,:O ,%\LD ,LE>N ,WRIT+ ( ,:OM2 ,PEASANT ,*ILDR5 ( ,US1 OR ,WE ( ,PEASANT ,*ILDR58 #ahfb ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,NA?AN ,HASKELL ,DOLE ,TEXT 3 ,9 ! F\R? VOLUME ( ! J\RNAL ,YASNAYA ,POLY ANA !RE WAS PR9T$ AMONG ! *ILDR5'S COMPOSI- TIONS BY AN $ITORIAL MI/AKE 0,A ,HI/ORY ( H[ A BOY WAS FRIK H[ IMPOSSIBLE >E C\NT]FEITS 9 ?IS CLASS ( WORK4 ,?IS TALE WAS DETECT$1 NOT BE- CAUSE IT WAS BETT]1 BUT BECAUSE IT WAS WORSE1 9COMPA- RABLY WORSE1 ?AN ALL ! COMPOSITIONS ( ! *ILDR54 ,ALL ! O!R TALES BELONG$ TO ! *ILDR5 !MSELVES4 ,TWO ( !M1 0 ,HE EATS ) Y\R SPOON BUT PUTS Y\R EYES \T ) ! H&LE 0 & 0 ,LIFE 9 A ,SOLDI]'S ,HOME10 W]E WRITT5 9 ! FOLL[+ WAY3 ,! TEA*]'S *IEF >T 9 ! TEA*+ ( LANGUAGE1 & HIS *IEF EX]CISE ) ?IS 5D 9 VIEW1 AS HE TRA9S *ILDR5 TO WRITE COMPOSITIONS1 CONSI/S 9 ! GIV+ ( SUBJECTS2 & NOT SO MU* 9 ! M]E NAM+ ( !M AS 9 F9D+ V>IETY ( SUBJECTS1 9 9DICAT+ ! DIM5SIONS ( ! COMPOSITIONS1 & ! PO9T+ \T ( ELEM5T>Y PROCESSES4 ,MANY ( ! 9TELLIG5T & TAL5T$ S*OL>S W\LD WRITE TRA% 2 W\LD WRITE 3 0 ,! FIRE BROKE \T1 !Y BEGAN TO PULL \T ! ?+S1 & ,I RAN 9TO ! /REET40 ,& NO?+ ( ANY CONSEQU5CE WAS PRODUC$1 ?\< ! SUBJECT ( ! COMPOSITION WAS RI*1 & ! DE- SCRIPTION ( IT MAY HAVE MADE A DEEP IMPRESSION ON ! S*OL>S4 ,!Y W\LD MISS ! *IEF ?+ 3 :Y !Y WROTE1 & :AT WAS ! GOOD ( WRIT+ IT 8 ,!Y DID NOT COMPREH5D ! >T ( EXPRESS+ LIFE 9 WORDS1 & ! FASC9ATION ( ?IS >T4 ,&1 AS ,I HAVE ALREADY SAID 9 ! SECOND NUMB]1 ,I TRI$ MANY DIFF]5T EXP]IM5TS 9 ! GIV+ ( SUBJECTS4 ,I TRI$ TO GAUGE !IR 9CLI- NATIONS1 & GAVE !M EXPLICIT1 >TI/IC1 T\*+1 LUDI- CR\S1 OR EPIC !MES = COMPOSITIONS2 BUT ! ?+ DID NOT WORK4 ,N[ ,I WILL TELL H[ ,I ACCID5TALLY DIS- COV]$ ! TRUE ME?OD4 ,= A LONG TIME ! P]USAL ( ,SNEGIREF'S COLLECTION ( PROV]BS HAS BE5 ONE ( MY FAVORITE1 ,I WILL NOT SAY OCCUPATIONS1 BUT PASSIONS4 ,EV]Y PROV]B BR+S UP BE=E ME *>ACT]S FROM AMONG ! PEOPLE1 & !IR ACTIONS1 ACCORD+ TO ! S5SE ( ! PROV]B4 ,AMONG MY IMPOSSIBLE DREAMS ,I HAVE ALWAYS ?