,*APT] #e ,UNIV]SAL ,SELF-,MANAGEM5T ,MEANS ,! ,FREE ,REBIR? ,( ,! ,*ILD ,REPRESS$ ,9 ,EA* ,( ,US #aigiaigi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,RA\L ,VANEIGEM ,TEXT 3 ,*APT] #e4 ,U,N,I,V,],S,A,L ,S,E,L,F-,M,A,N,A,G,E,M,5,T ,M,E,A,N,S ,! ,F,R,E,E ,R,E,B,I,R,? ,( ,! ,*,I,L,D ,R,E,P,R,E,S,S,$ ,9 ,E,A,* ,( ,U,S #a4 ,! OLD WORLD'S DEA?-/RUGGLE IS ROOT$ 9 \R *ILDHOOD DESIRES4 ,! ECONOMY GRABS PEOPLE'S *ILDHOOD TWICE2 ONCE 9 !IR Y\?1 & LAT]1 9 :AT !Y REPRESS AS ADULTS4 ,IF ! SOCIAL DEVELOPM5T ( LIFE-DESIRES GRADUALLY SL[$ D[N T[>DS ! 5D ( ! PALEOLI?IC ]A1 & ! EXPANSION ( A SEXUALITY CREAT+ ! HI/ORICAL CONDITIONS :I* W\LD FAVOR IT WAS HALT$1 ,I CANNOT AVOID ! IMPRESSION ?AT ! BLOCKAGE GOES ON BE+ REPRODUC$ 9 US FROM ! MOM5T EA* ( US IS BORN4 ,BEYOND G5ETIC MODIFICATION1 ! PRIM>Y DEM&S ( FOOD & MOVEM5T HAVE ALWAYS1 & /ILL DO1 EXPRESS ! *ILD'S SE>* = COMPLETELY SATISFY+ PLEASURE1 A SURE IF T5TATIVE ADVANCE T[>DS ! PRIMACY ( EV]Y SATISFACTION4 ,?AT IS :AT ! *OPP] ! FAMILY WIELDS COMES D[N UPON1 & AT ?AT PO9T ?AT IT M]CILESSLY TRIMS ! *ILD TO A SIZE SUITABLE TO TAKE IT QUICK] ?\< ITS TRA9+1 FROM DESIRE WI!R+ TO ! AG+ WE LOOK =W>D TO & CALL ADUL?OOD4 ,*ILDHOOD1 LIKE 9DIVIDUALITY1 WAS DISCOV]$ BY ! B\RGEOISIE BY *ANCE4 ,! CRUMBL+ ( ! SOCIAL COMMUNITY1 9H]5T 9 ! CAPITALI/ MODE ( PRODUCTION1 HAS BR\IAN ,CITIZ51 & AN ,9DIVIDUAL2 IS !RE ANY AMONG US :O DOES NOT WANT TO DEM& HIS IRR$UCIBLE S+UL>ITY1 TO WI% TO LIVE ON ! BASIS ( :AT HE IS8 ,! LA/ PHASE ( HI/ORY WE HAVE ALL GONE ?R\< REVIVES 9 EA* ( US ! /RUGGLE ( \R FIR/ YE>S ( EXI/5CE AGA9/ ECONOMIC REPRESSION4 0,:O >E Y\80 ?OSE :O CONTROL ! ANSW]S DEM&1 AS ! PIGEON-HOL]S & MA/]-CLASSIFI]S4 ,ONE ANSW] DEALS ) ! QUE/ION2 0,I AM :AT ,I WI% TO LIVE1 & ,I WANT TO LIVE \T MY DESIRES 9 ! UNITY ( ALL ?AT LIVES40 ,! ECONOMY'S EXPLOITATION ( ALL ?AT IS HUMAN UNCOV]S ! PLEASURE UND] ! SUCCESSIVE LIES ?AT CON/ITUTE BUS9ESS V]ITY4 ,>IADNE'S ?READ ( DESIRE ALWAYS LEADS TO *ILDHOOD4 ,! 9T]E/ %[N BY ! B\RGEOISIE FROM ! EIDS = ! *ILD AS AN $UCABLE OBJECT ALREADY CONTA9S ! MORE MAT]IAL 9T]E/ IT TE/IFIES TO AS M>KETABLE OBJECT TO BE HAGGL$ OV]4 ,! CYNICAL EXPLOITATION ( ! NEW-BORN *ILD SIMULTANE\SLY ?R[S LIS ( \R Y\?4 ,IT ALL TAKES PLACE AS ?\< ! *ILD :I* HAS SUDD5LY BE5 DISCOV]$ AT ! BOTTOM ( ! ADULT WAS EXPOS+ ! CONDITION ( A CIVILIZATION :I* KN[S M5 AS PREMATURELY-AG$ EMBRYOS1 ONLY TO ITSELF4 ,! ABS5CE ( REAL LIFE LEADS ME BACK TO ! C5T] ( A LABYR9?1 TO ! LIFE :I* P]SI/S 9 ME ONCE ! BITT] TA/E ( WORK1 DUTY1 COMP5SATION1 FAULT & ! WILL TO P[] IS EXHAU/$4 ,A *ILD SAV$ FROM ! TUMULTU\S WAVES ( ! PA/ COMES ) ME4 ,HIS REBIR? IS ! REBIR? ( MY WILL TO LIVE4 #b4 ,GR[+ OLD] IS ! PROCESS BY :I* DESIRE IS PROLET>IANIZ$4 ,! WORLD ON ITS HEAD WILL ONLY REV]T :5 ! *OICE IS SIMPLY DEA? OR ! REBIR? ( ! *ILD 9 EA* ( US4 ,9 ATTEMPT+ TO FULFILL ITS NE$S1 ECONOMICS GIVES US BACK \R *ILDHOOD4 ,H[ CAN ONE FEEL SETTL$ 9 A WORLD :]E BIR? IS