,WALK 9 ! ,LIT & ( ONE S\L 2 NEI!R SAID ANY ( !M ?AT AULY TIMES1 A RI* ,SYRIAN TRADESMAN NAM$ ,JUV5AL1 A DEAL] 9 PRECI\S /ONES1 WAS LIV+ 9 ! PROV9CE ( ,CILICIA1 9 ! CITY ( ,T>SUS4 ,HE WAS ( POOR & SIMPLE ORIG9 2 BUT1 BY D9T ( H>D WORK & SKILL 9 HIS >T1 HE HAD ACCUMULAT$ PROP]TY & WON ! RESPECT ( HIS FELL[-CITIZ5S4 ,HE HAD TRAVEL$ WIDELY 9 DIFF]5T L&S 2 & ?\< HE WAS NOT A LIT]ATE MAN1 HE HAD SE5 & LE>N$ MU*1 & ! CITY PEOPLE REG>D$ HIM HI FROM ,ROME1 BUT IT WAS ADM9I/]$ BY A ,ROMAN PROCONSUL1 & EV]Y- ?+ ?AT TOOK PLACE 9 ,ROME F\ND ITS E*O 9 ,CILICIA1 & ! RUL]S W]E MIMIC EMP]ORS4 ,JUV5AL REMEMB]$ ALL ?AT HAD BE5 TOLD HIM 9 HIS *ILDHOOD AB\T ! ACTIONS ( ,N]O 9 ,ROME4 ,AS TIME W5T ON1 HE HAD 0SE5 H[ ONE EMP]OR AFT] ANO!R P]I%$ 2 &1 LIKE A CLEV] MAN1 HE CAME TO ! CONCLUSION ?AT !RE WAS NO?+ SACR$ AB\T ! ,ROMAN RELIGION1 BUT ?AT IT WAS ALL ! WORK ( HUMAN H&S4 ,! S5SELESSNESS ( ALL ! LIFE :I* W5T ON >\ND HIM1 ESPECIALLY ?AT 9 ,ROME1 :]E HIS BUS9ESS (T5 TOOK HIM1 BEWILD]$ HIM4 ,HE HAD HIS D\BTS1 HE C\LD NOT COMPREH5D EV]Y?+2 & HE ATTRIBUT$ ?IS TO HIS LACK ( CULTIVATION4 ,HE WAS M>RI$1 & F\R *ILDR5 HAD BE5 BORN TO HIM 2 BUT ?REE HAD DI$ Y\NG1 & ONLY ONE1 A SON NAM$ ,JULIUS1 SURVIV$4 ,JUV5AL LAVI%$ ON ?IS SON ,JULIUS ALL HIS AFFECTION & ALL HIS C>E4 ,HE ESPECIALLY WI%$ SO TO $UCATE HIS SON ?AT HE MID+ LIFE AS HAD BEWIL- D]$ HIM4 ,:5 ,JULIUS HAD PASS$ ! AGE ( FIF- TE51 HIS FA!R 5TRU/$ HIS $UCATION TO A PHILOSOPH] :O HAD SETTL$ 9 !IR CITY & DEVOT$ HIMSELF TO ! 9/RUCTION ( Y\?4 ,JUV5AL 5TRU/$ HIM TO ?IS PHILOSOPH]1 TOGE!R ) A COMRADE ( HIS1 ,PAMPHIL- IUS1 ! SON ( A =M] SLAVE :OM ,JUV5AL HAD FRE$4 ,! TWO BOYS W]E ( ! SAME AGE1 BO? H&SOME1 & GOOD FRI5DS4 ,!Y /UDI$ DILIG5TLY1 & BO? ( !M W]E ( GOOD MORALS4 ,JULIUS DI/+UI%$ HIMSELF MORE 9 ! /UDY ( ! POETS & 9 MA!MATICS 2 ,PAMPHILIUS1 9 ! /UDY ( PHILOSOPHY4 ,AB\T A YE> BE=E ! COMPLETION ( !IR C\RSE ( /UDY1 ,PAMPHILIUS1 COM+ TO S*OOL ONE DAY1 EX- PLA9$ TO ! TEA*] ?AT HIS WID[$ MO!R WAS GO+ TO ! CITY ( ,DAPHNE1 & ?AT HE W\LD BE OBLIG$ TO GIVE UP HIS /UDIES4 ,! TEA*] WAS SORRY TO LOSE A PUPIL :O HAD RE- FLECT$ CR$IT ON HIM 2 ,JUV5AL ALSO WAS SORRY1 BUT SORRIE/ ( ALL WAS ,JULIUS4 ,BUT 9 SPITE ( ALL !IR 5TREATIES ?AT HE %\LD /AY & F9I% HIS /UDIES1 ,PAMPHILIUS REMA9$ OBDURATE1 & AFT] ?ANK+ HIS FRI5DS = !IR LOVE T[>D HIM & !IR SOLICITUDE = HIM1 HE TOOK HIS DEP>TURE4 ,TWO YE>S PASS$ 3 ,JULIUS COMPLET$ HIS /UDIES 2 & DUR+ ALL ?AT TIME HE DID NOT ONCE SEE HIS FRI5D4 ,ONE DAY1 H[EV]1 HE MET HIM 9 ! /REET1 9VIT$ HIM HOME1 & BEGAN TO ASK HIM H[ & :]E HE LIV$4 ,PAMPHILIUS TOLD HIM HE /ILL LIV$ 9 ! SAME PLACE ) HIS MO!R4 0,WE DO NOT LIVE ALONE10 SAID HE1 0BUT MANY FRI5DS LIVE ) US1 & WE HAVE ALL ?+S 9 COMMON40 0 ,:AT DO Y\ MEAN ' 9 COMMON ' 8 0 ASK$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,9 SU* A WAY ?AT NONE ( US CONSID]S ANY?+ HIS PRIVATE PROP]TY40 0 ,:Y DO Y\ DO ?AT WAY 8 0 0,WE >E ,*RI/IANS10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,IS IT POSSIBLE 6 0 CRI$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,:Y1 ,I HAVE BE5 TOLD ?AT ,*RI/IANS KILL *ILDR5 & EAT !M4 ,CAN IT BE ?AT Y\ TAKE P>T 9 DO+ SU* ?+S 8 0 0 ,COME & SEE10 REPLI$ ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,WE DO NO?- + ( ! SORT 2 WE LIVE SIMPLY1 TRY+ TO DO NO?+ WRONG40 0 ,BUT H[ CAN Y\ LIVE1 IF Y\ HAVE NO PROP]TY ( Y\R [N 8 0 0,WE SUPPORT EA* O!R4 ,IF WE GIVE \R BRE?R5 \R LABORS1 !N !Y GIVE US !IRS40 0 ,BUT IF Y\R BRE?R5 TAKE Y\R LABORS & DON'T RECIPROCATE1 !N :AT 8 0 0,WE DON'T HAVE SU* P]SONS10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS2 0 SU* P]SONS PREF] TO LIVE LUXURI\SLY1 & !Y DON'T JO9 US2 LIFE AMONG US IS SIMPLE1 & )\T LUXURY40 0 ,BUT >E !RE NOT MANY LAZY ONES :O W\LD DELIE SOME SU*1 & WE WILL+LY RECEIVE !M4 ,NOT LONG AGO A MAN ( ?AT *>ACT] CAME TO US A RUNAWAY SLAVE 2 AT FIR/1 IT IS TRUE1 HE WAS LAZY1 & L$ A BAD LIFE1 BUT SOON HE *ANG$ HIS LIFE1 & HAS N[ BECOME ONE ( ! GOOD BRE?R540 0 ,BUT SUPPOS+ HE HAD NOT ORD]$ HIS LIFE >IE SOME SU*4 ,! OLD MAN ,CYRIL SAYS ?AT WE MU/ TREAT SU* AS IF !Y W]E ! V]Y BE/ ( ! BRE?R51 & LOVE !M ALL ! MORE40 0 ,CAN ONE LOVE GOOD-=-NO?+S 8 0 0 ,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO HELP LOV+ A HUMAN BE+40 0 ,BUT H[ CAN Y\ GIVE ALL M5 :ATEV] !Y ASK ( Y\ 8 0 ASK$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,IF MY FA!R GAVE ALL P]SONS :ATEV] !Y ASK$ HIM =1 V]Y SOON HE W\LDN'T HAVE ANY?+ LEFT40 0 ,I DON'T KN[10 REPLI$ ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,WE ALWAYS HAVE 5\< LEFT = \R NECESSITIES4 ,EV5 IF IT CAME AB\T ?AT WE HAD NO?+ TO EAT OR NO?+ TO WE>1 !N WE ASK ! O!RS & !Y GIVE TO US4 ,YES1 IT SOMETIMES HAPP5S SO4 ,ONLY ONCE DID ,I EV] HAVE TO GO TO B$ )\T MY SUPP]1 & ?AT WAS BECAUSE ,I WAS V]Y TIR$ & DID NOT FEEL LIKE GO+ TO ASK ANY ( ! BRE?R540 0 ,I DON'T KN[ H[ Y\ DO10 SAID ,JULIUS1 0 ONLY :AT MY FA!R SAYS 3 IF HE DIDN'T HAVE HIS [N PROP]TY1 & IF HE GAVE TO EV]Y ONE :O ASK$ HIM1 HE W\LD DIE ( />VATION40 0 ,WE DON'T 6 ,COME & SEE4 ,WE LIVE1 & NOT ONLY DO NOT LACK1 BUT WE HAVE EV5 MORE ?AN WE NE$40 0 ,H[ CAN ?AT BE 8 0 0 ,?IS IS ! WAY ( IT 3 ,WE ALL PR(ESS ONE LAW1 BUT \R P[]S ( FULFILL+ IT V>Y 9 EA* 9DIVIDUAL 2 SOME HAVE GREAT]1 SOME HAVE LESS4 ,ONE HAS ALREADY MADE GREAT IMPROVEM5T 9 ! GOOD LIFE1 :ILE ANO!R HAS ONLY JU/ BEGUN 9 IT4 ,AT ! HEAD ( US ALL /&S ,*RI/1 ) ,HIS LIFE1 & WE ALL TRY TO IMITATE ,HIM1 & 9 ?IS ONLY WE SEE \R WELL-BE+4 ,C]TA9 ( US1 LIKE ! OLD MAN ,CYRIL & HIS WIFE ,PELAGIA1 >E \R LEAD]S 2 O!RS /& NEXT TO !M1 & /ILL O!RS 9 A ?IRD RANK1 BUT ALL ( US >E TRAVEL+ ALONG ! SAME PA?4 ,?OSE 9 ADVANCE >E ALREADY NE> TO ! LAW ( ,*RI/1 SELF-R5UNCIATION1 & !Y >E WILL+ TO LOSE !IR LIFE 9 ORD] TO SAVE IT4 ,!SE NE$ NO?+ 2 !Y HAVE NO REGRET = !MSELVES1 & TO ?OSE ?AT ASK !Y GIVE !IR LA/ POSSESSION ACCORD+ TO ! LAW ( ,*RI/4 ,!RE >E O!RS1 FEEBL]1 :O CANNOT GIVE ALL !Y HAVE1 :O HAVE SOME PITY ON !MSELVES1 :O GR[ WEAK IF !Y DON'T HAVE !IR USUAL DRESS & FOOD1 & CANNOT GIVE EV]Y?+ AWAY4 ,!N !RE >E O!RS /ILL WEAK] SU* AS HAVE ONLY JU/ />T$ ON ! PA?2 !SE /ILL LIVE 9 ! OLD WAY1 KEEP+ MU* = !M- SELVES & GIV+ AWAY ONLY :AT IS SUP]FLU\S4 ,EV5 !SE ?AT L+] 9 ! RE> GIVE AID TO ?OSE 9 ! VAN4 ,MOREOV]1 ALL ( US >E 5TANGL$ BY \R RELATION%IPS ) PAGANS4 ,ONE MAN'S FA!R IS A PAGAN & HAS A PROP]TY1 & GIVES TO HIS SON4 ,! SON GIVES TO ?OSE ?AT ASK1 BUT ! FA!R /ILL CONT9UES TO PROVIDE4 ,! MO!R ( ANO!R IS A PAGAN1 & HAS PITY ON H] SON1 & HELPS HIM4 ,A ?IRD HAS HEA!N *ILDR51 :ILE A MO!R IS A ,*RI/IAN1 & ! *ILDR5 OBEY H]1 GIVE TO H]1 & BEG H] NOT TO GIVE H] POSSESSIONS AWAY1 :ILE %E1 \T ( LOVE TO !M1 TAKES :AT !Y GIVE H]4 & GIVES TO O!RS4 ,!N1 AGA91 A F\R? WILL HAVE A PAGAN WIFE1 & A FIF? A PAGAN HUSB&4 ,?US ALL >E P]- PLEX$1 & ?OSE 9 ! VAN W\LD BE GLAD TO GIVE !IR ALL1 BUT !Y CANNOT4 ,9 ?IS WAY ! FEEBLE 9 FAI? >E CONFIRM$1 & ?US MU* ( ! SUP]FLU\S IS COLLECT$ TOGE!R40 ,9 REPLY TO ?IS ,JULIUS SAID 3 0 ,WELL1 IF ?IS IS SO1 !N IT MEANS Y\ FAIL TO OBS]VE ! TEA*+ ( ,*RI/1 & ONLY PRET5D TO OBS]VE IT4 ,= IF Y\ DON'T GIVE AWAY Y\R ALL1 !N !RE IS NO DIS- T9CTION BETWE5 US & Y\4 ,9 MY M9D1 IF Y\ >E GO+ TO BE A ,*RI/IAN1 !N Y\ MU/ FULFILL ! :OLE LAW2 GIVE EV]Y?+ AWAY & REMA9 A BEGG>40 0 ,?AT IS ! BE/ WAY ( ALL10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS1 0 ,DO SO60 0 ,YES1 ,I WILL DO SO :5 ,I SEE ?AT Y\ DO40 0,WE DO NOT WI% TO SET AN EXAMPLE4 ,& ,I DON'T ADVISE Y\ TO JO9 US & R5\NCE Y\R PRES5T LIFE = A M]E DISPLAY 2 WE ACT AS WE DO1 NOT = %[1 BUT AS A P>T ( \R RELIGION40 0 ,:AT DO Y\ MEAN Y\R ' RELIGION ' 8 0 0 ,:Y1 IT MEANS ?AT SALVATION FROM ! EVILS ( ! WORLD1 FROM DEA?1 IS TO BE F\ND ONLY 9 LIFE ACCORD+ TO ! TEA*+ ( ,*RI/4 ,& IT MAKES NO DIFF]5CE TO US :AT M5 SAY AB\T US4 ,WE >E NOT DO+ ?IS 9 ! EYES ( M51 BUT BECAUSE 9 ?IS ALONE DO WE SEE LIFE & WELF>E40 0 ,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO LIVE = SELF10 SAID ,JULIUS4 0 ,! GODS 9/ILL$ 9 US \R 9/9CT TO LOVE \RSELVES BETT] ?AN O!RS & TO SEEK HAPP9ESS = \RSELVES4 ,& Y\ DO ! SAME ?+4 ,Y\ CONFESS ?AT SOME ( Y\ HAVE PITY ON Y\RSELVES 2 MORE & MORE !Y WILL LOOK \T = !IR [N PLEASURES1 & BE EV] MORE WILL- + TO GIVE UP Y\R FAI? & DO JU/ :AT WE >E DO+40 0,NO10 REPLI$ ,PAMPHILIUS2 0\R BRE?R5 WILL GO 9 ANO!R PA? & WILL NEV] WEAK51 BUT WILL BECOME MORE & MORE CONFIRM$ 9 IT 3 JU/ AS A FIRE WILL NEV] GO \T :5 WOOD IS ADD$ TO IT4 ,9 ?IS IS \R FAI?40 0 ,I DON'T F9D 9 :AT ?IS FAI? CONSI/S40 0 ,\R FAI? IS ?IS 3 ?AT WE UND]/& LIFE AS ,*RI/ HAS 9T]PRET$ IT TO US40 0,H[ IS ?AT80 0,*RI/ UTT]$ SOME SU* P>ABLE AS ?IS 3 ,C]TA9 V9E-DRESS]S CULTIVAT$ A V9EY>D1 & !Y W]E OBLIG$ TO PAY TRIBUTE TO ! [N] ( ! V9EY>D4 ,WE >E ! V9E-DRESS]S :O LIVE 9 ! WORLD & HAVE TO PAY TRIBUTE TO ,GOD & FULFILL ,HIS WILL4 ,BUT ?OSE ?AT HELD TO ! WORLDLY FAI? FANCI$ ?AT ! V9EY>D WAS !IRS1 ?AT !Y HAD NO?+ TO PAY = IT1 BUT ONLY TO 5JOY ! FRUITS ( IT4 ,! ,LORD ( ! V9EY>D S5T A MESS5G] TO !SE M5 TO RECEIVE ,HIS TRIBUTE1 BUT !Y DROVE HIM AWAY4 ,! ,LORD ( ! V9EY>D S5T ,HIS ,SON AFT] ! TRIBUTE1 BUT !Y KILL$ ,HIM1 ?9K+ ?AT AFT] ?AT NO ONE W\LD 9T]F]E ) !M4 ,?IS IS ! BELIEF ( ! WORLD1 :]EBY ALL M5 LIVE :O DO NOT ACKN[L$GE ?AT LIFE IS GIV5 ONLY = ,GOD'S S]VICE4 ,BUT ,*RI/ HAS TAUD ! ,MA/]'S MES- S5G] & ,HIS ,SON & AVOID$ PAY+ TRIBUTE1 = ,HE %[$ US ?AT WE MU/ EI!R PAY TRIBUTE OR BE EX- PELL$ FROM ! V9EY>D4 ,HE TAUE PLEASURES ONLY :5 WE SEEK ANO!R1 ! FULFILLM5T ( ! WILL ( ,GOD 2 ?AT ONLY !N !SE >E PLEASURES1 AS A PRES5T REW>D FOLL[+ ! FUL- FILM5T ( ! WILL ( ,GOD4 ,TO WI% TO HAVE PLEASURE )\T ! LABOR ( FULFILL+ ! WILL ( ,GOD1 TO SEPA- RATE PLEASURE FROM WORK1 IS ! SAME AS TO TE> (F ! /ALKS ( FL[]S & PLANT !M )\T SE$S4 ,WE HAVE ?IS BELIEF1 & !RE=E WE CANNOT SEEK = DE- CEPTION 9 PLACE ( TRU?4 ,\R FAI? CONSI/S 9 ?IS3 ?AT ! WELF>E ( LIFE IS NOT 9 ITS PLEASURES1 BUT 9 ! FULFILLM5T ( ! WILL ( ,GOD )\T A ?