,BOOK #a#e1 ,*APT] #ag #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,PI]RE WAS %[N 9TO ! L>GE1 BRID FOOT/EPS & ,PR9CESS ,M>Y 5T]$ ) ,NATA%A4 ,NATA%A WAS CALM1 ?\< A SEV]E & GRAVE EXPRESSION HAD AGA9 SETTL$ ON H] FACE4 ,!Y ALL ?REE ( !M N[ EXP]I5C$ ?AT FEEL+ ( AWKW>DNESS :I* USUALLY FOLL[S AFT] A S]I\S & HE>TFELT TALK4 ,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GO BACK TO ! SAME CONV]SATION1 TO TALK ( TRIFLES IS AWKW>D1 & YET ! DESIRE TO SPEAK IS !RE & SIL5CE SEEMS LIKE AFFECTATION4 ,!Y W5T SIL5TLY TO TABLE4 ,! FOOTM5 DREW BACK ! *AIRS & PU%$ !M UP AGA94 ,PI]RE UNFOLD$ HIS COLD TABLE NAPK9 &1 RESOLV+ TO BREAK ! SIL5CE1 LOOK$ AT ,NATA%A & AT ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 ,!Y HAD EVID5TLY BO? =M$ ! SAME RESOLUTION2 ! EYES ( BO? %ONE ) SATISFACTION & A CONFESSION ?AT BESIDES SORR[ LIFE ALSO HAS JOY4 0,DO Y\ TAKE VODKA1 ,C\NT80 ASK$ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y1 & ?OSE WORDS SUDD5LY BANI%$ ! %AD[S ( ! PA/4 0,N[ TELL US AB\T Y\RSELF10 SAID %E4 0,ONE HE>S SU* IMPROBABLE WOND]S AB\T Y\40 0,YES10 REPLI$ ,PI]RE ) ! SMILE ( MILD IRONY N[ HABITUAL TO HIM4 0,!Y EV5 TELL ME WOND]S ,I MYSELF NEV] DREAM$ (6 ,M>Y ,ABRAMOVNA 9VIT$ ME TO H] H\SE & KEPT TELL+ ME :AT HAD HAPP5$1 OR \Y 9T]RUPT$ H]1 0?AT Y\ LO/ TWO MILLIONS 9 ,MOSC[4 ,IS ?AT TRUE80 0,BUT ,I AM ?REE TIMES AS RI* AS BE=E10 RETURN$ ,PI]RE4 ,?\< ! POSITION WAS N[ ALT]$ BY HIS DECISION TO PAY HIS WIFE'S DEBTS & TO REBUILD HIS H\SES1 ,PI]RE /ILL MA9TA9$ ?AT HE HAD BECOME ?REE TIMES AS RI* AS BE=E4 0,:AT ,I HAVE C]TA9LY GA9$ IS FRE$OM10 HE BEGAN S]I\SLY1 BUT DID NOT CONT9UE1 NOTIC+ ?AT ?IS !ME WAS TOO EGOTI/IC4 0,& >E Y\ BUILD+80 0,YES4 ,SAVELI* SAYS ,I MU/60 0,TELL ME1 Y\ DID NOT KN[ ( ! C\NTESS' DEA? :5 Y\ DECID$ TO REMA9 9 ,MOSC[80 ASK$ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y & IMM$IATELY BLU%$1 NOTIC+ ?AT H] QUE/ION1 FOLL[+ HIS M5TION ( FRE$OM1 ASCRIB$ TO HIS WORDS A MEAN+ HE HAD P]HAPS NOT 9T5D$4 0,NO10 ANSW]$ ,PI]RE1 EVID5TLY NOT CONSID]+ AWKW>D ! MEAN+ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y HAD GIV5 TO HIS WORDS4 0,I HE>D ( IT 9 ,OREL & Y\ CANNOT IMAG9E H[ IT %OCK$ ME4 ,WE W]E NOT AN EXEMPL>Y C\PLE10 HE ADD$ QUICKLY1 GLANC+ AT ,NATA%A & NOTIC+ ON H] FACE CURIOSITY AS TO H[ HE W\LD SPEAK ( HIS WIFE1 0BUT H] DEA? %OCK$ ME T]RIBLY4 ,:5 TWO PEOPLE QU>REL !Y >E ALWAYS BO? 9 FAULT1 & ONE'S [N GUILT SUDD5LY BECOMES T]RIBLY S]I\S :5 ! O!R IS NO LONG] ALIVE4 ,& !N SU* A DEA?444 )\T FRI5DS & )\T CONSOLATION6 ,I AM V]Y1 V]Y SORRY = H]10 HE CONCLUD$1 & WAS PLEAS$ TO NOTICE A LOOK ( GLAD APPROVAL ON ,NATA%A'S FACE4 0,YES1 & SO Y\ >E ONCE MORE AN ELIGIBLE BA*ELOR10 SAID ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 ,PI]RE SUDD5LY FLU%$ CRIMSON & = A LONG TIME TRI$ NOT TO LOOK AT ,NATA%A4 ,:5 HE V5TUR$ TO GLANCE H] WAY AGA9 H] FACE WAS COLD1 /]N1 & HE FANCI$ EV5 CONTEMPTU\S4 0,& DID Y\ REALLY SEE & SPEAK TO ,NAPOLEON1 AS WE HAVE BE5 TOLD80 SAID ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 ,PI]RE LAU<$4 0,NO1 NOT ONCE6 ,EV]YBODY SEEMS TO IMAG9E ?AT BE+ TAK5 PRISON] MEANS BE+ ,NAPOLEON'S GUE/4 ,NOT ONLY DID ,I NEV] SEE HIM BUT ,I HE>D NO?+ AB\T HIM--,I WAS 9 MU* L[] COMPANY60 ,SUPP] WAS OV]1 & ,PI]RE :O AT FIR/ DECL9$ TO SPEAK AB\T HIS CAPTIVITY WAS GRADUALLY L$ ON TO DO SO4 0,BUT IT'S TRUE ?AT Y\ REMA9$ 9 ,MOSC[ TO KILL ,NAPOLEON80 ,NATA%A ASK$ ) A SLIEV T[]1 DO Y\ REMEMB]80 ,PI]RE ADMITT$ ?AT IT WAS TRUE1 & FROM ?AT WAS GRADUALLY L$ BY ,PR9CESS ,M>Y'S QUE/IONS & ESPECIALLY BY ,NATA%A'S 9TO GIV+ A DETAIL$ ACC\NT ( HIS ADV5TURES4 ,AT FIR/ HE SPOKE ) ! AMUS$ & MILD IRONY N[ CU/OM>Y ) HIM T[>D EV]YBODY & ESPECIALLY T[>D HIMSELF1 BUT :5 HE CAME TO DESCRIBE ! HORRORS & SUFF]+S HE HAD WITNESS$ HE WAS UNCONSCI\SLY C>RI$ AWAY & BEGAN SPEAK+ ) ! SUPPRESS$ EMOTION ( A MAN REEEXP]I5C+ 9 RECOLLECTION /RONG IMPRESSIONS HE HAS LIV$ ?R\<4 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y ) A G5TLE SMILE LOOK$ N[ AT ,PI]RE & N[ AT ,NATA%A4 ,9 ! :OLE N>RATIVE %E SAW ONLY ,PI]RE & HIS GOODNESS4 ,NATA%A1 LEAN+ ON H] ELB[1 ! EXPRESSION ( H] FACE CON/ANTLY *ANG+ ) ! N>RATIVE1 WAT*$ ,PI]RE ) AN ATT5TION ?AT NEV] W&]$--EVID5TLY H]SELF EXP]I5C+ ALL ?AT HE DESCRIB$4 ,NOT ONLY H] LOOK1 BUT H] EXCLAMATIONS & ! BRIEF QUE/IONS %E PUT1 %[$ ,PI]RE ?AT %E UND]/OOD JU/ :AT HE WI%$ TO CONVEY4 ,IT WAS CLE> ?AT %E UND]/OOD NOT ONLY :AT HE SAID BUT ALSO :AT HE WI%$ TO1 BUT C\LD NOT1 EXPRESS 9 WORDS4 ,! ACC\NT ,PI]RE GAVE ( ! 