,PISS+ ,BLOOD ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,ABBEY ,VOLCANO ,TEXT 3 ,AN ACC\NT WRITT5 BY ,ABBEY ,VOLCANO AB\T NONPR(IT EMPLOYM5T1 LACK ( M$ICAL 9SURANCE & DIVISIONS 9 ! WORKPLACE4 ,?IS IS A /ORY AB\T ANG]1 0NON-PR(ITS10 & PISS+ BLOOD4 ,I WAS 9 MY FIF? YE> WORK+ AT AN 9DEP5D5T HEAL? FOOD /ORE RUN BY RELIGI\S FANATICS 9 A SUBURB \TSIDE ( ! CITY & ,I NE$$ MORE MONEY4 ,I />T$ (F P>T-TIME AT A CULTURAL C5T]1 WORK+ ! EV5TS4 ,I W\LD MA9LY BE !RE AT NITI/S SET UP1 S]V+ HORS D'OEUVRES1 CLEAN+ ! TOILETS1 ETC4 ,I WAS PAID @s#a#b_/HR TO DO ?IS WORK & IT WAS ! MO/ ,I HAD EV] MADE 9 MY LIFE & IT WAS ! ONLY JOB ?AT WASN'T 9 ! S]VICE 9DU/RY1 SO ,I WAS PRETTY EXCIT$4 ,PRETTY SOON AFT] ,I />T$ !Y ASK$ ME IF ,I C\LD TAKE OV] ! SECRET>IAL POSITION4 ,?IS WAS A FULL-TIME DESK JOB4 ,I REALLY NE$$ ! MONEY1 ESPECIALLY BECAUSE ! HEAL? FOOD /ORE WAS CLOS+ D[N S9CE A ,:OLE ,FOODS HAD MOV$ 9TO T[N4 ,I TOOK ! JOB S9CE ,I C\LDN'T HAVE REALLY DONE MU* BETT] AS F> AS PAY W5T4 ,I KN[ SOME PEOPLE ?9K ?AT NON-PR(ITS >E NON-CAPITALI/ OR >E SOMEH[ BETT] = SOCIETY & PEOPLE :O WORK !RE & SO ON4 ,PEOPLE :O WORK 9 MANAGEM5T POSITIONS AT NON-PR(ITS T5D TO BE K9D ( SMUG BECAUSE ( ?IS4 ,! PLACE ,I WORK$ DIDN'T REALLY OP]ATE MU* DIFF]5TLY FROM ANY O!R JOB1 SO IF !RE'S A NONPR(IT DIFF]5CE1 ,I DIDN'T SEE IT4 ,?IS JOB HAD BE5 SAL>I$ BE=E ,I TOOK IT BUT !Y SWIT*$ IT TO H\RLY & !Y HAD ME WORK #a-#eP 9/EAD ( #i-#eP SO !Y C\LD OPT ME \T ( HEAL? 9SURANCE1 SICK DAYS1 VACATION LEAVE1 OR B5NIES ( ANY V>IETY4 ,AT FIR/ ,I WAS HAPPY AB\T BE+ ABLE TO />T WORK+ LAT] 9 ! DAY 7,I'M A NOCTURNAL 9SOMNIAC7 & ,I HAD NEV] HAD 9SURANCE ?R\< A JOB BE=E1 SO DIDN'T ?9K MU* ( IT4 ,BUT ,I REALIZ$ PRETTY QUICKLY ?AT ?IS WAS BULL%IT4 ,EV]YONE ELSE 9 ! (FICE WAS ON SAL>Y4 ,SOMETIMES ,I FELT BAD = !M BECAUSE IF !Y WORK$ LONG] H\RS1 !Y /ILL RECEIV$ ! SAME PAY1 BUT ,I WAS MA9LY UPSET ?AT ,I WAS ! ONLY UNSAL>I$ P]SON4 ,O!RS CLOCK$ 93 ! JANITOR1 ! TE* PEOPLE1 P>T-TIME PEOPLE1 BUT ,I WAS ! ONLY ONE 9 ! (FICE :O HAD TO CLOCK 94 ,PRETTY MU* EV]YONE MO/LY JU/ FUCK$ >\ND ON ! JOB4 ,N[1 ,I'VE DONE MY %>E ( FUCK+ >\ND ON ! JOB4 ,I'M ALL = FUCK+ >\ND ON ! JOB4 ,IT BEATS ACTUALLY WORK+4 ,BUT 9 ?IS JOB1 O!R PEOPLE W\LD GET MAD AT ME IF ,I NE$$ TO DO SOME?