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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

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,/ILL MORE REM>KABLE W]E MY RELATIONS TO ! *ILDR54  ,9 MY ROLE ( B5EFACTOR1 ,I TURN$ MY ATT5TION TO ! *ILDR5 ALSO1 BE+ DESIR\S TO SAVE !SE 9NOC5T BE+S FROM P]I%+ 9 ?AT LAIR ( VISE1 & NOT+ !M D[N 9 ORD] TO ATT5D TO !M AFT]W>DS4 

,AMONG ! *ILDR51 ,I WAS ESPECIALLY /RUCK ) A TWELVE-YE>-OLD LAD NAM$ ,S]OZHA4  ,I WAS HE>TILY SORRY = ?IS BOLD1 9TELLIG5T LAD1 :O HAD LIV$ ) A COBBL]1 & :O HAD BE5 LEFT )\T A %ELT] BECAUSE HIS MA/] HAD BE5 PUT 9 JAIL1 & ,I WANT$ TO DO GOOD TO HIM4 

,I WILL H]E RELATE ! UP%OT ( MY B5EVOL5CE 9 HIS CASE1 BECAUSE MY EXP]I5CE ) ?IS *ILD IS BE/ ADAPT$ TO %[ MY FALSE POSITION 9 ! ROLE ( B5EFACTOR4  ,I TOOK ! BOY HOME ) ME & PUT HIM 9 ! KIT*54  ,IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE1 WAS IT NOT1 TO TAKE A *ILD :O HAD LIV$ 9 A D5 ( 9IQUITY 9 AMONG MY [N *ILDR58  ,& ,I CONSID]$ MYSELF V]Y K9D & GOOD1 BECAUSE HE WAS A C>E1 NOT TO ME1 BUT TO ! S]VANTS 9 ! KIT*51 & BECAUSE NOT ,I BUT ! COOK F$ HIM1 & BECAUSE ,I GAVE HIM SOME CA/(F CLO?+ TO WE>4  ,! BOY /AID A WEEK4  ,DUR+ ?AT WEEK ,I SAID A FEW WORDS TO HIM AS ,I PASS$ ON TWO OCCASIONS & 9 ! C\RSE ( MY /ROLLS1 ,I W5T TO A %OEMAK] ( MY ACQUA9TANCE1 & PROPOS$ ?AT HE %\LD TAKE ! LAD AS AN APPR5TICE4  ,A PEASANT :O WAS VISIT+ ME1 9VIT$ HIM TO GO TO ! C\NTRY1 9TO HIS FAMILY1 AS A LABOR]2 ! BOY REFUS$1 & AT ! 5D ( ! WEEK HE DISAPPE>$4  ,I W5T TO ! ,RZHAN(F H\SE TO 9QUIRE AFT] HIM4  ,HE HAD RETURN$ !RE1 BUT WAS NOT AT HOME :5 ,I W5T ?I!R4  ,= TWO DAYS ALREADY1 HE HAD BE5 GO+ TO ! ,PRYESN5SKY PONDS1 :]E HE HAD HIR$ HIMSELF \T AT ?IRTY KOPECKS A DAY 9 SOME PROCESSION ( SAVAGES 9 CO/UME1 :O L$ AB\T ELEPHANTS4  ,SOME?+ WAS BE+ PRES5T$ TO ! PUBLIC !RE4  ,I W5T A SECOND TIME1 BUT HE WAS SO UNGRATEFUL ?AT HE EVID5TLY AVOID$ ME4  ,HAD ,I !N REFLECT$ ON ! LIFE ( ?AT BOY & ON MY [N1 ,I %\LD HAVE UND]/OOD ?AT ?IS BOY WAS SPOIL$ BECAUSE HE HAD DISCOV]$ ! POSSIBILITY ( A M]RY LIFE )\T LABOR1 & ?AT HE HAD GR[N UNUS$ TO WORK4  ,& ,I1 ) ! OBJECT ( B5EFIT+ & RECLAIM+ HIM1 HAD TAK5 HIM TO MY H\SE1 :]E HE SAW--:AT8  ,MY *ILDR51--BO? OLD] & Y\NG] ?AN HIMSELF1 & ( ! SAME AGE1--:O NOT ONLY NEV] DID ANY WORK = !MSELVES1 BUT :O MADE WORK = O!RS BY EV]Y MEANS 9 !IR P[]1 :O SOIL$ & SPOIL$ EV]Y ?+ AB\T !M1 :O ATE RI*1 DA9TY1 & SWEET VI&S1 BROKE *9A1 & FLUNG TO ! DOGS FOOD :I* W\LD HAVE BE5 A TIDBIT TO ?IS LAD4  ,IF ,I HAD RESCU$ HIM FROM ! ABYSS1 & HAD TAK5 HIM TO ?AT NICE PLACE1 !N HE MU/ ACQUIRE ?OSE VIEWS :I* PREVAIL$ 9 ! LIFE ( ?AT NICE PLACE2 BUT BY !SE VIEWS1 HE UND]/OOD ?AT 9 ?AT F9E PLACE HE MU/ SO LIVE ?AT HE %\LD NOT TOIL1 BUT EAT & DR9K LUXURI\SLY1 & LEAD A JOY\S LIFE4  ,IT IS TRUE ?AT HE DID NOT KN[ ?AT MY *ILDR5 BORE HEAVY BURD5S 9 ! ACQUISITION ( ! DECL5SIONS ( ,LAT9 & ,GREEK GRAMM>1 & ?AT HE C\LD NOT HAVE UND]/OOD ! OBJECT ( !SE LABORS4  ,BUT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO SEE ?AT IF HE HAD UND]/OOD ?IS1 ! 9FLU5CE ( MY *ILDR5'S EXAMPLE ON HIM W\LD HAVE BE5 EV5 /RONG]4  ,HE W\LD !N HAVE COMPREH5D$ ?AT MY *ILDR5 W]E BE+ $UCAT$ 9 ?IS MANN]1 SO ?AT1 :ILE DO+ NO WORK N[1 !Y MI<T BE 9 A POSITION H]EAFT]1 ALSO PR(IT+ BY !IR DIPLOMAS1 TO WORK AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE1 & TO 5JOY ! PLEASURES ( LIFE TO AS GREAT AN EXT5T AS POSSIBLE4  ,HE DID UND]/& ?IS1 & HE W\LD NOT GO ) ! PEASANT TO T5D CATTLE1 & TO EAT POTATOES & KVAS ) HIM1 BUT HE W5T TO ! ZOOLOGICAL G>D5 9 ! CO/UME ( A SAVAGE1 TO LEAD ! ELEPHANT AT ?IRTY KOPECKS A DAY4 