\S1 ,F$KA1 ,SEMKA1 & ! O!RS1 PRICK$ UP !IR E>S4 0,:AT DO Y\ MEAN1 'ON A PROV]B'80 0,:AT IS ?AT 8 0 0 ,TELL US 6 0 W]E ! V>I\S EXCLAMATIONS4 ,I HAPP5$ TO OP5 TO ! PROV]B 3 0 ,HE EATS ) Y\R SPOON & PUTS Y\R EYES \T ) ! HAN- DLE40 0,N[ IMAG9E10 SAID ,I1 0?AT A MUZHIK HAD TAK5 9 SOME OLD BEGG> 2 & !N1 AFT] ! K9DNESS ?AT HE HAD RECEIV$1 ! BEGG> HAD BEGUN TO REVILE HIM1 IT W\LD MEAN ?AT HE HAD EAT5 ) Y\R SPOON & PUT \T Y\R EYES ) ! H&LE40 0 ,WELL1 H[ W\LD Y\ WRITE IT 8 0 SAID ,F$KA & ALL ! O!RS1 :O HAD PRICK$ UP !IR E>S 2 BUT SUDD5LY !Y GAVE IT UP1 P]SUAD$ ?AT ?IS TASK WAS BEYOND !IR /R5G?1 & RESUM$ ! WORK ON :I* !Y HAD BE5 5GAG$ BE=E4 0 ,Y\ WRITE IT = US10 SAID ONE ( !M TO ME4 ,ALL W]E BUSY 9 !IR WORK2 ,I TOOK ! P5 & 9K/&1 & BEGAN TO WRITE4 0,N[10 SAID ,I1 0:O WILL WRITE IT ! BE/8 & ,I WILL TRY ) Y\40 ,I BEGAN ! /ORY :I* IS PR9T$ 9 ! F\R? NUMB] ( ,YASNAYA ,POLYANA@5 & WROTE ! FIR/ PAGE4 ,EV]Y UNPREJUDIC$ MAN ) ANY FEEL+ = >T & NATIONALITY1 ON READ+ ?IS FIR/ PAGE WRITT5 BY ME1 & ! FOLL[+ PAGES ( ! /ORY WRITT5 BY ! S*OL>S !MSELVES1 WILL DI/+UI% ?IS PAGE FROM ALL ! O!RS1 LIKE A FLY 9 MILK1 IT IS SO >TIFICIAL1 SO FALSE1 & WRITT5 9 SU* A WRET*$ /YLE4 ,IT MU/ BE NOT$ ?AT 9 ITS FIR/ =M IT WAS /ILL POOR]1 & HAS BE5 MU* IMPROV$1 ?ANKS TO ! SUGGE/IONS ( ! S*OL>S4 ,F$KA KEPT LOOK+ UP FROM HIS COPY-BOOK AT ME1 & :5 HIS EYES MET M9E1 HE W\LD SMILE & W9K1 & SAY1 0 ,WRITE1 WRITE 6 ,I WILL %[ Y\ 6 0 ,IT EVID5TLY 9T]E/$ HIM TO HAVE A GR[N P]SON ALSO WRITE A COMPOSITION4 ,AFT]' F9I%+ HIS COMPO- SITION1 LESS C>EFULLY & MORE HURRI$LY ?AN USUAL1 HE LEAN$ OV] ! BACK ( MY >M-*AIR1 & BEGAN TO READ OV] MY %\LD]4 ,I C\LD NOT WRITE ANY LONG]2 O!RS JO9$ \R GR\P1 & ,I READ AL\D :AT ,I HAD WRITT54 ,IT DID NOT PLEASE !M2 NO ONE PRAIS$ IT4 ,I WAS MORTIFI$ 2 & 9 ORD] TO SOO! MY LIT]>Y VANITY1 ,I BEGAN TO TELL !M MY PLAN ( :AT WAS TO FOLL[4 ,AS ,I W5T ON TELL+ !M1 ,I WAS C>RI$ AWAY4 ,I FELT BETT] 9 MY M9D1 & !Y BEGAN TO MAKE SUGGE/IONS4 ,ONE SAID ?AT ! OLD MAN %\LD BE A WIZ>D4 ,ANO!R SAID3-- 0,NO2 ?AT IS NOT NECESS>Y2 HE MU/ BE