+ ?AT MEANT !Y HAD TO DO SOME WORK 9/EAD ( FUCK+ >\ND ON ! JOB4 ,MY JOB MADE ME ! FIR/ P]SON ANYONE CALL+ OR COM+ 9TO ! CULTURAL C5T] MADE CONTACT )4 ,IF ,I WASN'T !RE1 SOMEONE ELSE HAD TO TAKE CALLS OR QUE/IONS1 OR GIVE T\RS1 OR ! WOR/3 MAKE !IR [N COPIES & FAX !IR [N MEMOS4 ,! O!R PEOPLE 9 ! (FICE W\LD BE PRETTY PISS$ IF ,I WASN'T !RE ON TIME1 OR IF ,I WAS 9 ! BA?ROOM1 OR LATE1 :ATEV]4 ,!Y W]5'T MEAN TO ME1 BUT IT DISRUPT$ !IR REGUL> S*$ULE ( FUCK+ >\ND 9 ! BACK & ,I C\LD TELL IT ANNOY$ !M4 ,SO !RE WAS ME 9 ! FRONT (FICE & F\R PEOPLE 9 ! BACK3 GRANT WRIT]1 ADM9I/RATIVE P]SON1 ACC\NTS MANAG]1 & ! EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR4 ,EV]YONE ELSE HAD A LOT ( FLEXIBILITY1 LIKE Y\ W\LD EXPECT AT A SAL>I$ JOB AT A CULTURAL C5T] TO HAVE4 ,:5 !Y HAD D5TI/ APPO9TM5TS1 DOCTOR APPO9TM5TS1 !IR *ILDR5 W]E SICK1 !Y W]E SICK1 OR ANY?+ ?AT REQUIR$ !M TO BE \T ( ! (FICE1 !Y W]E ALL[$ TO GO )\T P5ALTY4 ,N[ ,I DIDN'T HAVE HEAL? 9SURANCE LIKE ! RE/ ( !M1 SO ,I DIDN'T NE$ TO WORRY AB\T GETT+ TIME (F TO GO TO ! DOCTOR OR D5TI/4 ,LUCKY ME6 ,I WAS PRETTY BITT] AB\T !SE DYNAMICS1 ESPECIALLY S9CE WE W]E ALL SUPPOS$ TO GET ALONG & BE FRI5DS & :AT NOT4 ,I F\ND MYSELF PRETTY FOCUS$ ON ! FACT ?AT !Y HAD ACCESS TO ALL !SE ?+S & ,I DIDN'T4 ,I'D SEE !M LAU<+ & JOK+ >\ND & ,I'D JU/ ?9K TO MYSELF H[ MU* EASI] IT IS TO PUT A SMILE ON AT WORK :5 Y\ AT LEA/ GET B5NIES4 7,( C\RSE1 WORK SUCKS1 FULL /OP4 ,FUCK WORK47 ,SO ,I HAT$ MY JOB1 ,I HAT$ ALMO/ ALL MY C[ORK]S BECAUSE !Y W]E SMUG & ON P[] TRIPS4 ,! EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR--?AT'S ANO!R /ORY ALL ITS [N2 %E IS A *>ACT]4 ,A *>ACT] Y\ LOVE TO HATE4 ,%E'S A RI* LIB]AL :O ?9KS %E'S A RADICAL4 ,GROSS4 ,H]E'S A BRIEF /ORY TO DEMON/RATE H] FAKE RADICALNESS1 H] LOYAL OPPOSITION4 ,! EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR SEEM$ TO FETI%IZE ME AS A RADICAL4 ,%E KNEW MY POLITICS S9CE ,I HAD BE5 COOK+ ) ,FOOD ,NOT ,BOMBS = A C\PLE YE>S & WE US$ ! C5T]'S KIT*54 ,SO WE HAD *ATT$ A BUN* & %E CONSID]$ H]SELF A FELL[ RADICAL4 ,I'M NOT SURE :Y %E ?\T$ ! SECRET>IAL POSITION1 IT WAS NOT EXPLA9$ TO ME ?AT ,I WAS TO BE BO? A SECRET>Y & A P]SONAL ASSI/ANT TO ?IS WOMAN4 ,ONE ( ! FIR/ ?+S %E HAD ME DO WAS LOOK OV] A S*EMATIC %E CAME UP ) ?AT DEMON/RAT$ H[ ! (FICE WAS ORGANIZ$ 9 A NON-HI]>*ICAL MANN]4 ,%E ASK$ ME TO LOOK IT OV] & (F] H] SUGGE/IONS--,I ?9K %E WANT$ TO PASS !SE \T TO ! (FICE WORK]S TO BOO/ MORALE1 BUT ,I'M NOT REALLY SURE4 ,! ONLY SUGGE/ION ,I C\LD (F] IS ?AT IT WAS COMPLETELY UNTRUE4 ,%E WAS 9T]E/$ 9 :Y ,I ?