,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #bb 

#ahhiahhi 

,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,B5JAM9 ,R4 ,TUCK] 

,TEXT 3 

0,ALL ?AT DAY ,I DID NOT SPEAK TO MY WIFE4 ,I C\LD NOT4 ,H] PROXIMITY EXCIT$ SU* HATR$ ?AT ,I FE>$ MYSELF4 ,AT ! TABLE %E ASK$ ME1 9 PRES5CE ( ! *ILDR51 :5 ,I WAS TO />T UPON A J\RNEY4 ,I WAS TO GO ! FOLL[+ WEEK TO AN ASSEMBLY ( ! ,ZEM/VO1 9 A NEI<BOR+ LOCALITY4 ,I NAM$ ! DATE4 ,%E ASK$ ME IF ,I W\LD NE$ ANY?+ = ! J\RNEY4 ,I DID NOT ANSW]4 ,I SAT SIL5T AT ! TABLE1 & SIL5TLY ,I RETIR$ TO MY /UDY4 ,9 ?OSE LA/ DAYS %E NEV] 5T]$ MY /UDY1 ESPECIALLY AT ?AT H\R4 ,SUDD5LY ,I HE>D H] /EPS1 H] WALK1 & !N A T]RIBLY BASE IDEA 5T]$ MY HEAD ?AT1 LIKE ! WIFE ( ,URI1 %E WI%$ TO CONCEAL A FAULT ALREADY COMMITT$1 & ?AT IT WAS = ?IS REASON ?AT %E CAME TO SEE ME AT ?IS UNSEASONABLE H\R4 ',IS IT POSSIBLE1' ?\<T ,I1 '?AT %E IS COM+ TO SEE ME8' ,ON HE>+ H] /EP AS IT APPROA*$3 ',IF IT IS TO SEE ME ?AT %E IS COM+1 !N ,I AM RI<T4' 

0,AN 9EXPRESSIBLE HATR$ 9VAD$ MY S\L4 ,! /EPS DREW NE>]1 & NE>]1 & NE>] YET4 ,W\LD %E PASS BY & GO ON TO ! O!R ROOM8 ,NO1 ! H+ES CREAK$1 & AT ! DOOR H] TALL1 GRACEFUL1 LANGUID FIGURE APPE>$4 ,9 H] FACE1 9 H] EYES1 A TIMIDITY1 AN 9S9UAT+ EXPRESSION1 :I* %E TRI$ TO HIDE1 BUT :I* ,I SAW1 & ( :I* ,I UND]/OOD ! MEAN+4 ,I CAME NE> SUFFOCAT+1 SU* W]E MY EF=TS TO HOLD MY BREA?1 &1 CONT9U+ TO LOOK AT H]1 ,I TOOK MY CIG>ETTE1 & LI<T$ IT4 

0',:AT DOES ?IS MEAN8 ,ONE COMES TO TALK ) Y\1 & Y\ GO TO SMOK+4' 

0,& %E SAT D[N BESIDE ME ON ! S(A1 RE/+ AGA9/ MY %\LD]4 ,I RECOIL$1 ?AT ,I MI<T NOT T\* H]4 

0',I SEE ?AT Y\ >E DISPLEAS$ ) :AT ,I WI% TO PLAY ON ,SUNDAY1' SAID %E4 

0',I AM NOT AT ALL DISPLEAS$1' SAID ,I4 

0',CAN ,I NOT SEE8' 

0',WELL1 ,I CONGRATULATE Y\ ON Y\R CLAIRVOYANCE4 ,ONLY TO Y\ EV]Y BAS5ESS IS AGREEABLE1 & ,I ABHOR IT4' 

0',IF Y\ >E GO+ TO SWE> LIKE A TROOP]1 ,I AM GO+ AWAY4' 

0',!N GO AWAY4 ,ONLY KN[ ?AT1 IF ! HONOR ( ! FAMILY IS NO?+ TO Y\1 TO ME IT IS DE>4 ,AS = Y\1 ! DEVIL TAKE Y\6' 

0',:AT6 ,:AT IS ! MATT]8' 

0',GO AWAY1 9 ! NAME ( ,GOD4' 

0,BUT %E DID NOT GO AWAY4 ,WAS %E PRET5D+ NOT TO UND]/&1 OR DID %E REALLY NOT UND]/& :AT ,I MEANT8 ,BUT %E WAS (F5D$ & BECAME ANGRY4 

0',Y\ HAVE BECOME ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE1' %E BEGAN1 OR SOME SU* PHRASE AS ?AT REG>D+ MY *>ACT]1 TRY+1 AS USUAL1 TO GIVE ME AS MU* PA9 AS POSSIBLE4 ',AFT] :AT Y\ HAVE DONE TO MY SI/] 7%E REF]R$ TO AN 9CID5T ) H] SI/]1 9 :I*1 BESIDE MYSELF1 ,I HAD UTT]$ BRUTALITIES2 %E KNEW ?AT ?AT TORTUR$ ME1 & TRI$ TO T\* ME 9 ?AT T5D] SPOT7 NO?+ WILL A/ONI% ME4' 