SIMPLY A SOLDI]40 0,NO2 LET HIM ROB HIS B5EFACTOR40 0,NO2 ?AT W\LD NOT BE ACCORD+ TO ! PROV]B10 SAID !Y4 ,ALL W]E ?OR\T 9 IT4 ,!IR OP9IONS W]E = ! MO/ P>T SIMIL> & JU/1 BO? 9 REG>D TO ! CON/RUCTION ( ! /ORY1 ! DETAILS1 & ! TRAITS ( ! *>ACT]S4 ,NE>LY ALL TOOK P>T 9 ! COMPOSITION ( ! /ORY1 BUT FROM ! V]Y BEG9N+ ! POSITIVE ,SEMKA /OOD \T ) ESPECIAL CLE>NESS BY ! >TI/IC %>PNESS ( HIS DESCRIPTION1 & ,F$KA BY ! TRU? ( HIS POETIC DEL9EATIONS1 & MORE ?AN ALL BY ! VIVIDNESS & =CE ( HIS IMAG9ATION4 ,!IR /RICTURES W]E TO SU* A DEGREE GIV5 ADVIS$LY1 & ) REASON1 ?AT MORE ?AN ONCE1 :5 ,I >GU$ ) !M1 ,I WAS OBLIG$ TO YIELD4 ,IT WAS MY IDEA ?AT ACCURACY 9 COMPOSITION1 & ! CLOSE FITT+ ( ! ?\Y1 C>$ ONLY = >TI/IC ACCURACY4 ,= EXAMPLE1 ,I WANT$ ! PEASANT :O TOOK ! OLD BEGG> 9TO HIS H\SE TO REGRET HIS K9DLY ACTION2 !Y FELT ?AT ?IS WAS AN IMPOSSIBILITY1 & !Y BR\1 BUT AFT]W>DS FELT SORRY ?AT HE HAD GIV5 HIS BREAD40 ,F$KA REPLI$ ?AT SU* A ?+ W\LD BE ABSURD4 0,FROM ! V]Y FIR/ HE DID NOT LI/5 TO HIS WIFE1 & SURELY AFT]W>DS HE W\LD NOT YIELD TO H]60 0,BUT :AT SORT ( A MAN IS HE 9 Y\R IDEA80 ,I ASK$4 0,HE IS LIKE ,UNCLE ,TIM(EI10 SAID ,F$KA1 SMIL+2 0HIS BE>D IS RA!R ?91 HE GOES TO *UR*1 & HE KEEPS BEES40 0,GOOD-NATUR$ BUT OB/9ATE80 ,I SUGGE/$4 0,YES10 SAID ,F$KA2 0?AT'S ! REASON HE WILL NOT HE$ HIS WIFE40 ,FROM ! MOM5T :5 !Y 9TRODUC$ ! OLD MAN ! COMPOSITION BEGAN 9 LIVELY E>NE/4 ,H]E = ! FIR/ TIME1 EVID5TLY1 !Y BEGAN TO FEEL ! DELITI/IC WORK 9TO WORDS4 ,9 ?IS RESPECT ,SEMKA WAS P>TICUL>LY BRILLIANT2 ! MO/ LIFELIKE DETAILS FOLL[$ ONE ANO!R4 ,! SOLIT>Y FAULT :I* MIG$ AGA9/ HIM WAS ?IS3 ?AT !SE DETAILS PICTUR$ ONLY ! PRES5T MOM5T1 & HAD NO RELATION%IP TO ! G5]AL IDEA ( ! /ORY4 ,I DID NOT HURRY !M1 BUT RA!R URG$ !M TO GO SL[1 & NOT TO =GET :AT !Y HAD SAID4 ,IT SEEM$ AS IF ,SEMKA SAW & DESCRIB$ :AT W5T ON BE=E HIS EYES3 ! FROZ51 SN[-COV]$ B>K %OES1 & ! MUD :I* DRIPP$ D[N FROM !M AS !Y ?AW$ \T1 & ! BISCUITS 9TO :I* !Y DRI$ :5 ! WOMAN PUT !M 9TO ! OV54 ,F$KA1 ON ! O!R H&1 SAW ONLY ?OSE