,BOOK #h1 ,*APT] #a #ahaa - #ab #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,AFT] ,PR9CE ,&REW'S 5GAGEM5T TO ,NATA%A1 ,PI]RE )\T ANY APP>5T CAUSE SUDD5LY FELT IT IMPOSSIBLE TO GO ON LIV+ AS BE=E4 ,FIRMLY CONV9C$ AS HE WAS ( ! TRU?S REVEAL$ TO HIM BY HIS B5EFACTOR1 & HAPPY AS HE HAD BE5 9 P]FECT+ HIS 9N] MAN1 TO :I* HE HAD DEVOT$ HIMSELF ) SU* >DOR--ALL ! ZE/ ( SU* A LIFE VANI%$ AFT] ! 5GAGEM5T ( ,&REW & ,NATA%A & ! DEA? ( ,JOSEPH ,ALEXEEVI*1 ! NEWS ( :I* REA*$ HIM ALMO/ AT ! SAME TIME4 ,ONLY ! SKELETON ( LIFE REMA9$3 HIS H\SE1 A BRILLIANT WIFE :O N[ 5JOY$ ! FAVORS ( A V]Y IMPORTANT P]SONAGE1 ACQUA9TANCE ) ALL ,PET]SBURG1 & HIS C\RT S]VICE ) ITS DULL =MALITIES4 ,& ?IS LIFE SUDD5LY SEEM$ TO ,PI]RE UNEXPECT$LY LOA?SOME4 ,HE CEAS$ KEEP+ A DI>Y1 AVOID$ ! COMPANY ( ! ,BRO!RS1 BEGAN GO+ TO ! CLUB AGA91 DRANK A GREAT DEAL1 & CAME ONCE MORE 9 T\* ) ! BA*ELOR SETS1 LEAD+ SU* A LIFE ?AT ! ,C\NTESS ,HEL5E ?\Y TO SPEAK SEV]ELY TO HIM AB\T IT4 ,PI]RE FELT ?AT %E WAS RIE ) ITS SN[ UNDI/URB$ BY VEHICLES1 ! SLEI< DRIV]S & HOVELS ( ! ,SIVTSEV ,VRAZHOK1 ?OSE OLD ,MOSCOVITES :O DESIR$ NO?+1 HURRI$ NO:]E1 & W]E 5D+ !IR DAYS LEISURELY2 :5 HE SAW ?OSE OLD ,MOSC[ LADIES1 ! ,MOSC[ BALLS1 & ! ,5GLI% ,CLUB1 HE FELT HIMSELF AT HOME 9 A QUIET HAV54 ,9 ,MOSC[ HE FELT AT PEACE1 AT HOME1 W>M & DIRTY AS 9 AN OLD DRESS+ G[N4 ,MOSC[ SOCIETY1 FROM ! OLD WOM5 D[N TO ! *ILDR51 RECEIV$ ,PI]RE LIKE A LONG-EXPECT$ GUE/ :OSE PLACE WAS ALWAYS READY AWAIT+ HIM4 ,= ,MOSC[ SOCIETY ,PI]RE WAS ! NICE/1 K9DE/1 MO/ 9TELLECTUAL1 M]RIE/1 & MO/ MAGNANIM\S ( CRANKS1 A HE$LESS1 G5IAL NOBLEMAN ( ! OLD ,RUSSIAN TYPE4 ,HIS PURSE WAS ALWAYS EMPTY BECAUSE IT WAS OP5 TO EV]YONE4 ,B5EFIT P]=MANCES1 POOR PICTURES1 /ATUES1 B5EVOL5T SOCIETIES1 GYPSY *OIRS1 S*OOLS1 SUBSCRIPTION D9N]S1 SPREES1 ,FREEMASONS1 *UR*ES1 & BOOKS--NO ONE & NO?+ MET ) A REFUSAL FROM HIM1 & HAD IT NOT BE5 = TWO FRI5DS :O HAD BORR[$ L>GE SUMS FROM HIM & TAK5 HIM UND] !IR PROTECTION1 HE W\LD HAVE GIV5 EV]Y?