0',YES1 (F5D$1 HUMILIAT$1 & DI%ONOR$1 & AFT] ?AT TO HOLD ME /ILL RESPONSIBLE1' ?\<T ,I1 & SUDD5LY A RAGE1 SU* A HATR$ 9VAD$ ME AS ,I DO NOT REMEMB] TO HAVE EV] FELT BE=E4 ,= ! FIR/ TIME ,I DESIR$ TO EXPRESS ?IS HATR$ PHYSICALLY4 ,I LEAP$ UPON H]1 BUT AT ! SAME MOM5T ,I UND]/OOD MY CONDITION1 & ,I ASK$ MYSELF :E!R IT W\LD BE WELL = ME TO AB&ON MYSELF TO MY FURY4 ,& ,I ANSW]$ MYSELF ?AT IT W\LD BE WELL1 ?AT IT W\LD FRI<T5 H]1 &1 9/EAD ( RESI/+1 ,I LA%$ & SPURR$ MYSELF ON1 & WAS GLAD TO FEEL MY ANG] BOIL+ MORE & MORE FI]CELY4 

0',GO AWAY1 OR ,I WILL KILL Y\6' ,I CRI$1 PURPOSELY1 ) A FRI<TFUL VOICE1 & ,I GRASP$ H] BY ! >M4 ,%E DID NOT GO AWAY4 ,!N ,I TWI/$ H] >M1 & PU%$ H] AWAY VIOL5TLY4 

0',:AT IS ! MATT] ) Y\8 ,COME TO Y\R S5SES6' %E %RIEK$4 

0',GO AWAY1' RO>$ ,I1 L\D] ?AN EV]1 ROLL+ MY EYES WILDLY4 ',IT TAKES Y\ TO PUT ME 9 SU* A FURY4 ,I DO NOT ANSW] = MYSELF6 ,GO AWAY6' 

0,9 AB&ON+ MYSELF TO MY ANG]1 ,I BECAME /EEP$ 9 IT1 & ,I WANT$ TO COMMIT SOME VIOL5T ACT TO %[ ! =CE ( MY FURY4 ,I FELT A T]RIBLE DESIRE TO BEAT H]1 TO KILL H]1 BUT ,I REALIZ$ ?AT ?AT C\LD NOT BE1 & ,I RE/RA9$ MYSELF4 ,I DREW BACK FROM H]1 RU%$ TO ! TABLE1 GRASP$ ! PAP]-WEI<T1 & ?REW IT ON ! FLOOR BY H] SIDE4 ,I TOOK C>E TO AIM A LITTLE TO ONE SIDE1 &1 BE=E %E DISAPPE>$ 7,I DID IT SO ?AT %E C\LD SEE IT71 ,I GRASP$ A C&LE/ICK1 :I* ,I ALSO HURL$1 & !N TOOK D[N ! B>OMET]1 CONT9U+ TO %\T3 

0',GO AWAY6 ,I DO NOT ANSW] = MYSELF6' 

0,%E DISAPPE>$1 & ,I IMM$IATELY CEAS$ MY DEMON/RATIONS4 ,AN H\R LAT] ! OLD S]VANT CAME TO ME & SAID ?AT MY WIFE WAS 9 A FIT ( HY/]ICS4 ,I W5T TO SEE H]4 ,%E SOBB$ & LAU<$1 9CAPABLE ( EXPRESS+ ANY?+1 H] :OLE BODY 9 A TREMBLE4 ,%E WAS NOT %AMM+1 %E WAS REALLY SICK4 ,WE S5T = ! DOCTOR1 & ALL NI<T LONG ,I C>$ = H]4 ,T[>D DAYLI<T %E GREW CALM]1 & WE BECAME RECONCIL$ UND] ! 9FLU5CE ( ?AT FEEL+ :I* WE CALL$ 'LOVE4' ,! NEXT MORN+1 :51 AFT] ! RECONCILIATION1 ,I CONFESS$ TO H] ?AT ,I WAS JEAL\S ( ,TR\KHAT*EVSKY1 %E WAS NOT AT ALL EMB>RASS$1 & BEGAN TO LAU< 9 ! MO/ NATURAL WAY1 SO /RANGE DID ! POSSIBILITY ( BE+ L$ A/RAY BY SU* A MAN APPE> TO H]4 

0',) SU* A MAN CAN AN HONE/ WOMAN 5T]TA9 ANY FEEL+ BEYOND ! PLEASURE ( 5JOY+ MUSIC ) HIM8 ,BUT IF Y\ LIKE1 ,I AM READY TO NEV] SEE HIM AGA91 EV5 ON ,SUNDAY1 AL?\< EV]YBODY HAS BE5 9VIT$4 ,WRITE HIM ?AT ,I AM 9DISPOS$1 & ?AT WILL 5D ! MATT]4 ,ONLY ONE ?+ ANNOYS ME1--?AT ANY ONE C\LD HAVE ?\<T HIM DANG]\S4 ,I AM TOO PR\D NOT TO DETE/ SU* ?\<TS4' 

0,& %E DID NOT LIE4 ,%E BELIEV$ :AT %E SAID4 ,%E HOP$ BY H] WORDS TO PROVOKE 9 H]SELF A CONTEMPT = HIM1 & !REBY TO DEF5D H]SELF4 ,BUT %E DID NOT SUCCE$4 ,EV]Y?+ WAS DIRECT$ AGA9/ H]1 ESPECIALLY ?AT ABOM9ABLE MUSIC4 ,SO 5D$ ! QU>REL1 & ON ,SUNDAY \R GUE/S CAME1 & ,TR\KHAT*EVSKY & MY WIFE AGA9 PLAY$ TOGE!R40 

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