P>TICUL>S :I* >\S$ 9 HIM SU* A S5TIM5T AS HE W\LD HAVE EXP]I5C$ AT ! SI & HE FELT ! FEEL+ ( PITY :I* 9SPIR$ ! PEASANT TO SAY3-- 0,LORD6 H[ CAN HE WALK60 ,F$KA W5T SO F> AS TO EXPRESS 9 PANTOMIME ! MANN] 9 :I* ! PEASANT SAID !SE WORDS2 WAV+ HIS H& & %AK+ HIS HEAD4 ,HE SAW ! OLD MAN'S ?91 TATT]$ CLOAK1 & HIS TORN %IRT1 UND] :I* %[$ HIS EMACIAT$ BODY WET ) MELT+ SN[4 ,HE IMAG9$ ! WOMAN1 AS %E GRUMBL+LY OBEY$ H] HUSB&'S COMM&1 & PULL$ (F HIS LAPTI1 & ! OLD MAN'S PITIFUL GROAN MUTT]$ ?R\< HIS TEE?3-- 0,EASY1 LITTLE MO!R2.<#b.> MY FEET >E SORE !RE60 ,SEMKA WANT$ OBJECTIVE PICTURES ABOVE ALL1--! LAPTI1 ! ?9 CLOAK1 ! OLD MAN1 ! PEASANT WOMAN1 )\T MU* ( ANY CONNECTION AMONG !M2 ,F$KA WANT$ TO EXPRESS ! FEEL+ ( PITY ) :I* HE HIMSELF WAS FILL$4 ,HE W5T ON TO SPEAK ( H[ ! OLD MAN W\LD BE GIV5 HIS SUPP]2 H[ HE W\LD FALL SICK 9 ! NIDS 9 ! FIELD HE W\LD TEA* ! BOY HIS LETT]S1 SO ?AT ,I WAS OBLIG$ TO TELL HIM NOT TO HURRY & NOT TO =GET :AT HE HAD SAID4 ,HIS EYES GLEAM$ ) UN%$ TE>S2 HIS DIRTY1 ?9 H&S CONTRACT$ N]V\SLY2 HE WAS IMPATI5T1 & KEPT SPURR+ ME ON3 0,HAVE Y\ WRITT5 IT8 HAVE Y\ WRITT5 IT80 HE KEPT ASK+ ME4 ,HE WAS DESPOTICALLY IRRITAT$ ) ALL ! O!RS2 HE WANT$ TO BE ! ONLY ONE TO SPEAK1--NOT TO SPEAK AS M5 TALK BUT TO SPEAK AS !Y WRITE1--9 O!R WORDS TO EXPRESS >TI/ICALLY 9 WORDS ! IMAGES ( FEEL+2 = EXAMPLE1 HE W\LD NOT P]MIT ! WORDS TO BE *ANG$ AB\T1 BUT WAS V]Y P>TICUL> AB\T !IR ORD]4 ,HIS S\L AT ?IS TIME WAS S(T5$ & /IRR$ BY ! S5TIM5T ( PITY1--?AT IS1 LOVE1--& IT PICTUR$ EV]Y OBJECT 9 AN >TI/IC =M1 & TOOK EXCEPTION TO EV]Y?+ ?AT DID NOT CORRESPOND TO HIS IDEA ( ET]NAL BEAUTY & H>MONY4 ,AS SOON AS ,SEMKA WAS DRAWN 9TO DESCRIB+ 9CONGRU\S DETAILS AB\T ! LAMBS HUDDL$ 9 ! CORN] NE> ! DOOR1 OR ANY?+ ( ! SORT1 ,F$KA W\LD BECOME VEX$ & SAY3-- 0,HO1 Y\2 Y\ >E TALK+ TWADDLE40 ,I NE$$ ONLY TO SUGGE/ ANY?