,*APT] #aa ,! ,SOCIALI/ ,REPUBLIC ,RESORTS TO ,DEPORTATION #aibdaibd ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN ,TEXT 3 ,M,Y ,F,U,R,!,R ,D,I,S,I,L,L,U,S,I,O,N,M,5,T ,9 ,R,U,S,S,I,A ,BY ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN1 ,G>D5 ,CITY1 ,N,Y3 ,D\BL$AY1 ,PAGE @& ,COMPANY2 #aibd ,*,A,P,T,] ,X,I ,! ,S,O,C,I,A,L,I,/ ,R,E,P,U,B,L,I,C ,R,E,S,O,R,T,S ,T,O ,D,E,P,O,R,T,A,T,I,O,N ,! ,T*EKA HAD SUCCE$$ 9 T]RORIZ+ ! :OLE PEOPLE4 ,! ONLY EXCEPTIONS W]E ! POLITICALS1 :OSE C\RAGE & DEVOTION TO !IR IDEALS DEFI$ ! ,BOL%EVIKI AS IT HAD ! ,ROMANOVS4 ,I KNEW MANY ( ?OSE BRAVE SPIRITS1 & ,I SAW 9 !M ! ONLY HOPE TO SU/A9 ONE AMID ! G5]AL WRECKAGE4 ,!Y W]E ! LIV+ PRO( ( ! P[]LESSNESS ( T]ROR AGA9/ AN ,IDEAL4 ,TYPICAL ( ?IS CLASS WAS A C]TA9 ,AN>*I/ :O HAD LONG BE5 S\Y /AFF ( ! REVOLUTION>Y POV/ANTSI ( ! ,UKRA9A & ! CLOSE FRI5D & C\NSELOR ( ,MAKHNO4 ,HE HAD ALREADY KN[N HIM 9TIMATELY :5 !Y W]E TOGE!R 9 KATORGA 9 ! DAYS ( ! ,CZ>4 ,HE HAD %>$ ALL ! H>D%IPS & DANG] ( ! POV/ANTSI LIFE & P>TICIPAT$ 9 !IR CAMPAIGNS AGA9/ ! 5EMIES ( ! ,REVOLUTION4 ,AFT] ! DEFEAT ( ,WRANGEL & ! LA/ TREA*]Y ( ! ,BOL%EVIKI T[>D ,MAKHNO1 :5 ! LATT]'S >MY HAD BECOME SCATT]$ & MANY ( ITS MEMB]S KILL$1 ?IS MAN SUCCE$$ 9 ESCAP+ ! ,BOL%EVIK NET4 ,HE DET]M9$ TO COME TO ,MOSC[1 !RE TO WRITE A HI/ORY ( ,MAKHNOV/*9A4 ,IT WAS A P]IL\S J\RNEY1 MADE UND] MO/ DIFFICULT CONDITIONS1 ) DEA? CON/ANTLY TREAD+ HIS FOOT/EPS4 ,UND] AN ASSUM$ NAME HE SECUR$ A T9Y ROOM 9 ! 5VIRONS ( ! CAPITAL4 ,HE LIV$ 9 MO/ ABJECT POV]TY1 ALWAYS 9 DANG] ( HIS LIFE1 VISIT+ HIS WIFE 9 ! CITY ONLY UND] COV] ( D>KNESS4 ,ONCE 9 EV]Y TW5TY F\R H\RS HE W\LD COME TO ! APPO9T$ PLACE = A LITTLE RESPITE & HIS SOLE MEAL ( ! DAY1 CONSI/+ ( POTATOES1 H]R+1 & TEA4 ,EV]Y MOM5T HE RISK$ BE+ RECOGNIZ$1 = HE WAS WELL KN[N 9 ,MOSC[1 & RECOGNITION MEANT SUMM>Y EXECUTION4 ,HIS WIFE ALSO1 IF DISCOV]$1 W\LD HAVE MET ! SAME FATE-! DEVOT$ WOMAN :O1 ?