,BOOK #f1 ,*APT] #bc #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,PR9CE ,&REW NE$$ HIS FA!R'S CONS5T TO HIS M>RIAGE1 & TO OBTA9 ?IS HE />T$ = ! C\NTRY NEXT DAY4 ,HIS FA!R RECEIV$ HIS SON'S COMMUNICATION ) EXT]NAL COMPOSURE1 BUT 9W>D WRA?4 ,HE C\LD NOT COMPREH5D H[ ANYONE C\LD WI% TO ALT] HIS LIFE OR 9TRODUCE ANY?+ NEW 9TO IT1 :5 HIS [N LIFE WAS ALREADY 5D+4 0,IF ONLY !Y W\LD LET ME 5D MY DAYS AS ,I WANT TO10 ?\RIAGE WAS NOT A BRILLIANT ONE AS REG>DS BIR?1 WEAL?1 OR RANK4 ,SECONDLY1 ,PR9CE ,&REW WAS NO LONG] AS Y\NG AS HE HAD BE5 & HIS HEAL? WAS POOR 7! OLD MAN LAID SPECIAL /RESS ON ?IS71 :ILE %E WAS V]Y Y\NG4 ,?IRDLY1 HE HAD A SON :OM IT W\LD BE A PITY TO 5TRU/ TO A *IT ( A GIRL4 0,F\R?LY & F9ALLY10 ! FA!R SAID1 LOOK+ IRONICALLY AT HIS SON1 0,I BEG Y\ TO PUT IT (F = A YE>3 GO ABROAD1 TAKE A CURE1 LOOK \T AS Y\ WANT$ TO = A ,G]MAN TUTOR = ,PR9CE ,NI*OLAS4 ,!N IF Y\R LOVE OR PASSION OR OB/9ACY--AS Y\ PLEASE--IS /ILL AS GREAT1 M>RY6 ,& ?AT'S MY LA/ WORD ON IT4 ,M9D1 ! LA/4440 CONCLUD$ ! PR9CE1 9 A TONE :I* %[$ ?AT NO?+ W\LD MAKE HIM ALT] HIS DECISION4 ,PR9CE ,&REW SAW CLE>LY ?AT ! OLD MAN HOP$ ?AT HIS FEEL+S1 OR HIS FIANCEE'S1 W\LD NOT /& A YE>'S TE/1 OR ?AT HE 7! OLD PR9CE HIMSELF7 W\LD DIE BE=E !N1 & HE DECID$ TO CON=M TO HIS FA!R'S WI%--TO PROPOSE1 & PO/PONE ! W$D+ = A YE>4 ,?REE WEEKS AFT] ! LA/ EV5+ HE HAD SP5T ) ! ,RO/OVS1 ,PR9CE ,&REW RETURN$ TO ,PET]SBURG4 ,NEXT DAY AFT] H] TALK ) H] MO!R ,NATA%A EXPECT$ ,BOLKONSKI ALL DAY1 BUT HE DID NOT COME4 ,ON ! SECOND & ?IRD DAY IT WAS ! SAME4 ,PI]RE DID NOT COME EI!R & ,NATA%A1 NOT KN[+ ?AT ,PR9CE ,&REW HAD GONE TO SEE HIS FA!R1 C\LD NOT EXPLA9 HIS ABS5CE TO H]SELF4 ,?REE WEEKS PASS$ 9 ?IS WAY4 ,NATA%A HAD NO DESIRE TO GO \T ANY:]E & W&]$ FROM ROOM TO ROOM LIKE A %AD[1 IDLE & LI/LESS2 %E WEPT SECRETLY AT NID GRIEF1 ?IS W\ND TO H] VANITY 9T5SIFI$ H] MIS]Y4 ,ONCE %E CAME TO H] MO!R1 TRI$ TO SAY SOME?+1 & SUDD5LY BEGAN TO CRY4 ,H] TE>S W]E ?OSE ( AN (F5D$ *ILD :O DOES NOT KN[ :Y IT IS BE+ PUNI%$4 ,! C\NTESS BEGAN TO SOO! ,NATA%A1 :O AFT] FIR/ LI/5+ TO H] MO!R'S WORDS1 SUDD5LY 9T]RUPT$ H]3 0,LEAVE (F1 ,MAMA6 ,I DON'T ?9K1 & DON'T WANT TO ?9K AB\T IT6 ,HE JU/ CAME & !N LEFT (F1 LEFT (F44440 ,H] VOICE TREMBL$1 & %E AGA9 NE>LY CRI$1 BUT RECOV]$ & W5T ON QUIETLY3 0,& ,I DON'T AT ALL WANT TO GET M>RI$4 ,& ,I AM AFRAID ( HIM2 ,I HAVE N[ BECOME QUITE CALM1 QUITE CALM40 ,! DAY AFT] ?IS CONV]SATION ,NATA%A PUT ON ! OLD DRESS :I* %E KNEW HAD ! PECULI> PROP]TY ( CONDUC+ TO *E]FULNESS 9 ! MORN+S1 & ?AT DAY %E RETURN$ TO ! OLD WAY ( LIFE :I* %E HAD AB&ON$ S9CE ! BALL4 ,HAV+ F9I%$ H] MORN+ TEA %E W5T TO ! BALLROOM1 :I* %E P>TICUL>LY LIK$ = ITS L\D RESONANCE1 & BEGAN S++ H] SOLFEGGIO4 ,:5 %E HAD F9I%$ H] FIR/ EX]CISE %E /OOD /ILL 9 ! MIDDLE ( ! ROOM & SANG A MUSICAL PHRASE ?AT P>TICUL>LY PLEAS$ H]4 ,%E LI/5$ JOYFULLY 7AS ?