPLI$4 ,I >GU$ ?AT MORALITY *ANGES ) CONDITIONS & CLIMATE1 & ?AT UNLESS ONE BELIEV$ 9 ! !ORY ( FREE WILL ONE CANNOT CONSID] MORALITY A FIX$ MATT]4 ,AS TO *ILDR51 !IR S5SE ( RESPONSIBILITY IS PRIMITIVE1 & !Y LACK ! SPIRIT ( SOCIAL ADH]5CE4 ,BUT ,GORKI 9SI/$ ?AT !RE WAS A FE>FUL SPREAD ( MORAL DEFECTION AMONG *ILDR5 & ?AT SU* CASES %\LD BE ISOLAT$4 ,I !N BROA*$ ! PROBLEM ?AT WAS TR\BL+ ME MO/4 ,:AT AB\T P]SECUTION & T]ROR--W]E ALL ! HORRORS 9EVITABLE1 OR WAS !RE SOME FAULT 9 ,BOL%EVISM ITSELF8 ,! ,BOL%EVIKI W]E MAK+ MI/AKES1 BUT !Y W]E DO+ ! BE/ !Y KNEW H[1 ,GORKI SAID DRYLY4 ,NO?+ MORE C\LD BE EXPECT$1 HE ?\TICLE BY ,GORKI1 PUBLI%$ 9 HIS PAP]1 ,NEW ,LIFE1 :I* ,I HAD READ 9 ! ,MISS\RI ,P5IT5TI>Y4 ,IT WAS A SCA?+ >RAIGNM5T ( ! ,BOL%EVIKI4 ,!RE MU/ HAVE BE5 P[]FUL REASONS TO *ANGE ,GORKI'S PO9T ( VIEW SO COMPLETELY4 ,P]HAPS HE IS RID ( ! DRAMATIC C\RSE ,I HAD GIV5 9 ,AM]ICA4 ,JOHN ,GALSWOR?Y WAS AMONG ! PLAYWRITI/4 ,9 HIS OP9ION ,GALSWOR?Y C\LD NOT BE COMP>$ ) ,B]N>D ,%AW4 ,I HAD TO DIFF]4 ,I DID NOT UND]E/IMATE ,%AW1 BUT CONSID]$ ,GALSWOR?Y ! GREAT] >TI/4 ,I DETECT$ IRRITATION 9 ,GORKI1 & AS HIS HACK+ C\< CONT9U$1 ,I BROKE (F ! DISCUSSION4 ,HE SOON LEFT4 ,I REMA9$ DEJECT$ FROM ! 9T]VIEW4 ,IT GAVE ME NO?+4 ,:5 WE PULL$ 9TO ! ,MOSC[ /ATION MY *AP]ON1 ,DEMYAN ,B$NY1 HAD VANI%$ & ,I WAS LEFT ON ! PLAT=M ) ALL MY TRAPS4 ,RADEK CAME TO MY RESCUE4 ,HE CALL$ A PORT]1 TOOK ME & MY BAGGAGE TO HIS WAIT+ AUTOMOBILE & 9SI/$ ?AT ,I COME TO HIS AP>TM5TS 9 ! ,KREML94 ,!RE ,I WAS GRACI\SLY RECEIV$ BY HIS WIFE & 9VIT$ TO D9N] S]V$ BY !IR MAID4 ,AFT] ?AT ,RADEK BEGAN ! DIFFICULT TASK ( GETT+ ME QU>T]$ 9 ! ,HOTEL ,NATIONAL1 KN[N AS ! ,FIR/ ,H\SE ( ! ,MOSC[ ,SOVIET4 ,) ALL HIS 9FLU5CE IT REQUIR$ H\RS TO SECURE A ROOM = ME4 ,RADEK'S LUXURI\S AP>TM5T1 ! MAIDS]VANT1 ! SPL5DID D9N] SEEM$ /RANGE 9 ,RUSSIA4 ,BUT ! COMRADELY CONC]N ( ,RADEK & ! HOSPITALITY ( HIS WIFE W]E GRATEFUL TO ME4 ,EXCEPT AT ! ,ZOR9S & ! ,%ATOVS ,I HAD NOT MET ) ANY?+ LIKE IT4 ,I FELT ?AT K9DL9ESS1 SYMPA?Y1 & SOLID>ITY W]E /ILL ALIVE 9 ,RUSSIA4 ,FROM 3 ,UNIV]SITY ( ,B]KELEY4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #aibb 3 ,*APT] #c -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,JANU>Y #b#c1 #bag 3 ,*APT] #c -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/