\< ) *ILD AT ! TIME1 HAD FOLL[$ HIM TO ,MOSC[4 ,AFT] A DESP]ATE HUNT = EMPLOYM5T %E F\ND A POSITION 9 A CRE*E1 BUT AS PREGNANT WOM5 W]E NOT ACCEPT$ 9 SU* 9/ITUTIONS1 %E HAD TO DISGUISE H] CONDITION4 ,ALL DAY LONG %E HAD TO BE ON H] FEET1 ATT5D+ TO H] DUTIES1 & LIV+ 9 CON/ANT FE> = ! SAFETY ( H] HUSB&4 ,:5 ! BABY WAS BORN ! SITUATION BECAME MORE AGGRAVAT$4 ,! WOMAN WAS H>ASS$ BY H] SUP]IORS BECAUSE %E HAD OBTA9$ ! POSITION )\T !IR KN[L$GE ( H] CONDITION4 ,PETTY (FICIALDOM & H>D WORK EXHAU/$ H] 5]GIES & ! DAILY ANXIETY AB\T ! MAN %E LOV$ NE>LY DROVE H] FRANTIC4 ,YET NEV] A SIGN ( ALL ?AT TR\BL$ H] :5 ! MAN W\LD VISIT H]4 ,MANY EV5+S ,I SP5T ) ?IS C\PLE4 ,!Y W]E 5TIRELY CUT (F FROM ! \TSIDE WORLD & =M] FRI5DS1 ALL ALONE SAVE = ! FE> ( DISCOV]Y & DEA? :I* WAS !IR CON/ANT COMPANION4 ,9 ! DRE>Y1 DAMP ROOM1 ! BABY ASLEEP1 WE PASS$ MANY H\RS TALK+ 9 SUBDU$ VOICES AB\T ! ,UKRA9IAN PEASANTRY & ! ,MAKHNO MOVEM5T4 ,MY FRI5D WAS FAMILI> ) EV]Y PHASE ( IT FROM P]SONAL EXP]I5CE1 :I* HE WAS N[ 9CORPORAT+ 9TO HIS BOOK ON ,MAKHNO4 ,HE WAS ABSORB$ 9 ?AT WORK1 :I* WAS = ! FIR/ TIME TO GIVE TO ! WORLD ! TRU? AB\T ,MAKHNO & ! POV/ANTSI4 ,DEEPLY CONC]N$ AB\T HIS WIFE & *ILD1 HE WAS 5TIRELY OBLIVI\S TO HIS [N SAFETY1 ?\< KN[+ ?AT EV]Y DAY ! ,T*EKA NET WAS DRAWN CLOS] AB\T HIM4 ,) GREAT DIFFICULTY HE WAS F9ALLY PREVAIL$ UPON TO LEAVE HIS BELOV$ ,RUSSIA1 AS ! ONLY WAY ( SAV+ HIS FAMILY4 ,:AT A COMM5T>Y ON ! ,SOCIALI/ ,REPUBLIC1 :OSE BRAVE/ & TRUE/ SONS MU/ KEEP 9 HID+ OR =SAKE !IR NATIVE SOIL6 ,LIFE 9 ,RUSSIA HAD BECOME TO ME A CON/ANT TORTURE2 ! NE$ ( BREAK+ MY TWO YE>S' SIL5CE WAS IMP]ATIVE4 ,DUR+ ALL ! SUMM] ,I WAS 9 ! ?ROES ( A BITT] CONFLICT BETWE5 ! NECESSITY ( LEAV+ & MY 9ABILITY TO TE> MYSELF AWAY FROM :AT HAD BE5 AN IDEAL TO ME4 ,IT WAS LIKE ! TRAGIC 5D ( A GREAT LOVE TO :I* ONE CL+S LONG AFT] IT IS NO MORE4 ,9 ! MID/ ( MY /RUGGLE !RE HAPP5$ AN EV5T :I* FUR!R S]V$ TO DEMON/RATE ! COMPLETE COLLAPSE ( ! ,BOL%EVIKI AS REVOLUTIONI/S4 ,IT WAS ! ANN\NCEM5T ( ! RETURN TO ,RUSSIA ( ! ,CZ>I/ ,G5]AL ,SLA/*EV1 ONE ( ! MO/ REACTION>Y & BRUTAL MILIT>I/S ( ! OLD REGIME4 ,HE HAD F\B>ITIES TO W> PRISON]S & 9FAM\S AS A MAK] ( POGROMS4 ,N[ ,SLA/*EV RECANT$ & WAS RETURN+ TO 0HIS ,FA!RL&40 ,?IS >* C\NT]-REVOLUTIONI/ & ,JEW-BAIT]1 TOGE!R ) SEV]AL O!R ,CZ>I/ G5]ALS & ,:ITE GU>DI/S1 WAS RECEIV$ BY ! ,BOL%EVIKI ) MILIT>Y HONORS4 ,NO D\BT IT WAS JU/ RETRIBUTION ?AT ! ANTI,SEMITE HAD TO SALUTE ! ,JEW ,TROTSKY1 HIS MILIT>Y SUP]IOR4 ,BUT TO ! ,REVOLUTION & ! ,RUSSIAN PEOPLE ! TRIUMPHAL RETURN ( ! IMP]IALI/S WAS AN \TRAGE4 ,! OLD G5]AL HAD *ANG$ HIS COLORS BUT NOT HIS NATURE4 ,9 HIS LETT] TO ! (FIC]S & M5 ( ! ,WRANGEL ,>MY HE DELIV]$ HIMSELF ( ! FOLL[+3 ,I1 ,SLA/*EV ,KRIMSKY1 COMM& Y\ TO RETURN TO Y\R ,FA!RL& & 9TO ! FOLD ( ! ,R$ ,>MY4 ,\R C\NTRY NE$S \R DEF5SE AGA9/ H] 5EMIES4 ,I COMM& Y\ TO RETURN4 ,AS A REW>D = HIS NEWLY FL$G$ LOVE ( ! ,SOCIALI/ ,FA!RL& ,SLA/*EV 0 ,KRIMSKY 0 WAS COMMISSION$ TO QUELL ! ,K>ELIAN PEASANTS :O DEM&$ SELF-DET]M9ATION1 & ,SLA/*EV HAD ! OPPORTUNITY ( GIV+ FULL PLAY TO ! AUTOCRATIC P[]S HE WAS VE/$ )4 ,MILIT>Y RECEPTIONS & HONORS = ! MAN :O HAD BE5 =EMO/ 9 ! ATTEMPT TO CRU% ! ,REVOLUTION1 & IMPRISONM5T OR DEA? = ! LOV]S ( LIB]TY6 ,AT ! SAME TIME ! TRUE SONS ( ,RUSSIA1 :O HAD DEF5D$ ! ,REVOLUTION AGA9/ EV]Y ATTACK & HAD AID$ ! ,BOL%EVIKI TO POLITICAL P[]1 W]E MADE HOMELESS BY DEPORTATION TO =EIGN L&S4 ,A MORE TRAGIC DEBACLE HI/ORY HAS NEV] BE=E WITNESS$4 ,! FIR/ TO BE DEPORT$ BY ! 0REVOLUTION>Y-0 ,GOV]NM5T W]E T5 ,AN>*I/S1 MO/ ( !M KN[N 9 ! 9T]NATIONAL REVOLUTION>Y MOVEM5T AS TRI$ IDEALI/S & M>TYRS = !IR CAUSE4 ,AMONG !M WAS ,VOL91 A HII\S ,AN>*I/ PUBLICATIONS 9 ,EUROPE & ,AM]ICA4 ,9 ,RUSSIA1 :]E HE RETURN$ 9 #a#i#a#g1 HE HELP$ TO ORGANIZE ! ,UKRA9IAN ,CONF$]ATION ( ,NABAT &' WAS = A TIME LECTUR] = ! ,SOVIET ,DEP>TM5T ( ,$UCATION 9 ,KH>KOV4 ,VOL9 HAD BE5 A MEMB] ( AN ,AN>*I/ P>TISAN MILIT>Y UNIT ?AT F\MY4 ,DUR+ ! YE> #aiba HE WAS IMPRISON$ BY ! ,BOL%EVIKI & DEPORT$ AFT] ! HUNG] /RIKE ( ! ,TAGANKA ,AN>*I/S :I* LA/$ T5 & A HALF DAYS4 ,9 ! SAME GR\P WAS ,G4 ,MAXIM(F1 AN ,AN>*I/ ( MANY YE>S' /&+4 ,BE=E ! ,REVOLUTION HE HAD BE5 ACTIVE AMONG ! /UD5TS ( ! ,PETROGRAD ,UNIV]SITY & ALSO AMONG ! PEASANTS4 ,HE P>TICIPAT$ 9 ALL ! REVOLUTION>Y /RUGGLES BEG9N+ ) ! ,FEBRU>Y ,REVOLUTION1 WAS ONE ( ! $ITORS ( ,GOLOS ,TRUDA & MEMB] ( ! ,ALL-,RUSSIAN ,SECRET>IAT ( ,AN>*O-SYNDICALI/S4 ,HE IS AN ABLE & POPUL> WRIT] & LECTUR]4 ,M>K ,MRAT*NY1 ANO!R ( ! DEPORT$1 HAS BE5 AN ,AN>*I/ S9CE #a#i#g4 ,AT ! TIME :5 ,HETMAN ,SKOROPADSKY RUL$ ,UKRA9A ) ! HELP ( ,G]MAN BAYONETS1 ,MRAT*NY WAS A MEMB] ( ! ,REVOLUTION>Y ,BUREAU ( ! /UD5TS ( ,KH>KOV4 ,HE HELD ! POSITION ( 9/RUCTOR 9 ! ,SOVIET ,S*OOL ,DEP>TM5T ( ,KH>KOV1 & LAT] 9 ,SIB]IA4 ,HE $IT$ ! ,NABAT DUR+ ! P]IOD ( AGREEM5T BETWE5 ,MAKHNO & ! ,BOL%EVIKI1 & WAS LAT] >RE/$ TOGE!R ) ! O!R ,AN>*I/S :O HAD COME TO ,KH>KOV = ! ,AN>*I/ ,CONF]5CE4 ,AMONG ! DEPORT$ WAS ALSO ,Y>T*UK1 FAM\S AS ONE ( ! LEAD]S ( ! ,KRON/ADT SAILORS 9 ! UPRIS+ ( ,JULY1 #a#i#a#g1 A MAN :O 5JOY$ EXCEPTIONAL 9FLU5CE AMONG ! SAILORS & WORK]S & :OSE IDEALISM & DEVOTION >E MATT]S ( HI/ORIC RECORD4 ,9 ! GR\P !RE W]E ALSO SEV]AL /UD5TS-M]E Y\?S :O HAD P>TICIPAT$ 9 ! ,AN>*I/ HUNG]/RIKE 9 ! ,TAGANKA PRISON4 ,TO REMA9 LONG] 9 ,BOL%EVIK ,RUSSIA HAD BECOME UNBE>ABLE4 ,I WAS COMPELL$ TO SPEAK \T1 & DECID$ TO LEAVE ! C\NTRY4 ,FRI5DS W]E MAK+ >RANGEM5TS TO OP5 A SUB ROSA PASSAGE ABROAD1 BUT JU/ AS ALL PREP>ATIONS W]E COMPLET$ WE W]E 9=M$ ( NEW DEVELOPM5TS4 ,B]L9 ,AN>*I/S HAD MADE A DEM& UPON ! ,SOVIET ,GOV]NM5T ?AT PASSPORTS BE ISSU$ = ,ALEX&] ,B]KMAN1 ,A4 ,%APIRO1 & MYSELF1 TO 5ABLE US TO ATT5D ! ,9T]NATIONAL ,AN>*I/ ,CONGRESS :I* WAS TO CONV5E 9 ,B]L9 9 ,DECEMB]1 #a#i#b#a4 ,:E!R DUE TO ?AT DEM& OR = O!R REASONS1 ! ,SOVIET ,GOV]NM5T F9ALLY ISSU$ ! REQUIR$ PAP]S & ON ,DECEMB] #a1 #a#i#b#a1 ,I LEFT ,RUSSIA 9 ! COMPANY ( ,ALEX&] ,B]KMAN & ,A4 ,%APIRO4 ,IT WAS JU/ ONE YE> & ELEV5 MON?S S9CE ,I HAD SET FOOT ON :AT ,I BELIEV$ TO BE ! PROMIS$ L&4 ,MY HE>T WAS HEAVY ) ! TRAG$Y ( ,RUSSIA4 ,ONE ?\D REG>DLESS ( FRI5D OR FOE4 ,FROM 3 ,AN>*Y ,>*IVES4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #aibc 3 ,*APT] #aa -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,JANU>Y #b#d1 #bag 3 ,*APT] #aa -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/