,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #b #ahhiahhi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,B5JAM9 ,R4 ,TUCK] ,TEXT 3 0,9 ORD] ?AT Y\ MAY UND]/& ME1 ,I MU/ TELL Y\ H[ ?IS HAPP5$4 ,WE W]E LIV+ ALONG1 & ALL SEEM$ WELL4 ,SUDD5LY WE BEGAN TO TALK ( ! *ILDR5'S $UCATION4 ,I DO NOT REMEMB] :AT WORDS EI!R ( US UTT]$1 BUT A DISCUSSION BEGAN1 REPROA*ES1 LEAPS FROM ONE SUBJECT TO ANO!R4 ',YES1 ,I KN[ IT4 ,IT HAS BE5 SO = A LONG TIME4' 4 4 4 ',Y\ SAID ?AT4' 4 4 4 ',NO1 ,I DID NOT SAY ?AT4' 4 4 4 ',!N ,I LIE8' ETC4 0,& ,I FELT ?AT ! FRI TO ME %E DISP>AG$ & PR(AN$4 ,! F>!R ! QU>REL W5T1 ! MORE FURI\S IT BECAME4 ,I CRI$1 ',BE SIL5T1' OR SOME?+ LIKE ?AT4 0,%E B\ND$ \T ( ! ROOM & RAN T[>D ! *ILDR54 ,I TRI$ TO HOLD H] BACK TO F9I% MY 9SULTS4 ,I GRASP$ H] BY ! >M1 & HURT H]4 ,%E CRI$3 ',*ILDR51 Y\R FA!R IS BEAT+ ME4' ,I CRI$3 ',DON'T LIE4' ,%E CONT9U$ TO UTT] FALSEHOODS = ! SIMPLE PURPOSE ( IRRITAT+ ME FUR!R4 ',AH1 IT IS NOT ! FIR/ TIME1' OR SOME?+ ( ?AT SORT4 ,! *ILDR5 RU%$ T[>D H] & TRI$ TO QUIET H]4 ,I SAID3 ',DON'T %AM4' ,%E SAID3 ',Y\ LOOK UPON EV]Y?+ AS A %AM4 ,Y\ W\LD KILL A P]SON & SAY HE WAS %AMM+4 ,N[ ,I UND]/& Y\4 ,?AT IS :AT Y\ WANT TO DO4' ',OH1 IF Y\ W]E ONLY DEAD6' ,I CRI$4 0,I REMEMB] H[ ?AT T]RIBLE PHRASE FRITM5T4 ,I SAT D[N & BEGAN TO SMOKE4 ,I HE>D H] GO 9TO ! HALL & PREP>E TO GO \T4 ,I ASK$ H]3 ',:]E >E Y\ GO+8 ,%E DID NOT ANSW]4 ',WELL1 MAY ! DEVIL TAKE Y\6' SAID ,I TO MYSELF1 GO+ BACK 9TO MY PRIVATE ROOM1 :]E ,I LAY D[N AGA9 & BEGAN SMOK+ AFRE%4 ,?\S&S ( PLANS ( V5GEANCE1 ( WAYS ( GETT+ RID ( H]1 & H[ TO >RANGE ?IS1 & ACT AS IF NO?+ HAD HAPP5$1--ALL ?IS PASS$ ?R\< MY HEAD4 ,I ?\ AS TO DREAM H[ BEAUTIFUL IT W\LD BE1 AFT] GETT+ RID ( H]1 TO LOVE ANO!R WOMAN1 5TIRELY DIFF]5T FROM H]4 ,I %\LD BE RID ( H] IF %E %\LD DIE OR IF ,I %\LD GET A DIVORCE1 & ,I TRI$ TO ?9K H[ ?AT C\LD BE MANAG$4 ,I SAW ?AT ,I WAS GETT+ CONFUS$1 BUT1 9 ORD] NOT TO SEE ?AT ,I WAS NOT ?9K+ RI LE/ %E MID DAYLID ELEV5 O'CLOCK 9 ! MORN+ CAME H] SI/]1 H] AMBASSADRESS4 ,!N BEGAN ! USUAL PHRASES3 ',%E IS 9 A T]RIBLE /ATE4 ,:AT IS ! MATT]8' ',:Y1 NO?+ HAS HAPP5$4' ,I SPOKE ( H] ASP]ITY ( *>ACT]1 & ,I ADD$ ?AT ,I HAD DONE NO?+1 & ?AT ,I W\LD NOT TAKE ! FIR/ /EP4 ,IF %E WANTS A DIVORCE1 SO MU* ! BETT]6 ,MY SI/]-9-LAW W\LD NOT LI/5 TO ?IS IDEA1 & W5T AWAY )\T HAV+ GA9$ ANY?+4 ,I WAS OB/9ATE1 & ,I SAID BOLDLY & DET]M9$LY1 9 TALK+ TO H]1 ?AT ,I W\LD NOT TAKE ! FIR/ /EP4 ,IMM$IATELY %E HAD GONE ,I W5T 9TO ! O!R ROOM1 & SAW ! *ILDR5 9 A FRID ?REE O'CLOCK %E CAME4 ,I ?\D H] ROOM4 ,! KEY TURN$ 9 ! LOCK1 & %E %UT H]SELF UP4 ,I PU%$ AT ! DOOR4 ,!RE WAS NO RESPONSE4 ,FURI\S1 ,I W5T AWAY4 0,A HALF H\R LAT] ,LISE CAME RUNN+ ALL 9 TE>S4 ',:AT6 ,HAS ANY?+ HAPP5$8 ,WE CANNOT HE> ,MAMA6' ,WE W5T T[>D MY WIFE'S ROOM4 ,I PU%$ ! DOOR ) ALL MY MICELY DRAWN1 & ! DOOR OP5$4 ,9 A SKIRT1 ) HI< BOOTS1 MY WIFE LAY AWKW>DLY ON ! B$4 ,ON ! TABLE AN EMPTY OPIUM VIAL4 ,WE RE/OR$ H] TO LIFE4 ,TE>S & !N RECONCILIATION6 ,NOT RECONCILIATION2 9T]NALLY EA* KEPT ! HATR$ = ! O!R1 BUT IT WAS ABSOLUTELY NECESS>Y = ! MOM5T TO 5D ! SC5E 9 SOME WAY1 & LIFE BEGAN AGA9 AS BE=E4 ,!SE SC5ES1 & EV5 WORSE1 CAME N[ ONCE A WEEK1 N[ EV]Y MON?1 N[ EV]Y DAY4 ,& 9V>IABLY ! SAME 9CID5TS4 ,ONCE ,I WAS ABSOLUTELY RESOLV$ TO FLY1 BUT ?R\< SOME 9CONCEIVABLE WEAKNESS ,I REMA9$4 0,SU* W]E ! CIRCUM/ANCES 9 :I* WE W]E LIV+ :5 ! ,M,A,N CAME4 ,! MAN WAS BAD1 IT IS TRUE4 ,BUT :AT6 ,NO WORSE ?AN WE W]E40 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahhh 3 ,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #b -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#f1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #b -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/