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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,B5JAM9 ,R4 ,TUCK] 

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0,I ?9K ?AT IT IS SUP]FLU\S TO SAY ?AT ,I WAS V]Y VA94 ,IF ONE HAS NO VANITY 9 ?IS LIFE ( \RS1 !RE IS NO SUFFICI5T REASON = LIV+4 ,SO = ?AT ,SUNDAY ,I HAD BUSI$ MYSELF 9 TA/EFULLY >RANG+ ?+S = ! D9N] & ! MUSICAL SOIREE4 ,I HAD PUR*AS$ MYSELF NUM]\S ?+S = ! D9N]1 & HAD *OS5 ! GUE/S4 ,T[>D SIX O'CLOCK !Y >RIV$1 & AFT] !M ,TR\KHAT*EVSKY1 9 HIS DRESS-COAT1 ) DIAMOND %IRT-/UDS1 9 BAD TA/E4 ,HE BORE HIMSELF ) EASE4 ,TO ALL QUE/IONS HE RESPOND$ PROMPTLY1 ) A SMILE ( CONT5TM5T & UND]/&+1 & ?AT PECULI> EXPRESSION :I* WAS 9T5D$ TO MEAN3 ',ALL ?AT Y\ MAY DO & SAY WILL BE EXACTLY :AT ,I EXPECT$4' ,EV]Y?+ AB\T HIM ?AT WAS NOT CORRECT ,I N[ NOTIC$ ) ESPECIAL PLEASURE1 = IT ALL T5D$ TO TRANQUILIZE ME1 & PROVE TO ME ?AT TO MY WIFE HE /OOD 9 SU* A DEGREE ( 9F]IORITY ?AT1 AS %E HAD TOLD ME1 %E C\LD NOT /OOP TO HIS LEVEL4 ,LESS BECAUSE ( MY WIFE'S ASSURANCES ?AN BECAUSE ( ! ATROCI\S SUFF]+S :I* ,I FELT 9 JEAL\SY1 ,I NO LONG] ALL[$ MYSELF TO BE JEAL\S4 

0,9 SPITE ( ?AT1 ,I WAS NOT AT EASE ) ! MUSICIAN OR ) H] DUR+ D9N]-TIME & ! TIME ?AT ELAPS$ BE=E ! BEG9N+ ( ! MUSIC4 ,9VOLUNT>ILY ,I FOLL[$ EA* ( !IR GE/URES & LOOKS4 ,! D9N]1 LIKE ALL D9N]S1 WAS TIRESOME & CONV5TIONAL4 ,NOT LONG AFT]W>DS ! MUSIC BEGAN4 ,HE W5T TO GET HIS VIOL92 MY WIFE ADVANC$ TO ! PIANO1 & RUMMAG$ AMONG ! SCORES4 ,OH1 H[ WELL ,I REMEMB] ALL ! DETAILS ( ?AT EV5+6 ,I REMEMB] H[ HE BR\<T ! VIOL91 H[ HE OP5$ ! BOX1 TOOK (F ! S]GE EMBROID]$ BY A LADY'S H&1 & BEGAN TO TUNE ! 9/RUM5T4 ,I CAN /ILL SEE MY WIFE SIT D[N1 ) A FALSE AIR ( 9DIFF]5CE1 UND] :I* IT WAS PLA9 ?AT %E HID A GREAT TIMIDITY1 A TIMIDITY ?AT WAS ESPECIALLY DUE TO H] COMP>ATIVE LACK ( MUSICAL KN[L$GE4 ,%E SAT D[N ) ?AT FALSE AIR 9 FRONT ( ! PIANO1 & !N BEGAN ! USUAL PRELIM9>IES1--! PIZZICATI ( ! VIOL9 & ! >RANGEM5T ( ! SCORES4 ,I REMEMB] !N H[ !Y LOOK$ AT EA* O!R1 & CA/ A GLANCE AT !IR AUDITORS :O W]E TAK+ !IR SEATS4 ,!Y SAID A FEW WORDS TO EA* O!R1 & ! MUSIC BEGAN4 ,!Y PLAY$ ,BEE?OV5'S ',KREUTZ] ,SONATA4' ,DO Y\ KN[ ! FIR/ PRE/O8 ,DO Y\ KN[ IT8 ,AH60 4 4 4 