\< %E HAD NOT EXPECT$ IT7 TO ! *>M ( ! NOTES REV]B]AT+1 FILL+ ! :OLE EMPTY BALLROOM1 & SL[LY DY+ AWAY2 & ALL AT ONCE %E FELT *E]FUL4 0,:AT'S ! GOOD ( MAK+ SO MU* ( IT8 ,?+S >E NICE AS IT IS10 %E SAID TO H]SELF1 & %E BEGAN WALK+ UP & D[N ! ROOM1 NOT /EPP+ SIMPLY ON ! RES\ND+ P>QUET BUT TREAD+ ) EA* /EP FROM ! HEEL TO ! TOE 7%E HAD ON A NEW & FAVORITE PAIR ( %OES7 & LI/5+ TO ! REGUL> TAP ( ! HEEL & CREAK ( ! TOE AS GLADLY AS %E HAD TO ! S\NDS ( H] [N VOICE4 ,PASS+ A MIRROR %E GLANC$ 9TO IT4 0,!RE1 ?AT'S ME60 ! EXPRESSION ( H] FACE SEEM$ TO SAY AS %E CAU AWAY SOME?+ 9 ! ROOM BUT %E W\LD NOT LET HIM1 & HAV+ CLOS$ ! DOOR BEH9D HIM CONT9U$ H] WALK4 ,?AT MORN+ %E HAD RETURN$ TO H] FAVORITE MOOD--LOVE (1 & DELIM+ ?AT ,NATA%A IS60 %E SAID AGA91 SPEAK+ AS SOME ?IRD1 COLLECTIVE1 MALE P]SON4 0,PRETTY1 A GOOD VOICE1 Y\NG1 & 9 NOBODY'S WAY IF ONLY !Y LEAVE H] 9 PEACE40 ,BUT H[EV] MU* !Y LEFT H] 9 PEACE %E C\LD NOT N[ BE AT PEACE1 & IMM$IATELY FELT ?IS4 ,9 ! HALL ! POR* DOOR OP5$1 & SOMEONE ASK$1 0,AT HOME80 & !N FOOT/EPS W]E HE>D4 ,NATA%A WAS LOOK+ AT ! MIRROR1 BUT DID NOT SEE H]SELF4 ,%E LI/5$ TO ! S\NDS 9 ! HALL4 ,:5 %E SAW H]SELF1 H] FACE WAS PALE4 ,IT WAS HE4 ,%E KNEW ?IS = C]TA91 ?\< %E H>DLY HE>D HIS VOICE ?R\< ! CLOS$ DOORS4 ,PALE & AGITAT$1 ,NATA%A RAN 9TO ! DRAW+ ROOM4 0,MAMA6 ,BOLKONSKI HAS COME60 %E SAID4 0,MAMA1 IT IS AWFUL1 IT IS UNBE>ABLE6 ,I DON'T WANT444 TO BE TORM5T$8 ,:AT AM ,I TO DO84440 ,BE=E ! C\NTESS C\LD ANSW]1 ,PR9CE ,&REW 5T]$ ! ROOM ) AN AGITAT$ & S]I\S FACE4 ,AS SOON AS HE SAW ,NATA%A HIS FACE BRIDLESS ( MANN]S %E />$ /RAI4 ,& ,I WI%$ TO TELL Y\ ( ?AT10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW4 0,IT IS TRUE ?AT ,NATA%A IS /ILL Y\NG1 BUT--SO LONG AS ?AT84440 0,IT IS UNAVOIDABLE10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW ) A SI<4 0,I WILL S5D H] TO Y\10 SAID ! C\NTESS1 & LEFT ! ROOM4 0,LORD HAVE M]CY UPON US60 %E REPEAT$ :ILE SEEK+ H] DAU] TO ME ?AN EV]Y?