A TRAUMA NOT A PLEASURE8 ,! IDEA ?AT LABOR IS NECESS>ILY UNHAPPY & PA9FUL IS GRADUALLY DISAPPE>+4 ,9 PLACE ( ! OLD SAW AB\T WOM5 BE+ PUNI%$ 9 ! ORGAN :]E !Y HAD S9N$1 PEOPLE >E BEG9N+ TO ?9K ?AT GIV+ BIR? CAN CORRESPOND TO ! PLEASURE ( COMPLETE DIS*>GE 9 A CLIMAX ( S5SORY \TP\R+4 ,:Y %\LD 9T5SE PLEASURE BE EXCLUD$ FROM ! *ILD :O LEAPS \T IF IT IS REALLY LONG$ = & FULFILLS DESIRE8 ,BECAUSE ! *ILD IS R>ELY WANT$1 & !RE=E HE HAS TO SWALL[ HIS WANTS ONE BY ONE4 ,BECAUSE ! WAY 9 TO LIFE IS ?R\< ! DOOR ( PR(IT & P[]4 ,BECAUSE ! FAMILY CONDITIONS *ILDR5 TO ! MONEY-MAK+ REFLEX1 BEG9N+ ) ! MO!R :O GIVES !M BIR?4 ,ALL COMM]CIAL CIVILIZATIONS1 )\T EXCEPTION1 *UR* !IR WOM5 AFT] !Y HAVE GIV5 BIR?1 NO D\BT BECAUSE ! BASICALLY 9CE/U\S RELATION%IP ( MO!R & NEW-BORN *ILD BR+S ! DIABOLICAL ,BEA/ ( UNTRAMMEL$ PLEASURE 9TO ! /ABLE ( UNIV]SAL EX*ANGE VALUE1 & BECAUSE ! IRON LAWS ( ECONOMICS >E EAG] TO SET A CURSE ON ANY GR[? ( PLEASURE 9 ! PLEASURE ( GIV+ BIR?1 SO AS TO 9V]T IT AT ROOT &1 AS IT W]E1 /RIKE ITS FUNDAM5T4 ,EA* ( \R 9DIVIDUAL HI/ORIES BEG9S ) ! MO!R :O BR\E AT LOGG]HEADS FROM BIR?4 ,! 9/ANT ! IDEOLOGY ( MAT]NITY SETTLES ON A PREGNANT WOMAN1 ! AGE-OLD TORM5T ( RELIGION & CULTURE TID5+1 FITT+ ! 9TE/9AL >MOR & PREV5T+ BO? ]OG5\S 9T5SITY 9 ! WOMAN & ! *ILD FROM SPR++ \T4 ,EV]Y?+ 9 ! BODY TOILS TO B>RICADE ! ROAD TO FRE$OM :I* ! BIR? ( A *ILD ?REAT5S TO BLAZE ACROSS ! ECONOMIC UNIV]SE4 ,BUT AT ! SAME TIME1 ! UTT] MAT]IALITY & AB/RACTION ( TRADE REVEALS ?AT ALONGSIDE CONF9EM5T-PRODUCTION1 :I* ID5TIFIES BIR? ) A BECOM+ :I* IS PURELY ECONOMIC1 WOMAN CAN ASS]T H] 5JOYM5T & ! *ILD-TO-BE FEELS IT2 !Y CELEBRATE !IR COMMON MUTATION AS IF1 9 ! BIR? ( ! ONE1 !RE W]E REBORN ! BE+ ( DESIRES :I* HAS NEV] ALTOGE!R HAT*$ 9 ! O!R4 ,BECAUSE WOM51 AS LESS S]VILE ATT5DANTS ON ECONOMIC GODS1 ESCAPE PR(IT-GRUBB+ WORK AMBITIONS MORE ?AN M51 !Y >E SE5 BY COMM]CIAL SOCIETY AS ! SYMBOL ( SEXUAL LIFE UNBRIDL$3 DEBAU*1 9FIDELITY1 TRICK]Y2 ,SOCIETY'S REPRESSIV5ESS LEADS TO +5I\S WAYS ( 5%R\D+ ITS SEXUAL EXUB]ANCE 9 A NIMBUS ( CLAMMY FOG1 ! *>MS ( ?AT SEX DEPICT$ 9 ! COLORS ( HORRID CAVES & FA?OMLESS GULFS FROM :I* SW>M MULTITUDES ( REPTILES :I* ! H]O & SA9T HAS ! JOB ( HACK+ UP4 ,! MY?S & LEG5DS ( C5TURIES1 NECESS>ILY IRRADIAT$ BY ECONOMICS1 %[ C\NTLESS MALEFIC REPRES5TATIONS ( WOMAN3 ,EVE1 ,LILI?1 ,P&ORA1 ,MELUS9E1 *?ONIC S]P5T1 ,M$USA1 SORC]ESS1 T5TACLE FROM HE#a#a1 AS MANY 9V]SIONS ( LIFE AS P>TIAL LIB]ATIONS CAN N[ LET LOOSE & SET A VALUE ON ! ABSURDITY ( ! SPECTACLE4 ,:AT WE MAKE ONLY DIGS \R GRAVES2 SO MO!RS CONSIGN !IR [N & !IR *ILDR5'S PLEASURES TO ! TOMB1 AS UNACCEPTABLE TO ! LIE BUT ?REE MOM5TS ( ! 9DIVIDUAL UNIT$ 9 9T5SE PLEASURE4 ,:5 ! *ILD APPE>S & UPSETS ! FAMILY CIRCLE ) HIS NASC5T DESIRES1 EV]YONE'S CONC]N IS H[ BE/ TO DOM9ATE HIM4 ,9 TIMES PA/ PRIE/S W\LD HAVE GOT HOLD ( HIM & BAPTIZ$ HIM1 ?US CLEANS+ HIM ( IMPURITY4 ,FAMILY $UCATION HAS RETA9$ ! 