,! ,JOY ( ,LIFE #aig ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,ALB]T ,LIB]TAD ,TEXT 3 ,WE>I$ BY ! /RUGGLE ( LIFE1 H[ MANY CLOSE !IR EYES1 FOLD !IR >MS1 /OP %ORT1 P[]LESS & DISC\RAG$4 ,H[ MANY1 & !Y AMONG ! BE/1 AB&ON LIFE AS UNWOR?Y ( CONT9UANCE4 ,) ! ASSI/ANCE ( SOME FA%IONABLE !ORIES1 & ( A PREVAL5T NEURAS!NIA1 SOME M5 HAVE COME TO REG>D DEA? AS ! SUPREME LIB]ATION4 ,TO ?OSE :O HOLD ?IS VIEW1 SOCIETY REPLIES ) ! USUAL CLI*ES4 ,IT SPEAKS ( ! 0MORAL0 PURPOSE ( LIFE2 >GUES ?AT ONE HAS NO RID OR AN 0EGOI/01 ETC4 ETC4 ,ALL ( !SE PHRASES >E RELIGI\S 9 TONE2 & NONE ( !M >E ( G5U9E SIGNIFICANCE 9 RATIONAL DISCUSSION4 ,:AT AFT] ALL IS SUICIDE8 ,SUICIDE IS ! F9AL ACT 9 A S]IES ( ACTIONS ?AT WE ALL T5D TO C>RY \T1 :I* >ISE FROM \R REACTION AGA9/ \R 5VIRONM5T1 OR FROM ?AT 5VIRONM5T'S REACTION AGA9/ US4 ,EV]Y DAY WE COMMIT SUICIDE P>TIALLY4 ,I COMMIT SUICIDE :5 ,I CONS5T TO 9HABIT A DWELL+ :]E ! SUN NEV] %9ES1 A ROOM :]E ! V5TILATION IS SO 9ADEQUATE ?AT ,I FEEL LIKE ,I AM SUFFOCAT$ :5 ,I WAKE UP4 ,I COMMIT SUICIDE :5 ,I SP5D H\RS ON WORK ?AT ABSORBS AN AM\NT ( 5]GY :I* ,I AM NOT ABLE TO RECAPTURE1 OR :5 ,I 5GAGE 9 ACTIVITY :I* ,I KN[ TO BE USELESS4 ,I COMMIT SUICIDE :5EV] ,I 5T] 9TO ! B>RACKS TO OBEY M5 & LAWS ?AT OPPRESS ME4 ,I COMMIT SUICIDE :5EV] ,I GRANT ! RIS TO ANO!R 9DIVIDUAL ?R\< ! ACT ( VOT+4 ,I COMMIT SUICIDE :5 ,I ASK A MAGI/RATE OR A PRIE/ = P]MISSION TO LOVE4 ,I COMMIT SUICIDE :5 ,I DO NOT RECLAIM MY LIB]TY AS A LOV]1 AS SOON AS ! TIME ( LOVE IS PA/4 ,COMPLETE SUICIDE IS NO?+ BUT ! F9AL ACT ( TOTAL 9ABILITY TO REACT AGA9/ ! 5VIRONM5T4 ,!SE ACTS1 :I* ,I HAVE CALL$ P>TIAL SUICIDES1 >E NO LESS TRULY SUICIDAL4 ,IT IS BECAUSE ,I LACK ! /R5G? TO REACT AGA9/ SOCIETY1 ?AT ,I 9HABIT A PLACE )\T SUN & AIR1 ?AT ,I DO NOT EAT 9 ACCORDANCE ) MY HUNG] OR MY TA/E1 ?AT ,I AM A SOLDI] OR A VOT]1 ?AT ,I SUBJECT MY LOVE TO LAWS OR COMPULSION4 ,WORK]S DAILY COMMIT M5TAL SUICIDE BY LEAV+ ! M9D 9ACTIVE1 BY NOT LETT+ IT LIVE1 AS !Y KILL )9 !MSELVES !IR 5JOYM5T ( ! >TS ( PA9T+1 SCULPTURE1 MUSIC1 :I* (F] SOME RELIEF FROM ! CACOPHONY :I* SURR\NDS !M4 ,!RE CAN BE NO QUE/ION ( RIDICE OR ( C\RAGE 9 RELATION TO SUICIDE2 IT IS PURELY A MAT]IAL PROBLEM1 ( P[] OR LACK ( P[]4 ,ONE HE>S IT SAID1 0,SUICIDE IS A HUMAN RIIAT40 ,RITIAL SUICIDES MORE ?AN DEF9ITIVE SUICIDES2 BUT IT SEEMS TO ME PA!TICALLY COMICAL TO DESCRIBE AS RIE M]ELY EXCUSES ONE CL+S TO4 ,ALL SUICIDES >E IMBECILITIES1 TOTAL SUICIDE MORE ?AN ! O!RS1 S9CE IT IS POSSIBLE TO BR+ ONESELF \T ( ! P>TIAL =MS4 ,IT W\LD SEEM ?AT AT ! MOM5T ( ! DEP>TURE ( ! 9DIVIDUAL1 ALL 5]GY MIY & NATURAL 9 VIEW ( ! FACT ?AT ONE LEAVES ?OSE ONE LOVES BEH9D4 ,= ?IS P>T ( ONE'S SELF1 ?IS PORTION ( ! 5]GY ( :I* ONE CONSI/S1 CANNOT ONE 5GAGE 9 A GIGANTIC /RUGGLE1 H[EV] UNEQUAL ! COMBAT1 CAPABLE ( %AK+ UP ! COLOSSAL ,AU?ORITY8 ,MANY DIE1 DECL>+ !MSELVES TO BE VICTIMS ( SOCIETY2 DO !Y NOT REALIZE ?AT1 S9CE ! SAME CAUSE PRODUCES ! SAME EFFECTS1 !IR COMRADES1 ?OSE !Y LOVE1 C\LD DIE AS VICTIMS ( ! SAME /ATE ( ?+S8 ,WON'T A DESIRE !N COME TO !M TO TRANS=M !IR VITAL =CE 9TO 5]GY1 9TO P[]1 SO AS TO BURN ! PILE RA!R ?AN TO SEP>ATE ITS ELEM5TS8 ,ONCE ONE HAS OV]COME ! FE> ( DEA?1 ( ! COMPLETE DISSOLUTION ( ! HUMAN =M1 ONE CAN 5GAGE 9 ! /RUGGLE ) ?AT MU* MORE /R5G?4 ,SOME WILL RESPOND TO US1 0,WE HAVE A HORROR ( BLOOD%$4 ,WE DO NOT WI% TO ATTACK ?IS SOCIETY1 MADE UP ( M5 :O SEEM TO US TO BE BO? UNAW>E & IRRESPONSIBLE40 ,! FIR/ OBJECTION DOES NOT HOLD4 ,DOES ! /RUGGLE ONLY TAKE A VIOL5T =M8 ,IS IT NOT MULTIPLE1 DIV]SE8 ,& ALL ! 9DIVIDUALS :O UND]/& ITS USEFULNESS1 CAN !Y NOT TAKE P>T EA* ACCORD+ TO HIS [N TEMP]AM5T8 ,! SECOND IS TOO 9EXACT4 ,SU* WORDS AS 0SOCIETY01 0KN[L$GE01 0RESPONSIBILITY0 >E TOO (T5 REPEAT$ & TOO LITTLE EXPLA9$4 ,! B>RI] ?AT OB/RUCTS ! ROAD1 ! BIT+ S]P5T1 ! TUB]CULOSIS MICROBE >E UNAW>E & )\T RESPONSIBILITY1 YET WE DEF5D \RSELVES AGA9/ !M4 ,/ILL MORE IRRESPONSIBLE 79 ! RELATIVE S5SE7 >E ! CORNFIELDS :I* WE REAP1 ! OX ?AT WE KILL1 ! BEEHIVE ?AT WE ROB4 ,NEV]!LESS WE ATTACK !M ALL4 ,I KN[ NO?