\E HEAVY LAD51 & ,I ZVILL GIVE Y\ RE/ 6 ,TAKE MY YOKE UPON Y\ & LE>N ( ME1 = ,I AM MEEK & L[LY 9 HE>T 2 & YE %ALL F9D RE/ UNTO Y\R S\LS1 = MY YOKE IS EASY & MY BURD5 IS LIT WAS /IRR$ )9 HIM 2 BUT :AT ,PAMPHILIUS SAID WAS NOT CLE> TO HIM 3 AT ONE MOM5T IT SEEM$ TO HIM ?AT ,PAMPHILIUS WAS DECEIV+ HIM1 BUT :5 HE LOOK$ 9TO HIS FRI5D'S K9DLY EYES & REMEMB]$ HIS GOODNESS1 IT SEEM$ TO HIM ?AT ,PAMPHILIUS WAS DECEIV+ HIMSELF4 ,PAMPHILIUS 9VIT$ ,JULIUS TO VISIT HIM SO AS TO EXAM9E 9TO ! LIFE !Y L$1 & IF IT PLEAS$ HIM TO REMA9 & LIVE ) !M4 ,& ,JULIUS PROMIS$1 BUT HE DID NOT GO TO ,PAMPHILIUS 2 & BE+ DRAWN 9TO HIS [N LIFE1 HE =GOT AB\T HIM4 ,*,A,P,T,] ,I,I ,J,U,L,I,U,S' FA!R WAS RI*1 & AS HE LOV$ HIS ONLY SON & WAS PR\D ( HIM1 HE NEV] /9T$ HIM = MONEY4 ,JULIUS LIV$ ! LIFE ( RI* Y\NG M5 2 9 IDL5ESS1 LUXURY1 & DISSIPAT$ AMUSEM5TS1 :I* HAVE ALWAYS BE51 & >E /ILL1 ! SAME1 W9E1 GAMBL+1 & FA/ WOM54 ,BUT ! PLEASURES TO :I* ,JULIUS GAVE HIMSELF UP KEPT DEM&+ MORE & MORE MONEY1 & AFT] A TIME HE F\ND HE HAD NOT 5\<4 ,ONCE HE ASK$ = MORE ?AN HIS FA!R G5]ALLY GAVE HIM4 ,HIS FA!R GAVE IT TO HIM1 BUT ACCOMPANI$ IT ) A REBUKE4 ,! SON1 CONSCI\S ?AT HE WAS TO BLAME1 & YET UNWILL+ TO ACKN[L$GE HIS FAULT1 BECAME ANGRY1 BEHAV$ RUDELY TO HIS FA!R1 AS ?OSE ?AT >E AW>E ( !IR GUILT1 & >E UNWILL+ TO CONFESS IT1 >E APT TO DO4 ,! MONEY HE OBTA9$ FROM HIS FA!R WAS V]Y QUICKLY SP5T1 & MOREOV]1 AB\T ! SAME TIME ,JULIUS & A COMPANION HAPP5$ TO GET 9TO A DRUNK5 QU>- REL1 & KILL$ A MAN4 ,! PREFECT ( ! CITY HE>D AB\T IT1 & WAS DESIR\S ( SUBJECT+ ,JULIUS TO PUN- I%M5T1 BUT HIS FA!R SUCCE$$ 9 BR++ AB\T HIS P>DON4 ,AT ?IS TIME1 ,JULIUS1 BY HIS IRREGUL> LIFE1 RE- QUIR$ /ILL MORE MONEY4 ,HE BORR[$ IT ( A BOON COMPANION & AGRE$ TO REPAY IT4 ,MOREOV] HIS MIS- TRESS ASK$ HIM TO GIVE H] A PRES5T 2 %E DESIR$ A PE>L NECKLACE1 & HE KNEW ?AT IF HE DID NOT ACC$E TO H] REQUE/1 %E W\LD ?R[ HIM OV] & TAKE UP ) A RI* MAN1 :O HAD ALREADY = SOME TIME BE5 TRY+ TO 5TICE H] AWAY FROM ,JULIUS4 ,JULIUS W5T TO HIS MO!R & TOLD H] HE HAD GOT TO HAVE SOME MONEY 2 ?AT IF HE DID NOT SUCCE$ 9 RAIS+ AS MU* AS HE NE$$1 HE %\LD KILL HIMSELF4 ,= ! FACT ?AT HE HAD GOT 9TO SU* A SCRAPE HE BLAM$ HIS FA!R1 NOT HIMSELF4 ,HE SAID 3 0 ,MY FA!R HAS ACCU/OM$ ME TO A LUXURI\S LIFE1 & !N HE BEGAN TO BLAME ME = WANT+ MONEY4 ,IF AT FIR/ HE HAD GIV5 ME :AT ,I NE$$ )\T SCOLD+1 !N ) :AT HE GAVE ME AFT]W>DS ,I %\LD HAVE REGULAT$ MY LIFE1 & %\LD NOT HAVE NE$$ MU* 2 BUT AS HE HAS ALWAYS GIV5 ME TOO LITTLE1 ,I HAVE HAD TO APPLY TO USUR]S1 & !Y HAVE EXTORT$ FROM ME EV]Y?+ ,I HAD1 & SO NO?+ IS LEFT = ME TO LIVE ON1 AS A RI* Y\NG MAN %\LD1 & ,I AM PUT TO %AME BE=E MY COMPANIONS 2 & YET MY FA!R CAN'T SEEM TO UND]/& ?IS AT ALL4 ,HE HAS =GOTT5 ?AT HE WAS Y\NG ONCE HIMSELF4 ,HE GOT ME 9TO ?IS POSITION1 & N[1 IF HE DOES NOT GIVE ME :AT ,I ASK =1 ,I %ALL KILL MYSELF40 ,! MO!R1 :O SPOIL$ H] SON1 W5T TO HIS FA!R4 ,! FA!R CALL$ ! Y\NG MAN1 & BEGAN TO UPBRAID BO? HIM & HIS MO!R4 ,! SON ANSW]$ ! FA!R RUDELY4 ,! FA!R /RUCK HIM4 ,! SON SEIZ$ HIS FA!R'S >M4 ,! FA!R CALL$ TO HIS SLAVES & ORD]$ !M TO TAKE ! Y\NG MAN & LOCK HIM UP4 ,:5 HE WAS LEFT ALONE1 ,JULIUS CURS$ HIS FA!R & ! DAY HE WAS BORN4 ,HIS [N DEA? OR HIS FA!R'S PRES5T$ ITSELF BE=E HIM AS ! ONLY WAY ( ESCAPE FROM ! POSITION 9 :I* HE F\ND HIMSELF4 ,JULIUS' MO!R SUFF]$ MORE ?AN HE DID4 ,%E DID NOT COMPREH5D :O WAS REALLY TO BLAME 9 ALL ?IS4 ,%E FELT NO?+ BUT PITY = H] BELOV$ *ILD4 ,%E W5T TO H] HUSB& & BEGG$ HIM TO =GIVE ! Y\?1 BUT HE REFUS$ TO LI/5 TO H]1 & BEGAN TO REPROA* H] = HAV+ SPOIL$ H] SON 2 %E BLAM$ HIM1 & ! UP%OT ( IT WAS ! HUSB& BEAT HIS WIFE4 ,BUT ! WIFE MADE NO ACC\NT ( ! BEAT+4 ,%E W5T TO ! SON & P]SUAD$ HIM TO GO & BEG HIS FA!R'S =GIV5ESS & YIELD TO HIS WI%ES4 ,%E PROMIS$ HIM1 IF HE W\LD DO SO1 %E W\LD GIVE HIM ! MONEY HE NE$$1 & NOT LET HIS FA!R KN[4 ,! SON CONS5T$1 & !N ! MO!R W5T TO H] HUSB& & URG$ HIM TO P>DON ! Y\NG MAN4 ,! FA!R = A LONG TIME /ORM$ AT HIS WIFE & SON1 BUT AT LA/ DECID$ TO P>DON HIM1 BUT ONLY ON ! CONDITION ?AT HE %\LD AB&ON HIS DISSIPAT$ LIFE & M>RY A RI* TRADESMAN'S DAU LIFE4 ,IF HE WILL AGREE TO FULFILL MY WI%ES ,I WILL P>DON HIM4 ,BUT O!RWISE ,I WILL GIVE HIM NO?- +1 & AT HIS FIR/ (F5SE ,I WILL DELIV] HIM OV] 9TO ! H&S ( ! PREFECT40 ,JULIUS AGRE$ TO EV]Y?+1 & WAS RELEAS$4 ,HE PROMIS$ TO M>RY & TO AB&ON HIS WICK$ WAYS1 BUT HE HAD NO 9T5TION ( DO+ SO 2 & LIFE AT HOME N[ BECAME A P]FECT HELL = HIM 3 HIS FA!R DID NOT SPEAK TO HIM1 & WAS QU>REL+ AB\T HIM ) HIS MO!R1 :O WEPT4 ,ON ! NEXT DAY HIS MO!R CALL$ HIM TO H] ROOM & SECRETLY GAVE HIM A PRECI\S /ONE :I* %E HAD GOT FROM H] HUSB&4 0 ,GO1 SELL IT 2 NOT H]E1 BUT 9 ANO!R CITY1 & ) ! MONEY DO :AT Y\ NE$1 & ,I WILL MANAGE TO CON- CEAL ! LOSS = A TIME1 & IF IT IS DISCOV]$ ,I WILL BLAME IT ON ONE ( ! SLAVES40 ,JULIUS' HE>T WAS T\*$ BY HIS MO!R'S WORDS4 ,HE WAS HORROR-/RUCK AT :AT %E HAD DONE2 & HE LEFT HOME1 BUT DID NOT TAKE ! PRECI\S /ONE ) HIM4 ,HE HIMSELF DID NOT KN[ :]E OR :]E=E HE WAS GO+4 ,HE KEPT GO+ ON & ON1 AWAY FROM ! CITY1 FEEL+ ! NECESSITY ( REMA9+ ALONE1 & ?9K+ OV] ALL ?AT HAD HAPP5$ TO HIM & WAS BE=E HIM4 ,AS HE KEPT GO+ F>!R & F>!R AWAY1 HE CAME 5TIRELY BEYOND ! CITY LIMITS & 5T]$ A GROVE SACR$ TO ! GODDESS ,DIANA4 ,COM+ TO A SOLIT>Y SPOT1 HE BEGAN TO ?9K4 ,! FIR/ ?\REL ) HIS FA!R 2 HE HAD WA/$ HIS FA!R'S SUB/ANCE1 GA!R$ ) SO MU* LABOR ALL HIS LIFE LONG2 HE HAD BE5 A DANG]\S & DISAGREEABLE RIVAL TO HIS FRI5DS4 ,!RE C\LD BE NO D\BT AB\T IT1 ALL W\LD F9D IT A RELIEF IF HE W]E DEAD4 ,AS HE REVIEW$ HIS LIFE1 HE REMEMB]$ ,PAMPHILIUS1 & HIS LA/ MEET+ ) HIM1 & H[ ,PAMPHILIUS HAD 9VIT$ HIM TO COME !RE1 TO ! ,*RI/IANS4 ,& IT OCCURR$ TO HIM NOT TO RETURN HOME1 BUT TO GO /RAID HIM1 N[ ?AT HE WAS 9 DISGRACE4 0 ,HIS FA!R 8 0 HE ASK$ HIMSELF1 & HORROR SEIZ$ HIM :5 AT ?IS QUE/ION HE LOOK$ 9TO HIS HE>T4 ,NOT ONLY DID HE NOT LOVE HIM1 BUT HE HAT$ HIM = HIS /+9ESS1 = ! AFFRONT HE HAD PUT ON HIM4 ,HE HAT$ HIM1 &1 MOREOV]1 HE SAW PLA9LY ?AT = HIS [N HAPP9ESS HIS FA!R'S DEA? WAS ESS5TIAL4 0 ,YES10 ,JULIUS ASK$ TO HIMSELF1 0 & SUPPOS+ ,I KNEW ?AT NO ONE W\LD SEE IT OR EV] F9D IT \T1 :AT W\LD ,I DO IF ,I C\LD ) ONE BL[1 ONCE & = ALL1 DEPRIVE HIM ( LIFE & SET MYSELF FREE 8 0 ,& ,JULIUS REPLI$ TO ?IS QUE/ION 3 0 ,YES1 ,I %\LD KILL HIM 6 0 ,HE REPLI$ TO ?IS QUE/ION1 & WAS HORROR-/RUCK AT HIMSELF4 0 ,MY MO!R 8 ,YES1 ,I PITY H]1 BUT ,I DO NOT LOVE H] 2 IT MAKES NO DIFF]5CE TO ME :AT HAPP5S TO H] ALL ,I NE$ IS H] HELP ,YES1 ,I AM A WILD BEA/ 6 & A WILD BEA/ BEAT5 & TRACK$ TO ITS LAIR1 & ! ONLY DI/9C- TION IS ?AT ,I AM ABLE1 IF ,I *OOSE1 TO QUIT ?IS FALSE1 WICK$ LIFE 2 ,I CAN DO :AT ! WILD BEA/ CANNOT ,I CAN KILL MYSELF4 ,I HATE MY FA!R1 !RE IS NO ONE ,I LOVE 4444 NEI!R MY MO!R1 NOR MY FRI5DS BUT H[ AB\T ,PAMPHILIUS 8 0 ,& AGA9 HE REMEMB]$ HIS ONE FRI5D4 ,HE BEGAN TO RECALL ! LA/ 9T]VIEW1 & !IR CONV]SATION1 & ,PAMPHILIUS' WORDS1 H[1 ACCORD+ TO !IR TEA*+1 ,*RI/ HAD SAID 3 ,COME IMTO ME ALL YE ?AT LABOR & >E HEAVY LAD51 & ,I WILL GIVE Y\ RE/4 ,CAN ?AT BE TRUE 8 ,AS HE W5T ON ) HIS ?\E EVIL1 & SUFF]4 ,IF ANY MAN IS ALWAYS HAPPY1 IT IS BE- CAUSE HE IS SEEK+ = NO?+4 ,HE SAYS ?AT !RE >E MANY SU*1 & ?AT ALL M5 WILL BE SU* IF !Y OBEY !IR ,MA/]'S TEA*+S4 ,:AT IF ?IS IS ! TRU? 8 ,:E!R IT IS ! TRU? OR NOT1 IT ATTRACTS RNE TO IT1 & ,I AM GO+40 ,?US SAID ,JULIUS TO HIMSELF1 & HE LEFT ! GROVE RE- SOLV$ NEV] AGA9 TO RETURN HOME1 & HE B5T HIS /EPS TO ! T[N :]E ! ,*RI/IANS LIV$4 ,*,A,P,T,] ,I,I,I ,J,U,L,I,U,S W5T ON BOLDLY & *E]FULLY1 & ! F>!R HE W5T & ! MORE VIVIDLY HE REPRES5T$ TO HIMSELF ! LIFE ( ! ,*RI/IANS1 REMEMB]+ ALL TO HIMSELF ?AT ,PAMPHILIUS HAD SAID1 ! MORE JOY\S HE BECAME 9 SPIRIT4 ,! SUN WAS ALREADY DESC5D+ T[>D ! WE/1 & HE FELT ! NE$ ( RE/1 :5 HE FELL 9 ) A MAN :O WAS RE/+ & TAK+ HIS NOON+4 ,?IS MAN WAS ( MIDDLE AGE1 & HAD AN 9TELLECTUAL FACE4 ,HE WAS SITT+ & EAT+ OLIVES & CAKES4 ,:5 HE SAW ,JULIUS1 HE SMIL$ & SAID 3 0 ,H[ >E Y\1 Y\NG MAN 8 ,! WAY IS /ILL LONG4 ,SIT D[N & RE/40 ,JULIUS ?ANK$ HIM1 & SAT D[N4 0 ,:]E >E Y\ GO+ 8 0 ASK$ ! /RANG]4 0 ,TO ! ,*RI/IANS10 SAID ,JULIUS 2 & HE GAVE A TRU?- FUL ACC\NT ( HIS LIFE & HIS DECISION4 ,! /RANG] LI/5$ ATT5TIVELY1 & ?\< HE ASK$ HIM AB\T C]TA9 DETAILS1 HE DID NOT EXPRESS HIS OP9ION 2 BUT :5 ,JULIUS HAD F9I%$1 ! /RANG] /[$ AWAY 9 HIS WALLET ! REMA9S ( HIS LUN*EON1 >RANG$ HIS ATTIRE1 & SAID 3 0 ,Y\NG MAN1 DO NOT C>RY \T Y\R 9T5TION 2 Y\ >E MAK+ A MI/AKE4 ,I KN[ LIFE1 & Y\ DO NOT4 ,I KN[ ! ,*RI/IANS1 & Y\ DO NOT KN[ !M4 ,LI/51 & ,I WILL EXPLA9 Y\R :OLE LIFE & Y\R IDEAS 2 & :5 Y\ HE> ME Y\ %ALL ADOPT ! DECISION ?AT SEEMS TO Y\ ! WIS]4 ,Y\ >E Y\NG1 RI*1 H&SOME1 /RONG 2 Y\R PASSIONS >E BOIL+ 9 Y\4 ,Y\ WI% TO F9D A QUIET REFUGE 9 :I* Y\R PASSIONS W\LD NOT DIS- TURB Y\1 & Y\ W\LD NOT SUFF] FROM !IR CONSE- QU5CES 2 & IT SEEMS TO Y\ ?AT Y\ MI Y\NG MAN1 BECAUSE :AT TR\BLES Y\ IS NOT PECULI> TO ,CILICIA OR TO ,ROME1 BUT TO Y\RSELF4 ,9 ! QUIET ( A VILLAGE SOLITUDE ! SAME PASSIONS WILL TORM5T Y\ ONLY A HUNDR$ TIMES MORE VIOL5TLY4 ,! FRAUD ( ! ,*RI/IANS1 OR !IR MI/AKE = ,I DON'T C>E TO JUDGE !M CONSI/S SIMPLY 9 ?IS1 ?AT !Y DON'T WI% TO UND]/& ! NATURE ( MAN4 ,! ONLY P]SON :O CAN P]FECTLY C>RY \T !IR TEA*+S IS AN OLD MAN :O HAS \TLIV$ ALL HIS PASSIONS4 ,A MAN 9 HIS PRIME1 OR A Y\? LIKE Y\ :O HAS NOT YET LE>N$ LIFE OR HIMSELF1 CANNOT SUBMIT TO !IR LAW1 BECAUSE ?IS LAW HAS = ITS BASIS1 NOT ! NATURE ( MAN1 BUT AN IDLE PHILOSOPHY4 ,IF Y\ GO TO !M1 Y\ WILL SUFF] :AT Y\ SUFF] N[1 ONLY 9 A F> HI<] DEGREE4 ,N[1 Y\R PASSIONS 5TICE Y\ ALONG FALSE PA?S2 BUT HAV+ ONCE MADE A MI/AKE 9 Y\R DIRECTION1 Y\ CAN RECTIFY IT4 ,N[1 Y\ /ILL HAVE ! SAT- ISFACTION ( PASSION FRE$ 9 O!R WORDS ( LIFE4 0 ,BUT1 9 !IR MID/1 CONTROLL+ Y\R PASSIONS BY MA9 =CE1 Y\ WILL MAKE PRECISELY ! SAME MI/AKES1 IF NOT WORSE ONES 2 &1 BESIDES ?AT SUFF]+1 Y\ WILL ALSO HAVE ! 9CESSANT ANGUI% ( ! UNSATISFI$ HUMAN LONG+S4 ,LET ! WAT] \T ( A DAM1 & IT WILL IRRI- GATE ! SOIL & ! MEAD[S1 & QU5* ! ?IR/ ( ANIMALS 2 BUT IF Y\ KEEP IT BACK IT WILL TE> AWAY ! E>? & TRICKLE AWAY 9 MUD4 ,IT IS ! SAME ) ! PASSIONS4 ,! TEA*+S ( ! ,*RI/IANS BEYOND ?OSE DOCTR9ES FROM :I* !Y GET CONSOLATION1 & :I* ,I WILL NOT SPEAK ( !IR TEA*+S1 ,I SAY1 = LIFE1 CONSI/ 9 ! FOLL[+ 3 ,!Y DO NOT RECOGNIZE VIOL5CE1 !Y DO NOT RECOGNIZE W> OR C\RTS ( JU/ICE1 !Y DO NOT RECOGNIZE PRIVATE PROP]TY1 !Y DO NOT REC- OGNIZE ! SCI5CES1 ! >TS1 OR ANY?+ :I* MAKES LIFE *E]FUL & PLEASANT4 0 ,ALL ?IS W\LD BE GOOD IF ALL M5 W]E SU* AS !Y DESCRIBE !IR TEA*] TO HAVE BE54 ,BUT Y\ SEE ?IS IS NOT SO1 & CANNOT BE4 ,M5 >E BAD1 & GIV5 OV] TO !IR PASSIONS4 ,IT IS ?IS PLAY ( PASSIONS1 & ! COLLI- SIONS RESULT+ FROM !M1 ?AT KEEP M5 9 ?OSE CONDI- TIONS ( LIFE 9 :I* !Y LIVE4 ,! B>B>IANS KN[ NO RE/RA9T1 & ONE SAVAGE1 = ! SATISFACTION ( HIS [N DESIRES1 W\LD DE/ROY ! :OLE WORLD1 IF ALL M5 SUB- MITT$ AS !SE ,*RI/IANS SUBMIT4 ,IF ! GODS LODG$ 9 ! HUMAN HE>T ! S5TIM5TS ( ANG]1 ( V5- GEANCE1 EV5 ( EVIL AGA9/ EVIL-DO]S1 !Y MU/ HAVE DONE IT BECAUSE !SE S5TIM5TS >E NECESS>Y = ! LIFE ( M54 ,! ,*RI/IANS TEA* ?AT !SE FEEL+S >E WICK$1 & ?AT M5 W\LD BE HAPPY IF !Y DID NOT HAVE !M 2 !RE W\LD BE NO MURD]S1 NO PUNI%M5TS1 NO WANT4 ,?AT IS TRUE 2 BUT ONE MIVATION1 IT W\LD NOT *ANGE ! NATURE ( MAN4 ,! SAME1 EXACTLY1 ) ! O!R PASSIONS ( M5 3 9- DIGNATION1 WRA?1 V5GEANCE1 EV5 LOVE = WOM51 = LUXURY1 = SPL5DOR & POMP1 >E *>ACT]I/IC ( ! GODS1 & CONSEQU5TLY !Y >E ! 