5EMA AS A MEANS ( PURG+ ! *ILD ( HIS B5T = GRATUIT\S PLEASURE1 & HE IS F$ AT REGUL> H\RS SO ?AT ! ECONOMY ( TIME MAY BETT] P5ETRATE HIS SK94 ,:O C>ES IF BABY ON HIS BACK KICK+ HIS LEGS 9 ! AIR %[S H[ HAPPY HE IS2 MORE TO ! PO9T IS ?AT HE SWIFTLY LE>N MEAN+FUL GE/URES1 MOVEM5TS :I* APPROPRIATE ?+S & PR(IT HIM4 ,& !N ?AT HIS LITTLE CRIES & BABBL+S >E ELIM9AT$ TO PR(IT ! FUNCTIONAL LANGUAGE ( SUPPLY & DEM&4 ,:AT6 ,?IR/Y8 ,GRIZZLE AWAY1 :9E1 WAIL & SCREAM1 NO?+ WILL COME ?R\< K9DNESS LE/ !Y 'SPOIL' Y\ BY ALL[+ Y\ TO BELIEVE Y\ CAN HAVE FUN )\T EX*ANG+ ANY?+ = IT4 ,PSY*OLOGY GRANT$ US FUN 9 SEXUALITY SU* A %ORT TIME AGO 79 ! SAME WAY ?AT ! ,*UR* ONCE GRANT$ WOMAN A S\L1 ?\< %E HAD ONLY TO 9V5T ONE = H]SELF71 ! *ILD CONT9UES TO BE NO?+ 9 HIMSELF4 ,UNSPECIFI$ HE REMA9S1 EXI/+ ONLY 9 ! FAMILY HI]>*Y1 H[EV] MADE USE ( OR O!RWISE REPRES5T$6 ,AS A SIGN ( WEAL?1 AS PROMISE ( FUTURE PR(ITABILITY1 OR PRO( ( VIRILITY1 A CONDUIT = P>5TAL QU>RELS & RECONCILIATIONS1 AS ! CEM5T & AGGREGATE ( HABIT1 CREATIVITY SUB/ITUTE1 POSSESSION1 AS DOME/IC ANIMAL1 AS PUPPET OR AS MATTRESS1 ! *ILD IS EX*ANGE VALUE ALL ! WAY4 ,:AT IS A *ILD8 ,NOBODY KN[S1 = NO-ONE HAS IMAG9$ :AT A BE+ :I* HAS F9ALLY BECOME HUMAN C\LD DEVELOP 9TO 9 A SOCIETY BAS$ ON EMANCIPATION & ! ACTUALIZATION ( DESIRE1 ON ! POT5TIAL EV]Y 9DIVIDUAL CAN FULFILL4 ,BIR?1 9 A WORLD :I* CANNOT TOL]ATE IT1 IS ?AT *ANGE :I* CONTA9S ALL ! O!RS4 ,P>5TS1 BITT] BECAUSE !Y CANNOT GIVE BIR? TO !MSELVES1 EXI/ TO ?W>T HIM :O WILL4 ,CIVILIZATION WAITS BETWE5 MO!R'S ?IRIVES4 ,I DO NOT HOPE ! ELEM5T ( RISK & UPHEAVAL1 VIOL5CE OR TEMPOR>Y VEXATION 9H]5T 9 RADICAL *ANGE WILL LOSE ITS $GE OR DISAPPE> ALTOGE!R4 ,BUT ,I DO FL>E UP :5 ,I SEE ! WELCOME TO LIFE *OOS+ 9 ! SAME OLD WAY TO PUNI% MUTATION1 FETT] ! HUMAN PROCESS1 & 9T]RUPT ! *A9 REACTION ( NEWLY-=M$ PLEASURES4 ,:AT GOOD >E TE*NIQUES ( G5TLE *ILDBIR? IF ! SOCIAL 5VIRONM5T IS SO WEIE ( SUFF]+8 ,9 CUTT+ Y\R UMBILICAL CORD1 !Y ALSO GIVE !MSELVES ! RICELY HAS HE ESCAP$ FROM ! UT]US1 & DESPITE ! FACT ?AT BIR? PROMIS$ TO FREE HIM1 H]E HE IS REPRESS$ 9 ONE MATRIX AFT] ANO!R NOT ONE ( :I* (F]S HIM A FRACTION ( ! ADVANTAGES ( ! FIR/4 ,AFT] ! FETAL /AGE HE WILL NEV] KN[ GRATUITY AGA94 ,TOSS$ FROM ! FAMILY 9TO S*OOL1 FACTORY 9TO ,/ATE1 FROM A GR\P ( FRI5DS 9TO A POLITICAL P>TY1 HE EMB>KS ON HIS C>E] AMONG RUL]S OR RUL$ & FLUCTUATES UP & D[N 9 ! LIFT ( SOCIAL1 F9ANCIAL1 IDEOLOGICAL & MORAL PROMOTION4 ,HE TAKES ! *OICE ( DECL>+ = ONE ?+ AGA9/ ANO!R = LIB]TY1 ?\< HE IS 9 FACT L9K+ ! TWO & GETT+ FUR!R FROM HIMSELF4 ,! *ANGELESS WORLD ( EX*ANGE TEA*ES HIM TO LE>N TO SURVIVE TILL HE DIES4 ,! DEA?-/RUGGLE BEG9S E>LY4 ,RIT ( *ANG+ ! WORLD >E SOLD TO HIM AT ! CO/ ( COMPLETE SUBMISSION4 ,!RE IS NO?