+1--= EXAMPLE1 :AT WAS ! PEASANT DO+ :ILE HIS WIFE W5T (F TO H] NEI--& ,F$KA'S IMAG9ATION W\LD IMM$IATELY CON/RUCT A PICTURE ( LAMBS BLEAT+ NE> ! DOOR1 & ! OLD MAN SI<+1 & ! LAD ,S]OZHA DELIRI\S2 ,I HAD ONLY TO SUGGE/ SOME >TIFICIAL & FALSE DETAIL 9 ! PICTURE1 & HE W\LD BECOME ANGRY 9/ANTLY1 & DECL>E ) IRRITATION ?AT IT WAS NOT NECESS>Y4 ,= 9/ANCE1 ,I PROPOS$ ?AT HE DESCRIBE ! PEASANT'S EXT]NAL APPE>ANCE2 HE AGRE$3 BUT MY PROPOSAL ?AT HE %\LD DESCRIBE :AT ! PEASANT ?\ Y\R HAIR \T40 ,& HE SAID ?IS 9 SU* A WE>Y & CALMLY NATURALLY S]I\S1 & AT ! SAME TIME GOOD-NATUR$1 TONE ( VOICE1 LEAN+ HIS HEAD ON HIS H&1 ?AT ! *ILDR5 W5T 9TO A GALE ( LAUT--! FEEL+ ( PROPORTION--WAS EXTRAORD9>ILY DEVELOP$ 9 HIM4 ,HE WAS :OLLY UPSET BY ANY SUP]FLU\S SUGGE/ION MADE BY ANY ( ! BOYS4 ,HE TOOK IT UPON HIMSELF TO DIRECT ! CON/RUCTION ( ?IS /ORY 9 SU* A DESPOTIC WAY1 & ) SU* A JU/ CLAIM TO BE DESPOTIC1 ?AT V]Y SOON ! BOYS W5T HOME1 & HE ALONE WAS LEFT ) ,SEMKA1 :O DID NOT GIVE WAY TO HIM1 ?\< HE WORK$ 9 A DIFF]5T MANN]4 ,WE WORK$ FROM SEV5 TO ELEV5 O'CLOCK2 ! *ILDR5 FELT NEI!R HUNG] NOR WE>9ESS1 & !Y W]E REALLY 9DIGNANT ) ME :5 ,I /OPP$ WRIT+2 !N !Y TRI$ TO TAKE TURNS 9 WRIT+ BY !MSELVES1 BUT !Y SOON DESI/$--! ?+ DID NOT WORK4 ,H]E = ! FIR/ TIME ,F$KA ASK$ ME :AT MY NAME WAS4 ,WE LAU<$ AT HIM1 BECAUSE HE DID NOT KN[4 0,I KN[10 SAID HE1 0H[ TO ADDRESS Y\2 BUT :AT DO !Y CALL Y\R E/ATE NAME8.<#d.> ,Y\ KN[ WE HAVE ! ,FOKANUI*EF FAMILY1 ! ,ZABREFS1 ! ,Y]MIL9AS40 ,I TOLD HIM4 0,& >E WE GO+ TO BE PR9T$80 HE ASK$1 0,YES40 0,!N IT MU/ BE PR9T$3 ,! WORK ( ,MAK>(1 ,MOROZ(1 & ,TOL/OY60 ,HE WAS EXCIT$ = A LONG TIME1 & C\LD NOT SLEEP2 & ,I CANNOT REPRES5T ! FEEL+ ( EXCITEM5T1 ( PLEASURE1 ( PA91 & ALMO/ ( REMORSE :I* ,I EXP]I5C$ 9 ! C\RSE ( ?AT EV5+4 ,I FELT ?AT FROM ?IS TIME A NEW WORLD ( JOYS & SORR[S HAD BE5 REVEAL$ TO ,F$KA1--! WORLD ( >T2 IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT ,I WAS WITNESS+ :AT NO ONE HAS ! RIS -- ! >T ( EXPRESS+ ?