9]ADICABLE *>- ACT]I/ICS ( MAN4 0 ,ANNIHILATE MAN'S NUTRITION1 & Y\ ANNIHILATE MAN4 ,9 EXACTLY ! SAME WAY ANNIHILATE ! PASSIONS *>- ACT]I/IC ( MAN1 & Y\ ANNIHILATE HUMANITY4 0 ,! SAME IS TRUE ALSO ( PRIVATE PROP]TY1 :I* ! ,*RI/IAN W\LD DO AWAY )4 ,LOOK >\ND Y\ 3 EV]Y V9EY>D1 EV]Y 5CLOSURE1 EV]Y H\SE1 EV]Y ASS1 EV]Y?+ HAS BE5 PRODUC$ BY M5 UND] ! CONDITIONS ( PRIVATE PROP]TY4 ,ABOLI% ! RID W\LD BE PLANT$1 NOT A CREATURE W\LD BE TRA9$ & PA/UR$4 ,! ,*RI/IANS ASSURE Y\ ?AT !Y HAVE NO RITS & SCI5CES4 .<,& 9DE$ IT IS IMPOSSIBLE = !M TO DO O!RWISE4 ,!Y DO NOT EV5 ACKN[L$GE ! ADVANTAGE ( \R >TS & SCI5CES4.> ,ALL !IR DOCTR9E T5DS TO R$UCE !M TO A PRIMITIVE CONDITION1 TO B>B>ISM1 TO ! ANIMAL4 ,!Y CANNOT S]VE HUMANITY BY >TS & SCI5CES1 & AS !Y DO NOT KN[ !M1 !Y R5\NCE !M 2 !Y CANNOT TAKE ADVANTAGE ( ! QUALITIES :I* >E ! PECULI> PR]OGATIVE ( MAN & ALLY HIM TO ! GODS4 ,!Y WILL NOT HAVE TEMPLES1 OR /ATUES1 OR !AT]S1 OR MUSEUMS4 ,!Y SAY !SE ?+S >E NOT NECESS>Y = !M4 ,! EASIE/ WAY NOT TO BE A%AM$ ( ONE'S [N BAS5ESS IS TO SCORN NOBILITY2 & ?IS !Y DO4 ,!Y >E A!I/S4 ,!Y DO NOT RECOGNIZE ! GODS1 OR !IR 9T]F]5CE 9 ! AFFAIRS ( M54 ,!Y ACKN[L$GE ONLY ! FA!R ( !IR TEA*]1 :OM !Y ALSO CALL !IR FA!R1 & !IR TEA*] HIMSELF1 :O1 ACCORD+ TO !IR NOTIONS1 HAS REVEAL$ TO !M ALL ! MY/]IES ( LIFE4 ,!IR DOCTR9E IS A WRET*$ DECEPTION4 0 ,NOTICE ONE ?+ \R DOCTR9E ASS]TS ?AT ! WORLD DEP5DS ON ! GODS2 ! GODS AF=D PROTEC- TION TO M54 ,9 ORD] ?AT M5 MAY LIVE WELL1 !Y MU/ REV]5CE ! GODS1 MU/ SE>* & ?9K1 & !N \R LIVES >E REGULAT$ ON ! ONE H& BY ! WILL ( ! GODS1 ON ! O!R BY ! COLLECTIVE WISDOM ( ALL MANK9D4 ,WE LIVE1 ?9K1 SE>*1 & CONSE- QU5TLY APPROVE ! TRU?4 0 ,BUT !Y HAVE NEI!R ! GODS NOR !IR WILLS1 NOR ! WISDOM ( HUMANITY1 BUT ONLY ONE ?+1 A BL9D FAI? 9 !IR CRUCIFI$ TEA*]1 & 9 ALL HE SAID TO !M4 0 ,N[ CONSID] WELL 3 :I* IS ! MORE HOPEFUL GUIDE1 ! WILL ( ! GODS & ! COLLECTIVE1 FREE ACTIVITY ( HUMAN WISDOM1 OR ! COMPULSORY BL9D BELIEF 9 ! WORDS ( ONE MAN 8 0 ,JULIUS WAS /RUCK BY :AT ! /RANG] SAID TO 0HIM1 & ESPECIALLY BY HIS LA/ WORDS4 ,NOT ONLY WAS HIS PURPOSE ( GO+ TO ! ,*RI/IANS %AK51 BUT IT N[ SEEM$ TO HIM /RANGE 5\< ?AT HE1 UND] ! 9- FLU5CE ( HIS MIS=TUNES1 C\LD EV] HAVE COME TO SU* A FOOLI% DECISION4 ,BUT ! QUE/ION /ILL RE- MA9$1 ,:AT WAS HE TO DO N[1 & H[ WAS HE TO ESCAPE FROM ! DIFFICULT CIRCUM/ANCES 9 :I* HE WAS PLAC$1 & SO1 AFT] HE HAD RELAT$ HIS SITUA- TION1 HE ASK$ ! /RANG]'S ADVICE4 0,?AT IS ! V]Y ?+ ?AT ,I WANT$ TO SPEAK AB\T10 CONT9U$ ! /RANG]4 0,:AT >E Y\ TO DO 8 ,Y\R WAY1 AS F> AS HUMAN WISDOM IS GIV5 ME1 IS CLE> TO ME4 ,ALL Y\R MIS=TUNES >E ! RESULTS ( ! PASSIONS PECULI> TO M54 ,PASSION HAS S$UC$ Y\1 HAS L$ Y\ SO F> ?AT Y\ HAVE SUFF]$4 ,SU* >E ! ORD9>Y LESSONS ( LIFE4 ,!SE LESSONS MU/ BE TURN$ TO Y\R ADVANTAGE4 ,Y\ HAVE LE>N$ MU*1 & Y\ KN[ :AT IS BITT] & :AT IS SWEET 2 Y\ CANNOT REPEAT ! MI/AKES Y\ HAVE MADE4 ,PR(IT BY Y\R EXP]I5CE4 ,:AT HAS HURT Y\ MORE ?AN ALL IS Y\R QU>REL ) Y\R FA!R2 ?IS QU>REL IS ! \TCOME ( Y\R POSITION4 ,TAKE ANO!R1 & ! QU>REL WILL EI!R CEASE1 OR AT LEA/ IT WILL NOT BE SO PA9FULLY APP>5T ,ALL Y\R TRIBULATIONS HAVE >IS5 FROM ! IRREGUL>ITY ( Y\R POSITION4 ,Y\ HAVE YIELD$ TO ! GAIETIES ( Y\?2 ?IS WAS NATURAL1 & !RE=E IT WAS C]TA9LY GOOD4 ,IT WAS GOOD :ILE IT WAS APPROPRIATE TO Y\R AGE4 ,BUT ?AT TIME HAS PASS$ 2 Y\1 ) ! P[]S ( MANHOOD1 HAVE YIELD$ TO ! FRISK9ESS ( Y\?1 & IT WAS BAD4 ,Y\ HAVE N[ REA*$ ! TIME :5 Y\ MU/ BECOME A MAN1 A CITIZ51 & S]VE ! /ATE1 & WORK = ITS WELF>E4 ,Y\R FA!R PROPOSES TO Y\ TO M>RY4 ,HIS ADVICE IS WISE4 ,Y\ HAVE \TLIV$ ONE P]IOD ( LIFE Y\R Y\? & HAVE REA*$ ANO!R4 ,ALL Y\R TRIBULA- TIONS >E ! 9DICATIONS ( A P]IOD ( TRANSITION4 ,RECOGNIZE ?AT ! P]IOD ( Y\? IS PASS$1 & HAV+ BOLDLY R5\NC$ ALL ?AT BELONG$ TO IT1 & ?AT IS NOT APPROPRIATE TO MANHOOD1 />T ON Y\R NEW WAY4 ,M>RY1 GIVE UP ! AMUSEM5TS ( Y\?1 OC- CUPY Y\RSELF ) TRADE1 ) SOCIAL AFFAIRS1 ) >TS & SCI5CES1 & Y\ WILL F9D PEACE & JOY AS WELL AS RECONCILIATION ) Y\R FA!R4 ,! MA9 ?+ ?AT HAS DI/URB$ Y\ HAS BE5 ! UNNATURALNESS ( Y\R POSITION4 ,N[ Y\ HAVE REA*$ MANHOOD1 & Y\ MU/ 5T] 9TO MATRIMONY1 & BE A MAN4 0 ,& !RE=E MY *IEF ADVICE IS 3 ,FULFILL Y\R FA!R'S WI%ES1 & M>RY4 ,IF Y\ >E ATTRACT$ BY ?AT SOLITUDE :I* Y\ EXPECT$ TO F9D AMONG ! ,*RI/IANS1 IF Y\ >E 9CL9$ T[>D PHILOSOPHY & NOT TO ! ACTIVITIES ( LIFE1 Y\ CAN ) PR(IT DEVOTE Y\RSELF TO ?IS ONLY AFT] Y\ HAVE HAD EXP]I5CE ( LIFE 9 ITS ACTUALITY4 ,BUT Y\ WILL KN[ ?IS ONLY AS AN 9DEP5D5T CITIZ5 & HEAD ( A FAMILY4 ,IF !N Y\ FEEL DRAWN TO A SOLITUDE1 YIELD TO IT2 !N IT WILL BE A G5U9E 9CL9ATION1 & NOT A :IM ( DIS- CONT5T1 AS IT IS N[4 ,!N GO40 ,!SE LA/ WORDS1 MORE ?AN ANY?+ ELSE1 P]SUAD$ ,JULIUS4 ,HE ?ANK$ ! /RANG]1 & RETURN$ HOME4 ,HIS MO!R RECEIV$ HIM JOYFULLY4 ,! FA!R1 ALSO1 ON LE>N+ HIS 9T5TION TO SUBMIT TO HIS WILL & M>RY ! GIRL :OM HE- HAD *OS5 = HIM1 WAS RECONCIL$ TO HIM4 ,*,A,P,T,] ,I,V ,9 ?REE MON?S ,JULIUS' W$D+ ) ! BEAUTIFUL ,EULAMPIA WAS CELEBRAT$1 & ! Y\NG MAN1 HAV+ *ANG$ HIS MANN] ( LIFE1 BEGAN TO LIVE ) HIS WIFE 9 !IR [N H\SE & TO CONDUCT A P>T ( ! BUS9ESS :I* HIS FA!R 5TRU/$ TO HIM4 ,ONCE UPON A TIME HE W5T ON BUS9ESS TO A NOT V]Y DI/ANT CITY1 & !RE1 AS HE WAS SITT+ 9 A M]*ANT'S %OP1 HE SAW ,PAMPHILIUS PASS+ BY ) A GIRL :OM HE DID NOT KN[4 ,BO? W]E WALK+1 LAD5 ) HEAVY BUN*ES ( GRAPES1 :I* !Y W]E SELL+4 ,JULIUS1 :5 HE RECOGNIZ$ HIS FRI5D1 W5T \T TO HIM & ASK$ HIM TO GO 9TO ! %OP & HAVE A TALK ) HIM4 ,! Y\NG GIRL1 SEE+ ,PAMPHILIUS' DESIRE TO GO ) HIS FRI5D1 & HIS RELUCTANCE TO LEAVE H] ALONE1 HA/5$ TO SAY ?AT %E DID NOT NE$ HIM1 & ?AT %E W\LD SIT D[N ) ! GRAPES & WAIT = CU/OM]S4 ,PAMPHILIUS ?ANK$ H]1 & W5T ) ,JULIUS 9TO ! %OP4 ,JULIUS ASK$ HIS ACQUA9TANCE1 ! M]*ANT1 P]MIS- SION TO GO ) HIS FRI5D 9TO HIS PRIVATE ROOM1 &1 HAV+ RECEIV$ ?IS P]MISSION1 HE W5T ) ,PAMPHILIUS 9TO ! AP>TM5T 9 ! RE> ( ! %OP4 ,! FRI5DS 9QUIR$ ( EA* AB\T ! CIRCUM/ANCES ( !IR LIVES4 ,PAMPHILIUS' LIFE HAD NOT *ANG$ S9CE !Y HAD LA/ SE5 EA* O!R 3 HE HAD CONT9U$ TO LIVE 9 ! ,*RI/IAN COMMUNITY1 HE WAS NOT M>RI$1 & HE ASSUR$ HIS FRI5D ?AT HIS LIFE EA* YE>1 DAY1 & H\R HAD BE5 GR[+ HAPPI] & HAPPI]4 ,JULIUS TOLD HIS FRI5D ALL ?AT HAD HAPP5$ TO HIM1 & H[ HE HAD />T$ TO JO9 ! ,*RI/IANS1 :5 HIS MEET+ ) ! /RANG] HAD OP5$ HIS EYES TO ! MI/AKES ( ! ,*RI/IANS1 & TO HIS GREAT OBLIGATION TO M>RY1 & H[ HE HAD FOLL[$ HIS ADVICE & M>- RI$4 0 ,WELL1 TELL ME1 >E Y\ HAPPY N[ 8 0 ASK$ ,PAMPHIL- IUS4 0 ,HAVE Y\ F\ND 9 M>RIAGE :AT ! /RANG] PROMIS$ Y\80 0 ,HAPPY 8 0 REPEAT$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,:AT IS BE+ HAPPY 8 ,IF Y\ MEAN BY ?AT WORD FULL SATISFACTION ( MY DESIRES1 !N ( C\RSE ,I AM NOT HAPPY4 ,I AM CONDUCT+ MY TRADE ) SUCCESS1 M5 >E BEG9N+ TO RESPECT ME1 & 9 BO? ( !SE RESPECTS ,I F9D SOME SATISFACTION4 ,AL?\< ,I SEE MANY M5 :O >E RI*] & MORE RE- G>D$ ?AN ,I1 YET ,I =ESEE ! POSSIBILITY ( EQUAL+ !M & EV5 ( EXCELL+ !M4 ,?IS SIDE ( MY LIFE IS FULL2 BUT MY M>RIAGE1 ,I WILL SAY FRANKLY1 DOES NOT SATISFY ME4 ,I WILL SAY MORE 3 ,I AM CONSCI\S ?AT ?IS SAME M>RIAGE1 :I* \RIAGE >OSE SORR[4 ,MY WIFE IS BEAUTIFUL1 9TELLECTUAL1 WELL $UCAT$1 & GOOD4 ,AT FIR/ ,I WAS P]FECTLY HAPPY4 ,BUT N[ ?IS Y\ CAN'T KN[1 HAV+ NO WIFE !RE HAVE >IS5 CAUSES ( DISCORD BETWE5 US1 AT ONE TIME BECAUSE %E SEEKS MY C>ESSES :5 ,I AM 9DIFF]5T T[>D H]1 AT ANO!R TIME ! CASE IS REV]S$4 ,MOREOV]1 = LOVE1 NOVELTY IS NECESS>Y4 ,A WOMAN LESS FASC9AT+ ?AN MY WIFE FASC9ATES ME MORE AT FIR/1 BUT AFT]W>DS BE- COMES /ILL LESS FASC9AT+ ?AN MY WIFE4 ,I HAVE ALREADY EXP]I5C$ ?IS4 ,NO1 ,I HAVE NOT F\ND SATISFACTION 9 MATRIMONY4 ,YES1 MY FRI5D10 SAID ,JULIUS1 9 CONCLUSION1 0! PHILOSOPH]S >E RIRIAGE4 ,BUT ! FACT ?AT LIFE DOES NOT GIVE ?AT HAPP9ESS :I* ! S\L DESIRES DOES NOT PROVE ?AT Y\R FRAUDUL5T PRACTICES CAN GIVE IT10 HE ADD$ ) A SMILE4 0,9 :AT DO Y\ SEE WE >E FRAUDUL5T80 ASK$ ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,Y\R FRAUD CONSI/S 9 ?IS 3 ?AT 9 ORD] TO FREE M5 FROM ! EVILS CONNECT$ ) ! FACTS ( LIFE1 Y\ REPUDIATE ALL ! FACTS ( LIFE LIFE ITSELF4 ,9 ORD] TO FREE Y\RSELVES FROM DIS5*ANTM5T1 Y\ REPUDIATE 5- *ANTM5T1 Y\ REPUDIATE M>RIAGE ITSELF40 0 ,WE DO NOT REPUDIATE M>RIAGE10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,IF NOT M>RIAGE1 !N Y\ REPUDIATE LOVE40 0 ,ON ! CONTR>Y1 WE REPUDIATE EV]Y?+ EXCEPT LOVE4 ,= US IT IS ! *IEF CORN]-/ONE ( EV]Y?+40 0 ,I DON'T UND]/& Y\10 SAID ,JULIUS4 0 ,AS F> AS ,I HAVE HE>D FROM O!RS & FROM Y\RSELF1 & FROM ! FACT ?AT Y\ >E NOT M>RI$ YET1 ?\< Y\ >E AS OLD AS ,I AM1 ,I CONCLUDE ?AT Y\ DON'T HAVE M>RIAGES AMONG Y\4 ,?OSE ( Y\ :O >E ALREADY M>RI$ CONT9UE M>RI$1 BUT ! RE/ ( Y\ DO NOT 5T] 9TO NEW RELA- TIONS4 ,Y\ DO NOT TAKE PA9S TO P]PETUATE ! HUMAN RACE4 ,& IF !RE W]E NO O!R PEOPLE BESIDES Y\1 ! HUMAN RACE W\LD HAVE LONG AGO P]I%$10 SAID ,JULIUS1 REPEAT+ :AT HE HAD MANY TIMES HE>D4 0 ,?AT IS UNJU/10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,IT IS TRUE WE DO NOT MAKE IT \R AIM TO P]PETUATE ! HUMAN RACE1 & WE TAKE NO ANXI\S C>E AB\T ?IS1 AS ,I HAVE MANY TIMES HE>D FROM Y\R WISE M54 ,WE TAKE = GRANT$ ?AT \R ,HEAV5LY ,FA!R HAS ALREADY PROVID$ = ?IS 3 \R AIM IS SIMPLY TO LIVE 9 ACCORDANCE ) ,HIS WILL4 ,IF ! P]PETUATION ( ! RACE IS CONSONANT ) ,HIS WILL1 !N IT WILL BE P]PETUAT$ 2 IF NOT1 !N IT WILL COME TO AN 5D 2 ?IS IS NOT \R BUS9ESS OR \R C>E 2 \R C>E IS TO LIVE 9 ACCORDANCE ) ,HIS WILL4 ,HIS WILL IS EX- PRESS$ BO? 9 \R S]MONS & 9 \R REVELATION1 :]E IT IS SAID ?AT ! HUSB& %ALL CLEAVE UNTO ! WIFE1 & !Y TWA9 %ALL BE ONE FLE%4 ,M>RIAGE AMONG US IS NOT ONLY NOT =BIDD51 BUT IS 5C\RAG$ BY \R ELD]S & TEA*]S4 ,! DIFF]5CE BETWE5 M>RIAGE AMONG US & M>RIAGE AMONG Y\ CONSI/S SOLELY 9 ?IS 3 ?AT \R LAW HAS REVEAL$ TO US ?AT EV]Y ONE :O LOOKS LU/- FULLY ON A WOMAN COMMITS A S9 2 & !RE=E WE & \R WOM51 9/EAD ( ADORN+ \RSELVES & /IMULAT- + LU/1 TRY TO AVOID IT AS MU* AS POSSIBLE1 SO ?AT ! FEEL+ ( LOVE1 LIKE ?AT BETWE5 BRO!RS & SI/]S1 MAY BE /RONG] ?AN ?AT ( LU/1 = ONE WOMAN1 :I* Y\ CALL LOVE40 0 ,BUT /ILL Y\ CANNOT SUPPRESS ! FEEL+ = BEAUTY10 SAID ,JULIUS4 0 ,I AM CONV9C$1 = EXAMPLE1 ?AT ! BEAU- TIFUL Y\NG GIRL ) :OM Y\ W]E C>RY+ GRAPES1 9 SPITE ( H] G>B1 :I* CONCEAL$ H] *>M+ FIGURE1 MU/ AWAK5 9 Y\ ! FEEL+ ( LOVE TO A WOMAN40 0 ,I DO NOT KN[ AS YET10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS1 R$D5+4 0 ,I HAVE NOT ?\E ! FIR/ P]SON ?AT HAS SPOK5 ( IT4 ,%E IS TO ME ONLY AS A SI/]4 ,BUT ,I WILL CONT9UE :AT ,I WAS JU/ GO+ TO SAY TO Y\ CONC]N+ ! DIFF]5CE BETWE5 \R =M ( M>RIAGE & Y\RS4 ,! V>IANCE >ISES FROM ! FACT ?AT1 AMONG Y\1 LU/1 UND] ! NAME ( BEAUTY & LOVE & ! S]VICE ( ! GODDESS ,V5US1 IS MA9- TA9$ & EXPRESS$ 9 M54 ,) US IT IS ! CON- TR>Y 2 C>NAL DESIRE IS NOT REG>D$ AS AN EVIL1 = ,GOD HAS CREAT$ NO EVIL1 BUT A GOOD1 :I* BECOMES AN EVIL :5 IT IS NOT 9 ITS PLACE A TEMPTATION1 AS WE CALL IT 2 & WE TRY TO AVOID IT BY ALL ! MEANS 9 \R P[]4 ,& ?AT IS :Y ,I AM NOT M>RI$ AS YET1 ?