+ AMBIGU\S AB\T ! BLACKMAIL3 ,Y\ WANT TO GO & DEVELOP ON Y\R [N8 ,!N GIVE UP HOPE ( ALL HELP & PROTECTION6 ,OR DO Y\ NE$ T5D]NESS & LE>N+8 ,GIVE UP Y\R DESIRE = 9DEP5D5CE6 ,9 BUY+ ! MEANS TO MODIFY CIRCUM/ANCE1 ! *ILD M]ELY BECOMES IMPOT5T TO TRANS=M !M 9 ! DIRECTION ( PLEASURE4 ,:AT COMM]CIAL SOCIETY CANNOT TOL]ATE IS ?AT HIS DESIRES %\LD RUN ON FROM ONE SATISFACTION TO ! NEXT1 9V5T+ A REAL LIFE UNIMAG9ABLE 9 \R DREAMS4 ,! *ILD !RE=E SUBMITS TO ! 9HUMAN DECANT+ ( LIFE-=CE 9TO WORK-5]GY1 TO ! LAW ( P]PETUAL EX*ANGE TO ! PRACTICAL IMPOSSIBILITY ( NURTUR+ & 9CREAS+ HIS DESIRES4 ,BIR? NE$S TO BE RECREAT$ AT ! SAME TIME AS SOCIETY4 ,$UCATION 9TRODUCES 9TELLECTUAL SEP>ATION 9TO ! BODY4 ,! DOME/IC /ATE WE CALL ! FAMILY TURNS ! *ILD 9TO A LITTLE ANGEL :OSE HEAD IS DIRECT$ T[>DS ! SKY1 ! PEAKS1 ! ELITE1 T[>DS ?\?1 ! L[] REGIONS & REPRESS$ WORLD :]E EV]Y?+ DRAGS ITS FEET1 GROVELS OR HIDES4 ,EV]Y TIME A WOMAN TURNS 9TO A MO!R & REBELS AT H]SELF ! BETT] TO RESI/ ! EMBRACES ( H] *ILD & H] [N 9CE/U\S DESIRE1 %E TEA*ES H] BODY TO GR[ NUMB1 /IFLE :AT IT FEELS & H>D5 9TO A %ELL4 ,?\ATION BETWE5 MANUAL & 9TELLECTUAL WORK4 ,9 ?IS WAY ! *ILD IS 9ITIAT$ SIMULTANE\SLY 9TO ! CURSE ON SEX & 9TO ECONOMIC REASON+4 ,= HIM HIS BODY BECOMES :AT HE HAS TO DIRECT1 RE/RA91 DOM9ATE & CIVILIZE ACCORD+ TO ! LAWS ( ! P[] :I* GOV]NS FECALITY4 ,HIS HEAD !N PATI5TLY TEA*ES 9AU!NTICITY1 TO BE A%AM$ ( DESIRE & TO FE> 9T5SE PLEASURE1 :I* S5DS ! SELF 9TO EXILE & PR(ITS APPE>ANCE4 ,Y\ MANUFACTURE AN 9FANT PRODIGY 9 Y\R IMAGE & MODEL HIM UPON ?AT P>T ( TRADE Y\ HAVE F5C$ (F = Y\RSELF4 ,H[ CAN Y\ NOT SEE ?AT UND] ! 9TELLECTUAL PROGRESS HE MAKES LIES A LO/ ,ATLANTIS1 RU9S ( A S5SUAL 9TELLIG5CE REPRESS$ 9 TIMES GONE BY8 ,MO/ ( ! TIME1 ! *ILD'S UND]/&+ ?AT Y\ PRAISE IS BUT HIS S]VILE ADAPTATION TO ! FREE TRADE 9 REW>D & PUNI%M5T1 PROMOTION & D[NFALL1 P[] & SUBMISSION4 ,AH1 :AT F9E P]CEPTION IT REVEALS TO BE SO QUICK TO EXON]ATE & AV5GE1 APPORTION GUILT1 HIT PEOPLE OR F5D (F !IR BL[S1 & :I* IS SO F9E BECAUSE EV]YONE %>ES ! SAME =M ( EXPIATION1 REPRESS+ !MSELVES AS CREATURES :O DESIRE 9 ORD] TO RELAX AS CREATURES :O ?9K6 ,:]E TRADE ON ITS \T] FR+ES WEAK5S 9 ITS AIM ( APPROPRIAT+ LIFE1 IT CORN]S & ID5TIFIES :AT IS C\NT]+ IT3 TODAY WE KN[ ?AT ! FETUS'S MOVEM5TS 9 ! WOMB >E EXPRESS+ DESIRES !Y SATISFY4 ,F> FROM %[+ BL9D BEHAVIOR !Y >E WAK+ A K9D ( 9DI/9CT ATT5TIV5ESS1 AN UND]/&+ ( :AT /IRS !M UP 9 !IR RELATION%IP ) !IR MO!R4 ,AS ! *ILD IS BORN & PLUNGES 9TO A WAVE ( S\ND1 T\*+ & LI+ & SIESSES1 HIS 9TELLIG5CE DEVELOPS1 PROGRESS+ AS AN 9SEP>ABLE P>T ( ! BODY4 ,AS IT GR[S IT JO9S 9 %>P5+ ! S5SES ON ! PA?S ( PLEASURE4 ,AL?\< ECONOMIC REASON+ ALL[S HIM LITTLE ACUM51 ! *ILD KN[S 5\< TO DO :AT HE NE$S TO SATISFY HIS DESIRES4 ,HAVE ADULTS NEV] DREAM$ ( P]FECT+ ?IS KN[L$GE8 ,QUITE ! OPPOSITE1 !Y HAVE TURN$ IT ON ITS HEAD BY SEP>AT+ IT FROM !IR SEXUAL 9/9CT & TRANS=M+ IT 9TO ?\Y IS TRUE ( CLE> ?9K+ :I* IS BORN 9 ! SLIP/REAM ( ! WILL TO LIVE & REF9$ AS ONE PLEASURE SUCCE$S ANO!R1 BUT DIES ( AB/RACTION :5 IT 9V]TS 9 LETT+ (F /EAM1 9 BE+ CON/RA9$1 REMA9+ SEP>ATE OR FEEL+ GUILTY4 ,! REPRESS$ *ILDHOOD 9 EA* ( US DEM&S TO BE UND]/OOD AFRE% IF WE >E TO SUP]S$E & ACTUALIZE IT4 ,AS SURELY AS ECONOMIC P[] PRODUCES 9TELLECTUALITY BY DEPRIV+ DESIRES ( !IR MEANS ( FEEL+ & BY TURN+ FEEL+ AGA9/ DESIRE1 UNIV]SAL SELF-MANAGEM5T WILL PU% 9TELLECTUALITY TO ! 