,POSDNI*EFF HEAV$ A SI<1 & WAS SIL5T = A LONG TIME4 

0,A T]RIBLE ?+ IS ?AT SONATA1 ESPECIALLY ! PRE/O6 ,& A T]RIBLE ?+ IS MUSIC 9 G5]AL4 ,:AT IS IT8 ,:Y DOES IT DO :AT IT DOES8 ,!Y SAY ?AT MUSIC /IRS ! S\L4 ,/UPIDITY6 ,A LIE6 ,IT ACTS1 IT ACTS FRI<TFULLY 7,I SPEAK = MYSELF71 BUT NOT 9 AN 5NOBL+ WAY4 ,IT ACTS NEI!R 9 AN 5NOBL+ NOR A DEBAS+ WAY1 BUT 9 AN IRRITAT+ WAY4 ,H[ %ALL ,I SAY IT8 ,MUSIC MAKES ME =GET MY REAL SITUATION4 ,IT TRANSPORTS ME 9TO A /ATE :I* IS NOT MY [N4 ,UND] ! 9FLU5CE ( MUSIC ,I REALLY SEEM TO FEEL :AT ,I DO NOT FEEL1 TO UND]/& :AT ,I DO NOT UND]/&1 TO HAVE P[]S :I* ,I CANNOT HAVE4 ,MUSIC SEEMS TO ME TO ACT LIKE YAWN+ OR LAU<T]2 ,I HAVE NO DESIRE TO SLEEP1 BUT ,I YAWN :5 ,I SEE O!RS YAWN2 ) NO REASON TO LAU<1 ,I LAU< :5 ,I HE> O!RS LAU<4 ,& MUSIC TRANSPORTS ME IMM$IATELY 9TO ! CONDITION ( S\L 9 :I* HE :O WROTE ! MUSIC F\ND HIMSELF AT ?AT TIME4 ,I BECOME CONF\ND$ ) HIS S\L1 & ) HIM ,I PASS FROM ONE CONDITION TO ANO!R4 ,BUT :Y ?AT8 ,I KN[ NO?+ AB\T IT8 ,BUT HE :O WROTE ,BEE?OV5'S ',KREUTZ] ,SONATA' KNEW WELL :Y HE F\ND HIMSELF 9 A C]TA9 CONDITION4 ,?AT CONDITION L$ HIM TO C]TA9 ACTIONS1 & = ?AT REASON TO HIM HAD A MEAN+1 BUT TO ME NONE1 NONE :ATEV]4 ,& ?AT IS :Y MUSIC PROVOKES AN EXCITEM5T :I* IT DOES NOT BR+ TO A CONCLUSION4 ,= 9/ANCE1 A MILIT>Y M>* IS PLAY$2 ! SOLDI] PASSES TO ! S\ND ( ?IS M>*1 & ! MUSIC IS F9I%$4 ,A DANCE IS PLAY$2 ,I HAVE F9I%$ DANC+1 & ! MUSIC IS F9I%$4 ,A MASS IS SUNG2 ,I RECEIVE ! SACRAM5T1 & AGA9 ! MUSIC IS F9I%$4 ,BUT ANY O!R MUSIC PROVOKES AN EXCITEM5T1 & ?IS EXCITEM5T IS NOT ACCOMPANI$ BY ! ?+ ?AT NE$S PROP]LY TO BE DONE1 & ?AT IS :Y MUSIC IS SO DANG]\S1 & SOMETIMES ACTS SO FRI<TFULLY4 

0,9 ,*9A MUSIC IS UND] ! CONTROL ( ! ,/ATE1 & ?AT IS ! WAY IT \<T TO BE4 ,IS IT ADMISSIBLE ?AT ! FIR/ COM] %\LD HYPNOTIZE ONE OR MORE P]SONS1 & !N DO ) !M AS HE LIKES8 ,& ESPECIALLY ?AT ! HYPNOTIZ] %\LD BE ! FIR/ IMMORAL 9DIVIDUAL :O HAPP5S TO COME ALONG8 ,IT IS A FRI<TFUL P[] 9 ! H&S ( ANY ONE1 NO MATT] :OM4 ,= 9/ANCE1 %\LD !Y BE ALL[$ TO PLAY ?IS ',KREUTZ] ,SONATA1' ! FIR/ PRE/O1--& !RE >E MANY LIKE IT1--9 P>LORS1 AMONG LADIES WE>+ L[ NECK$ DRESSES1 OR 9 CONC]TS1 !N F9I% ! PIECE1 RECEIVE ! APPLAUSE1 & !N BEG9 ANO!R PIECE8 ,!SE ?+S %\LD BE PLAY$ UND] C]TA9 CIRCUM/ANCES1 ONLY 9 CASES :]E IT IS NECESS>Y TO 9CITE C]TA9 ACTIONS CORRESPOND+ TO ! MUSIC4 ,BUT TO 9CITE AN 5]GY ( FEEL+ :I* CORRESPONDS TO NEI!R ! TIME NOR ! PLACE1 & IS EXP5D$ 9 NO?+1 CANNOT FAIL TO ACT DANG]\SLY4 ,ON ME 9 P>TICUL> ?IS PIECE ACT$ 9 A FRI<TFUL MANN]4 ,ONE W\LD HAVE SAID ?AT NEW S5TIM5TS1 NEW VIRTUALITIES1 ( :I* ,I WAS =M]LY IGNORANT1 HAD DEVELOP$ 9 ME4 ',AH1 YES1 ?AT'S IT6 ,NOT AT ALL AS ,I LIV$ & ?\<T BE=E6 ,?IS IS ! RI<T WAY TO LIVE6' 