\< V]Y POSSIBLY ,I MIRY TO-MORR[40 0 ,BUT :AT DECIDES ?IS 8 0 0,! WILL ( ,GOD40 0 ,H[ DO Y\ F9D IT \T 8 0 0 ,IF ONE NEV] SEEKS = ITS 9DICATIONS1 ONE WILL NEV] SEE !M 2 BUT IF ONE IS ALL ! TIME ON ! LOOK\T = !M1 !Y BECOME CLE>1 AS TO Y\ OM5S BY SACRIFICES & BIRDS >E CLE>4 ,& AS Y\ HAVE Y\R WISE M5 :O 9T]PRET = Y\ ! WILL ( ! GODS BY !IR WIS- DOM1 & BY ! VITALS ( ! SACRIFIC$ VICTIM1 & BY ! FLITS1 & ! ?\RY 8 ,:5 ,I WAS AB\T TO M>RY1 ,I HAD A *OICE BETWE5 ?REE GIRLS4 ,!SE GIRLS W]E SELECT$ FROM ! RE/ BECAUSE !Y W]E BEAUTIFUL & RI*1 & MY FA!R WAS SATISFI$ :I*EV] ONE ( !M ,I *OSE4 ,\T ( ! ?REE ,I *OSE MY ,EULAMPIA BECAUSE %E WAS MORE BEAUTIFUL & MORE ATTRACTIVE ?AN ! O!RS4 ,BUT :AT WILL GOV]N Y\ 9 Y\R *OICE 8 0 0 ,9 ORD] TO ANSW] Y\10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS1 0 ,I MU/ 9=M Y\1 FIR/ ( ALL1 ?AT AS ACCORD+ TO \R DOCTR9E ALL M5 >E EQUAL BE=E \R ,FA!R1 SO LIKEWISE !Y >E EQUAL BE=E US BO? 9 !IR /ATION & 9 !IR SPIRIT- UAL & PHYSICAL QUALITIES1 & CONSEQU5TLY \R *OICE 7IF ,I MAY USE ?IS WORD SO MEAN+LESS TO US7 CANNOT BE 9 ANY WAY CIRCUMSCRIB$4 ,ANY ONE ( ALL ! M5 & WOM5 ( ! WORLD MAY BE ! WIFE ( A ,*RI/IAN MAN OR ! HUSB& ( A ,*RI/IAN WOMAN40 0 ,?AT W\LD MAKE IT /ILL MORE IMPOSSIBLE TO DECIDE10 SAID ,JULIUS4 0 ,I WILL TELL Y\ :AT \R ELD] TOLD ME AS TO ! DIFF]- 5CE BETWE5 A ,*RI/IAN & A PAGAN M>RIAGE4 ,! PAGAN Y\1 = EXAMPLE *OOSES A WIFE :O1 ACCORD- + TO HIS IDEA1 WILL CAUSE HIM1 P]SONALLY1 MORE DELID TO DECIDE 2 ! MORE1 BECAUSE ! 5JOYM5T IS BE=E HIM4 ,BUT ! ,*RI/IAN HAS NO SU* *OICE"92 OR RA!R ! *OICE = HIS P]SONAL 5JOYM5T OCCUPIES NOT ! FIR/1 BUT A SUBORD9ATE PLACE4 ,= ! ,*RI/IAN ! QUE/ION IS :E!R BY HIS M>RIAGE HE IS GO+ CONTR>Y TO ,GOD'S WILL40 0 ,BUT 9 :AT RESPECT CAN !RE BE 9 M>RIAGE ANY- ?+ CONTR>Y TO ,GOD'S WILL 8 0 0 ,I MIRIAGE4 ,M5ELAUS & ,P>IS & ,HEL5 & ,A*ILLES & ,AGA- MEMNON & ,*RESEIS IT IS ALL A DESCRIPTION ( ! T]RIBLE TRIBULATIONS ?AT HAVE 5SU$ & >E ALL ! TIME COM+ FROM ?IS VIOLATION40 0 ,9 :AT CONSI/S ?IS VIOLATION 8 0 0 ,IT CONSI/S 9 ?IS 3 ?AT A MAN LOVES A WOMAN = ! P]SONAL 5JOYM5T HE GETS FROM CONNECTION ) H]1 & NOT BECAUSE %E IS A HUMAN BE+ LIKE HIMSELF1 & SO HE 5T]S 9TO MATRIMONY = ! SAKE ( HIS PLEASURE4 ,*RI/IAN M>RIAGE IS POSSIBLE ONLY :5 A MAN HAS LOVE = HIS FELL[-M51 & :5 ! OBJECT ( HIS C>NAL LOVE HAS ALREADY BE5 ! OBJECT ( FRAT]NAL LOVE ( MAN TO MAN4 ,AS A H\SE CAN BE BUILT SATISFACTORILY & LA/- +LY ONLY :5 !RE IS A F\NDATION 2 AS A PICTURE CAN BE PA9T$ ONLY :5 !RE IS SOME?+ PREP>$ TO PA9T IT ON 2 SO C>NAL LOVE IS LAWFUL1 REASONABLE1 & LA/- + ONLY :5 IT IS BAS$ ON ! RESPECT & LOVE ( MAN TO MAN4 ,ON ?IS F\NDATION ONLY CAN A REASONABLE ,*RI/IAN FAMILY LIFE BE E/ABLI%$40 0 ,BUT /ILL10 SAID ,JULIUS1 0 ,I DO NOT SEE :Y ,*RI/IAN LOVE1 AS Y\ CALL IT1 EXCLUDES SU* LOVE = A WOMAN AS ,P>IS EXP]I5C$40 0 ,I DON'T SAY ?AT ,*RI/IAN M>RIAGE DID NOT P]MIT EXCLUSIVE LOVE = A WOMAN 2 ON ! CONTR>Y1 ONLY !N IS IT REASONABLE & HOLY 2 BUT EXCLUSIVE LOVE = A WOMAN CAN TAKE ITS RISE ONLY :5 ! EXI/5T LOVE TO ALL M5 HAS NOT BE5 PREVI\SLY VIOLAT$4 ,! EXCLUSIVE LOVE = A WOMAN :I* ! POETS S+1 CALL+ IT GOOD1 ?\< IT IS NOT F\ND$ ON LOVE TO M51 HAS NO RIRIAGE VIOL5CE IS (T5 CONCEAL$ :5 ! MAN ?AT W$S A GIRL :O DOES NOT LOVE HIM1 OR :O LOVES SOME ONE ELSE1 COMPELS H] TO SUFF@5 & DOES NOT PITY H]1 PROVID$ ONLY HE SATISFIES HIS PASSION40 0 ,LET US ADMIT ?AT ?IS IS SO10 SAID ,JULIUS1 0BUT IF A GIRL LOVES HIM1 !N !RE IS NO 9JU/ICE1 & ,I DON'T SEE ANY DIFF]5CE BETWE5 ,*RI/IAN & PAGAN M>- RIAGE40 0 ,I DO NOT KN[ ! DETAILS ( Y\R M>RIAGE10 REPLI$ ,PAMPHILIUS2 0BUT ,I KN[ ?AT EV]Y M>RIAGE HAV+ = ITS BASIS P]SONAL ADVANTAGE ONLY CANNOT HELP BE+ ! CAUSE ( DISCORD1 JU/ EXACTLY AS ! M]E ACT ( FE$- + CANNOT TAKE PLACE AMONG ANIMALS & M5 )\T QU>RELS & BRAWLS4 ,EV]Y ONE WANTS ! SWEET MORSEL1 & S9CE !RE IS AN 9SUFFICI5CY ( SWEET MORSELS = ALL1 ! QU>REL BREAKS \T4 ,EV5 IF !RE IS NO \TW>D QU>REL1 !RE IS A SECRET ONE4 ,! WEAK ONE DESIRES ! SWEET MORSEL1 BUT HE KN[S ?AT ! /RONG ONE WILL NOT GIVE IT TO HIM1 & ?\< HE IS AW>E ( ! IM- POSSIBILITY ( TAK+ IT DIRECTLY AWAY FROM ! /RONG ONE1 HE LOOKS AT HIM ) SECRET HATR$ & 5VY1 & SEIZES ! FIR/ OPPORTUNITY ( GETT+ IT AWAY FROM HIM4 ,! SAME IS TRUE ( PAGAN M>RIAGES1 ONLY IT IS TWICE AS BAD1 BECAUSE ! OBJECT ( ! HATR$ IS A MAN1 SO ?AT 5MITY IS PRODUC$ EV5 BETWE5 HUSB& & WIFE40 0 ,BUT H[ MANAGE SO ?AT ! M>RI$ C\PLE LOVE NO ONE BUT EA* O!R8 ,ALWAYS ! MAN OR ! GIRL IS F\ND LOV+ ?IS P]SON OR ANO!R4 ,& !N 9 Y\R SY/EM ! M>RIAGE IS IMPOSSIBLE4 ,?IS IS ! V]Y REASON ,I SEE ! JU/ICE ( :AT IS SAID AB\T Y\1 ?AT Y\ DO NOT M>RY AT ALL4 ,IT IS = ?IS REASON Y\ >E NOT M>RI$1 & APP>5TLY WILL NOT M>RY4 ,H[ CAN IT POSSIBLY BE ?AT A MAN %\LD M>RY A S+LE WOMAN NEV] HAV+ BE=E K9DL$ ! FEEL+S ( LOVE 9 SOME O!R WOMAN1 OR ?AT A GIRL %\LD REA* MATURITY )- \T HAV+ AWAK5$ ! FEEL+S ( SOME MAN 8 ,H[ MU/ ,HEL5 HAVE ACT$8 0 0,! ELD] ,CYRIL ?US SPEAKS 9 REG>D TO ?IS3 9 ! PAGAN WORLD1 M5 HAV+ NO ?\D SOME WOMAN1 & !Y FO/] ?IS PASSION 9 !IR HE>TS4 ,& !RE=E 9 !IR WORLD EV]Y ,HEL51 & EV]Y WOMAN LIKE ,HEL51 /IMULATES ! LOVE ( MANY4 ,RIVALS FIRIAGE IS A CON- /RA9T4 ,9 \R COMMUNITY WE NOT ONLY DO NOT ?9K ( ! P]SONAL FASC9ATION ( BEAUTY1 BUT WE AVOID ALL TEMP- TATIONS :I* LEAD TO ?AT1 & :I* 9 ! HEA!N WORLD >E HID$ AS A M]IT & AN OBJECT ( ADORATION4 0 ,WE1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 ?9K AB\T ?OSE OBLIGATIONS ( REV]5CE & LOVE TO \R NEID M5 GETS ! UPP] H& ( ! S$UCTION ( BEAUTY1 & CONQU]S IT1 & ANNIHILATES ! DISCORDS >IS+ FROM SEXUAL RELATIONS4 ,! ,*RI/IAN M>RIES ONLY :5 HE KN[S ?AT HIS UNION ) A WOMAN CAUSES NO ONE ANY GRIEF40 0 ,BUT IS ?IS POSSIBLE 8 0 9T]RUPT$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,CAN M5 REGULATE !IR 9CL9ATIONS 8 0 0 ,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE IF !Y HAVE GIV5 !M FREE C\RSE1 BUT WE CAN KEEP !M FROM SPREAD+ & RIS+4 ,TAKE1 = EXAMPLE1 ! RELATIONS ( A FA!R TO HIS DAUE NOT AWAK5$4 ,!Y W\LD BE AWAK5$ ONLY :5 ! FA!R %\LD DISCOV] ?AT %E :OM HE HAD AC- C\NT$ HIS DAUD ALL WOM5 MID !M 9 ! SAME LID ! WOMAN :OM HE HAS CON- SID]$ HIS SI/] TO >ISE ONLY :5 HE HAS LE>N$ ?AT %E IS NOT HIS SI/]1 SO :5 ! ,*RI/IAN FEELS ?AT HIS LOVE DOES NOT 9JURE ANY ONE1 HE P]MITS ?IS PASSION TO >ISE 9 HIS S\L40 0 ,WELL1 BUT SUPPOSE TWO M5 LOVE ! SAME GIRL 8 0 0,!N ONE SACRIFICES HIS HAPP9ESS TO ! HAPP9ESS ( ! O!R40 0 ,BUT SUPPOS+ %E LOVES ONE ( !M 8 0 0 ,!N ! ONE :OM %E LOVES LEA/ SACRIFICES HIS FEEL- +S = ! SAKE ( H] HAPP9ESS40 0,WELL1 SUPPOS+ %E LOVES BO?1 & BO? SACRIFICE !MSELVES1 :OM W\LD %E TAKE 8 0 0 ,9 ?AT CASE ! ELD]S W\LD DECIDE ! MATT]1 & ADVISE 9 SU* A WAY ?AT ! GREATE/ HAPP9ESS W\LD COME TO ALL1 ) ! GREATE/ AM\NT ( LOVE40 0 ,BUT IT CAN'T BE DONE 9 SU* A WAY 2 & ! REASON IS BECAUSE IT IS CONTR>Y TO HUMAN NATURE40 0 ,CONTR>Y TO HUMAN NATURE 6 ,:AT IS ! NATURE ( MAN 8 ,MAN1 BESIDES BE+ AN ANIMAL1 IS A MAN1 & IT IS TRUE ?AT SU* A RELATION TO A WOMAN IS NOT CONSONANT ) MAN'S ANIMAL NATURE1 BUT IS CONSONANT ) HIS RATIONAL NATURE4 ,& :5 HE EMPLOYS HIS REASON 9 ! S]VICE ( HIS ANIMAL NATURE1 HE DOES WORSE ?AN A BEA/1 HE DE- SC5DS TO VIOL5CE1 TO 9CE/ A LEVEL TO :I* NO BRUTE EV] S9KS4 ,BUT :5 HE EMPLOYS HIS RATIONAL NATURE TO ! SUPPRESSION ( ! ANIMAL1 :5 ! ANIMAL NATURE S]VES1 !N ONLY HE ATTA9S ! WELL-BE+ :I* SATISFIES HIM40 ,*,A,P,T,] ,V 0 ,B,U,T TELL ME AB\T Y\RSELF P]SONALLY10 SAID ,JULIUS4 0,I SEE Y\ ) ?AT PRETTY GIRL2 Y\ APP>5TLY4 LIVE NE> H] & S]VE H] 2 CAN IT BE ?AT Y\ DO NOT DESIRE TO BE H] HUSB& 8 0 0 ,I HAVE NOT ?\D = ME4 ,BUT ,I WILL ANSW] FRANKLY4 ,?IS IDEA HAS OCCURR$ TO ME 2 BUT !RE IS A Y\NG MAN :O LOVES H]1 & !RE=E ,I DO NOT D>E AS YET TO ?9K AB\T IT4 ,?IS Y\NG MAN IS A ,*RI/IAN1 & LOVES US BO?1 & ,I CANNOT TAKE A /EP :I* W\LD HURT HIM4 ,I LIVE1 NOT ?9K+ AB\T ?IS4 ,I TRY TO DO ONE ?+ 3 TO FULFILL ! LAW ( LOVE TO M5 ?IS IS ! ONLY ?+ ,I DEM& 2 ,I %ALL M>RY :5 ,I SEE ?AT IT IS PROP]40 0 ,BUT IT CANNOT BE A MATT] ( 9DIFF]5CE TO ! MO!R :E!R %E HAS A GOOD 9DU/RI\S SON-9-LAW OR NOT4 ,%E W\LD WANT Y\1 & NOT ANY ONE ELSE40 0 ,NO1 IT IS A MATT] ( 9DIFF]5CE TO H]1 BECAUSE %E KN[S ?AT1 BESIDES ME1 ALL ( US >E READY TO S]VE H] AS WELL AS EV]Y ONE ELSE1 & ,I %\LD S]VE H] NEI!R MORE NOR LESS :E!R ,I W]E H] SON-9-LAW OR NOT4 ,IF MY M>RIAGE TO H] DAURI$ SOME ONE ELSE40 0 ,?AT IS IMPOSSIBLE 6 0 EXCLAIM$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,?IS IS A HORRIBLE ?+ ( Y\ ?AT Y\ DECEIVE Y\RSELVES 6 ,& ?US Y\ DECEIVE O!RS4 ,?AT /RANG] TOLD ME COR- RECTLY AB\T Y\4 ,:5 ,I LI/5 TO Y\ ,I CANNOT HELP YIELD+ TO ! BEAUTY ( ! LIFE :I* Y\ DESCRIBE = ME 2 BUT AS ,I ?9K IT OV]1 ,I SEE ?AT IT IS ALL DECEPTION1 LEAD+ TO SAVAG]Y1 BRUTALITY1 ( LIFE APPROA*+ ?AT ( BRUTES40 0 ,:]E9 DO Y\ SEE ?IS SAVAG]Y 8 0 0,9 ?IS 3 ?AT AS Y\ SUBJECT Y\R [N LIVES TO LABORS1 Y\ HAVE NO LEISURE OR *ANCE TO OCCUPY Y\RSELVES ) >TS & SCI5CES4 ,H]E Y\ >E 9 RAGG$ DRESS1 ) H>D5$ H&S & FEET 2 Y\R FAIR FRI5D1 :O MISE EXI/5CE IS N'T ?IS A VOLUNT>Y & IMPI\S R5UNCIATION ( ! WILL & NATURE ( MAN40 0 ,! NATURE ( MAN AGA9 6 0 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,BUT 9 :AT DOES ?IS NATURE CONSI/ 8 ,IS IT 9 ?IS1 ?AT Y\ TORM5T Y\R SLAVES ) UNBE>ABLE LABORS1 ?AT Y\ KILL Y\R BRO!RS & R$UCE !M TO SLAV]Y1 & MAKE Y\R WOM5 AN OBJECT ( 5JOYM5T 8 ,ALL ?IS IS ESS5- TIAL = ?AT BEAUTY ( LIFE :I* Y\ CONSID] A P>T ( HUMAN NATURE4 ,OR DOES IT CONSI/ 9 ?IS1 ?AT Y\ MU/ LIVE 9 LOVE & CONCORD ) ALL M51 FEEL+ Y\RSELF A MEMB] ( ONE UNIV]SAL BRO!RHOOD 8 0 0 ,Y\ >E ALSO GREATLY MI/AK5 IF Y\ ?9K ?AT WE SCORN ! >TS & SCI5CES4 ,WE HIT & SCI5CE WE DO NOT SEE AN AMUSEM5T SUITABLE ONLY TO :ILE AWAY ! TIME ( IDLE PEOPLE 2 WE DEM& FROM >T & SCI5CE :AT WE DEM& FROM ALL HUMAN OCCUPATIONS1 ?AT !Y HOLD ! SAME ACTIVITY ( LOVE TO ,GOD & ONE'S NEIT WE REG>D ONLY :5 IT PURIFIES \R ?\ AS POSSIBLE1 WE DE- VELOP 9 \RSELVES & 9 \R *ILDR51 & SU* >T WE GLADLY CULTIVATE 9 \R FREE TIME4 ,WE READ & /UDY ! WRIT+S BEQUEA!D TO US 2 WE S+ SONGS1 WE PA9T PICTURES1 & \R SONGS & PA9T+S 5C\RAGE \R S\LS & *E] US UP 9 MOM5TS ( DEPRESSION4 ,& ?IS IS :Y WE CANNOT APPROVE ( ! APPLICATION :I* Y\ MAKE ( ! >TS & SCI5CES4 ,Y\R LE>N$ M5 EMPLOY !IR APTITUDES & ACQUIREM5TS TO ! 