5D ( ITS SELF-DE/RUCTIVE C\RSE1 BEYOND ITS OLD MAN'S A*ES & PA9S & ITS PU]ILE BOOZE-UPS1 UNTIL IT DISSOLVES & A TOTAL SEXUALITY EM]GES4 ,Y\ PAY = ! MI/AKE ( BE+ BORN BY TURN+ Y\R BACK ON LIFE4 ,! *ILD IS ! MO/ /UNT$ ( 9NOC5TS4 ,! TITLE ( AN OLD NOVEL C\LD S]VE = HIS P]SONAL /ORY3 ! *ILD ( S94 ,!OLOGY WAS NOT MI/AK5 :5 IT DESCRIB$ BIR? AS A NEUROTIC HELL 9 :I* ! HUMAN ANIMAL IS BORN BETWE5 PISS & %IT2 ! GOD ( ! 9TELLECT BECOMES PUR] ! MORE HE DISGU/S PEOPLE ) ! BODY4 ,BUT NO ONE D5IES1 ?\< HE SOMETIMES PRET5DS O!RWISE1 ! SATISFACTION IT GIVES HIM TO PISS & %IT EV]Y DAY4 ,BUT ?IS IS H[1 = ! WOMAN 9 LABOR1 ! %AME ( EXPELL+ ! *ILD LIKE ONE EMPTIES ONESELF ( UR9E & EXCREM5T1 GIVES RISE TO REPULSION :I* MANAGES TO TURN ! POSSIBLE AGREEABL5ESS ( BIR? 9TO A NIE4 ,IF Y\ >E A%AM$ ( Y\RSELF !N ! LACK ( CON/RA9T 9 PLEASURE BECOMES A LIB]TY TO BE PAID = ) A GREAT] S5SE ( %AME2 ?IS LESSON IS KNOCK$ 9TO ! *ILD 9 ! FIR/ H\R4 ,H[ C\LD ! *ILD -- RESPONSIBLE = ! PA9S ( *ILDBIR?1 A CUMB]SOME PREGNANCY1 HIS MO!R'S REPRESS$ 9CE/U\S PLEASURE1 HIS P>5TS' GUILTY CONSCI5CE1 & = /IRR+ UP ! C\PLE'S DIRTY WAT] -- NOT BE $UCAT$ 9TO GUILT BY GUILT8 ,! HYGI5E ( ECONOMIC REASON+ DEM&S ?AT HE BE PUNI%$ IF HE CRIES1 DRIBBLES OR DIRTIES HIMSELF4 ,HE HAS ONLY TO LEAVE HIS MO!R'S SIDE & FALL OV] = H] TO S+ \T 0LOOK :AT HAPP5S :5 Y\ GO (F ON Y\R [N01 :ILE ! FAMILY BAWLS V>IATIONS ON ! !ME 0IT'S Y\R [N FAULT60 ,! *ILD LE>NS TO HATE O!RS & HATE HIMSELF :5 HIS MO!R TEA*ES HIM TO =GET H[ TO LOVE4 ,EV]Y:]E & ALWAYS1 ! TABOO ON 9CE/ BETWE5 MO!R & *ILD =BIDS ! 9T5SE PLEASURE ( ! FETAL /AGE BE+ PROLONG$1 FREE ) EA* O!R 9 !IR FEEL+S AFT] BIR?4 ,! S\RCE ( ALL AFFECTION LIES 9 ! 9ITIAL 9CE/U\S RELATION%IP1 & REPRESS+ IT MAKES IT ! S\RCE ( CRUELTY1 SUFFOCATION1 APPROPRIATION & WANT4 ,! MORE FUNCTION+ AS MO!R REPRESS$ WOMAN AS LOV]1 ! MORE ! *ILD BECOMES ! SOLE OBJECT ( H] RES5TM5T4 ,%E CLUT*ES HIM TO H] BREA/ LIKE SOME ANCI5T GRUDGE4 ,%\LD HE >\SE DESIRE 9 H] BY NIBBL+ H] BREA/S %E LOOKS 9 EXCUSE = AN ECONOMIC PROP1 POSES AS ! WET-NURSE1 SEP>ATES EAT+ & DR9K+ 9TO TWO DI/9CT ACTIONS & BLI!LY SNAPS A S+LE UNITY ( PLEASURE TO ACCORD ) ! LAW ( WORK4 ,SUPPOSE ! *ILD GETS EXCIT$ :5 HIS MO!R IS WA%+ HIM SO ?AT !Y BO? FEEL ! FIR/ %IV]+S ( PLEASURE4 ,H] H& WILL 9/ANTLY DIS[N ?IS LOV+ TEMPTATION & COMPLETE ITS HYGI5IC LABOR ) ME*ANICAL DRYNESS4 ,NONE ! LESS1 ! PLEASURE DOES NOT APPE> 9 ! PRACTICAL GE/URE4 ,IT P]SI/S 9 ITS OPPOSITE =M1 *ANG$ 9 DIRECTION & *>G$ ) ANXIETY1 CULPABILITY1 AGGRESSION4 ,! DESIRE TO C>ESS IS TURN$ 9TO A DESIRE TO SCRAT*1 MAUL & MURD]4 ,:5 ECONOMIC REASON GETS HOLD ( ! BODY1 IT /RIPS IT = WORK1 UNTANGL+ :AT BELONGS TO ! FE$+ & $UCATIONAL MA*9E FROM :AT M]ITS SUPPRESSION AS