+ ( 0RESPONSIBLE0 NOR ( 0IRRESPONSIBLE04 ,I SEE ! CAUSES ( MY SUFF]+1 ( ! CRAMP+ ( MY P]SONALITY2 & MY EF=TS >E B5T TO SUPPRESS OR TO CONQU] !M BY EV]Y POSSIBLE MEANS4 ,ACCORD+ TO MY P[] ( RESI/ANCE ,I ASSIMILATE OR ,I REJECT1 ,I AM ASSIMILAT$ OR REJECT$4 ,?AT IS ALL4 ,EV5 /RANG] OBJECTIONS >E ADVANC$1 9 A =M NEUROTICALLY SCI5TIFIC3 0,/UDY A/RONOMY1 & Y\ WILL REALIZE ! NEGLIGIBLE DURATION ( HUMAN LIFE AS COMP>$ TO ! 9F9ITE 444 ,DEA?1 IS A TRANS=MATION & NOT T]M9ATION40 ,= MYSELF1 BE+ F9ITE1 ,I HAVE NO CONCEPTION ( ! 9F9ITE2 BUT ,I KN[ ?AT DURATION CONSI/S ( C5TURIES1 C5TURIES ( YE>S1 YE>S ( DAYS1 DAYS ( H\RS1 H\RS ( M9UTES1 ETC4 ,I KN[ ?AT TIME IS MADE UP ( NO?+ BUT ! ACCUMULATION ( SECONDS1 ?AT GREAT IMM5SITY =M$ FROM ! 9-F9ITELY SMALL4 ,%ORT AS \R LIFE MAY BE1 IT HAS ITS DIM5SIONAL IMPORTANCE FROM ! PO9T ( VIEW ( ! :OLE4 ,LIFE1 SE5 FROM MY [N PO9T ( VIEW1 ) MY [N EYES1 CANNOT BE ( LITTLE IMPORTANCE TO ME2 & ALL SEEMS TO ME TO HAVE HAD NO PURPOSE BUT TO PREP>E = US -- = MYSELF & = ?AT :I* SURR\NDS ME4 ,! /ONE :I* C>ESSES ! HEAD :5 DROPP$ FROM A MET] ABOVE1 WILL BREAK IT OP5 IF IT FALLS TW5TY MET]S4 ,>RE/$ ON ! WAY1 SE5 FROM ! PO9T ( VIEW ( ! :OLE1 IT DIFF]S 9 NO P>TICUL>2 BUT IT LACKS ! 5]GY :I* MAKES IT A P[]4 ,I DISREG>D ALL ?AT ,I CANNOT CONCEIVE1 & LOOK PRIM>ILY TO MYSELF2 & A DISSOLUTION OR RA!R A NON-ABSORPTION ( /R5G? ?AT ACTS TO MY DETRIM5T OCCURS 9 EI!R A P>TIAL OR A DEF9ITIVE SUICIDE4 ,DEA? IS ! 5D ( A HUMAN 5]GY1 AS ! DISSOCIATION ( ELEM5TS ( A BATT]Y IS ! 5D ( ! ELECTRICITY :I* IT RELEASES1 AS ! DISSOLUTION ( ?READS ( A TISSUE IS ! 5D ( ?AT TISSUE'S /R5G?4 ,DEA?1 AS ! 5D ( MY 0,I01 IS MORE ?AN A TRANS=MATION4 ,!RE >E ?OSE :O SAY TO ONE1 0,! GOAL ( LIFE IS HAPP9ESS10 & :O PR(ESS TO BE UNABLE TO ATTA9 IT4 ,IT SEEMS TO ME SIMPL] TO SAY ?AT LIFE IS LIFE4 ,LIFE IS HAPP9ESS4 ,HAPP9ESS IS LIFE4 ,ALL ! ACTS ( LIFE >E A JOY TO ME4 ,BREA?+ PURE AIR1 ,I KN[ HAPP9ESS2 MY LUNGS >E EXP&$1 AN IMPRESSION ( P[] MAKES1 ME GL[4 ,! H\R ( WORK & ?AT ( RE/ AF=D ME EQUAL PLEASURE4 ,! H\R :I* BR+S ! MEAL-TIME2 ! MEAL ITSELF ) ITS LABOR ( MA/ICATION2 ! H\R :I* FOLL[S ) ITS 9T]IOR ACTIVITY -- ALL GIVE ME JOY ( V>Y+ SORTS4 ,%ALL ,I EVOKE ! DELICI\S ATT5TION ( LOVE1 ! S5SE ( P[] 9 ! SEXUAL 5C\NT]1 ! SUCCE$+ H\RS ( VOLUPTU\S RELAXATION8 ,%ALL ,I SPEAK ( ! JOY ( ! EYES1 ( HE>+1 ( ODOR1 ( T\*+1 ( ALL ! S5SES1 ( ! DELI?QUAKE1 AVID = AIR1 WE B[ \R HEAD AGA9/ ! ROCK1 :5EV] SEIZ$ BY ! REGIM5TATION ( SOCIETY AS IT IS1 AVID = ! IDEAL 7TO MAKE ?IS VAGUE T]M EXACT3 AVID = ! 