9CID5T ) ! *ILD & ! WOMAN = PROTECT+ :OM HE WAS >RE/$ WAS ?IS3 0,IT WAS AN AWFUL SIR+S TORN \T4440 HE FLU%$ & GREW CONFUS$4 0,!N A PATROL >RIV$ & ALL ! M5--ALL ?OSE :O W]E NOT LOOT+1 ?AT IS--W]E >RE/$1 & ,I AMONG !M40 0,I AM SURE Y\'RE NOT TELL+ US EV]Y?+2 ,I AM SURE Y\ DID SOME?+4440 SAID ,NATA%A & PAUS+ ADD$1 0SOME?+ F9E80 ,PI]RE CONT9U$4 ,:5 HE SPOKE ( ! EXECUTION HE WANT$ TO PASS OV] ! HORRIBLE DETAILS1 BUT ,NATA%A 9SI/$ ?AT HE %\LD NOT OMIT ANY?+4 ,PI]RE BEGAN TO TELL AB\T ,K>ATAEV1 BUT PAUS$4 ,BY ?IS TIME HE HAD RIS5 FROM ! TABLE & WAS PAC+ ! ROOM1 ,NATA%A FOLL[+ HIM ) H] EYES4 ,!N HE ADD$3 0,NO1 Y\ CAN'T UND]/& :AT ,I LE>N$ FROM ?AT ILLIT]ATE MAN--?AT SIMPLE FELL[40 0,YES1 YES1 GO ON60 SAID ,NATA%A4 0,:]E IS HE80 0,!Y KILL$ HIM ALMO/ BE=E MY EYES40 ,& ,PI]RE1 HIS VOICE TREMBL+ CONT9UALLY1 W5T ON TO TELL ( ! LA/ DAYS ( !IR RETREAT1 ( ,K>ATAEV'S ILLNESS & HIS DEA?4 ,HE TOLD ( HIS ADV5TURES AS HE HAD NEV] YET RECALL$ !M4 ,HE N[1 AS IT W]E1 SAW A NEW MEAN+ 9 ALL HE HAD GONE ?R\<4 ,N[ ?AT HE WAS TELL+ IT ALL TO ,NATA%A HE EXP]I5C$ ?AT PLEASURE :I* A MAN HAS :5 WOM5 LI/5 TO HIM--NOT CLEV] WOM5 :O :5 LI/5+ EI!R TRY TO REMEMB] :AT !Y HE> TO 5RI* !IR M9DS & :5 OPPORTUNITY (F]S TO RETELL IT1 OR :O WI% TO ADOPT IT TO SOME ?\$ 9 !IR LITTLE M5TAL WORK%OP--BUT ! PLEASURE GIV5 BY REAL WOM5 GIFT$ ) A CAPACITY TO SELECT & ABSORB ! V]Y BE/ A MAN %[S ( HIMSELF4 ,NATA%A )\T KN[+ IT WAS ALL ATT5TION3 %E DID NOT LOSE A WORD1 NO S+LE QUIV] 9 ,PI]RE'S VOICE1 NO LOOK1 NO TWIT* ( A MUSCLE 9 HIS FACE1 NOR A S+LE GE/URE4 ,%E CAUT1 DIV9+ ! SECRET MEAN+ ( ALL ,PI]RE'S M5TAL TRAVAIL4 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y UND]/OOD HIS /ORY & SYMPA?IZ$ ) HIM1 BUT %E N[ SAW SOME?+ ELSE ?AT ABSORB$ ALL H] ATT5TION4 ,%E SAW ! POSSIBILITY ( LOVE & HAPP9ESS BETWE5 ,NATA%A & ,PI]RE1 & ! FIR/ ?\T ) GLADNESS4 ,IT WAS ?REE O'CLOCK 9 ! MORN+4 ,! FOOTM5 CAME 9 ) SAD & /]N FACES TO *ANGE ! C&LES1 BUT NO ONE NOTIC$ !M4 ,PI]RE F9I%$ HIS /ORY4 ,NATA%A CONT9U$ TO LOOK AT HIM 9T5TLY ) BRIY WAS SIL5T4 ,IT OCCURR$ TO NONE ( !M ?AT IT WAS ?REE O'CLOCK & TIME TO GO TO B$4 0,PEOPLE SPEAK ( MIS=TUNES & SUFF]+S10 REM>K$ ,PI]RE1 0BUT IF AT ?IS MOM5T ,I W]E ASK$3 ',W\LD Y\ RA!R BE :AT Y\ W]E BE=E Y\ W]E TAK5 PRISON]1 OR GO ?R\< ALL ?IS AGA98' !N = HEAV5'S SAKE LET ME AGA9 HAVE CAPTIVITY & HORSEFLE%6 ,WE IMAG9E ?AT :5 WE >E ?R[N \T ( \R USUAL RUTS ALL IS LO/1 BUT IT IS ONLY !N ?AT :AT IS NEW & GOOD BEG9S4 ,:ILE !RE IS LIFE !RE IS HAPP9ESS4 ,!RE IS MU*1 MU* BE=E US4 ,I SAY ?IS TO Y\10 HE ADD$1 TURN+ TO ,NATA%A4 0,YES1 YES10 %E SAID1 ANSW]+ SOME?