BE+ 9 NO WAY REMUN]ATIVE4 ,CAUESSES :ILE NEUROTICALLY REPRIM&$ & REPRESS$4 ,HIS AWAK5+ TO TOTAL SEXUALITY OCCURS AMID :AT SPLITS1 FRAGM5TS & 9V]TS IT4 ,EV]Y TIME A REBUKE FOLL[S A G5TLE LOOK & LOV+ SIGNIFIES PUNI%M5T1 ! *ILD LE>NS ?AT ! HEAD IS :]E ! BODY TAKES REFUGE4 ,HE LE>NS TO SITUATE IT AT ! SAME HEIY *ILDR51 MO!R ( NA/9ESS BY WAY ( COMP5SATION1 MO!R ( ATONEM5T1 & ( REGIM5TS & POLITICAL P>TIES1 :O REPRODUCES -- MO/ ( ! TIME AS ! RIDICUL\S C\NT]FEIT ( ,FA!R -- EXACTLY ! SAME WRET*$ & S5TIM5TAL1 TRIBAL1 NATIONAL1 POLITICAL1 ]OTIC1 IDEOLOGICAL OR REVOLUTION>Y FAMILY4 ,PUTT+ AN 5D TO ! MAT]NAL FUNCTION IS SIMPLY A VISIBLE =M ( ! 5D ( WORK1 CON/RA9T1 9TELLECTUALITY & ! PROP5SITY = GUILT4 #c4 ,HI/ORY ON ! PO9T ( BE+ REV]S$ PASSES ?R\< ! PO9T :]E IT REV]SES 9 ! 9DIVIDUAL'S HI/ORY4 ,AUTOANALYSIS IS TO PSY*OANALYSIS :AT ACTUALIZATION BY 9DIVIDUALS IS TO !IR 9TEGRATION 9TO BUS9ESS4 ,! ONLY *ILDHOOD ,I C>E AB\T IS ! ONE ,I LIV$ ?R\< & :I* GOES ON LIV+ 9 ME4 ,= N[ADAYS GR[+ OLD] HAS TAK5 ON ! PRECISE S5SE ( PROGRESSIVE 9TEGRATION 9TO ! OLD WORLD1 :ILE RETURN+ TO *ILDHOOD SIGNIFIES ! REJECTION ( 9CREAS+ PROLET>IANIZATION4 ,ISN'T :]E ! REPRESSION EX]CIS$ OV] ! *ILD JO9S ! EXPLOITATION ( ! PROLET>IAN ! PO9T :]E P]SONAL & COLLECTIVE HI/ORY MEET8 ,! CONFUSION LONG MA9TA9$ BETWE5 ! IDEOLOGY ( *ILDHOOD & ! MILL5>IAN BELIEFS ( RIY ( ! ECONOMY4 ,! NAK$ MAT]IALITY ( BUS9ESS EFFECTIVELY OP5S EV]YONE'S EYES1 ITS CRUDE ME*ANISM OP]ATES OP5LY1 & EA* ( ITS MOVEM5TS LIB]ATES A P>T ( HUMANITY :I* IT ANTICIPATES RECUP]AT+ AT ! FOLL[+ /AGE1 9 ! CONTRADICTORY & P]MAN5T PROGRESS T[>DS ITS SELF-DE/RUCTION4 ,IF A REVOLUTION>Y 9 ! N9ETE5? C5TURY NE$$ ?IRTY YE>S TO UND]/& ?AT HIS PROJECTS = LIB]TY HELD WORSE ?+S ?AN ! PREVI\S REPRESSION1 ?REE N[ SUFFICE \R CONTEMPOR>Y1 ! MAN )\T QUALITY1 SO MU* DOES EV]Y DAY EXCESSIVELY DEMON/RATE H[ EV]Y?+ MISS+ FROM ! TOTAL EMANCIPATION ( \R DESIRES WORKS TO R5EW BUS9ESS4 ,! RETURN ( ! *ILD APPE>S 9 ! WAKE ( TWO MORIBUND IDEOLOGIES1 FEM9ISM & PSY*OANALYSIS1 TWO P>TIAL DEM&S :I* W]E BORN 9 ! %AD[ ( PROLET>IAN EMANCIPATION & :OSE SIMPLE PRES5CE D5\NCES H[ EQUALLY PIECEMEAL BO? ! AN>*I/ MOVEM5T & ! WORK]S' C\NCILS >E4 ,AT ! OCCULT C5T] ( :AT ! FEM9I/S REQUIRE IS ! SETT+ FREE ( WOMAN AS LOV]4 ,?IS /IFLES RI*AL PROJECT & ! AMAZONS LAUN*$ AT ! COMPETITIVE CONQUE/ ( ECONOMIC P[] CORN]$ BY MALES4 ,%>+ ) ! PRODUC]S A CONTEMPT = ! *ILD'S L[ LEVEL ( PRODUCTIVITY1 FEM9I/S RETA9 !IR GLORI\S FUTURE ( HOP+ = EQUALITY ?R\< WORK1 ( EXT5D+ !IR DOME/IC AU?ORITY AS 'MO!RS' 7) OR )\T A *ILD7 TO !IR 5TIRE SOCIAL ACTIVITY1 ( BE+ ONE DAY COMPLETELY ! BOSS1 ! NAVVY1 ! COP1 MILITANT OR SOLDI]4 ,A F9E OBJECTIVE6 ,! WORK]S' MOVEM5T1 FEM9ISM & PSY*OANALYSIS >E *>ACT]IZ$ BY ! SAME 9TELLECTUAL DEFECT4 ,ALL ?REE >E 9ITIALLY RESPONSES TO A DESIRE = AU!NTICITY1 FIRMLY = LIFE AGA9/ ITS FALSIFI$ =MS1 & EA* SEP>ATES & 9V]TS 9TO A NEW OPPRESSION1 :I* IS ! OLD ONE !Y HAVE UPDAT$4 ,?US PSY*OANALYSIS SETS (F TO LOOK = ! *ILD REPRESS$ 9 ! ADULT1 BUT BY MI/AK5LY ATTRIBUT+ ! CAUSE ( SU* REPRESSION TO ! ECONOMY1 IT SOON RETURNS :AT IT FI%ES BACK FROM LIFE IC$ OV] ) P[] & PR(IT AS FODD] = ! ECONOMY4 ,PSY*OANALYSIS ?US DIFFUSES & REPRODUCES ALL ! TICS ( =M] ALI5ATION4 ,:5 IT %[S ?AT ?