,BOOK #g1 ,*APT] #ac #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,SOON AFT] ! ,*RI/MAS HOLIDAYS ,NI*OLAS TOLD HIS MO!R ( HIS LOVE = ,SONYA & ( HIS FIRM RESOLVE TO M>RY H]4 ,! C\NTESS1 :O HAD LONG NOTIC$ :AT WAS GO+ ON BETWE5 !M & WAS EXPECT+ ?IS DECL>ATION1 LI/5$ TO HIM 9 SIL5CE & !N TOLD H] SON ?AT HE MIRY :OM HE PLEAS$1 BUT ?AT NEI!R %E NOR HIS FA!R W\LD GIVE !IR BLESS+ TO SU* A M>RIAGE4 ,NI*OLAS1 = ! FIR/ TIME1 FELT ?AT HIS MO!R WAS DISPLEAS$ ) HIM & ?AT1 DESPITE H] LOVE = HIM1 %E W\LD NOT GIVE WAY4 ,COLDLY1 )\T LOOK+ AT H] SON1 %E S5T = H] HUSB& &1 :5 HE CAME1 TRI$ BRIEFLY & COLDLY TO 9=M HIM ( ! FACTS1 9 H] SON'S PRES5CE1 BUT UNABLE TO RE/RA9 H]SELF %E BUR/ 9TO TE>S ( VEXATION & LEFT ! ROOM4 ,! OLD C\NT BEGAN IRRESOLUTELY TO ADMONI% ,NI*OLAS & BEG HIM TO AB&ON HIS PURPOSE4 ,NI*OLAS REPLI$ ?AT HE C\LD NOT GO BACK ON HIS WORD1 & HIS FA!R1 SI<+ & EVID5TLY DISCONC]T$1 V]Y SOON BECAME SIL5T & W5T 9 TO ! C\NTESS4 ,9 ALL HIS 5C\NT]S ) HIS SON1 ! C\NT WAS ALWAYS CONSCI\S ( HIS [N GUILT T[>D HIM = HAV+ WA/$ ! FAMILY =TUNE1 & SO HE C\LD NOT BE ANGRY ) HIM = REFUS+ TO M>RY AN HEIRESS & *OOS+ ! D[]LESS ,SONYA4 ,ON ?IS OCCASION1 HE WAS ONLY MORE VIVIDLY CONSCI\S ( ! FACT ?AT IF HIS AFFAIRS HAD NOT BE5 9 DISORD]1 NO BETT] WIFE = ,NI*OLAS ?AN ,SONYA C\LD HAVE BE5 WI%$ =1 & ?AT NO ONE BUT HIMSELF ) HIS ,MIT5KA & HIS UNCOM=TABLE HABITS WAS TO BLAME = ! CONDITION ( ! FAMILY F9ANCES4 ,! FA!R & MO!R DID NOT SPEAK ( ! MATT] TO !IR SON AGA91 BUT A FEW DAYS LAT] ! C\NTESS S5T = ,SONYA &1 ) A CRUELTY NEI!R ( !M EXPECT$1 REPROA*$ H] NIECE = TRY+ TO CAT* ,NI*OLAS & = +RATITUDE4 ,SONYA LI/5$ SIL5TLY ) D[NCA/ EYES TO ! C\NTESS' CRUEL WORDS1 )\T UND]/&+ :AT WAS REQUIR$ ( H]4 ,%E WAS READY TO SACRIFICE EV]Y?+ = H] B5EFACTORS4 ,SELF-SACRIFICE WAS H] MO/ *]I%$ IDEA BUT 9 ?IS CASE %E C\LD NOT SEE :AT %E \RIAGE1 !N HE ?REAT5$ ?AT IF %E MOLE/$ ,SONYA HE W\LD AT ONCE M>RY H] SECRETLY4 ,! C\NTESS1 ) A COLDNESS H] SON HAD NEV] SE5 9 H] BE=E1 REPLI$ ?AT HE WAS ( AGE1 ?AT ,PR9CE ,&REW WAS M>RY+ )\T HIS FA!R'S CONS5T1 & HE C\LD DO ! SAME1 BUT ?AT %E W\LD NEV] RECEIVE ?AT 9TRIGU] AS H] DAUE TALK+ NONS5SE6 ,BE QUIET1 BE QUIET1 BE QUIET1 ,I TELL Y\64440 %E ALMO/ SCREAM$1 SO AS TO DR[N HIS VOICE4 0,MAMA D>L+1 IT'S NOT AT ALL SO444 MY POOR1 SWEET D>L+10 %E SAID TO H] MO!R1 :O CONSCI\S ?AT !Y HAD BE5 ON ! BR9K ( A RUPTURE GAZ$ AT H] SON ) T]ROR1 BUT 9 ! OB/9ACY & EXCITEM5T ( ! CONFLICT C\LD NOT & W\LD NOT GIVE WAY4 0,NI*OLAS1 ,I'LL EXPLA9 TO Y\4 ,GO AWAY6 ,LI/51 ,MAMA D>L+10 SAID ,NATA%A4 ,H] WORDS W]E 9COH]5T1 BUT !Y ATTA9$ ! PURPOSE AT :I* %E WAS AIM+4 ,! C\NTESS1 SOBB+ HEAVILY1 HID H] FACE ON H] DAU SUCCE$$ ?AT ,NI*OLAS RECEIV$ A PROMISE FROM HIS MO!R ?AT ,SONYA %\LD NOT BE TR\BL$1 :ILE HE ON HIS SIDE PROMIS$ NOT TO UND]TAKE ANY?+ )\T HIS P>5TS' KN[L$GE4 ,FIRMLY RESOLV$1 AFT] PUTT+ HIS AFFAIRS 9 ORD] 9 ! REGIM5T1 TO RETIRE FROM ! >MY & RETURN & M>RY ,SONYA1 ,NI*OLAS1 S]I\S1 SORR[FUL1 & AT V>IANCE ) HIS P>5TS1 BUT1 AS IT SEEM$ TO HIM1 PASSIONATELY 9 LOVE1 LEFT AT ! BEG9N+ ( ,JANU>Y TO REJO9 HIS REGIM5T4 ,AFT] ,NI*OLAS HAD GONE ?+S 9 ! ,RO/OV H\SEHOLD W]E MORE DEPRESS+ ?AN EV]1 & ! C\NTESS FELL ILL FROM M5TAL AGITATION4 ,SONYA WAS UNHAPPY AT ! SEP>ATION FROM ,NI*OLAS & /ILL MORE SO ON ACC\NT ( ! HO/ILE TONE ! C\NTESS C\LD NOT HELP ADOPT+ T[>D H]4 ,! C\NT WAS MORE P]TURB$ ?AN EV] BY ! CONDITION ( HIS AFFAIRS1 :I* CALL$ = SOME DECISIVE ACTION4 ,!IR T[N H\SE & E/ATE NE> ,MOSC[ HAD 9EVITABLY TO BE SOLD1 & = ?IS !Y HAD TO GO TO ,MOSC[4 ,BUT ! C\NTESS' HEAL? OBLIG$ !M TO DELAY !IR DEP>TURE FROM DAY TO DAY4 ,NATA%A1 :O HAD BORNE ! FIR/ P]IOD ( SEP>ATION FROM H] BETRO!D LIT IRRITAT$ H]4 ,IT HURT H] TO ?9K ?AT :ILE %E LIV$ ONLY 9 ! ?\ FROM GIV+ H] ANY COM=T1 SEEM$ TO H] A WE>ISOME & >TIFICIAL OBLIGATION4 ,%E C\LD NOT WRITE1 BECAUSE %E C\LD NOT CONCEIVE ! POSSIBILITY ( EXPRESS+ S9C]ELY 9 A LETT] EV5 A ?\S&? P>T ( :AT %E EXPRESS$ BY VOICE1 SMILE1 & GLANCE4 ,%E WROTE TO HIM =MAL1 MONOTON\S1 & DRY LETT]S1 TO :I* %E ATTA*$ NO IMPORTANCE H]SELF1 & 9 ! R\< COPIES ( :I* ! C\NTESS CORRECT$ H] MI/AKES 9 SPELL+4 ,!RE WAS /ILL NO IMPROVEM5T 9 ! C\NTESS' HEAL?1 BUT IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO DEF] ! J\RNEY TO ,MOSC[ ANY LONG]4 ,NATA%A'S TR\SSEAU HAD TO BE ORD]$ & ! H\SE SOLD4 ,MOREOV]1 ,PR9CE ,&REW WAS EXPECT$ 9 ,MOSC[1 :]E OLD ,PR9CE ,BOLKONSKI WAS SP5D+ ! W9T]1 & ,NATA%A FELT SURE HE HAD ALREADY >RIV$4 ,SO ! C\NTESS REMA9$ 9 ! C\NTRY1 & ! C\NT1 TAK+ ,SONYA & ,NATA%A ) HIM1 W5T TO ,MOSC[ AT ! 5D ( ,JANU>Y4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahfh 3 ,BOOK #g1 ,*APT] #ac -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #g1 ,*APT] #ac -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/