+ QUITE DIFF]5T4 0,I TOO %\LD WI% NO?+ BUT TO RELIVE IT ALL FROM ! BEG9N+40 ,PI]RE LOOK$ 9T5TLY AT H]4 0,YES1 & NO?+ MORE10 SAID ,NATA%A4 0,IT'S NOT TRUE1 NOT TRUE60 CRI$ ,PI]RE4 0,I AM NOT TO BLAME = BE+ ALIVE & WI%+ TO LIVE--NOR Y\ EI!R40 ,SUDD5LY ,NATA%A B5T H] HEAD1 COV]$ H] FACE ) H] H&S1 & BEGAN TO CRY4 0,:AT IS IT1 ,NATA%A80 SAID ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 0,NO?+1 NO?+40 ,%E SMIL$ AT ,PI]RE ?R\< H] TE>S4 0,GOOD NIY & ,NATA%A MET AS USUAL 9 ! B$ROOM4 ,!Y TALK$ ( :AT ,PI]RE HAD TOLD !M4 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y DID NOT EXPRESS H] OP9ION ( ,PI]RE NOR DID ,NATA%A SPEAK ( HIM4 0,WELL1 GOOD NIY60 SAID ,NATA%A4 0,DO Y\ KN[1 ,I AM (T5 AFRAID ?AT BY NOT SPEAK+ ( HIM0 7%E MEANT ,PR9CE ,&REW7 0= FE> ( NOT DO+ JU/ICE TO \R FEEL+S1 WE =GET HIM40 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y SI<$ DEEPLY & !REBY ACKN[L$G$ ! JU/ICE ( ,NATA%A'S REM>K1 BUT %E DID NOT EXPRESS AGREEM5T 9 WORDS4 0,IS IT POSSIBLE TO =GET80 SAID %E4 0,IT DID ME SO MU* GOOD TO TELL ALL AB\T IT TODAY4 ,IT WAS H>D & PA9FUL1 BUT GOOD1 V]Y GOOD60 SAID ,NATA%A4 0,I AM SURE HE REALLY LOV$ HIM4 ,?AT IS :Y ,I TOLD HIM444 ,WAS IT ALL RIY4 0,DO Y\ KN[1 ,M>Y4440 ,NATA%A SUDD5LY SAID ) A MIS*IEV\S SMILE SU* AS ,PR9CESS ,M>Y HAD NOT SE5 ON H] FACE = A LONG TIME1 0HE HAS SOMEH[ GR[N SO CLEAN1 SMOO?1 & FRE%--AS IF HE HAD JU/ COME \T ( A ,RUSSIAN BA?2 DO Y\ UND]/&8 ,\T ( A MORAL BA?4 ,ISN'T IT TRUE80 0,YES10 REPLI$ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 0,HE HAS GREATLY IMPROV$40 0,) A %ORT COAT & HIS HAIR CROPP$2 JU/ AS IF1 WELL1 JU/ AS IF HE HAD COME /RAIY4 0,YES1 & YET HE IS QUITE DIFF]5T4 ,!Y SAY M5 >E FRI5DS :5 !Y >E QUITE DIFF]5T4 ,?AT MU/ BE TRUE4 ,REALLY HE IS QUITE UNLIKE HIM--9 EV]Y?+40 0,YES1 BUT HE'S WOND]FUL40 0,WELL1 GOOD NIY #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #a#e1 ,*APT] #ag -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/