\*ICAL MANN]1 AS %E HAD CLE> AU?ORITY OV] TASKS & ! DIVISION ( LABOR1 %E CLE>LY MADE AB\T @s#eK MORE ?AN ! O!R SAL>I$ EMPLOYES1 & AS LOOK+ AT IT FROM MY [N /&PO9T1 ,I DIDN'T EV5 HAVE 9SURANCE1 SICK-LEAVE1 VACATION DAYS1 NOR SAL>Y4 ,IT WASN'T JU/ PAY ?AT DIVID$ US1 BUT ! DIVISION ( LABOR WAS CLE>LY & RIGIDLY SET BY ! BO>D & ! EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR :O ALSO E/ABLI%$ ! V>I\S RULES & REGULATIONS 7=MAL & 9=MAL7 :I* WE W]E ALL TO FOLL[4 ,IT WAS REALLY GROSS TO HAVE MY BOSS TRY TO CONV9CE ME ?AT WE W]E WORK+ 9 A COOP]ATIVE1 NON-HI]>*ICAL (FICE SITUATION4 ,I CONT9U$ TO OPPOSE EV]Y?+ %E (F]$ TO SUPPORT H] >GUM5T1 BUT %E EV5TUALLY DROPP$ IT & JU/ LAU<$ IT (F4 ,I NEV] SAW ?AT S*EMATIC AGA94 ,SO ONE DAY ,I FELT LIKE ,I HAD A UR9>Y TRACT 9FECTION 7,U,T,I7 COM+ ON4 ,= ?OSE ( Y\ UNFAMILI> ) ?IS P>TICUL> MALADY-- CONGRATULATIONS BECAUSE !Y >E ! WOR/4 ,IT CAUSES Y\ TO HAVE TO PEE CON/ANTLY1 BUT :5 Y\ TRY TO UR9ATE IT DOESN'T REALLY WORK1 & IT FEELS LIKE RAZOR BLADES >E COM+ \T ( Y\R URE?RA 9/EAD ( UR9E4 ,IT'S AWFUL4 ,VAG9AS >E MORE SUSCEPTIBLE TO !M & IF Y\'VE HAD ONE1 Y\'LL LIKELY HAVE ANO!R S9CE IT CAUSES SC> TISSUE1 :I* CAUSES MORE ,U,T,IS1 :I* CAUSES MORE SC> TISSUE1 ETC4 ,!RE >E SOME OV]-!-C\NT] DRUGS TO EASE ! PA91 BUT Y\ NE$ TO TAKE AN ANTIBIOTIC TO CLE> UP ! 9FECTION SO Y\ CAN PEE NORMALLY AGA94 ,:5 Y\ HAVE A ,U,T,I1 Y\ CAN'T REALLY LEAVE Y\R H\SE4 ,IT'S AWFUL4 ,A #e-M9UTE RIDE TO WORK CAN BE TOO MU* TO H&LE4 ,:5 ,I SAY Y\ HAVE TO PEE CON/ANTLY1 ,I MEAN IT4 ,SOMETIMES Y\ JU/ SIT ON ! TOILET WAIT+ TO PEE4 ,SOMETIMES Y\ WE> A PAD SO Y\ CAN LET \T LITTLE BITS ( PEE4 ,P]HAPS ,I'M GETT+ A LITTLE ,T,M,I4 ,BUT ! PO9T IS1 HOLD+ 9 Y\R PEE1 EV5 IF IT'S A M9USCULE AM\NT1 IS PA9 ?AT NO ONE CAN BE>4 ,SO ,I HAD A ,U,T,I COM+ ON & ,I KNEW IT4 ,I DID :ATEV] ,I C\LD TO TRY & ADDRESS IT ) NATURAL ?+S SO ,I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO ! WALK-9 CL9IC4 ,I DRANK 9CR$IBLY EXP5SIVE GALLONS ( #a.0 UNSWEET5$ CRANB]RY JUICE1 ,I DRANK MORE WAT] ?AN ,I ?\ & TAKE C>E ( ?