9V5- TION ( NEW MEANS ( CAUS+ EVIL TO M5 2 !Y P]FECT ! ME?ODS ( W>1 9 O!R WORDS1 ( MURD]2 !Y CONTRIVE NEW WAYS ( MONEY-MAK+1 ?AT IS TO SAY1 ( 5RI*+ SOME AT ! EXP5SE ( O!RS4 ,Y\R >T S]VES = ! ]ECTION & DECORATION ( TEMPLES 9 HONOR ( Y\R GODS1 9 :OM ! MORE CULTIVAT$ ( Y\ HAVE LONG AGO CEAS$ TO BELIEVE1 BUT BELIEF 9 :OM Y\ 9CULCATE 9 O!RS1 CONSID]+ ?AT1 BY SU* A DECEP- TION1 Y\ KEEP !M UND] Y\R P[]4 ,Y\ ]ECT /ATUES 9 HONOR ( ! MO/ P[]FUL & CRUEL ( Y\R TYRANTS1 :OM NO ONE RESPECTS1 BUT ALL FE>4 ,9 Y\R !AT]S REPRES5TATIONS >E P]MITT$ :I* HOLD CRIMI- NAL LOVE UP TO ADMIRATION4 ,MUSIC S]VES = ! DELEC- TATION ( Y\R RI* M5 :O HAVE EAT5 & DRUNK5 AT !IR LUXURI\S FEA/S4 ,PICTORIAL >T IS EMPLOY$ 9 REP- RES5T+ 9 H\SES ( DEBAU*]Y SU* SC5ES AS NO SOB] MAN UNVITIAT$ BY ANIMAL PASSIONS C\LD LOOK AT )\T BLU%+4 ,NO1 NOT = ?IS WAS MAN 5D[$ ) !SE L(TY QUALITIES :I* DIFF]5TIATE HIM FROM ! BEA/S 6 ,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO USE !M = ! M]E GRATIFICATION ( Y\R BODIES4 ,CONSECRAT+ \R :OLE LIVES TO ! ACCOMPLI%M5T ( ! WILL ( ,GOD1 WE ALL ! MORE EMPLOY \R HIE WRONG 9 ?9K+ ?AT WE DO NOT ACKN[L- $GE Y\R PROTECTION1 & YET TAKE ADVANTAGE ( IT4 ,\R WELL-BE+ CONSI/S 9 \R NOT REQUIR+ PROTECTION1 & ?IS CANNOT BE TAK5 AWAY FROM US4 ,EV5 IF MAT]IAL OBJECTS1 :I* CON/ITUTE PROP]TY 9 Y\R EYES1 PASS ?R\< \R H&S1 WE DO NOT CALL !M \RS1 & WE GIVE !M TO :OEV] NE$S !M = SUBSI/5CE4 ,WE SELL GOODS TO ?OSE ?AT WI% TO BUY !M 2 YET IT IS NOT = ! SAKE ( 9CREAS+ \R PRIVATE MEANS1 BUT SOLELY ?AT ?OSE ?AT NE$ MAY ACQUIRE :AT IS REQUIR$ = SUPPORT+ LIFE4 ,IF ANY ONE DESIR$ TO TAKE !SE GRAPES AWAY FROM US WE %\LD GIVE !M UP )\T RESI/ANCE4 ,?IS IS ! PRECISE REASON :Y WE HAVE NO FE>1 EV5 ( AN 9VASION ( ! B>B>IANS4 ,IF !Y PROCE$$ TO TAKE FROM US ! PRODUCTS ( \R TOIL1 WE %\LD LET !M GO 2 IF !Y 9SI/$ ON \R WORK+ = !M1 WE %\LD JOYFULLY COMPLY ) !IR DEM&S1 & NOT ONLY W\LD !Y HAVE NO REASON TO KILL US OR TORTURE US1 BUT IT W\LD BE CONTR>Y TO !IR 9T]E/ TO DO SO4 ,! B>B>IANS W\LD SPE$ILY UND]/& & LIKE US1 & WE %\LD HAVE F> LESS TO 5DURE AT !IR H&S ?AN FROM ! 5LIE /RIV+ = 2 ?AT IS1 ?AT WE DO NOT RECOGNIZE VIOL5CE & PRIVATE PROP]TY1 & AT ! SAME TIME WE TAKE ADVANTAGE ( !M4 ,IF WE >E DECEIV]S1 !N IT IS NO USE TO TALK ) US1 & WE >E WOR?Y NEI!R ( ANG] NOR ( BE+ EXPOS$1 BUT ONLY ( SCORN1 & WE %\LD WILL+LY ACCEPT Y\R SCORN1 S9CE ONE ( \R RULES IS ! RECOGNITION ( \R 9SIGNIFI- CANCE4 ,BUT IF WE >E G5U9E 9 \R /RIV+ T[>D :AT WE PR(ESS1 !N Y\R BLAM+ US = DECEPTION W\LD BE UNJU/4 ,IF WE /RIVE1 AS ,I & MY BRE?R5 /RIVE1 TO FULFILL \R ,TEA*]'S LAW1 !N WE /RIVE = IT1 NOT = EXT]NAL 5DS1 = RI*ES & HONORS1 = Y\ SEE ALL !SE ?+S WE DO NOT RECOGNIZE1 BUT = SOME- ?+ ELSE4 ,Y\ >E SEEK+ Y\R BE/ ADVANTAGE1 & SO >E WE 2 ! ONLY DIFF]5CE IS ?AT WE SEE \R ADVAN- TAGE 9 DIFF]5T ?+S4 ,Y\ BELIEVE ?AT Y\R WELL- BE+ CONSI/S 9 RI*ES & HONORS 2 WE BELIEVE 9 SOME- ?+ ELSE4 ,\R BELIEF %[S US ?AT \R ADVANTAGE IS NOT 9 VIOL5CE1 BUT 9 SUBMISSIV5ESS 2 NOT 9 WRA?1 BUT 9 GIV+ EV]Y?+ AWAY4 ,& WE1 LIKE PLANTS 9 ! LIGE/ PROP]TY BUT HAVE Y\1 OR HAS ANY ONE ELSE SUCCE$$ 9 DO+ ?IS 8 ,IF ! >R[ DOES NOT HIT ! BULL'S-EYE1 DOES ! B[- MAN ANY ! LESS CEASE TO AIM AT IT1 BECAUSE HE FAILS MANY TIMES TO HIT IT 8 ,IT IS ! SAME ) US_* ,\R WELL-BE+1 ACCORD+ TO ! TEA*+ ( ,*RI/1 IS 9 LOVE4 ,WE SE>* = \R ADVANTAGE1 BUT EA* ONE 9 HIS [N WAY FALLS MORE OR LESS %ORT ( ATTA9+ IT40 0 ,YES1 BUT :Y DON'T Y\ BELIEVE 9 ALL HUMAN WISDOM1 & :Y DO Y\ TURN Y\R BACK ON IT1 & PUT Y\R FAI? 9 Y\R ONE CRUCIFI$ ,TEA*]8 ,Y\R ?RALLDOM1 Y\R SUBMISSIV5ESS BE=E ,HIM1 IS :AT REPELS ME40 0 ,AGA9 Y\ MAKE A MI/AKE1 & ANY ONE MAKES A MI/AKE :O ?9KS ?AT WE1 9 FULFILL+ \R DOCTR9E1 P9 \R FAI? TO ANY?+ BECAUSE ! MAN WE BELIEVE 9 COMM&$ IT4 ,ON ! CONTR>Y1 ?OSE ?AT SEEK ) ALL !IR S\L = ! 9/RUCTIONS ( ,TRU?1 = ,COMMUNION ) ! ,FA!R1 ?OSE ?AT SEEK = TRUE HAPP9ESS1 CANNOT HELP HITT+ UPON ?AT PA? :I* ,*RI/ TRAV]S$1 &1 !RE=E1 CANNOT HELP FOLL[+ ,HIM1 SEE+ ,HIM AS !IR LEAD]4 ,ALL :O LOVE ,GOD MEET ON ?IS PA?1 & !RE Y\ WILL BE ALSO 6 ,HE IS ! ,SON ( ,GOD & ! M$IATOR BETWE5 ,GOD & M51 & ?IS IS SO1 NOT BECAUSE ANY ONE HAS TOLD US ?IS1 & WE BL9DLY BELIEVE IT1 BUT BECAUSE ALL ?OSE ?AT SEEK ,GOD F9D ,HIS ,SON BE=E !M1 & ONLY ?R\< ,HIM CAN !Y UND]/&1 SEE1 & KN[ ,GOD40 ,JULIUS MADE NO REPLY TO ?IS1 & SAT = A LONG :ILE SIL5T4 0 ,>E Y\ HAPPY 8 0 HE ASK$4 0 ,I HAVE NO?+ BETT] TO DESIRE4 ,BUT AL?\<1 = ! MO/ P>T1 ,I EXP]I5CE A S5SE ( P]PLEXITY1 A CONSCI\SNESS ( SOME VAGUE 9JU/ICE1 YET ?AT IS ! V]Y REASON ,I AM SO TREM5D\SLY HAPPY10 SAID ,PAM- PHILIUS1 SMIL+4 0 ,YES10 SAID ,JULIUS 2 0 MAYBE ,I %\LD HAVE BE5 HAP- PI] IF ,I HAD NOT MET ?AT /RANG]1 & IF ,I HAD JO9$ Y\40 0 ,:Y 6 IF Y\ ?9K SO1 :AT PREV5TS Y\R DO+ SO EV5 N[ 8 0 0 ,H[ AB\T MY WIFE 8 0 0 ,Y\ SAY %E HAS AN 9CL9ATION TO ,*RI/IANITY1 !N %E WILL COME ) Y\40 0 ,YES1 BUT WE HAVE ALREADY BEGUN A DIFF]5T K9D ( LIFE 2 H[ CAN WE BREAK IT (F 8 ,WE HAVE BEGUN 2 WE MU/ LIVE IT \T10 SAID ,JULIUS1 PICTUR+ TO HIMSELF ! DISSATISFACTION :I* HIS FA!R & MO!R & FRI5DS W\LD FEEL1 &1 ABOVE ALL1 ! 5]GY :I* IT W\LD REQUIRE TO MAKE ?IS *ANGE4 ,AT ?IS MOM5T !RE APPE>$ AT ! DOOR ( ! %OP ?IS Y\NG GIRL1 ,PAMPHILIUS' FRI5D1 ACCOMPANI$ BY A Y\NG MAN4 ,PAMPHILIUS JO9$ !M1 & ! Y\NG MAN SAID L\D 5\< = ,JULIUS TO HE> ?AT HE HAD BE5 S5T BY ,CYRIL TO BUY LEA!R4 ,! GRAPES HAD BE5 SOLD & :EAT HAD BE5 B\TURE1 ULIUS 9TRODUC$ ,PAMPHILIUS 9 ! %OP TO A TRADESMAN :OM HE KNEW4 ,PAMPHILIUS PUT ! :EAT 9TO BAGS1 & BE/[+ ! SMALL] %>E ON ,MAGDAL9A1 TOOK UP HIS [N HEAVY LOAD1 SAID GOOD-BY TO ,JULIUS1 & LEFT ! CITY ) ! Y\NG GIRL4 ,AS HE TURN$ 9TO A SIDE /REET HE LOOK$ R\ND & NODD$ HIS HEAD TO ,JULIUS1 & !N /ILL MORE JOY\SLY SMIL+ SAID SOME?+ TO ,MAGDAL9A1 & ?US !Y VANI%$ FROM SIOSE TWO PICTURES 3 ?AT ( ! LU/Y ,PAMPHILIUS ) ! TALL ROBU/ MAID5 C>RY+ ! BASKETS ON !IR HEADS & !IR K9DLY RADIANT FACES 2 !N ?AT ( HIS [N HOME :I* HE HAD LEFT ?AT MORN- +1 & TO :I* HE %\LD RETURN1 & !N HIS PAM- P]$ BEAUTIFUL WIFE1 ( :OM HE HAD GR[N SO TIR$1 LY+ 9 H] F9]Y & BRACELETS ON RUGS & CU%IONS4 ,BUT ,JULIUS HAD NO TIME TO ?9K LONG2 HIS ACQUA9- TANCES1 ! TRADESM51 CAME1 & !Y 5T]$ UPON !IR USUAL PROCE$+S1 F9I%+ UP ) A D9N] ) LIQUORS & ! NIS PASS$4 ,JULIUS SAW NO?+ MORE ( ,PANV PHILIUS1 & HIS 9T]VIEWS GRADUALLY FAD$ FROM HIS REMEMBRANCE1 & HIS IMPRESSIONS ( HIM & ! ,*RI/IAN LIFE GREW DIM4 ,JULIUS' LIFE RAN 9 ! USUAL C\RSE4 ,AB\T ?AT TIME HIS FA!R DI$1 & HE WAS OBLIG$ TO TAKE ! HEAD ( ! :OLE BUS9ESS1 :I* WAS COMPLICAT$ 2 !RE W]E OLD CU/OM]S1 !RE W]E SALESM5 9 ,AFRICA1 !RE W]E CL]KS1 !RE W]E DEBTS TO BE COLLECT$ & TO BE PAID4 ,JULIUS1 9 SPITE ( HIMSELF1 WAS DRAWN 9TO BUS9ESS & GAVE ALL HIS TIME TO IT4 ,MOREOV]1 NEW C>ES CAME UPON HIM4 ,HE WAS SELECT$ = SOME CIVIC FUNCTION4 ,& ?IS NEW OCCUPATION1 FLATT]+ TO HIS PRIDE1 WAS ATTRAC- TIVE TO HIM4 ,BESIDES HIS COMM]CIAL AFFAIRS1 HE WAS ALSO 9T]E/$ 9 PUBLIC MATT]S1 & HAV+ BRA9S & ! GIFT ( ELOQU5CE1 HE PROCE$$ TO USE HIS 9FLU5CE AMONG HIS FELL[-CITIZ5S1 SO AS TO ACQUIRE A HI< PUBLIC POSITION4 ,9 ! C\RSE ( !SE T5 YE>S1 A S]I\S &1 TO HIM1 UNPLEASANT *ANGE HAD ALSO TAK5 PLACE 9 HIS FAMILY LIFE4 ,?REE *ILDR5 HAD BE5 BORN TO HIM1 & ?IS HAD E/RANG$ HIM FROM HIS WIFE4 ,9 ! FIR/ PLACE1 HIS WIFE HAD LO/ A L>GE P>T ( H] BEAUTY & FRE%NESS 2 9 ! SECOND PLACE1 %E PAID LESS ATT5TION TO H] HUS- B&4 ,ALL H] AFFECTION & T5D]NESS W]E LAVI%$ ON ! *ILDR54 ,?\< ! *ILDR5 W]E H&$ OV] TO NURSES & ATT5DANTS1 AFT] ! MANN] ( ! PAGANS1 ,JULIUS (T5 F\ND !M 9 !IR MO!R'S ROOMS OR F\ND H] 9 !IRS4 ,BUT ! *ILDR5 = ! MO/ P>T W]E A BURD5 TO ,JULIUS1 OCCASION+ HIM MORE ANNOY- ANCE ?AN PLEASURE4 ,5GROSS$ 9 HIS COMM]CIAL & PUBLIC AFFAIRS1 ,JULIUS HAD AB&ON$ HIS =M] DISSIPAT$ LIFE1 BUT HE TOOK IT = GRANT$ ?AT HE NE$$ SOME REF9$ RECREATION AFT] HIS LABORS1 & HE DID NOT F9D IT ) HIS WIFE4 ,AT ?IS TIME %E WAS MORE & MORE OCCUPI$ ) A ,*RI/IAN SLAVE-WOMAN1 WAS MORE & MORE C>RI$ AWAY BY ! NEW DOCTR9E1 & HAD R5\NC$ EV]Y?+ EXT]NAL & PAGAN :I* HAD CON/ITUT$ A *>M = ,JULIUS4 ,AS HE DID NOT F9D ?IS 9 HIS WIFE1 HE TOOK UP ) A WOMAN ( FRIVOL\S *>ACT]1 & 5JOY$ ) H] ?OSE LEISURE MOM5TS :I* REMA9$ TO HIM ABOVE HIS DUTIES4 ,IF ,JULIUS HAD BE5 ASK$ :E!R HE WAS HAPPY OR UN- HAPPY 9 !SE YE>S ( HIS LIFE1 HE C\LD NOT HAVE REPLI$4 ,HE WAS SO BUSY 6 ,HE HURRI$ FROM AFFAIR TO AFFAIR1 FROM PLEASURE TO PLEASURE1 BUT !RE WAS NOT ONE SO SATISFY+ TO HIM ?AT HE W\LD HAVE IT LA/4 ,EV]Y- ?+ HE DID WAS ( SU* A K9D ?AT ! QUICK] HE GOT ?R\< ) IT ! BETT] HE LIK$ IT 2 & NONE ( HIS PLEASURES WAS SO SWEET AS NOT TO BE POISON$ BY SOME- ?+1 NOT TO HAVE M+L$ ) IT ! WE>9ESS ( SATIETY4 ,?IS K9D OT EXI/5CE ,JULIUS WAS LEAD+ :5 AN EV5T HAPP5$ :I* V]Y NE>LY REVOLUTIONIZ$ ! :OLE NATURE ( HIS LIFE4 ,AT ! ,OLYMPIC GAMES HE WAS TAK+ P>T 9 ! RACES1 & AS HE WAS DRIV+ HIS *>IOT SUCCESSFULLY NE> ! GOAL1 HE SUDD5LY COLLID$ ) ANO!R :I* HE WAS JU/ \T/RIPP+ 3 ! :EEL WAS BROK51 HE WAS ?R[N \T1 & TWO ( HIS RIBS & AN >M W]E FRACTUR$4 ,HIS 9JURIES W]E S]I\S1 BUT NOT FATAL 2 HE WAS TAK5 HOME1 & HAD TO LIE 9 B$ = ?REE MON?S4 ,9 ! C\RSE ( !SE ?REE MON?S1 9 ! MID/ ( SEV]E PHYSICAL SUFF]+S1 HIS ?\IOT-:EEL HAD SW]V$ TO ! LEFT ! WID? ( A F+]4 ,AS HE LAY ALONE ON HIS C\*1 HE BEGAN 9VOLUNT>ILY TO ?9K H[ FROM SU* 9SIGNIFICANT CIRCUM/ANCES HIS HAPP9ESS DEP5D$1 & !SE IDEAS L$ HIM TO /ILL O!RS1 & TO A RECOLLECTION ( HIS =M] MIS=TUNES1 ( HIS ATTEMPT TO JO9 ! ,*RI/IANS1 & ( ,PAMPHILIUS1 :OM HE HAD NOT SE5 = T5 YE>S4 ,!SE RECOLLECTIONS W]E /ILL FUR!R /R5G!N$ BY CONV]SATIONS ) HIS WIFE1 :O1 DUR+ HIS ILLNESS1 WAS FREQU5TLY ) HIM1 & TOLD HIM EV]Y?+ %E C\LD LE>N AB\T ,*RI/IANITY FROM H] SLAVE-WOMAN4 ,?IS SLAVE-WOMAN HAD LIV$ = A TIME 9 ! SAME COMMUNITY :]E ,PAMPHILIUS LIV$1 & KNEW HIM4 ,JULIUS WANT$ TO SEE ?IS SLAVE-WOMAN1 & :5 %E CAME TO HIS B$- SIDE %E GAVE HIM A CIRCUM/ANTIAL ACC\NT ( EV]Y?+1 & P>TICUL>LY AB\T ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,PAMPHILIUS10 ! SLAVE-WOMAN SAID1 0 WAS ONE ( ! BE/ ( ! BRE?R51 & WAS LOV$ & REG>D$ BY !M ALL4 ,HE WAS M>RI$ TO ?AT SAME ,MAGDAL9A :OM ,JULIUS HAD SE5 T5 YE>S PREVI\S4 ,!Y ALREADY HAD SEV]AL *ILDR54 ,ANY MAN :O DID NOT BELIEVE ?AT ,GOD HAD CREAT$ M5 = !IR GOOD %\LD GO & OBS]VE ! LIVES ( !SE10 SAID ! SLAVE-WOMAN 9 CON- CLUSION4 ,JULIUS DISMISS$ ! SLAVE-WOMAN & REMA9$ ALONE1 ?9K+ OV] :AT HE HAD HE>D4 ,IT MADE HIM 5VI\S TO COMP>E ,PAMPHILIUS' LIFE ) HIS [N1 & HE TRI$ NOT TO ?9K AB\T IT4 ,9 ORD] TO DIV]T HIS M9D1 HE TOOK ! ,GREEK MANU- SCRIPT :I* HIS WIFE HAD PUT 9TO HIS H&S1 & BEGAN TO READ IT4 ,9 ! MANUSCRIPT HE READS AS FOLL[S 3 - ,!RE >E TWO PA?S 3 ONE ( LIFE & ONE ( DEA?4 ,! PA? ( LIFE CONSI/S 9 ?IS 3 FIR/1 ?\ MU/ LOVE ,GOD1 :O CREAT$ !E 2 SECONDLY1 ?Y NEIM5T1 GIVE ALSO ?Y %IRT2 ,GIVE TO EV]Y ONE ?AT ASKE? ( !E & DEM& IT NOT BACK1 S9CE ! ,FA!R DESIRES ?AT ,HIS B5EFIC5T GIFTS BE GIV5 UNTO ALL4 ,BLESS$ IS HE ?AT GIVE ? ACCORD+ TO ! ,COMM&M5TS4 ,MY *ILD 6 %UN ALL EVIL & ALL APPE>ANCE ( EVIL4 ,BE NOT GIV5 TO WRA?1 S9CE WRA? LEADE? TO MURD] 2 NOR TO JEAL\SY1 NOR TO QU>RELSOM5ESS1 S9CE ! \TCOME ( ALL !SE IS MURD]4 ,MY *ILD6 BE NOT LU/FUL1 S9CE LU/ LEADE? TO =NICATION 2 BE NOT OBSC5E1 = FROM OBSC5ITY PROCE$E? ADULT]Y4 ,MY *ILD6 BE NOT DECEITFUL1 BECAUSE FALSEHOOD LEADE? TO !FT2 BE NOT M]C5>Y1 BE NOT O/5TATI\S1 S9CE FROM ALL ?IS PRO- CE$E? !FT4 ,MY *ILD6 BE NOT A MURMUR]1 S9CE ?IS LEADE? TO BLASPHEMY 2 BE NOT 9SOL5T OR EVIL-M9D$1 S9CE FROM ALL ?IS COME? BLAS- PHEMY4 ,BUT BE MEEK1 = ! MEEK %ALL 9H]IT ! E>?4 ,BE LONG- SUFF]+ & G5TLE & MILD & HUMBLE & GOOD1 & ALWAYS BEW>E ( ! WORDS TO :I* ?