9TEGRAL DEVELOPM5T ( ONE'S SELF & ONE'S LOV$ ONES7 WE >RE/ \R LIFE WE OBEY1 NOT A NECESSITY NOR A RIY ACT1 AS ! P>TISANS ( DEA? PR(ESS2 WE OBEY ! P[] ( ! 5VIRONM5T :I* CRU%ES1 & WE DEP>T PRECISELY AT ! H\R ! WEIE ( !IR [N BEAUTY1 ( !IR [N =CE1 !Y ADD TO ! OBJECTIVES ( ! OB/ACLE ALL ! SUBJECTIVE WEITIAL SUICIDES1 !Y SURR5D] !MSELVES TO ! GREAT SUICIDE4 ,!Y >E DEV\R$ BY AN 5VIRONM5T AVID = !IR FLE%1 EAG] TO CRU% ALL 5]GY ?AT APPE>S4 ,!IR ]ROR LIES 9 ! BELIEF ?AT ! DISSOLUTION IS BY !IR [N WILL1 ?AT !Y *OOSE !IR H\R1 :ILE ACTUALLY !Y DIE CRU%$ 9EVITABLY BY ! WICK$NESS ( SOME & BY ! ( O!RS4 ,9 A LOCALITY BY ! MALEFICI5T ( TYPHUS1 ( TUB]CULOSIS1 ,I DO NOT ?9K ( ABS5T+ MYSELF TO AVOID ! MALADY1 RA!R1 ,I PROCE$ IMM$IATELY TO DISSEM9ATE DIS9FECTANT'S1 )\T ANY FE> ( KILL+ MILLIONS ( MICROBES4 ,9 PRES5T SOCIETY1 MADE F\L BY ! CONV5TIONAL DEFECATIONS ( PROP]TY1 ( PATRIOTISM1 ( RELIGION1 ( FAMILY1 ( IGNORANCE1 CRU%$ BY ! P[] ( GOV]NM5T & ! 9]TIA ( ! GOV]N$2 ,I WI% NOT TO DISAPPE>1 BUT TO ?R[ UPON ! SC5E ! LI TO MY [N4 ,NO1 IT IS NOT LIFE ?AT IS BAD1 BUT ! CONDITIONS 9 :I* WE LIVE4 ,!RE=E WE %ALL ADDRESS \RSELVES NOT TO LIFE1 BUT TO !SE CONDITIONS3 LET US *ANGE !M44 ,ONE MU/ LIVE1 ONE MU/ DESIRE TO LIVE /ILL MORE ABUNDANTLY4 ,LET US ACCEPT NOT EV5 ! P>TIAL SUICIDES4 ,LET US BE EAG] TO KN[ ALL EXP]I5CES1 ALL HAPP9ESS1 ALL S5SATIONS4 ,LET US NOT BE RESIGN$ TO ANY DIM9UTION ( \R 0ME04 ,LET US BE *AMPION ( LIFE4 SO ?AT DESIRES MAY >ISE \T ( \R TURPITUDE & WEAKNESS2 LET US ASSIMILATE ! E>? TO \R [N CONCEPT ( BEAUTY4 ,?US MAY \R WI%ES BE UNIT$1 MAGNIFIC5TLY2 & AT ! LA/ WE %ALL KN[ ! ,JOY ( ,LIFE 9 ! ABSOLUTE4 ,LET US LOVE LIFE ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #aif 3 ,! ,JOY ( ,LIFE -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,APRIL #a#h1 #bb 3 ,! ,JOY ( ,LIFE -- ,ADD$4 ,JANU>Y #c1 #bbb 3 ,! ,JOY ( ,LIFE -- ,UPDAT$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/