\T W\LD BR+ NEW DEM&S & A :OLE WORLD ( DESIRES 9COMPATIBLE ) ! SPH]E 9 :I* ! PUPILS LIVE -- OR SO IT SEEM$ TO ME AT ! FIR/ MOM5T4 ,!RE C\LD BE NO MI/AKE4 ,?IS WAS NOT *ANCE1 BUT CONSCI\S1 CREATIVE G5IUS4 ,I BEG ! READ] TO P]USE ! FIR/ *APT] ( ! /ORY1 & NOTICE ! ABUNDANT T\*ES ( TRUE CREATIVE TAL5T SCATT]$ ?R\< IT4 ,= EXAMPLE1 ! SC5E :]E ! WOMAN COMPLA9S ANGRILY ( H] HUSB& TO H] NEIS :5 ! NEIRELSOME WOMAN W\LD BE CREAT$ ONLY AS A FOIL = ! PEASANT 3 FROM SIMPLE DESIRE TO TOR- M5T H] HUSB& %E W\LD HAVE NECESS>ILY CALL$ 9 ! NEITI/IC FEEL+ WAS EXPRESS$ 9 ! WOMAN ALSO1 & SO %E WEEPS1 & FE>S1 & SUFF]S 2 9 HIS EYES %E IS NOT TO BLAME4 ,AFT]W>DS !RE IS A LITTLE SIDE-PLAY1 :5 ! NEI<- BOR PUTS ON ! WOMAN'S CLOAK @5 2 ,I REMEMB] ?AT ,I WAS SO EXTREMELY /RUCK BY IT ?AT ,I ASK$ HIM1 0 ,:Y ! WOMAN S CLOAK 4 0 ,NOT ONE ( US HAD SUGGE/$ TO ,F$KA ! IDEA ( HAV+ ! NEIY4 ,AT FIR/ Y\ DO NOT SEE :Y IT %\LD BE ! WOMAN'S CLOAK1 BUT AT ! SAME TIME Y\ FEEL ?AT IT IS ADMIRABLE -- ?AT IT C\LD NOT BE O!RWISE4 ,EV]Y >TI/IC PHRASE1 :E!R IT BELONGS TO A ,GOE! OR A ,F$KA1 IS DI/+UI%$ FROM ONE :I* IS NOT >TIS- TIC BY ! SIMPLE FACT ?AT IT CALLS UP AN 9NUM]ABLE ?RONG ( ?\R[-*E/$ PEASANT1 JU/ AS 9 ALL PROBABILITY HE WAS4 ,! WOMAN'S CLOAK1 ?R[N D[N ON ! B5*1 & !RE=E COM+ FIR/ TO H&1 BR+S UP BE=E Y\ A P]FECT PICTURE ( A PEASANT'S E/ABH%M5T ON A W9T]'S EV5+4 ,AT ! M]E M5TION ( ! CLOAK !RE >ISE 9VOLUNT>ILY BE- =E Y\R EYES ! LATE H\R1 AT ! TIME :5 ! PEASANT1 UNDRESS$ = ! NIM5T ?AT IS P>TICUL>LY HIS1 & NOT A S+LE ?+ HAS ITS PROP] PLACE4 ,?IS ONE EXPRESSION1 0 ,HE PUT ON ! TVOMANS CLOAK1 DEF9ES ! :OLE *>ACT] ( ! 5VIRONM5T 9 :I* ! ACTION PASSES1 & ?IS PHRASE WAS NOT DISCOV]$ ACCID5TALLY1 BUT *OS5 DELIB]ATELY4 ,I /ILL REMEMB] VIVIDLY H[ HIS IMAG9ATION CONJUR$ UP ! WORDS SPOK5 BY ! PEASANT :5 HE F\ND ! PAP] & C\LD NOT READ IT 3 -- 0 ,IF MY ,S]OZHA H]E KNEW H[ TO READ1 HE W\LD JUMP UP1 TE> ! PAP] \T ( MY H&S1 READ IT ALL ?R\<1 & TELL ME :O ?IS OLD MAN IS40 ,9 ?IS WAY WE CAN SEE ! RELATION BETWE5 ! LABOR+ MAN & ! BOOK :I* HE HOLDS 9 HIS SUN- BURN$ H&S 2 ?IS WOR?Y MAN1 ) HIS PATRI>*AL1 PI\S 9CL9ATIONS1 SEEMS TO /& BE=E Y\4 ,Y\ FEEL ?AT ! AU?OR HAS A DEEP LOVE = HIM1 & HAS !RE- =E COMPLETELY UND]/OOD HIM1 SO AS TO SUGGE/ TO HIM IMM$IATELY AFT] ?IS HIS DIGRESSION AB\T SU* TIMES HAV+ N[ PASS$ & ! DANG] ( ! S\L BE+ LO/4 ,! IDEA ( ! DREAM WAS SUGGE/$ BY ME1 BUT ! 