\ L5DE/ ?9E E>4 ,BE NOT PUFF$ UP ) PRIDE & GIVE NOT ?Y S\L TO 9SOL5CE4 ,YEA1 V]ILY1 LET NOT ?Y S\L CLEAVE TO ! PR\D1 BUT TREAT ! JU/ & ! PEACEFUL AS ?Y FRI5DS4 ,ALL ?+S ?AT HAPP5 UNTO !E ACCEPT AS = ?Y GOOD1 KN[- + ?AT NO?+ CAN BEFALL !E )\T ,GOD4 ,MY *ILD6 BE NOT ! CAUSE ( DISCORD1 BUT ACT AS A PEACEMAK] :5 M5 >E QU>REL+4 ,WID5 NOT ?Y H&S TO RECEIVE1 & MAKE !M NOT N>R[ :5 ?\ GIVES T4 ,HESITATE NOT AB\T GIV+2 & :5 ?\ HA/ GIV51 DO NOT REP9E1 = ?\ KN[E/ :O IS ! B5EFIC5T GIV] ( REW>DS4 ,TURN NOT FROM ! NE$Y BUT %>E ALL ?+S ) ?Y BRO!R1 & CALL NO?+ ?9E [N PROP]TY1 = IF Y\ >E ALL %>]S 9 ! IMP]I%ABLE1 !N H[ MU* MORE 9 ?AT :I* P]I%E?4 ,TEA* ?Y *ILDR5 FROM E>LY Y\? ! FE> ( ,GOD4 ,CORRECT NOT ?Y MAN-S]VANT NOR ?Y MAID-S]VANT 9 ANG]1 LE/ !Y CEASE TO FE> ,GOD1 :O IS ABOVE Y\ BO? 2 = ,HE COM- E? NOT TO CALL M51 JUDG+ BY :OM !Y >E1 BUT ,HE CALLE? ?OSE :OM ! ,SPIRIT HA? PREP>$4 ,BUT ! PA? ( ,DEA? IS ?IS 3 FIR/ ( ALL IT IS EVIL & FULL ( CURSES 2 H]E >E MURD]1 ADULT]Y1 LU/1 =NICATION1 ROBB]Y1 IDOLATRY1 SORC]Y1 POISON1 RAPE1 FALSE EVID5CE1 HYPOCRISY1 DUPLICITY1 SLYNESS1 PRIDE1 WRA?1 >ROGANCE1 GRE$9ESS1 OBSC5ITY1 HATR$1 9SOL5CE1 PRESUMPTION1 VANITY 2 H]E >E ! P]SECUTORS ( ! GOOD1 HAT]S ( ! TRU?1 LOV]S ( FALSEHOOD1 ?OSE ?AT DO NOT RECOGNIZE REW>DS = JU/ICE1 ?AT DO NOT CL+ TO ! GOOD NOR TO JU/ JUDGM5T1 ?OSE ?AT >E VIGILANT1 NOT = :AT IS RIE ?OSE ?AT LOVE VANITY & YE>N = REW>DS1 ?AT HAVE NO SYMPA?Y ) !IR NEIE ( ALL SU* P]SONS 6 ,LONG BE=E HE HAD READ ! MANUSCRIPT TO ! 5D1 ,JULIUS HAD ! EXP]I5CE :I* M5 ALWAYS HAVE :5 !Y READ BOOKS ?AT IS TO SAY1 ! ?\Y PH5OM5ON1 NOT NOTIC$ BY MANY P]SONS & YET MO/ MY/]I\S & SIGNIFICANT1 CONSI/+ 9 ?IS1 ?AT ! SO-CALL$ LIV+ MAN BECOMES ALIVE :5 HE 5T]S 9TO COMMUNION UNITES ) ! SO-CALL$ DEAD1 & LIVES ONE LIFE ) !M4 ,JULIUS' S\L M]G$ ) ! ONE :O HAD WRITT5 & COMPOS$ !SE ?\D TO LIFE1 & BY HIS TEMPTATIONS1 HE HAD ONLY DE- /ROY$ 9 HIMSELF ! POSSIBILITY ( A TRUE LIFE4 0 ,I DO NOT WI% TO DE/ROY LIFE 2 ,I WI% TO LIVE1 TO GO ON ! PA? ( LIFE10 HE SAID TO HIMSELF4 ,HE REMEMB]$ ALL ?AT ,PAMPHILIUS HAD SAID TO HIM 9 !IR =M] 9T]VIEWS1 & IT SEEM$ TO HIM N[ SO CLE> & 9DUBITABLE ?AT HE WAS AMAZ$ ?AT HE C\LD EV] HAVE BELIEV$ 9 ! /RANG]1 & HAVE R5\NC$ HIS 9T5TION ( GO+ TO ! ,*RI/IANS4 ,HE REMEM- B]$ ALSO :AT ! /RANG] HAD SAID TO HIM 3 0 ,GO :5 Y\ HAVE HAD EXP]I5CE ( LIFE40 0 ,WELL1 ,I HAVE HAD EXP]I5CE ( LIFE1 & F\ND NO?- + 9 IT40 ,HE ALSO REMEMB]$ H[ ,PAMPHILIUS HAD SAID TO HIM ?AT :5EV] HE %\LD COME TO !M !Y W\LD BE GLAD TO RECEIVE HIM4 0 ,NO1 ,I HAVE ]R$ & SUFF]$ 5\<10 HE SAID TO HIMSELF4 0 ,I WILL R5\NCE EV]Y?+1 & ,I WILL GO TO !M & LIVE AS IT SAYS H]E40 ,HE COMMUNICAT$ HIS PLAN TO HIS WIFE1 & %E WAS DELIRY IT 9TO EXECUTION4 ,:AT %\LD !Y DO ) ! *IL- DR5 8 ,%\LD !Y TAKE !M ALONG OR LEAVE !M ) !IR GR&MO!R 8 ,H[ C\LD !Y TAKE !M8 ,H[1 AFT] ! T5D]NESS ( !IR NURTURE1 SUBJECT !M TO ALL ! TRIALS ( AN AU/]E LIFE 8 ,! SLAVE-WOMAN PROPOS$ TO ACCOMPANY !M4 ,BUT ! MO!R WAS TR\BL$ AB\T H] *ILDR51 & DECL>$ ?AT IT W\LD BE BETT] TO LEAVE !M ) !IR GR&MO!R1 & GO ALONE4 ,& !Y BO? DECID$ TO DO ?IS4 ,ALL WAS DET]M9$1 & NO?+ BUT ,JULIUS' ILLNESS PREV5T$ ITS FULFILLM5T4 ,*,A,P,T,] ,V,I,I ,9 ?IS CONDITION ( M9D ,JULIUS FELL ASLEEP4 ,! NEXT MORN+ HE WAS TOLD ?AT A SKILLFUL PHYSICIAN TRAVEL+ ?R\< ! CITY DESIR$ TO SEE HIM1 & PROMIS$ TO GIVE HIM SPE$Y RELIEF4 ,JULIUS ) JOY RECEIV$ ! PHYSICIAN4 ,HE PROV$ TO BE NONE O!R ?AN ! /RANG] :OM ,JULIUS HAD MET :5 HE />T$ TO JO9 ! ,*RI/IANS4 ,AFT] HE HAD EXAM9$ HIS W\NDS1 ! PHYSICIAN PRE- SCRIB$ C]TA9 SIMPLES = R5EW+ HIS /R5G?4 0 ,%ALL ,I BE ABLE TO WORK ) MY >M 8 0 ASK$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,OH1 YES1 TO DRIVE A *>IOT1 OR TO WRITE2 YES40 0 ,BUT ,I MEAN H>D WORK TO DIG 8 0 0 ,I WAS NOT ?9K+ AB\T ?AT10 SAID ! PHYSICIAN1 0BECAUSE SU* WORK IS NOT NECESS>Y TO ONE 9 Y\R POSITION40 0 ,ON ! CONTR>Y1 IT IS V]Y NECESS>Y TO ME10 SAID ,JULIUS 2 & HE TOLD ! PHYSICIAN ?AT S9CE ! TIME HE HAD LA/ SE5 HIM HE HAD FOLL[$ HIS ADVICE1 HAD MADE TRIAL ( LIFE1 BUT LIFE HAD NOT GIV5 HIM :AT IT HAD PROM- IS$ HIM1 BUT1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 HAD DISILLUSION$ HIM1 & ?AT HE N[ WAS GO+ TO C>RY \T ! PLAN ( :I* HE HAD SPOK5 TO HIM AT ?AT TIME4 #d ',YES1 EVID5TLY !Y HAVE PUT 9TO EFFECT ALL !IR P[]S ( DECEPTION & 5TANGL$ Y\1 IF Y\1 9 Y\R POSITION1 ) Y\R RESPONSIBILITIES1 ESPECIALLY 9 REG>D TO Y\R *ILDR51 CANNOT SEE !IR FALLACIES40 0 ,READ ?IS10 WAS ALL ?AT ,JULIUS SAID1 PRODUC+ ! MANUSCRIPT HE HAD BE5 READ+4 ,! PHYSICIAN TOOK ! MANUSCRIPT & GLANC$ AT IT4 0 ,I KN[ ?IS10 SAID HE2 0,I KN[ ?IS FRAUD1 & ,I AM SURPRIS$ ?AT SU* A CLEV] MAN AS Y\"9 >E CAN FALL 9TO SU* A SN>E40 0 ,I DO NOT UND]/& Y\4 ,:]E LIES ! SN>E 8 0 0 ,! :OLE ?+ IS 9 LIFE 2 & H]E !SE SOPHI/S & REBELS AGA9/ M5 & ! GODS PROPOSE A HAPPY PA? ( LIFE 9 :I* ALL M5 W\LD BE HAPPY 2 !RE W\LD BE NO W>S1 NO EXECUTIONS1 NO POV]TY1 NO LIC5- TI\SNESS1 NO QU>RELS1 NO EVIL4 ,& !Y 9SI/ ?AT SU* A CONDITION ( M5 W\LD COME AB\T :5 M5 %\LD FULFILL ! PRECEPTS ( ,*RI/ 2 NOT TO QU>REL1 NOT TO COMMIT =NICATION1 NOT TO BLASPHEME1 NOT TO USE VIO- L5CE1 NOT TO BE> ILL-WILL AGA9/ ONE ANO!R4 ,BUT !Y MAKE A MI/AKE 9 TAK+ ! 5D = ! MEANS4 ,!IR AIM IS TO KEEP FROM QU>REL+1 FROM BLASPHEMY1 FROM =NICATION1 & ! LIKE1 & ?IS AIM IS ATTA9$ ONLY BY MEANS ( SOCIAL LIFE4 ,& 9 SPEAK+ ?US !Y SAY ALMO/ :AT A TEA*] ( >*]Y %\LD SAY1 IF HE SAID1 ' ,Y\ WILL HIT ! T>GET :5 Y\R >R[ FLIES 9 A /RAIGET4' 0 ,BUT ! PROBLEM IS1 H[ TO MAKE IT FLY 9 A /RAI*]Y BY ! /R+ BE+ TIR[ /RAIREL1 OR COMMIT ADULT]Y1 OR DO MURD] IS ATTA9$ BY ! B[/R+ ! RUL]S 2 ! ELA/ICITY ( ! B[ ! =CE ( ! AU?ORITIES 2 & ! /RAIR[ ! EQUITY ( ! LAW4 #a 0 ,NOT ONLY ?IS10 CONT9U$ ! PHYSICIAN1 0 LET US ADMIT :AT IS S5SELESS1 :AT IS IMPOSSIBLE LET US ADMIT ?AT ! F\NDATIONS ( ?IS ,*RI/IAN DOCTR9E MAY BE COMMUNICAT$ TO ALL M51 LIKE A DOSE ( C]TA9 DROPS1 & ?AT SUDD5LY ALL M5 %\LD FULFILL ,*RI/'S TEA*- +S1 LOVE ,GOD & !IR FELL[S1 & FULFILL ! PRECEPTS4 ,LET US ADMIT ?IS1 & YET ! WAY ( LIFE1 ACCORD+ TO !IR TEA*+1 W\LD NOT BE> EXAM9ATION4 ,!RE W\LD BE NO LIFE1 & LIFE W\LD BE CUT %ORT4 ,N[ ! LIV+ LIVE \T !IR LIVES1 BUT !IR *ILDR5 WILL NOT LIVE #a ,9 ! V]Y FREE ,FR5* P>APHRASE ( ?IS P>ABLE ! PHYSICIAN1 )\T PAUS+1 REM>KS ?AT ! ,*RI/IANS ACKN[LEG$ NO RUL]S1 NO AU?ORITY1 NO LAWS4 ,JULIUS REPLIES ?AT !Y CLAIM ?AT EV5 )\T RUL]S1 AU?ORITIES1 & LAWS1 HUMAN LIFE WILL BE VA/LY BETT] IF M5 W\LD ONLY FULFILL ! LAW ( ,*RI/4 ,! PHYSICIAN REPLIES 3 0 ,BUT :AT GU>ANTEE HAVE WE ?AT M5 WILL FULFILL ?AT LAW4 ,ABSOLUTELY NONE4 ,!Y SAY 3 ,Y\ HAVE MADE TRIAL ( LIFE ) AU?ORITIES & LAWS1 & IT HAS ALWAYS BE5 A FAILURE4 ,TRY IT N[ )\T AU?ORITIES & LAWS1 & Y\ WILL SOON SEE IT BECOM+ P]FECT4' ,Y\ CANNOT D5Y ?IS1 NOT HAV+ TE/$ IT BY EXPE- RI5CE4 ,H]E ! SOPHI/RY ( !SE IMPI\S M5 BECOMES EVID5T4 ,>E !Y ANY MORE LOGICAL ?AN ! F>M] :O %\LD SAY 3 ' ,Y\ S[ ! SE$ 9 ! GR\ND1 & !N COV] IT UP ) SOIL1 & YET ! CROP FALLS F> BEL[ Y\R DESIRES4 ,MY ADVICE IS 3 S[ IT 9 ! SEA1 & ! RESULT WILL BE F> MORE SATISFACTORY4' ,& DO NOT ATTEMPT TO D5Y ?IS !ORY 2 Y\ CANNOT DO SO1 NEV] HAV+ TE/$ IT BY EXP]I5CE40 ,?IS IS ! >GU- M5T ?AT %AKES ,JULIUS' RESOLUTION2 BUT IT IS ALL OMITT$ FROM ! ,MOSC[ $ITION ( #a#h#i#h4 ,PROBABLY ! DOCTR9E ( ,*RI/IAN AN>*Y1 ?US ADVO- CAT$1 CAUCELY PROTECTS !M FROM DE/RUCTION 8 ,:AT !N WILL IT BE :5 ?IS MO!R-PASSION IS TRANSLAT$ 9TO A G5]AL COMMIS]ATION1 ! SAME = ALL *ILDR5 8 ,:O WILL TAKE & PROTECT ! *ILD 8 ,:O WILL SP5D SLEEPLESS NIMOR = ! *ILD 9 ! MO!R'S LOVE 2 !Y TAKE IT AWAY1 GIV+ NO?+ 9 ITS PLACE4 ,:O WILL $UCATE ! BOY 8 ,:O WILL P5ETRATE 9TO HIS S\L1 IF NOT HIS FA!R 8 ,:O WILL W>D (F DANG] 8 ,ALL ?IS IS PUT ASIDE 6 ,ALL LIFE ?AT IS ! P]PETUATION ( ! HUMAN RACE IS PUT ASIDE40 0,?AT SEEMS CORRECT10 SAID ,JULIUS1 C>RI$ AWAY BY ! PHYSICIAN'S ELOQU5CE4 0,NO1 MY FRI5D1 HAVE NO?+ TO DO ) ?IS NON- S5SE1 & LIVE RATIONALLY 2 ESPECIALLY N[1 :5 SU* GREAT1 S]I\S1 & PRESS+ RESPONSIBILITIES RE/ UPON Y\4 ,TO FULFILL !M IS A MATT] ( HONOR4 ,Y\ HAVE LIV$ TO REA* Y\R SECOND P]IOD ( D\BT1 BUT GO ON- W>D1 & Y\R D\BTS WILL VANI%4 ,Y\R FIR/ & 9DU- BITABLE OBLIGATION IS TO $UCATE Y\R *ILDR51 :OM Y\ HAVE NEGLECT$ 2 Y\R OBLIGATION T[>D !M IS TO MAKE !M WOR?Y S]VANTS ( !IR C\NTRY4 ,! EXI/5T =M ( GOV]NM5T HAS GIV5 Y\ ALL Y\ HAVE 3 Y\ \Y4 ,NO?+ IS GIV5 TO US )\T EF=T & /RUGGLE4 ,& ! JOY ( TRIUMPH IS MID4 ,BEG9 A LIFE ) A RECOGNITION ( Y\R DUTY1 & ALL Y\R D\BTS WILL VANI%4 ,!Y W]E CAUS$ BY Y\R FEEBLE /ATE ( HEAL?4 ,FULFILL Y\R OBLIGATIONS TO ! C\N- TRY BY S]V+ IT1 & BY $UCAT+ Y\R *ILDR5 = ?IS S]VICE4 ,PUT !M ON !IR FEET SO ?AT !Y MAY TAKE Y\R PLACE1 & !N CALMLY DEVOTE Y\RSELF TO ?AT LIFE :I* ATTRACTS Y\ 2 TILL !N Y\ HAVE NO RIN$ PHYSICIAN'S SIMPLES OR HIS ADVICE HAD !IR EFFECT ON ,JULIUS 3 HE V]Y SPE$ILY RECOV]$ HIS SPIRITS1 & HIS NOTIONS CONC]N+ ! ,*RI/IAN LIFE SEEM$ TO HIM IDLE VAPOR+S4 ,! PHYSICIAN1 AFT] A VISIT ( A FEW DAYS1 TOOK HIS DEP>TURE4 ,SOON AFT]1 ,JULIUS GOT UP1 &1 PR(IT+ BY HIS ADVICE1 BEGAN A NEW LIFE4 ,HE 5GAG$ TUTORS = HIS *ILDR51 & HE HIMSELF SUP]9T5D$ !IR 9/RUC- TION4 ,HIS TIME WAS :OLLY SP5T 9 PUBLIC DUTIES1 & V]Y SOON HE ACQUIR$ GREAT CONSID]ATION 9 ! CITY4 ,?US ,JULIUS LIV$ A YE>1 & DUR+ ?IS YE> NOT ONCE DID HE REMEMB] ! ,*RI/IANS4 ,BUT DUR+ ?IS TIME A TRIBUNAL WAS APPO9T$ TO TRY ! ,*RI/IANS 9 !IR CITY4 ,AN EMISS>Y ( ! ,ROMAN ,EMPIRE HAD COME TO ,CILICIA TO /AMP \T ! ,*RI/IAN FAI?4 ,JULIUS HE>D ( ! MEASURES TAK5 AGA9/ ! ,*RI/IANS1 & ?