+ AWAY4 ,!RE WAS NEV] A D9N] OR SOIREE AT ! CLUB )\T HIM4 ,AS SOON AS HE SANK 9TO HIS PLACE ON ! S(A AFT] TWO BOTTLES ( ,M>GAUX HE WAS SURR\ND$1 & TALK+1 DISPUT+1 & JOK+ BEGAN4 ,:5 !RE W]E QU>RELS1 HIS K9DLY SMILE & WELL-TIM$ JE/S RECONCIL$ ! ANTAGONI/S4 ,! ,MASONIC D9N]S W]E DULL & DRE>Y :5 HE WAS NOT !RE4 ,:5 AFT] A BA*ELOR SUPP] HE ROSE ) HIS AMIABLE & K9DLY SMILE1 YIELD+ TO ! 5TREATIES ( ! FE/IVE COMPANY TO DRIVE (F SOME:]E ) !M1 %\TS ( DELIOSE AMONG ! Y\NG M54 ,AT BALLS HE DANC$ IF A P>TN] WAS NE$$4 ,Y\NG LADIES1 M>RI$ & UNM>RI$1 LIK$ HIM BECAUSE )\T MAK+ LOVE TO ANY ( !M1 HE WAS EQUALLY AMIABLE TO ALL1 ESPECIALLY AFT] SUPP]4 0,IL E/ *>MANT2 IL N'A PAS DE SEXE10 "9 !Y SAID ( HIM4 "9 0,HE IS *>M+2 HE HAS NO SEX40 ,PI]RE WAS ONE ( ?OSE RETIR$ G5TLEM5-9-WAIT+ ( :OM !RE W]E HUNDR$S GOOD-HUMOR$LY 5D+ !IR DAYS 9 ,MOSC[4 ,H[ HORRIFI$ HE W\LD HAVE BE5 SEV5 YE>S BE=E1 :5 HE FIR/ >RIV$ FROM ABROAD1 HAD HE BE5 TOLD ?AT !RE WAS NO NE$ = HIM TO SEEK OR PLAN ANY?+1 ?AT HIS RUT HAD LONG BE5 %AP$1 ET]NALLY PR$ET]M9$1 & ?AT WRIGGLE AS HE MIT TO E/ABLI% A REPUBLIC 9 ,RUSSIA2 !N HIMSELF TO BE A ,NAPOLEON2 !N TO BE A PHILOSOPH]2 & !N A /RATEGI/ & ! CONQU]OR ( ,NAPOLEON8 ,HAD HE NOT SE5 ! POSSIBILITY (1 & PASSIONATELY DESIR$1 ! REG5]ATION ( ! S9FUL HUMAN RACE1 & HIS [N PROGRESS TO ! HIS BE=E4 ,SOMETIMES HE CONSOL$ HIMSELF ) ! ?\ILY2 BUT !N HE WAS %OCK$ BY ! ?\ILY1 ) ALL !IR TEE? & HAIR1 & HAD ONLY LEFT IT :5 NOT A S+LE TOO? OR HAIR REMA9$4 ,9 MOM5TS ( PRIDE1 :5 HE ?\DS & NEV] LEFT HIM = A MOM5T4 0,:AT =8 ,:Y8 ,:AT IS GO+ ON 9 ! WORLD80 HE W\LD ASK HIMSELF 9 P]PLEXITY SEV]AL TIMES A DAY1 9VOLUNT>ILY BEG9N+ TO REFLECT ANEW ON ! MEAN+ ( ! PH5OM5A ( LIFE2 BUT KN[+ BY EXP]I5CE ?AT !RE W]E NO ANSW]S TO !SE QUE/IONS HE MADE HA/E TO TURN AWAY FROM !M1 & TOOK UP A BOOK1 OR HURRI$ (F TO ! CLUB OR TO ,APOLLON ,NIKOLAEVI*'S1 TO EX*ANGE ! GOSSIP ( ! T[N4 0,HEL5E1 :O HAS NEV] C>$ = ANY?+ BUT H] [N BODY & IS ONE ( ! /UPIDE/ WOM5 9 ! WORLD10 ?\D$ BY PEOPLE AS ! ACME ( 9TELLIG5CE & REF9EM5T1 & !Y PAY HOMAGE TO H]4 ,NAPOLEON ,BONAP>TE WAS DESPIS$ BY ALL AS LONG AS HE WAS GREAT1 BUT N[ ?AT HE HAS BECOME A WRET*$ COM$IAN ! ,EMP]OR ,FRANCIS WANTS TO (F] HIM HIS DAURIAGE4 ,! ,SPANI>DS1 ?R\< ! ,CA?OLIC CL]GY1 (F] PRAISE TO ,GOD = !IR VICTORY OV] ! ,FR5* ON ! F\RTE5? ( ,JUNE1 & ! ,FR5*1 ALSO ?R\< ! ,CA?OLIC CL]GY1 (F] PRAISE BECAUSE ON ?AT SAME F\RTE5? ( ,JUNE !Y DEFEAT$ ! ,SPANI>DS4 ,MY BRO!R ,MASONS SWE> BY ! BLOOD ?AT !Y >E READY TO SACRIFICE EV]Y?