9TRODUCTION ( ! GOAT ) W\ND$ LEGS WAS ,F$KA'S1 & HE WAS P>TICUL>LY DELI!/ REMOV$ FROM ACCID5TAL 3 9 ALL !SE T\*ES CAN BE FELT SU* A CONSCI\S1 >TI/IC P[] ,I /ILL REMEMB] ?AT AT ! TIME ( ! MUZHIK'S GO+ TO SLEEP1 ,I PROPOS$ TO MAKE HIM ?9K ( ! FUTURE ( HIS SON & ( ! SON'S FUTURE RELATIONS ) ! OLD MAN1 ?AT ! OLD MAN %\LD TEA* ,S]OZHA HIS LETT]S1 & SO ON4 ,F$KA FR[N$ & SAID 3 0 ,YES1 YES1 V]Y GOOD10 BUT IT WAS EVID5T ?AT ?IS PROPOSITION DID NOT PLEASE HIM1 & TWICE HE =GOT IT4 ,! S5SE ( PROPORTION WAS AS /RONG 9 HIM AS 9 ANY WRIT] ,I KN[ -- ! SAME S5SE ( PROPORTION AS R>E >TI/S OBTA9 ) GREAT LABOR & PA9S1 9 ALL ITS PRIMITIVE /R5G? LIV$ 9 HIS UN- CONTAM9AT$ *ILDI% S\L4 ,I PUT AN 5D1 TO ! LESSON BECAUSE ,I WAS TOO MU* EXCIT$4 0 ,:AT IS ! MATT] 8 :AT MAKES Y\ SO PALE 8 ,TRULY Y\ >E N'T WELL1 >E Y\ 8 0 MY COMPANION ASK$ ( ME4 ,9 FACT1 ONLY TWO OR ?REE TIMES 9 MY LIFE HAD ,I EV] EXP]I5C$ SU* A P[]FUL EMOTION AS ,I HAD ?AT EV5+1 & IT WAS LONG BE=E ,I C\LD GIVE A RATIONAL ACC\NT TO MYSELF ( :AT ,I HAD EXP]I5C$4 ,I WAS UNEASY1 & FELT AS IF ,I HAD BE5 CRIM9ALLY SPY+ ?R\< A GLASS1 9TO A HIVE1 AT ! LABORS ( ! BEES1 HIDD5 FROM MORTAL GAZE4 ,IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT ,I HAD DONE A WRONG TO ! PEASANT LAD'S PURE1 9NOC5T S\L4 ,I HAD AN UNEASY FEEL+ AS IF ,I HAD BE5 5GAG$ 9 A SACRILEGE4 ,I REMEMB]$ *ILDR5 :OM IDLE & DEBAU*$ OLD M5 COMPELL$ TO DISPLAY !MSELVES & TO PRES5T VOLUPTU\S PICTURES SO AS TO /IR !IR FRIGID & 5- FEEBL$ IMAG9ATIONS1 & AT ! SAME TIME ,I FELT A KE5 DELITI/IC P[]1 SU* AS ,GOE!1 ) ALL HIS MEASURELESS HEITI/IC TAL5T 9 ! LIT]>Y CIRCLES ( ,RUSSIA1 ?AT ,I1 9 ! MATT] ( >T1 WAS NOT ONLY UNABLE TO GUIDE OR AID ?IS ELEV5-YE>-OLD ,F$KA1 & ,SEMKA1 BUT ?AT B>ELY1 -- & ?AT ONLY 9 A HAPPY MOM5T ( EXCITEM5T1 -- C\LD ,I FOLL[ !M & COMPREH5D !M4 ,IT SEEM$ TO ME SO /RANGE1 ?AT ,I C\LD NOT BELIEVE 9 :AT HAD HAPP5$ ! EV5+ BE=E4 ,ON ! NEXT DAY WE OCCUPI$ \RSELVES ) ! CON- T9UATION ( ! TALE4 ,:5 ,I ASK$ ,F$KA :E!R HE HAD ?