\< HE SUPPOS$ ?AT IT CONC]N$ ! ,*RI/IAN COMMUNITY 9 :I* ,PAMPHILIUS LIV$1 HE DID NOT ?9K ( HIM4 ,BUT ONE DAY AS HE WAS WALK+ ALONG ! SQU>E 9 ! PLACE :]E HIS (FICIAL DUTIES CALL$ HIM1 HE WAS ACCO/$ BY A POORLY DRESS$1 ELD]LY MAN1 :OM HE DID NOT RECOGNIZE AT FIR/4 ,IT WAS ,PAMPHILIUS4 ,HE CAME UP TO ,JULIUS1 LEAD+ A *ILD BY ! H&4 0 ,H[ >E Y\1 FRI5D 8 0 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,I HAVE A GREAT FAVOR TO ASK ( Y\1 BUT ,I DON'T KN[ AS Y\ 'WILL BE WILL+ TO RECOGNIZE ME AS Y\R FRI5D1 N[ ?AT WE ,*RI/IANS >E BE+ P]SECUT$ 2 Y\ MIKET SO AS TO TALK ) Y\ & BE ( S]VICE TO Y\4 ,LET US GO HOME TOGE!R4 ,:OSE *ILD IS ?IS 8 0 0 ,IT IS MY SON40 0 ,REALLY1 ,I NE$ NOT HAVE ASK$4 ,I RECOGNIZE Y\R FEATURES 9 HIM4 ,I RECOGNIZE ALSO ?OSE BLUE EYES1 & ,I %\LD NOT HAVE TO ASK :O Y\R WIFE IS 3 %E IS ! BEAUTIFUL WOMAN :OM ,I SAW ) Y\ SOME YE>S AGO40 0,Y\ HAVE SURMIS$ CORRECTLY10 REPLI$ ,PAMPHILIUS4 0 ,%ORTLY AFT] WE MET1 %E BECAME MY WIFE40 ,! FRI5DS W5T TO ,JULIUS' HOME4 ,JULIUS SUM- MON$ HIS WIFE & GAVE ! BOY TO H]1 & BR\ US10 SAID ,JULIUS4 0 ,I AM NOT AFRAID ( BE+ HE>D10 REPLI$ ,PAMPHILIUS2 0 S9CE MY REQUE/ IS NOT ?AT ! ,*RI/IANS1 :O HAVE BE5 >RE/$1 MAY NOT BE S5T5C$ & EXECUT$1 BUT ONLY ?AT !Y MAY BE P]MITT$ PUBLICLY TO CONFESS !IR FAI?40 ,& ,PAMPHILIUS TOLD H[ ! ,*RI/IANS >RE/$ BY ! AU?ORITIES HAD S5T WORD TO ! COMMUNITY FROM ! DUNGEONS :]E !Y W]E CONF9$4 ,! ELD] ,CYRIL1 KN[+ ( ,PAMPHILIUS' RELATIONS ) ,JULIUS1 COMMISSION$ HIM TO GO & PLEAD = ! ,*RI/IANS4 ,! ,*RI/IANS DID NOT ASK = M]CY4 ,!Y CONSID]$ IT !IR MISSION TO BE> WITNESS TO ! TRU? ( ,*RI/'S TEA*+4 ,!Y C\LD BE> WITNESS TO ?IS 9 ! C\RSE ( A LONG LIFE ( EIS1 & !Y C\LD BE> WIT- NESS TO ! SAME BY 5DUR+ TORTURES4 ,EI!R WAY WAS IMMAT]IAL TO !M 2 & PHYSICAL DEA?1 UNAVOIDA- BLE AS IT WAS1 = !M WAS ALIKE FREE FROM T]ROR & FULL ( JOY1 :E!R IT CAME IMM$IATELY OR AT ! 5D ( HALF A C5TURY 3 BUT !Y WI%$ !IR LIVES TO BE USE- FUL TO M51 & !RE=E !Y HAD S5T ,PAMPHILIUS TO LABOR 9 !IR BEHALF1 ?AT !IR TRIAL & PUNI%M5T MILY PLEASANT FEEL+ ( T5D]NESS :I* Y\ HAVE ALWAYS AWAK5$ 9 ME 2 BUT ,I MU/ CONFESS ?AT ,I CONSID] Y\R DOCTR9E MO/ S5SELESS & H>MFUL4 ,I CAN JUDGE1 9 REG>D TO ?IS1 BECAUSE NOT V]Y LONG AGO1 9 A MOM5T ( DISAP- PO9TM5T & ILLNESS1 9 A /ATE ( DEPRESSION ( SPIRITS1 ,I ONCE MORE %>$ Y\R VIEWS1 & ONCE MORE ALMO/ AB&ON$ EV]Y?+ & W5T TO Y\4 ,I UND]/& ON :AT Y\R ]ROR IS BAS$1 = ,I HAVE BE5 ?R\< IT 2 IT IS BAS$ ON SELFI%NESS1 ON WEAKNESS ( SPIRIT1 & ! FEEBL5ESS CAUS$ BY ILL HEAL? 2 IT IS A CRE$ = WOM51 BUT NOT = M540 0,:Y SO80 0 ,BECAUSE1 \T ( PRIDE1 9/EAD ( TAK+ P>T BY Y\R LABORS 9 ! AFFAIRS ( ! EMPIRE1 & 9 PROPOR- TION TO Y\R S]VICES RIS+ HI<] & HI<] 9 ! E/IMATION ( M51 #a Y\ =?)1 BY Y\R PRIDE1 ,I SAY1 REG>D ALL M5 EQUAL1 SO ?AT Y\ CONSID] NO ONE HI<] ?AN Y\RSELVES1 & CONSID] Y\RSELVES EQUAL TO ,CES>4 0 ,Y\ Y\RSELF ?9K SO1 & TEA* O!RS TO ?9K SO4 ,& = ! WEAK & ! LAZY ?IS IS A GREAT TEMPTATION4 ,9/EAD ( LABOR+1 EV]Y SLAVE IMM$IATELY C\NTS HIM- SELF EQUAL TO ,CES>4 ,IF M5 LI/5$ TO Y\1 SOCIETY W\LD BE DISSOLV$1 & WE %\LD RETURN TO PRIMITIVE SAVAG]Y4 ,Y\ 9 ! EMPIRE PREA* ! DISSOLUTION ( EMPIRE4 ,BUT Y\R V]Y EXI/5CE IS DEP5D5T ON ! EMPIRE4 ,IF IT WAS NOT = ?AT1 Y\ W\LD NOT BE4 ,Y\ W\LD ALL BE SLAVES ( ! ,SCY?IANS OR ! B>B>IANS1 ! FIR/ :O KNEW ( Y\R CONDITION4 ,Y\ >E LIKE A TUMOR DE/ROY+ ! BODY1 BUT ABLE TO MAKE A %[1 & TO FE$ ON ! BODY & NO?+ ELSE4 ,& ! LIV+ BODY /RUGGLES ) IT & SUPPRESSES IT 6 ,?US #a ,9 ! ,FR5* TRANSLATION1 ?IS S5T5CE IS REPLAC$ BY ANO!R TO ! EFFECT ?AT ! ,*RI/IANS1 :ILE ACKN[L$G+ ?AT DISCORD & VIOL5CE >E A P>T ( HUMAN NATURE1 NEV]!LESS TAKE ADVANTAGE ( ?IS ORGANIZATION ( SOCIETY4 0 ,! WORLD HAS ALWAYS EXI/$ BY MEANS ( ITS RUL]S 3 !Y ASSUME ! RESPONSIBILITY ( GOV]N+1 !Y PROTECT US FROM 5EMIES1 DOME/IC & =EIGN4 ,WE SUBJECTS1 9 RETURN = ?IS1 PAY ! RUL]S DEF]5CE & HOMAGE1 OBEY !IR COMM&S1 & ASSI/ !M BY S]V+ ! ,/ATE :5 WE >E NE$$40 ,$4 DO WE ACT 9 REG>D TO Y\1 & WE CANNOT DO O!RWISE4 ,& NOT)/&+ MY PROMISE TO HELP Y\1 & TO COMPLY ) Y\R REQUE/1 ,I LOOK ON Y\R DOCTR9E AS MO/ H>MFUL & L[3 L[1 BECAUSE DI%ONORABLY & UNJU/LY Y\ DEV\R ! BREA/ ?AT N\RI%ES Y\ 3 TAKE ADVANTAGE ( ! BLESS+S ( ! IMP]IAL ORD] )\T %>+ 9 ITS SUPPORT1 & YET TRY+ TO DE/ROY IT6 0 0 ,:AT Y\ SAY W\LD BE JU/10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS1 0IF WE REALLY LIV$ AS Y\ ?9K4 ,BUT Y\ DO NOT KN[ AB\T \R LIFE1 & Y\ HAVE =M$ A FALSE CONCEPTION ( IT4 ,= Y\1 ) Y\R HABITUAL LUXURY1 IT IS H>D TO IMAG9E H[ LITTLE A MAN REQUIRES :5 HE EXI/S )\T SUP]- FLUITIES4 ,A MAN IS SO CON/ITUT$ ?AT1 :5 HE IS WELL1 HE CAN PRODUCE ) HIS H&S F> MORE ?AN HE NE$S = ! SUPPORT ( HIS LIFE4 ,LIV+ 9 A COMMUNITY AS WE DO1 WE >E ABLE BY \R LABOR TO SUPPORT )\T EF=T \R *ILDR51 & ! AG$ & ! SICK & ! FEEBLE4 ,Y\ ASS]T ?AT WE ,*RI/IANS >\SE 9 ! SLAVE ! DESIRE TO BE ! ,CES> 2 ON ! CONTR>Y1 BO? BY WORD & DE$ WE FULFILL ONE ?+ 3 PATI5T SUBMIS- SIV5ESS & WORK1 ! MO/ HUMBLE WORK ( ALL ! WORK ( ! WORK+-MAN4 ,WE KN[ NO?+ & WE C>E NO?+ AB\T AFFAIRS ( /ATE4 ,WE KN[ ONE ?+1 BUT WE KN[ IT BEYOND QUE/ION1 ?AT \R WELL-BE+ IS ONLY :5 ! WELL-BE+ ( O!RS IS F\ND1 & WE /RIVE AFT] ?IS WELL-BE+2 ! WELL-BE+ ( ALL M5 IS 9 !IR UNION40 #a #a ,ANO!R LONG PASSAGE IS H]E OMITT$ 3 ,PAMPHILIUS GOES ON TO SAY ?AT ! UNION ( M5 MU/ BE BR\T 9 EI!R2 !IR %>E CONSI/S 9 SUBMITT+ TO IT )\T PROTE/4 ,JULIUS 9T]RUPTS HIM1 & DECL>ES ?AT :ILE !Y >E READY TO BE M>TYRS & EAG] TO LAY D[N !IR LIVES = ! TRU?1 9 REALITY TRU? IS NOT 9 !M 3 !Y PREA* LOVE1 BUT ! RESULT ( !IR PREA*+ IS SAVAG]Y1 RETROGRESSION TO PRIMITIVE CONDITIONS ( MURD]1 ROBB]Y1 & EV]Y K9D ( VIOL5CE4 ,PAMPHILIUS D5IES ?AT SU* IS ! CASE 3 MURD]1 ROBB]Y1 & VIOL5CE EXI/$ LONG BE=E ,*RI/IANITY1 & M5 F\ND NO WAY ( COP+ ) !M4 ,:5 VIOL5CE MEETS VIOL5CE CRIMES >E NOT *ECK$1 BUT >E PROVOK$1 BECAUSE FEEL+S ( ANG] & BITT]NESS >E >\S$4 ,9 ! MIE ?OR\D$1 NEV]!LESS DEBAU*]Y & CRIME >E EV]Y:]E PREVAL5T 2 9 ! E>LY DAYS1 :5 LAWS W]E NOT SO NUM]\S OR SO C>E- FULLY ADM9I/]$1 !RE WAS A HI<] /&>D ( VIRTUE2 BUT SIMULTANE- \SLY ) ! /UDY & APPLICATION ( ! LAWS1 !RE HAS BE5 GO+ ON 9 ! ,ROMAN ,EMPIRE A /EADY DET]IORATION ( MORALS1 ACCOMPANI$ BY A VA/ 9CREASE 9 ! NUMB] & V>IETY ( CRIM9AL (F5SES4 ,! ONLY WAY TO GRAPPLE ) SU* CRIMES & EVIL IS ! ,*RI/IAN WAY ( LOVE4 ,! HEA!N WEAPONS ( V5GEANCE1 PUNI%M5T1 & VIOL5CE >E 9EFFICACI\S4 ,ALL ! PREV5TIVE & REM$IAL LAWS & PUNI%M5TS 9 ! WORLD WILL FAIL TO ]ADICATE PEOPLE'S PROP5SITIES TO DO WRONG4 ,! ROOT ( ! EVIL MU/ BE GOT AT1 & ?AT IS DONE BY REA*+ ! 9DIVIDUAL4 ,MO/ CRIMES >E P]PETRAT$ BY M5 :O DESIRE TO GET MORE ( ?IS WORLD'S GOODS ?AN !Y CAN RIE P]PETRAT$ UND] ! PROTECTION ( ! LAW1 & ?OSE ?AT >E PUNI%ABLE >E SO CLEV]LY MANAG$ ?AT !Y (T5 ESCAPE ! P5ALTY4 ,*RI/IANITY TAKES AWAY ALL 9C5TIVE TO SU* CRIMES1 BECAUSE ?OSE ?AT PRACTICE IT REFUSE TO TAKE MORE ?AN :AT IS /RICTLY NE$$ = ! SUPPORT ( LIFE1 & !REBY GIVE UP TO O!RS !IR FREE LABOR4 ,SO ?AT ! SIE DRIV5 TO DESP]ATION BY HUNG] F9D :AT !Y NE$ )\T HAV- + TO USE VIOL5T MEANS ( OBTA9+ IT4 ,SOME CRIM9ALS AVOID !M ALTO- GE!R 2 O!RS JO9 !M1 & GRADUALLY BECOME USEFUL WORK]S4 ,AS REG>DS ! CRIMES PROVOK$ BY ! PLAY ( PASSIONS 3 JEAL\SY1 C>NAL LOVE1 ANG]1 & HATR$4 ,LAWS NEV] RE/RA9 SU* CRIM9ALS 2 OB/ACLES ONLY MAKE !M WORSE2 BUT ,*RI/IANITY TEA*ES M5 TO CURB !IR PAS- SIONS BY A LIFE ( LOVE & LABOR1 SO ?AT ! SPIRITUAL PR9CIPLE WILL OV]- COME ! FLE%LY 2 & AS ,*RI/IANITY SPREADS1 ! NUMB] ( CRIMES ( ?IS SORT WILL DIM9I%4 ,!RE IS /ILL ANO!R CLASS ( CRIMES1 HE GOES ON TO SAY1 :I* HAVE !IR ROOT 9 A S9C]E DESIRE TO HELP HUMANITY4 ,! WI% TO ALLEVIATE ! SUFF]+S ( AN 5TIRE PEOPLE WILL IMPEL C]TA9 M5 CALL$ REVOLUTIONI/S TO KILL A TYRANT ) ! NOTION ?AT !Y >E B5EFIT+ A MAJORITY4 ,! ORIG9 ( SU* CRIMES IS A MI/AK5 CONVICTION ?AT EVIL MAY BE DONE 9 ORD] ?AT GOOD MAY FOLL[4 ,CRIMES ( ?IS DESCRIPTION >E NOT LESS5$ BY LAWS AGA9/ !M1 !Y >E PROVOK$ BY !M4 ,! M5 ?AT COMMIT CRIMES ( ?IS K9D HAVE A NOBLE MOTIVE A DESIRE TO DO GOOD TO O!RS4 ,MO/ M5 ( ?IS K9D1 ?\< MI/AK5 9 !IR HOPES & BELIEFS1 >E IMPELL$ BY ! NOBLE MOTIVE ( DESIRE TO DO GOOD TO O!RS1 & !Y >E READY TO SACRIFICE !IR LIVES & ALL !Y HAVE1 & NO DANG] OR DIFFICULTY /&S 9 !IR WAY4 ,PUNI%M5T CANNOT RE/RA9 !M 2 DANG] ONLY GIVES !M NEW LIFE &' SPIRIT 2 IF !Y SUFF]1 !Y >E REG>D$ AS M>TYRS1 & E>N ! SYMPA?Y ( MANK9D1 & !Y /IMULATE O!RS TO GO & DO LIKEWISE4 ,! ,*RI/IANS1 ?\< !Y CLE>LY P]CEIVE ! ]ROR ( SU* CONSPIRA- TORS1 APPRECIATE !IR S9C]ITY & SELF-D5IAL1 & RECOGNIZE !M AS BRE?- ]N ON ! GR\ND ( ! POSITIVE GOOD :I* !Y POSSESS4 ,MANY ( !SE 0,! S\RCE ( ?IS IS NOT 9 US1 BUT \TSIDE ( US4 ,WE REG>D AS HI<] ?AN ANY?+ ! LAW ( ,GOD1 :I* CONTROLS BY \R CONSCI5CE & BY REASON4 ,WE CONSPIRATORS REG>D ! ,*RI/IANS1 NOT AS FOES1 BUT AS M5 S9C]ELY & EAG]LY B5T ON DO+ GOOD1 & SO HAVE JO9$ !M1 ACCEPT+ ! CON- VICTION ?AT A QUIET LIFE ( TOIL & 9CESSANT SOLICITUDE = ! WELF>E ( O!RS IS 9COMP>ATIVELY MORE B5EFICIAL ?AN !IR MOM5T>Y DE$S ( PR[ESS1 /A9$ BY HUMAN BLOOD NE$LESSLY SACRIFIC$4 ,PAMPHILIUS CONCLUDES ?AT ,JULIUS MAY DECIDE = HIMSELF :E!R ! ,*RI/IANS :O PREA* & PROVE ! JOY & DELIISE1 OR ! ,ROMAN RUL]S & JUDGES :O PASS S5T5CES ACCORD+ TO ! LETT] ( A DEAD LAW1 & ?US LA% !IR VICTIMS 9TO FURY & DRIVE !M TO ! UTMO/ HATR$1 >E MO/ FIT TO GRAPPLE SUC- CESSFULLY ) CRIME4 ,JULIUS REPLIES1 0 ,AS LONG AS ,I KEEP LI/5+ TO Y\ ,I SEEM TO GET ! IMPRESSION ?AT Y\R PO9T ( VIEW IS CORRECT40 ,JULIUS IS ALMO/ CONV9C$ BY ?IS >GUM5T1 & ASKS ! SAME QUE/ION AS 9 ! ,MOSC[ $ITION1 BUT ,PAMPHILIUS MAKES A DIFF]5T REPLY4 ,HE SAYS1 ! REASON = ?IS ANOMALY IS NOT 9 ! ,*RI/IANS1 BUT \TSIDE ( !M4 ,ABOVE & BEYOND ! TEMPOR>Y LAWS E/ABLI%$ BY ! ,/ATE & RECOGNIZ$ BY ALL M51 !RE >E ET]NAL LAWS 5GRAV$ 9 ! HE>TS ( M54 ,! ,*RI/IANS OBEY !SE UNIV]SAL LAWS1 DISC]N+ 9 ! LIFE ( ,*RI/ !IR CLE>E/ & FULLE/ EXPRESSION1 & CONDEMN+1 AS A CRIME1 EV]Y =M ( VIOL5CE :I* TRANSGRESSES ,HIS COMM&M5TS4 ,!Y FEEL B\ND TO OBS]VE ! CIVIL LAWS ( ! C\NTRY 9 :I* !Y LIVE1 UNLESS !SE LAWS >E OPPOS$ TO ,GOD'S LAWS4 0 ,R5D] UNTO ,CES> ! ?+S ?AT >E ,CES>'S1 & UNTO ,GOD ! ?+S ?AT >E ,GOD'S40 ,! ,*RI/IANS /RIVE TO AVOID & DO AWAY ) ALL CRIMES1 BO? ?OSE AGA9/ ! ,/ATE & ?OSE ?AT GO C\NT] TO ,GOD'S WILL1 &1 !RE=E1 !IR FIRI$ ON BY ! ,/ATE4 ,BUT ?IS RECOGNITION ( ,GOD'S WILL AS ! HIE ANIMAT$ BY FEEL+S ( 5MITY = ?OSE ?AT PRO- CLAIM ?AT MAN HAS A HI<] MISSION ?AN TO BE M]ELY SUBJECTS ( A ,/ATE OR MEMB]S ( A ,SOCIETY4 ,*RI/ SAID CONC]N+ !M 3 ,WOE UNTO Y\ LAWY]S 6 = YE HAVE TAK5 AWAY ! KEY ( KN[L$GE 3 YE 5T]$ NOT 9 Y\RSELVES1 & !M ?AT W]E 5T]+ 9 YE H9D]$1 ,! ,*RI/IANS 5T]TA9 5MITY AGA9/ NO MAN1 NOT EV5 AGA9/ ?OSE ?AT P]SECUTE !M1 & !IR WAY ( LIFE 9JURES NO MAN4 ,! ONLY REA- SON :Y M5 HATE & P]SECUTE !M IS BECAUSE !IR MANN] ( LIFE IS A CON/ANT REBUKE TO ?OSE :OSE CONDUCT IS BAS$ ON VIOL5CE4 ,*RI/ PRE- DICT$ ?IS HATR$1 BUT1 /R5G!N$ BY ,HIS EXAMPLE1 !Y DO NOT FE> ?OSE ?AT KILL ! BODY4 ,!Y LIVE 9 ! LIE NOT CON- TR>Y TO ,GOD'S 3 ,R5D] UNTO ,CCES> ! ?+S ?AT >E ,CCESAI'S & UNTO ,GOD ! ?