+ 9 ! WORLD40 ,PR9CE ,&REW CAME UP TO H] ) D[NCA/ EYES4 0,I HAVE LOV$ Y\ FROM ! V]Y FIR/ MOM5T ,I SAW Y\4 ,MAY ,I HOPE80 ,HE LOOK$ AT H] & WAS /RUCK BY ! S]I\S IMPASSION$ EXPRESSION ( H] FACE4 ,H] FACE SAID3 0,:Y ASK8 ,:Y D\BT :AT Y\ CANNOT BUT KN[8 ,:Y SPEAK1 :5 WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS :AT ONE FEELS80 ,%E DREW NE> TO HIM & /OPP$4 ,HE TOOK H] H& & KISS$ IT4 0,DO Y\ LOVE ME80 0,YES1 YES60 ,NATA%A MURMUR$ AS IF 9 VEXATION4 ,!N %E SI<$ L\DLY &1 CAT*+ H] BREA? MORE & MORE QUICKLY1 BEGAN TO SOB4 0,:AT IS IT8 ,:AT'S ! MATT]80 0,OH1 ,I AM SO HAPPY60 %E REPLI$1 SMIL$ ?R\< H] TE>S1 B5T OV] CLOS] TO HIM1 PAUS$ = AN 9/ANT AS IF ASK+ H]SELF :E!R %E MIT HIS =M] LOVE = H]4 ,SOME?+ 9 HIM HAD SUDD5LY *ANG$2 !RE WAS NO LONG] ! =M] POETIC & MY/IC *>M ( DESIRE1 BUT !RE WAS PITY = H] FEM99E & *ILDI% WEAKNESS1 FE> AT H] DEVOTION & TRU/FULNESS1 & AN OPPRESSIVE YET JOYFUL S5SE ( ! DUTY ?AT N[ B\ND HIM TO H] =EV]4 ,! PRES5T FEEL+1 ?\< NOT SO BRI80 ASK$ ,PR9CE ,&REW1 /ILL LOOK+ 9TO H] EYES4 0,IS IT POSSIBLE ?AT ,I--! '*IT ( A GIRL1' AS EV]YBODY CALL$ ME10 ?\1 CLEV] MAN :OM EV5 MY FA!R LOOKS UP TO8 ,CAN IT BE TRUE8 ,CAN IT BE TRUE ?AT !RE CAN BE NO MORE PLAY+ ) LIFE1 ?AT N[ ,I AM GR[N UP1 ?AT ON ME N[ LIES A RESPONSIBILITY = MY EV]Y WORD & DE$8 ,YES1 BUT :AT DID HE ASK ME80 0,NO10 %E REPLI$1 BUT %E HAD NOT UND]/OOD HIS QUE/ION4 0,=GIVE ME60 HE SAID4 0,BUT Y\ >E SO Y\NG1 & ,I HAVE ALREADY BE5 ?R\< SO MU* 9 LIFE4 ,I AM AFRAID = Y\1 Y\ DO NOT YET KN[ Y\RSELF40 ,NATA%A LI/5$ ) CONC5TRAT$ ATT5TION1 TRY+ BUT FAIL+ TO TAKE 9 ! MEAN+ ( HIS WORDS4 0,H>D AS ?IS YE> :I* DELAYS MY HAPP9ESS WILL BE10 CONT9U$ ,PR9CE ,&REW1 0IT WILL GIVE Y\ TIME TO BE SURE ( Y\RSELF4 ,I ASK Y\ TO MAKE ME HAPPY 9 A YE>1 BUT Y\ >E FREE3 \R 5GAGEM5T %ALL REMA9 A SECRET1 & %\LD Y\ F9D ?AT Y\ DO NOT LOVE ME1 OR %\LD Y\ COME TO LOVE4440 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW ) AN UNNATURAL SMILE4 0,:Y DO Y\ SAY ?AT80 ,NATA%A 9T]RUPT$ HIM4 0,Y\ KN[ ?AT FROM ! V]Y DAY Y\ FIR/ CAME TO ,OTRADNOE ,I HAVE LOV$ Y\10 %E CRI$1 QUITE CONV9C$ ?AT %E SPOKE ! TRU?4 0,9 A YE> Y\ WILL LE>N TO KN[ Y\RSELF44440 0,A :OLE YE>60 ,NATA%A REPEAT$ SUDD5LY1 ONLY N[ REALIZ+ ?AT ! M>RIAGE WAS TO BE PO/PON$ = A YE>4 0,BUT :Y A YE>8 ,:Y A YE>84440 ,PR9CE ,&REW BEGAN TO EXPLA9 TO H] ! REASONS = ?IS DELAY4 ,NATA%A DID NOT HE> HIM4 0,& CAN'T IT BE HELP$80 %E ASK$4 ,PR9CE ,&REW DID NOT REPLY1 BUT HIS FACE EXPRESS$ ! IMPOSSIBILITY ( ALT]+ ?AT DECISION4 0,IT'S AWFUL6 ,OH1 IT'S AWFUL6 AWFUL60 ,NATA%A SUDD5LY CRI$1 & AGA9 BUR/ 9TO SOBS4 0,I %ALL DIE1 WAIT+ A YE>3 IT'S IMPOSSIBLE1 IT'S AWFUL60 ,%E LOOK$ 9TO H] LOV]'S FACE & SAW 9 IT A LOOK ( COMMIS]ATION & P]PLEXITY4 0,NO1 NO6 ,I'LL DO ANY?+60 %E SAID1 SUDD5LY *ECK+ H] TE>S4 0,I AM SO HAPPY40 ,! FA!R & MO!R CAME 9TO ! ROOM & GAVE ! 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