\E EXPRESS$1 DOES IT BY SO DO+ CEASE TO BE ALSO SEP>ATE ?\ABLE MALAISE ( PRIVATE SURVIVAL 9TO ! SOCIAL NORMS ( UNIV]SAL SURVIVAL4 ,:AT A F9E REASON = KN[+ :Y Y\ HATE Y\R FA!R1 IF Y\ GO ON WORK+ = A BOSS6 ,REGULAT+ 9- & \TLET VALVES HAVE LONG MORE OR LESS BALANC$ ! PRESSURE FROM REPRESSION & RELIEF FROM IT1 BUT NONE!LESS ONE WAY ( ALLEVIAT+ T5SION ?R\< NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE TRANSF]5CE BECOMES IMPOSSIBLE AS BUS9ESS HUMANIZES BY GA9+ POSSESSION ( HUMAN BE+S4 ,SOCIETIES HIY DUTIES ( ! CONSULTATION6 ,ITE MISSA E/4 ,!RE IS N[ A CLE> *OICE POSIT$ BETWE5 GETT+ BEYOND *ILDHOOD OR LETT+ IT ROT )9 US1 TO LIVE ITS FL[]+ OR TO TRAMPLE ON IT ) ! DE/RUCTIVE ATTITUDE 9 EXTREMIS :I* CUTS (F ITS NOSE TO SPITE ITS FACE1 & :I* IS ! 9COMPLETE MAN TO P]FECTION4 ,! 9TELLECTUAL FUNCTION1 :OSE %AD[ HAS ALWAYS CL\D$ ! CONSCI\SNESS ( 9TELLECTUAL HI/ORY FEELS OBLIG$ TO LEAVE ?IS HI/ORY TO EXPRESS ITSELF AGA9/ ! 9TELLECT4 ,:AT WAS HO/ILE TO ME DES]TS & JO9S MY LIFE-=CE4 ,LIKE MANY O!RS1 DO ,I NOT CONSPICU\SLY EXEMPLIFY AN AL*EMY :OSE MAT]IA PRIMA IS )98 ,MY DESIRES1 CAPRICES1 PASSIONS1 MOODS1 FANTASIES1 DREAMS1 9HIBITIONS1 NEUROSES1 ILLNESSES1 PLANS1 :IMS1 /UPIDITIES1 ]RORS1 G5IUS1 :AT DI/+UI%ES ME1 >E !SE NOT PRECISELY ! SPR+ FROM :I* ,I WI% ! RIV] ( MY LIFE IRRESI/IBLY TO FL[8 ,SELF-ANALYSIS FOLL[S ON ! HEELS ( AUTONOMY1 M>K$ ) ! SAME RESOLVE & UNC]TA9TIES4 ,! TIIANIZATION SQUEEZES LIFE1 ! MORE \R S5SES >E EXCIT$ LIKE A FIRE 9 ! RO( ( ECONOMIC REFLEXES4 ,WE CANNOT LIVE \R PLEASURE AU!NTICALLY UNTIL ALL ! PLEASURES TRAPP$ & CRU/$ OV] ) BUS9ESS >E FREE4 ,CLE>SIT ( DESIRE AS DESIRE IS ( SPECIFIC 9DIVIDUAL P]SONALITY4 ,!RE >E ALREADY TOO MANY /RANG]S 9 ME )\T MY ALL[+ ONE MORE 9 BECAUSE HE CLAIMS HE WILL *ASE ! O!RS \T4 ,SELF-ANALYSIS :I* LIKES TO ?9K ( ITSELF AS PSY*OANALYSIS )\T AN ANALY/ IS JU/ ! SELF'S TRADITIONAL POLICE-/YLE LECTURE4 ,IF Y\ SUBJECT Y\RSELF TO SOMEONE ELSE'S 9SPECTION & SWALL[ ! HOOK ( OBJECTIVE EXPLANATION1 EXAM9E Y\R BE+ ! WAY O!RS SEE Y\ 7! WAY Y\ LET (F /EAM1 :]E Y\ /& 9 ! PECK+ ORD]1 H[ Y\ SETTLE SCORES71 Y\ >E GIV+ UP ! CLE>HEAD$NESS ( DESIRES ?AT KN[ NO MA/]4 ,H[ CAN A P]SON OP5 UP TO ! HEAL?Y P\ND+ ( ! WILL TO LIVE IF HE FEELS COMPELL$ TO ANALYZE HIMSELF & IS T]RIFI$ ( F9D+ HIMSELF1 ANXI\S & GUILT-RIDD5 & DESP]ATE TO JU/IFY HIMSELF8 ,I REFUSE TO HIDE ?AT P>T ( ! OLD WORLD FROM ME ?AT CONT9UES TO EXI/ 9 ME & GOV]NS ?R\< 9]TIA4 ,ON ! CONTR>Y1 FROM ?IS CONGEAL$ LUMP ( 9HIBIT$ & 9V]T$ DESIRES ,I CLAIM TO SET FREE ! DAEMON ( M>VELS :O LET HIMSELF BE TRAPP$ !RE4 ,! OPPRESS$ WORLD ( 9T5SE PLEASURE IS 9 ME AS IT WAS 9 ! *ILD ,I WAS & :I* 9SEP>ABLY ,I AM4 ,:AT ,I DISSIMULATE RE>S ITS HEAD EV]Y:]E ,I W\LD NOT WI% TO SEE IT4 ,TOY+ ) A BRACELET1 ! 