+S ?AT >E ,GOD'S4 ,& ?AT IS :Y M5 P]SECUTE US4 ,WE HAVE NOT ! P[] ( /OPP+ ?IS HO/ILITY1 :I* DOES NOT HAVE ITS S\RCE 9 US1 BECAUSE WE CANNOT CEASE TO REALIZE ?AT TRU? :I* WE HAVE ACCEPT$1 BECAUSE WE CANNOT LIVE CON- TR>Y TO \R CONSCI5CE & REASON4 ,9 REG>D TO ?IS V]Y HO/ILITY :I* \R FAI? %\LD >\SE 9 O!RS AGA9/ US1 \R ,TEA*] SAID1 ,?9K NOT ?AT ,I AM COME TO S5D PEACE 9TO ! WORLD2 ,I CAME NOT TO S5D PEACE1 BUT A SWORD4 0 ,*RI/ EXP]I5C$ ?IS HO/ILITY 9 ,HIS [N LIFE-TIME & MORE ?AN ONCE HE W>N$ US1 ,HIS DISCIPLES1 9 RE- G>D TO IT4 ,ME1 ,HE SAID1 ! WORLD HATE? BECAUSE ITS DE$S >E EVIL4 ,IF YE W]E ( ! WORLD ! WORLD W\LD LOVE Y\1 BUT S9CE YE >E NOT ( ?IS WORLD !RE=E ! WORLD HATE? Y\1 & ! TIME WILL COME :5 HE :O KILLE? Y\ WILL ?9K HE IS S]V+ ,GOD4 ,BUT WE1 LIKE ,*RI/1 FE> NOT !M :I* KILL ! BODY BUT >E NOT ABLE TO KILL ! S\L4 ,& ?IS IS !IR CONDEMNATION1 ?AT LIKNESS RA!R ?AN LI ! %EPH]D'S VOICE1 & FOLL[ HIM BECAUSE !Y KN[ HIS VOICE4 ,& ,*RI/'S FLOCK WILL NOT P]I% BUT WILL 9CREASE1 ATTRACT+ TO IT NEW %EEP FROM ALL ! L&S ( ! E>?1 = ,! W9D BL[E? @5VH]E IT LI/E? & ?\ HE>E/ ! S\ND !RE(1 BUT CAN/ NOT TELL :5CE IT COME? & :I!R IT GOE?4444 0 0,YES10 ,JULIUS SAID1 9T]RUPT+ HIM1 0BUT >E !RE MANY S9C]E ONES AMONG Y\ 8 ,Y\ >E (T5 BLAM$ = ONLY PRET5D+ TO BE M>TYRS & GLAD TO LAY D[N Y\R LIVES = ! TRU?1 BUT ! TRU? IS NOT ON Y\R SIDE4 ,Y\ >E PR\D MADM51 DE/ROY+ ! F\NDA- TIONS ( SOCIAL LIFE40 ,PAMPHILIUS MADE NO REPLY1 & LOOK$ AT ,JULIUS ) MELAN*OLY4 ,*,A,P,T,] ,I,X ,J,U,/ AS ,JULIUS WAS SAY+ ?IS1 ,PAMPHILIUS' LITTLE SON CAME RUNN+ 9TO ! ROOM1 & CLUNG TO HIS FA!R4 ,9 SPITE ( ALL ! BL&I%M5TS ( ,JULIUS' WIFE1 HE W\LD NOT /AY ) H]1 BUT RAN TO HIS FA!R4 ,PAM- PHILIUS SI<$1 C>ESS$ HIS SON1 & /OOD UP 2 BUT ,JULIUS DETA9$ HIM1 BEGG+ HIM TO /AY & TALK SOME MORE1 & HAVE D9N] ) !M4 0 ,IT SURPRISES ME ?AT Y\ >E M>RI$ & HAVE *IL- DR510 EXCLAIM$ ,JULIUS4 0 ,I CANNOT COMPREH5D H[ Y\ ,*RI/IANS CAN BR+ UP *ILDR5 :5 Y\ HAVE NO PRIVATE PROP]TY4 ,H[ CAN ! MO!RS LIVE 9 ANY PEACE ( M9D KN[+ ! PREC>I\SNESS ( !IR *ILDR5'S POSITION 8 0 0 ,:]E9 >E \R *ILDR5 MORE PREC>I\SLY PLAC$ ?AN Y\RS 8 0 0 ,:Y1 BECAUSE Y\ HAVE NO SLAVES1 NO PROP]TY4 ,MY WIFE WAS GREATLY 9CL9$ TO ,*RI/IANITY 2 %E WAS AT ONE TIME DESIR\S ( AB&ON+ ?IS LIFE1 & ,I HAD MADE UP MY M9D TO GO ) H]4 ,BUT :AT *IEFLY PREV5T$ WAS ! FE> %E FELT AT ! 9SECURITY1 ! POV]TY1 :I* ?REAT5$ H] *ILDR51 & ,I C\LD NOT HELP AGREE+ ) H]4 ,?IS WAS AT ! TIME ( MY ILLNESS4 ,ALL MY LIFE SEEM$ REPULSIVE TO ME1 & ,I WANT$ TO AB&ON EV]Y?+4 ,BUT !N MY WIFE'S ANXIETY1 &1 ON ! O!R H&1 ! EXPLANATION ( ! PHYSICIAN :O CUR$ ME1 CONV9C$ ME ?AT ! ,*RI/IAN LIFE1 AS L$ BY Y\1 IS IMPOSSIBLE1 & NOT GOOD = FAMILIES 2 BUT ?AT !RE IS NO PLACE 9 IT = M>RI$ PEOPLE1 = MO!RS ) *ILDR5 2 ?AT 9 LIFE AS Y\ UND]/& IT1 LIFE ?AT IS ! HUMAN RACE W\LD BE ANNIHILAT$4 ,& ?IS IS P]FECTLY CORRECT4 ,CONSEQU5TLY ! SI-OLD GIRL40 0 ,EXPLA9 TO ME H[ ?IS HAPP5S4 ,I DON'T UND]- /&4 ,I WAS READY TO AB&ON EV]Y?+ & JO9 Y\4 ,BUT ,I HAD *ILDR51 & ,I CAME TO ! CONCLUSION ?AT1 H[EV] PLEASANT IT MIE ALREADY CORRUPT$ 2 BUT *ILDR5 6 ,?AT IS HORRIBLE 6 ,TO LIVE ) !M 9 ! WORLD & TEMPT !M 6 ,WOE UNTO ! WORLD BECAUSE ( (F5SES1 = IT MU/ NE$S BE ?AT (F5SES COME 2 BUT WOE TO ?AT BY :OM ! (F5SE COME?8 "9 0 ,SO SPAKE \R ,TEA*]1 & ,I DO NOT SAY ?IS TO Y\ AS A REFUTATION1 BUT BECAUSE IT IS ACTUALLY SO4 ,! *IEFE/ OBLIGATION ?AT WE HAVE TO LIVE AS WE DO >ISES FROM ! FACT ?AT AMONG US >E *ILDR51 ?OSE BE+S ( :OM IT IS SAID1 ,EXCEPT YE BECOME AS LITTLE *ILDR5 YE %ALL NOT 5T] 9TO ! ,K+DOM ( ,HEAV540 0 ,BUT H[ CAN A ,*RI/IAN FAMILY DO )\T DEF9ITE MEANS ( SUBSI/5CE 8 0 0,ACCORD+ TO \R FAI? !RE IS ONLY ONE MEANS ( SUBSI/5CE1 LOV+ LABOR = M54 ,= Y\R MEANS ( LIVELIHOOD Y\ DEP5D ON VIOL5CE4 ,IT CAN BE DE/ROY$ AS WEAL? IS DE/ROY$1 & !N ALL ?AT IS LEFT IS ! LABOR & LOVE ( M54 ,WE CONSID] ?AT WE MU/ HOLD FA/ BY ?AT :I* IS ! BASIS ( EV]Y?+1 & ?AT WE MU/ 9CREASE IT4 ,& :5 ?IS IS DONE1 !N ! FAMILY LIVES & PROSP]S4 0,NO10 CONT9U$ ,PAMPHILIUS2 0IF ,I W]E 9 D\BT AS TO ! TRU? ( ,*RI/'S TEA*+1 & IF ,I W]E HESITAT- + AS TO ! FULFILL+ ( IT1 !N MY D\BTS & HESITA- TIONS W\LD 9/ANTLY COME TO AN 5D IF ,I ?\E $U- CAT+ Y\R *ILDR54 ,:ATEV] WE1 A FEW PEOPLE1 %\LD DO = ! >RANGEM5T ( \R LIVES1 ) PAL- ACES1 SLAVES1 & ! IMPORT$ PRODUCTS ( =EIGN L&S1 ! LIFE ( ! MAJORITY ( M5 W\LD /ILL REMA9 :AT IT MU/ BE4 ,! ONLY SECURITY ( ?AT LIFE WILL REMA91 LOVE ( MANK9D & LABOR4 ,WE WI% TO FREE \RSELVES #a ,(F5SE2 ,RUSSIAN1 TEMPTATION4 & \R *ILDR5 FROM !SE CONDITIONS1 NOT BY LOVE1 BUT BY VIOL5CE4 ,WE COMPEL M5 TO S]VE US1 & WON- D] ( WOND]S 6 ! MORE WE SECURE1 AS IT W]E1 \R LIVES BY ?IS1 ! MORE WE DEPRIVE \RSELVES ( ! ONLY TRUE1 NATURAL1 & LA/+ SECURITY LOVE4 ,! SAME ) ! O!R GU>ANTEE LABOR4 #a ,! MORE A MAN RIDS HIMSELF ( LABOR & ACCU/OMS HIMSELF TO LUX- URY1 ! LESS HE BECOMES FITT$ = WORK1 ! MORE HE DE- PRIVES HIMSELF ( ! TRUE & LA/+ SECURITY4 ,& !SE CONDITIONS 9 :I* M5 PLACE !IR *ILDR5 !Y CALL SECURITY 6 ,TAKE Y\R SON & M9E & S5D !M N[ TO F9D A PA?1 TO TRANSMIT AN ORD]1 OR TO DO ANY NE$- FUL BUS9ESS1 & SEE :I* ( ! TWO W\LD DO IT MO/ SUCCESSFULLY 2 OR TRY TO GIVE !M TO BE $UCAT$1 :I* ( ! TWO W\LD BE MO/ WILL+LY RECEIV$ 8 ,NO1 DON'T UTT] ?OSE HORRIBLE WORDS ?AT ! ,*RI/IAN LIFE IS POSSIBLE ONLY = ! *ILDLESS4 ,ON ! CONTR>Y1 IT MIE *ILDLESS4 ,BUT WOE TO HIM :O (F5D- E?"9 ONE ( !SE LITTLE ONES40 ,JULIUS REMA9$ SIL5T4 0,YES10 SAID HE1 0MAYBE Y\ >E RIE TEA*+ !M4 ,LET !M KN[ ALL ?AT WE KN[4 ,!RE CAN BE NO H>M 9 ?AT4 ,BUT = ME & = !M !RE IS /ILL TIME4 ,!Y MAY COME TO Y\ :5 !Y REA* !IR MATURITY1 IF !Y F9D IT NECESS>Y4 ,I ALSO CAN DO ?IS1 :5 ,I SET !M ON !IR FEET & AM FREE40 0 ,KN[ ! ,TRU? & Y\ %ALL BE FREE10 SAID ,PAM- PHILIUS4 0 ,*RI/ GIVES FULL FRE$OM 9/ANTLY 2 E>?LY TEA*+ NEV] WILL GIVE IT4 ,GOOD-BY40 ,& ,PAMPHILIUS W5T AWAY ) HIS SON4 ,! TRIAL WAS PUBLIC1 & ,JULIUS SAW ,PAMPHILIUS !RE AS HE & O!R ,*RI/IANS C>RI$ AWAY ! BODIES ( ! M>TYRS4 ,HE SAW HIM1 BUT AS HE /OOD 9 FE> ( ! AU?ORITIES HE DID NOT GO TO HIM1 & DID NOT 9VITE HIM HOME4 #a ,OMITT$1 ! SIGNIFICANT DICTUM 3 0 ,! GREAT] ! P[] ( ! RUL] ! LESS HE IS LOV$40 #b ,SOBLAZNIF1 TEMPT1 S$UCE4 ,*,A,P,T,] ,X ,T,W,5,T,Y YE>S MORE PASS$4 ,JULIUS"9 WIFE DI$4 ,HIS LIFE FL[$ ON 9 ! LABORS ( HIS PUBLIC (FICE1 9 EF=TS TO SECURE P[]1 :I* SOMETIMES FELL TO HIS %>E1 SOME- TIMES SLIPP$ \T ( HIS GRASP4 ,HIS WEAL? WAS L>GE1 & KEPT 9CREAS+4 ,HIS SONS HAD GR[N UP1 & HIS SECOND SON1 ESPECIALLY1 BEGAN TO LEAD A LUXURI\S LIFE4 ,HE MADE HOLES 9 ! BOTTOM ( ! BUCKET 9 :I* ! WEAL? WAS HELD1 & 9 PROPORTION AS ! WEAL? 9CREAS$1 9CREAS$ ALSO ! RAPIDITY ( ITS ESCAPE ?R\< !SE HOLES4 ,JULIUS BEGAN TO HAVE JU/ SU* A /RUGGLE ) HIS SONS AS HE HAD HAD ) HIS FA!R1 WRA?1 HATR$1 JEAL\SY4 ,AB\T ?IS TIME A NEW PREFECT DEPRIV$ ,JULIUS ( HIS FAVOR4 ,JULIUS WAS =SAK5 BY HIS =M] FLATT]]S1 & BAN- I%M5T ?REAT5$ HIM4 ,HE W5T TO ,ROME TO (F] EXPLANATIONS4 ,HE WAS NOT RECEIV$1 & WAS ORD]$ TO DEP>T4 ,ON REA*+ HOME HE F\ND HIS SON C>\S+ ) BOON COMPANIONS4 ,! REPORT HAD SPREAD ?R\< ,CILICIA ?AT ,JULIUS WAS DEAD1 & HIS SON WAS CELE- BRAT+ HIS FA!R'S DEA? 6 ,JULIUS LO/ CONTROL ( HIM- SELF1 /RUCK HIS SON SO ?AT HE FELL1 APP>5TLY LIFELESS1 & HE W5T TO HIS WIFE'S ROOM4 ,9 HIS WIFE'S ROOM HE F\ND A COPY ( ! GOSPEL1 & READ 3 ,COME UNTO ME ALL YE ?AT LABOR & >E HEAVY LAD5 & ,I WILL GIVE Y\ RE/4 ,TAKE MY YOKE UPON Y\ & LE>N ( ME1 = ,I AM MEEK & L[LY ( HE>T1 & YE %ALL F9D RE/ UNTO Y\R S\LS4 ,= MY YOKE IS EASY & MY BURD5 IS LII\S TIMES4 ,!N ,JULIUS >OSE & W5T TO HIS SON4 ,HE F\ND HIS SON ON HIS FEET1 & WAS 9EXPRESSIBLY REJOIC$ TO F9D HE HAD SUFF]$ NO 9JURY FROM ! BL[ HE HAD GIV5 HIM4 ,)\T SAY+ A WORD TO HIS SON1 ,JULIUS W5T 9TO ! /REET & B5T HIS /EPS 9 ! DIRECTION ( ! ,*RI/IAN SETTLEM5T4 ,HE W5T ALL DAY1 & AT EV5TIDE /OPP$ AT A C\NTRYMAN'S = ! NIT$ ?I!R1 & ,I KN[ ?AT !RE ONLY %ALL ,I F9D PEACE ( M9D40 0,:]E80 ASK$'! PHYSICIAN4 0 ,AMONG ! ,*RI/IANS40 0,YES1 MAYBE Y\ WILL F9D PEACE ( M9D1 4BUT Y\ WILL NOT HAVE FULFILL$ Y\R OBLIGATIONS4 ,Y\ HAVE NO C\RAGE4 ,MIS=TUNES HAVE CONQU]$ Y\4 ,TRUE PHI- LOSOPH]S DO NOT ACT ?US4 ,MIS=TUNE IS ONLY ! FIRE 9 :I* ! GOLD IS TRI$4 ,Y\ HAVE PASS$ ?R\< ! FURNACE1 & N[ Y\ >E NE$$1 Y\ >E RUNN+ AWAY4 ,N[ TE/ O!RS & Y\RSELF4 ,Y\ HAVE GA9$ TRUE WISDOM1 & Y\ \* = PEACE ( M9D4 ,Y\R EXP]I5CE ( LIFE HAS BE5 GA9$ 9 SOCIETY1 & SO Y\ \E ANCI5T1 BUT NO WISDOM HAS GR[N \T ( !M4 ,LIKE WAT]1 H[EV] OLD & /ALE IT IS1 IT NEV] BECOMES W9E40 ,?US SPAKE ,JULIUS 2 & SEIZ+ HIS CLOAK1 HE LEFT ! H\SE &1 )\T RE/+1 WALK$ ON & ON4 ,AT ! 5D ( ! SECOND DAY HE REA*$ ! ,*RI/IANS4 ,!Y RECEIV$ HIM JOYFULLY1 ?\< !Y DID NOT KN[ ?AT HE WAS A FRI5D ( ,PAMPHILIUS1 :OM EV]Y ONE LOV$ & RESPECT$4 ,AT ! REFECTORY ,PAMPHILIUS RECOGNIZ$ HIS FRI5D1 & ) JOY RAN TO HIM1 & EMBRAC$ HIM4 0,WELL1 AT LA/ ,I HAVE COME10 SAID ,JULIUS4 0,:AT IS !RE = ME TO DO 8 ,I WILL OBEY Y\40 0,DON'T WORRY AB\T ?AT10 SAID ,PAMPHILIUS4 0,Y\ & ,I WILL GO TOGE!R40 ,& ,PAMPHILIUS L$ ,JULIUS 9TO ! H\SE :]E VISITORS W]E 5T]TA9$1 & %[+ HIM A B$1 SAID 3 0 ,9 :AT WAY Y\ CAN S]VE ! PEOPLE Y\ Y\RSELF WILL SEE AFT] Y\ HAVE HAD TIME TO EXAM9E 9TO ! WAY WE LIVE 2 BUT 9 ORD] ?AT Y\ MAY KN[ :]E IMME- DIATELY TO L5D A H&1 ,I WILL %[ Y\ SOME?+ TO- MORR[4 ,9 \R V9EY>DS ! GRAPE H>VE/ IS TAK+ PLACE4 ,GO & HELP !RE4 ,Y\ Y\RSELF WILL SEE :]E !RE IS A PLACE = Y\40 ,! NEXT MORN+ ,JULIUS W5T TO ! V9EY>D4 ,! FIR/ WAS A Y\NG V9EY>D HUNG ) ?ICK CLU/]S4 ,Y\NG PEOPLE W]E PLUCK+ & GA!R+ !M4 ,ALL ! PLACES W]E OCCUPI$1 & ,JULIUS1 AFT] GO+ AB\T = A@5LONG :ILE1 F\ND NO *ANCE = HIMSELF4 ,HE W5T F>!R4 ,!RE HE F\ND AN OLD] PLANTA- TION 2 !RE WAS LESS FRUIT1 BUT H]E ALSO ,JULIUS F\NC"9 NO?+ TO DO 2 ALL W]E WORK+ 9 PAIRS1 & !RE WAS NO PLACE = HIM4 ,HE W5T F>!R1 & CAME TO A SUP]ANNUAT$ V9E- Y>D4 ,IT WAS ALL EMPTY4 ,! V9E/OCKS W]E GN>LY & CROOK$1 &1 AS IT SEEM$ TO ,JULIUS1 ALL EMPTY4 1 0,JU/ LIKE MY LIFE10 HE SAID TO HIMSELF4 0,IF ,I HAD COME ! FIR/ TIME IT W\LD HAVE BE5 LIKE ! FRUIT 9 ! FIR/ V9EY>D4 ,IF ,I HAD COME :5 ! SECOND TIME ,I />T$1 IT W\LD HAVE BE5 LIKE ! FRUIT 9 ! SECOND V9EY>D 2 BUT N[ H]E IS MY LIFE 2 LIKE !SE USELESS SUP]ANNUAT$ V9E/OCKS1 IT IS GOOD ONLY = FIRE-WOOD40 ,& ,JULIUS WAS T]RIFI$ AT :AT HE HAD DONE 2 HE WAS T]RIFI$ AT ! PUNI%M5T AWAIT+ HIM BECAUSE HE HAD RU9$ HIS LIFE4 ,& ,JULIUS BECAME MELAN*OLY1 & HE SAID 3 0 ,I AM GOOD = NO?+ 2 !RE IS NO WORK ,I CAN DO N[40 ,& HE DID NOT RISE FROM :]E HE SAT1 & HE WEPT BECAUSE HE HAD WA/$ :AT C\LD NEV] MORE RE- TURN TO HIM4 ,& SUDD5LY HE HE>D AN OLD MAN'S VOICE A VOICE CALL+ HIM4 0,WORK1 MY BRO!R10 SAID ! VOICE4 ,JULIUS LOOK$ >\ND & SAW A :ITE- HAIR$ OLD MAN1 B5T ) YE>S1 & SC>CELY ABLE TO WALK4 ,HE WAS /&+ BY A V9E/OCK & GA!R+ FROM IT ! FEW SWEET BUN*ES REMA9+4 ,JULIUS W5T TO HIM4 0 ,WORK1 DE> BRO!R 2 WORK IS JOY\S 2 0 & HE %[$ HIM H[ TO F9D ! BUN*ES H]E & !RE4 ,JULIUS W5T & SE>*$ 2 HE F\ND A FEW1 & BR\E !SE BUN*ES WORSE ?AN ?OSE GA!R$ 9 YOND] V9EY>DS 8 ,WALK :ILE YE HAVE ! LIKNESS COME UPON Y\1 SAID \R ,TEA*]4 ,& ?IS IS ! WILL ( ,HIM ?AT S5T ME2 ?AT EV]Y ONE :I* SEE? ! ,SON & BELIEVE? ON ,HIM1 MAY HAVE EV]LA/+ LIFE1 & ,I WILL RAISE HIM AT ! LA/ DAY4 0 ,= ,GOD S5T NOT ,HIS ,SON 9TO ! WORLD TO CONDEMN ! WORLD 2 BUT ?AT ! WORLD ?R\< ,HIM MI