0,?US ,I SPOKE TO MY S\L AS ,I LI/5$ TO ?AT MUSIC4 ,:AT WAS ?IS NEW ?+ ?AT ,I ?US LE>N$8 ,?AT ,I DID NOT REALIZE1 BUT ! CONSCI\SNESS ( ?IS 9DEF9ITE /ATE FILL$ ME ) JOY4 ,9 ?AT /ATE !RE WAS NO ROOM = JEAL\SY4 ,! SAME FACES1 & AMONG !M ,H,E & MY WIFE1 ,I SAW 9 A DIFF]5T LI<T4 ,?IS MUSIC TRANSPORT$ ME 9TO AN UNKN[N WORLD1 :]E !RE WAS NO ROOM = JEAL\SY4 ,JEAL\SY & ! FEEL+S ?AT PROVOKE IT SEEM$ TO ME TRIVIALITIES1 NOR WOR? ?9K+ (4 

0,AFT] ! PRE/O FOLL[$ ! &ANTE1 NOT V]Y NEW1 ) COMMONPLACE V>IATIONS1 & ! FEEBLE F9ALE4 ,!N !Y PLAY$ MORE1 AT ! REQUE/ ( ! GUE/S1--FIR/ AN ELEGY BY ,]N/1 & !N V>I\S O!R PIECES4 ,!Y W]E ALL V]Y WELL1 BUT DID NOT PRODUCE UPON ME A T5? P>T ( ! IMPRESSION ?AT ! OP5+ PIECE DID4 ,I FELT LI<T & GAY ?R\<\T ! EV5+4 ,AS = MY WIFE1 NEV] HAD ,I SE5 H] AS %E WAS ?AT NI<T4 ,?OSE BRILLIANT EYES1 ?AT SEV]ITY & MAJE/IC EXPRESSION :ILE %E WAS PLAY+1 & !N ?AT UTT] LANGUOR1 ?AT WEAK1 PITIABLE1 & HAPPY SMILE AFT] %E HAD F9I%$1--,I SAW !M ALL & ATTA*$ NO IMPORTANCE TO !M1 BELIEV+ ?AT %E FELT AS ,I DID1 ?AT TO H]1 AS TO ME1 NEW S5TIM5TS HAD BE5 REVEAL$1 AS ?R\< A FOG4 ,DUR+ ALMO/ ! :OLE EV5+ ,I WAS NOT JEAL\S4 

0,TWO DAYS LAT] ,I WAS TO />T = ! ASSEMBLY ( ! ,ZEM/VO1 & = ?AT REASON1 ON TAK+ LEAVE ( ME & C>RY+ ALL HIS SCORES ) HIM1 ,TR\KHAT*EVSKY ASK$ ME :5 ,I %\LD RETURN4 ,I 9F]R$ FROM ?AT ?AT HE BELIEV$ IT IMPOSSIBLE TO COME TO MY H\SE DUR+ MY ABS5CE1 & ?AT WAS AGREEABLE TO ME4 ,N[ ,I WAS NOT TO RETURN BE=E HIS DEP>TURE FROM ! CITY4 ,SO WE BADE EA* O!R A DEF9ITE F>EWELL4 ,= ! FIR/ TIME ,I %OOK HIS H& ) PLEASURE1 & ?ANK$ HIM = ! SATISFACTION ?AT HE HAD GIV5 ME4 ,HE LIKEWISE TOOK LEAVE ( MY WIFE1 & !IR P>T+ SEEM$ TO ME V]Y NATURAL & PROP]4 ,ALL W5T M>VEL\SLY4 ,MY WIFE & ,I RETIR$1 WELL SATISFI$ ) ! EV5+4 ,WE TALK$ ( \R IMPRESSIONS 9 A G5]AL WAY1 & WE W]E NE>] TOGE!R & MORE FRI5DLY ?AN WE HAD BE5 = A LONG TIME40 

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