,I MI<T HAVE UND]/OOD H[ CLUMSY ,I WAS1 :5 ,I WAS RE>+ MY *ILDR5 9 ! MO/ UTT] IDL5ESS & LUXURY1 TO RE=M O!R PEOPLE & !IR *ILDR51 :O W]E P]I%+ FROM IDL5ESS 9 :AT ,I CALL$ ! D5 ( ! ,RZHAN(F H\SE1 :]E1 NEV]!LESS1 ?REE-F\R?S ( ! PEOPLE TOIL = !MSELVES & = O!RS4  ,BUT ,I UND]/OOD NO?+ ( ?IS4 

,!RE W]E A GREAT MANY *ILDR5 9 ! ,RZHAN(F H\SE1 :O W]E 9 ! SAME PITIABLE PLI<T2 !RE W]E ! *ILDR5 ( DISSOLUTE WOM51 !RE W]E ORPHANS1 !RE W]E *ILDR5 :O HAD BE5 PICK$ UP 9 ! /REETS BY BEGG>S4  ,!Y W]E ALL V]Y WRET*$4  ,BUT MY EXP]I5CE ) ,S]OZHA %[$ ME ?AT ,I1 LIV+ ! LIFE ,I DID1 WAS NOT 9 A POSITION TO HELP !M4 

,:ILE ,S]OZHA WAS LIV+ ) US1 ,I NOTIC$ 9 MYSELF AN EF=T TO HIDE \R LIFE FROM HIM1 9 P>TICUL> ! LIFE ( \R *ILDR54  ,I FELT ?AT ALL MY EF=TS TO DIRECT HIM T[>DS A GOOD1 9DU/RI\S LIFE1 W]E C\NT]ACT$ BY ! EXAMPLES ( \R LIVES & BY ?AT ( \R *ILDR54  ,IT IS V]Y EASY TO TAKE A *ILD AWAY FROM A DISREPUTABLE WOMAN1 OR FROM A BEGG>4  ,IT IS V]Y EASY1 :5 ONE HAS ! MONEY1 TO WA%1 CLEAN & DRESS HIM 9 NEAT CLO?+1 TO SUPPORT HIM1 & EV5 TO TEA* HIM V>I\S SCI5CES2 BUT IT IS NOT ONLY DIFFICULT = US1 :O DO NOT E>N \R [N BREAD1 BUT QUITE ! REV]SE1 TO TEA* HIM TO WORK = HIS BREAD1 BUT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE1 BECAUSE WE1 BY \R EXAMPLE1 & EV5 BY ?OSE MAT]IAL & VALUELESS IMPROVEM5TS ( HIS LIFE1 9CULCATE ! CONTR>Y4  ,A PUPPY CAN BE TAK51 T5D$1 F$1 & TAU<T TO FET* & C>RY1 & ONE MAY TAKE PLEASURE 9 HIM3 BUT IT IS NOT 5\< TO T5D A MAN1 TO FE$ & TEA* HIM ,GREEK2 WE MU/ TEA* ! MAN H[ TO LIVE1--?AT IS1 TO TAKE AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE FROM O!RS1 & TO GIVE AS MU* AS POSSIBLE2 & WE CANNOT HELP TEA*+ HIM TO DO ! CONTR>Y1 IF WE TAKE HIM 9TO \R H\SES1 OR 9TO AN 9/ITUTION F\ND$ = ?IS PURPOSE4 

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