+S1 BUT NOT ?IS P>TICUL> TIME4 ,I HAD SYMPTOMS = OV] A WEEK4 ,I WAS 9CR$IBLY UNCOM=TABLE & 9 A LOT ( PA91 BUT ,I KNEW ?AT ,I DIDN'T HAVE MONEY TO PAY = ! WALK-91 TO PAY = ! M$S1 & ESPECIALLY TO TAKE TIME (F FROM WORK & LOSE ?OSE H\RS4 ,ONE MORN+1 AB\T EIE R>E4 ,!Y'RE R>E BECAUSE MO/ PEOPLE W\LDN'T PUT UP ) ! AM\NT ( PA9 & L5G? ( TIME IT TAKES TO HAVE AN UNTREAT$ ,U,T,I DEVELOP 9TO ONE :I* CAUSES PISS+ BLOOD4 ,PISS+ BLOOD IS K9D ( ! LA/ /RAW4 ,SO ,I WAS PISS+ BLOOD & KNEW ,I HAD TO GET TO ! WALK-9 AS SOON AS POSSIBLE4 ,I RELUCTANTLY CALL$ 9TO WORK1 EXPLA9$ ! SITUATION1 & TOLD !M ,I'D GET !RE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE1 BUT ?AT ,I NE$$ TO GO TO ! WALK-9 FIR/4 ,?IS WAS A PRETTY DIFFICULT TASK S9CE ,I ALSO DIDN'T HAVE A C> AT ! TIME S9CE M9E HAD BE5 /OL5 FROM ?AT SAME JOB 7WEE6 ,& ALSO MY WALLET WAS /OL5 (F MY DESK AT ONE PO9T74 ,SO ,I BORR[$ A C>1 W5T TO ! WALK-91 !Y CONFIRM$ ,I HAD A ,U,T,I & SCOLD$ ME ON WAIT+ SO LONG TO TREAT IT1 GAVE ME A PRESCRIPTION1 & S5T ME ON MY WAY4 ,I W5T TO ! PH>MACY1 GOT MY PILLS1 & DROVE TO WORK SO ,I C\LD AT LEA/ MAKE SOME MONEY ?AT DAY4 ,U,T,IS >E TREATABLE & ONE ( ! MO/ COMMON 9FECTIONS--ALL Y\ REALLY NE$ IS TO TAKE AN ANTI-BIOTIC = A FEW DAYS & IT'S OV]4 ,MY C[ORK]S W]E %OCK$ ?AT ,I WAS PISS+ BLOOD1 !Y W]E V]Y CONC]N$ & ASK$ :Y ,I WAIT$ SO LONG TO TAKE C>E ( ?+S4 ,! WOM51 ESPECIALLY1 W9C$ :5 ,I TOLD !M ! PA9 ,I WAS 94 ,!Y EV5 TOLD ME TO GO HOME = ! DAY4 ,AT ?IS PO9T1 ,I HAD PRETTY MU* LO/ ANY ABILITY TO REMA9 CALM4 ,I EXPLA9$ TO !M ?AT ,I C\LDN'T AF=D TO TAKE TIME (F ( WORK1 ,I C\LDN'T AF=D ! WALK-9 CL9IC1 & ,I C\LDN'T AF=D ! PRESCRIPTION1 & ?AT WAS 0:Y0 ,I WAIT$ SO LONG4 ,I /AY$ ! RE/ ( ! DAY1 ( C\RSE4 ,I DIDN'T SPEAK TO ANYONE & MY EYES W]E DAGG]S4 ,! FACT ?AT ,I HAD TO BE PISS+ BLOOD 9 ORD] TO JU/IFY TAK+ (F A FEW H\RS FROM WORK IS BULL%IT4 ,:5 SMUG WELL-(F WOM5 AT 0NON-PR(ITS0 >E %OCK$ & ASK Y\ :Y Y\ WAIT$ SO LONG TO GO TO ! DOCTOR :5 Y\ HAVE A ,U,T,I1 Y\ PRETTY MU* WANT TO KILL !M1 & ANYONE ELSE1 HELL1 EV]YONE ELSE4 ,!Y C\LDN'T UND]/& :AT IT MEANT NOT HAV+ 9SURANCE1 NOT HAV+ SICK-LEAVE1 & NOT HAV+ ! ABILITY TO EV5 GET TO A DOCTOR )\T BORR[+ A C>4 ,!Y W]E SO US$ TO !IR SAL>Y1 !IR B5EFITS1 !IR VACATION TIME1 ?AT !Y SEEM$ UNABLE TO UND]/& ! PROBLEMS ,I WAS HAV+ & :Y ,I DIDN'T DO ?+S ! WAY !Y W\LD HAVE4 ,I DIDN'T M9CE MY WORDS1 SO !Y />T$ TO GET IT A LITTLE4 ,!N !Y JU/ WALK$ >\ND 9 A K9D ( GUILTY MANN] ! RE/ ( ! DAY4 ,!SE >E ! SAME PEOPLE :O C\LD'VE MADE MY JOB FULL-TIME1 (F]$ ME B5EFITS1 ETC4 ,!Y MADE ! *OICE TO *ANGE ! JOB :5 ,I TOOK IT4 ,I ?9K !Y KNEW ,I'D TAKE IT S9CE ,I WAS DESP]ATE & !Y W]5'T WORRI$ AB\T FILL+ ! 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