'MIGRA9E' BR\DIA ( REPRESSION SPEAKS ! LANGUAGE ( ! BODY AMBIGU\S1 TORN BETWE5 DESIRE & ALL ?AT =BIDS IT1 PULL$ BETWE5 ! PULSATIONS ( LIFE & ! LIT]AL EXPRESSION ( CAPTIVAT+LY BANAL PHRASES3 0MY /OMA* TURN$ OV]1 SICK AT HE>T1 ,I HAD A LOAD ON MY BACK1 GAVE MYSELF A BALL-BREAK]1 SICK TO ! BACK TEE? ) IT4440 ,:AT REPELS ME1 T]RORIZES OR HUMILIATES ME1 OR MAKES ME SUFF]1 CONTA9S :AT ,I LOVE & DESIRE1 9V]T$4 ,I RE/RA9 MYSELF LESS :5 ,I EXPLORE MYSELF ?AN :5 ,I CONFIDE 9 MYSELF ,! MORE MY CURIOSITY 5C\NT]S RESI/ANCE ! MORE IT P]SUADES ME TO GO ON4 ,:]E ! BLOCK IS ! WALL ( REPRESSION RISES4 ,I LIKE TO RETURN TO :]E ! SUPPRESSION IS AN*OR$1 F]RET AB\T & DIG US+ ASSOCIATIONS1 ANALOGIES1 FUGITIVE IMAGES1 DREAM PHANTOMS4 ,:Y %\LD ,I NOT GO RIN TO HUNT \T ! PRIE/ & ! FLATFOOT LURK+ 9 ! CRANNIES ( MY HEAD4 ,= IT SEEMS TO ME ?AT HE :O IS NO LONG] BL9D TO ! WAY HIS MOTILITY REV]SES :5 ! WILL TO LIVE CONV]TS TO DEA? REFLEX HOLDS REVOLUTION'S ABSOLUTE WEAPON4 ,ONCE1 WE WORK$ \T H[ TO DECIPH] ! BOOK ( SOCIETY4 ,TODAY1 ANYONE ) A TA/E = IMM$IATE EMANCIPATION F9DS HIMSELF FAC$ ) HAV+ TO DECODE HIMSELF4 ,PA91 ANALYZ$ UNTIL IT SPITS \T ! PUS ( GUILT1 GRADUALLY DISAPPE>S1 %[+ H[ TISSUE SC>S OV]1 ! *E/ MUSCLES RELAX1 & ! DESIRE :OSE REPRESSION WAS ! CAUSE ( ! SUFF]+ IS LIB]AT$4 ,IT IS ! SAME ) EV]Y SICKNESS1 EV]Y SOMATIZATION1 EV]Y DIS-EASE4 ,WE HAVE ALL ?\TS ( LIFE FROM DEA? /EMM+ FROM US & APPROA*+ US ! =TUIT\S WILL OCCUR ONLY 9 9T5SE PLEASURE'S V>IETY4 ,TO TURN ! WORLD UPSIDE-D[N ! RI\S$ 9 *ILDHOOD LACK ! MEANS TO ALT] ! WORLD 9 !IR FAVOR4 ,! HI/ORY ( \R TIMES (F]S US ! MEANS1 BUT TURN$ AGA9/ US4 ,BUT IF WE >E REBORN TO \RSELVES WE CAN TURN !M ON ?IS HI/ORY4 ,S5SUAL RELATION%IPS >E BUILT UP 9 ! CREATION ( A RADICALLY DIFF]5T SOCIETY1 & ! PROCESS IS IRREV]SIBLE4 ,!RE >E MORE PEOPLE BR&I%+ *ILDHOOD'S WEAPONS ?AT !Y HAVE R$ISCOV]$ 9 !MSELVES ?AN ! OLD WORLD SUICIDES BELIEVE4 ,! LATT] >E ALWAYS QUICK TO D]IDE ! NEW 9NOC5CE AS A COLLECTIVE FOLLY :OSE DEM&S >E *ILDI%1 AL?\< ) ME?ODS V]Y DIFF]5T TO ! OLD WORLD'S1 ?IS 'FOLLY' HAS BEGUN TO WIPE \T ! WORLD :I* BORES US4 ,I LONG = ! JUNCTURE :]E ! *ILD IS NO LONG] ! OBJECT ( KN[L$GE BUT ! SUBJECT ( LOV+ PASSION4 ,TO ADV5TURE ]OTICALLY ) *ILDR5 IS 9SEP>ABLE FROM LOV+ ONESELF & LOV+ LIFE4 ,Y\ NE$ NOT D\BT ?AT IT WILL SPREAD 9 DEFIANCE ( Y\R LAWS1 G>BAGE :I* HAS NEV] CONCEIV$ ( ANY?+ BUT 9FANTICIDE4 ,! SE>* = \R DESIRES IS NOT >*AEOLOGY 9TO ! PA/ BUT ! PRES5T CALL+ = LIFE4 ,FAIRYL&1 9V]T$ UNTIL N[ 9 ! /ORIES1 WILL BE REBORN 9 A UNION ) *ILDHOOD4 ,ALL IS P]MITT$1 = AMID BUS9ESS TRU?S1 NO?+ IS TRUE4 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,JANU>Y #h1 #aigi 3 ,*APT] #e -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,APRIL #b#f1 #bb 3 ,*APT] #e -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/