+ = !IR NEIPET & A *>T] ?AT NOBODY NE$S1 & ! MEAN+ ( :I* ! V]Y MAN :O WROTE IT DOES NOT UND]/&4 ,WE ALL PR(ESS ! ,*RI/IAN LAW ( =GIV5ESS ( 9JURIES & LOVE ( \R NEIS ?AT IT MU/ BE SO6 ,BUT ,I--:AT IS TO BECOME ( ME80 ?\LY TO BE ABLE TO TAKE A S]I\S P>T 9 IT4 ,EV]Y SPH]E ( WORK WAS CONNECT$1 9 HIS EYES1 ) EVIL & DECEPTION4 ,:ATEV] HE TRI$ TO BE1 :ATEV] HE 5GAG$ 91 ! EVIL & FALSEHOOD ( IT REPULS$ HIM & BLOCK$ EV]Y PA? ( ACTIVITY4 ,YET HE HAD TO LIVE & TO F9D OCCUPATION4 ,IT WAS TOO DREADFUL TO BE UND] ! BURD5 ( !SE 9SOLUBLE PROBLEMS1 SO HE AB&ON$ HIMSELF TO ANY DI/RACTION 9 ORD] TO =GET !M4 ,HE FREQU5T$ EV]Y K9D ( SOCIETY1 DRANK MU*1 B\\SALS & WOM52 FROM C>\SALS BACK TO GOSSIP1 READ+1 & W9E4 ,DR9K+ BECAME MORE & MORE A PHYSICAL & ALSO A MORAL NECESSITY4 ,?\< ! DOCTORS W>N$ HIM ?AT ) HIS CORPUL5CE W9E WAS DANG]\S = HIM1 HE DRANK A GREAT DEAL4 ,HE WAS ONLY QUITE AT EASE :5 HAV+ P\R$ SEV]AL GLASSES ( W9E ME*ANICALLY 9TO HIS L>GE M\? HE FELT A PLEASANT W>M? 9 HIS BODY1 AN AMIABILITY T[>D ALL HIS FELL[S1 & A READ9ESS TO RESPOND SUP]FICIALLY TO EV]Y IDEA )\T PROB+ IT DEEPLY4 ,ONLY AFT] EMPTY+ A BOTTLE OR TWO DID HE FEEL DIMLY ?AT ! T]RIBLY TANGL$ SKE9 ( LIFE :I* PREVI\SLY HAD T]RIFI$ HIM WAS NOT AS DREADFUL AS HE HAD ?\$ AS 9SOLUBLE & T]RIBLE AS EV]1 & ,PI]RE HA/ILY PICK$ UP A BOOK1 & IF ANYONE CAME TO SEE HIM HE WAS GLAD4 ,SOMETIMES HE REMEMB]$ H[ HE HAD HE>D ?AT SOLDI]S 9 W> :5 5TR5*$ UND] ! 5EMY'S FIRE1 IF !Y HAVE NO?+ TO DO1 TRY H>D TO F9D SOME OCCUPATION ! MORE EASILY TO BE> ! DANG]4 ,TO ,PI]RE ALL M5 SEEM$ LIKE ?OSE SOLDI]S1 SEEK+ REFUGE FROM LIFE3 SOME 9 AMBITION1 SOME 9 C>DS1 SOME 9 FRAM+ LAWS1 SOME 9 WOM51 SOME 9 TOYS1 SOME 9 HORSES1 SOME 9 POLITICS1 SOME 9 SPORT1 SOME 9 W9E1 & SOME 9 GOV]NM5TAL AFFAIRS4 0,NO?+ IS TRIVIAL1 & NO?+ IS IMPORTANT1 IT'S ALL ! SAME--ONLY TO SAVE ONESELF FROM IT AS BE/ ONE CAN10 ?\Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #h1 ,*APT] #a -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/