\ AS ! *ILDR5 W]E CONC]N$1 ) ! SAME S5SE ( >TI/IC TRU?1 PROPORTION1 & 5?USIASM4 ,:5 ! LESSON WAS HALF DONE1 ,I WAS COMPELL$ TO LEAVE !M4 ,!Y CONT9U$ )\T ME & WROTE TWO PAGES AS BEAUTIFULLY1 AS SYMPA!TICALLY1 AS G5U9ELY1 AS ! FIR/4 ,!SE PAGES W]E ONLY A LITTLE POOR] 9 DETAILS1 & !SE DETAILS W]E SOMETIMES NOT 9TRODUC$ ) P]FECT SKILL 2 !RE W]E ALSO TWO REPETITIONS4 ,ALL ?IS EVID5TLY >OSE FROM ! FACT ?AT ! ME*ANISM ( COMPOSITION TR\BL$ !M4 ,ON ! ?IRD DAY IT WAS ! SAME4 ,DUR+ !SE LESSONS O!R BOYS W]E FREQU5TLY PRES5T1 & KN[+ ! SPIRIT & IDEA ( ! /ORY1 !Y MADE SUGGE/IONS & ADD$ !IR G5U9E /ROKES4 ,SEMKA W5T AWAY & /AY$ AWAY4 ,ONLY ,F$KA KEPT ON ) ! /ORY FROM BEG9N+ TO 5D1 & ACT$ AS C5SOR ON ALL ! *ANGES PROPOS$4 ,!RE C\LD BE NO D\BT ?AT ?IS SUCCESS IS A MATT] ( *ANCE 3 WE EVID5TLY /RUCK ACCID5TALLY ON ?AT ME?OD :I* WAS MORE NATURAL & MORE /IMULAT+ ?AN ?OSE WE HAD TRI$ HI!RTO4 ,BUT ALL ?IS WAS TOO UNUSUAL1 & ,I DID NOT BELIEVE 9 :AT WAS GO+ ON BE- =E MY EYES4 ,SOME?+ :I* SEEM$ LIKE AN EXTRAOR- D9>Y *ANCE WAS REQUIR$ TO DISSIPATE MY D\BTS4 ,I HAD BE5 AWAY = SEV]AL DAYS1 & ! /ORY RE- MA9$ UNF9I%$4 ,! MANUSCRIPT -- ?REE L>GE %EETS FULLY WRITT5 OV] -- WAS LEFT 9 ! ROOM ( ! TEA*] TO :OM ,I HAD BE5 %[+ IT4 ,JU/ BE=E MY DEP>TURE1 :ILE ,I WAS 5GAG$ ) ! COMPOSITION1 A NEW PUPIL :O HAD COME HAD BE5 %[+ ! *ILDR5 ! >T ( MAK+ FLY-FLAPP]S \T ( PAP]1 & ?R\<\T ! :OLE S*OOL1 AS IS APT TO BE ! CASE1 HAD COME A TIME ( FLY-FLAPP]S1 TAK+ ! PLACE ( SN[-BALL TIME1 :I* 9 ITS TURN HAD TAK5 ! PLACE ( C>V$ /ICKS4 ,! FLY-FLAPP] TIME LA/$ DUR+ MY ABS5CE4 ,SEMKA & ,F$KA1 :O BELONG$ TO ! *OIR1 US$ TO GO TO ! TEA*]'S ROOM TO S+1 & !Y W\LD SP5D :OLE EV5+S & SOMETIMES :OLE NI(1 ,MOROZ(1 & ,TOL/( WAS TURN$ 9TO FLY-FLAPP]S4 ,ON ! NE4_*T DAY1 BE=E S*OOL1 ! SLAPP+ HAD BE- COME SU* A NUISANCE TO ! PUPILS !MSELVES1 ?AT !Y !MSELVES DECL>$ A G5]AL P]SECUTION ON FLY-FLAPP]S 2 ) A %\T & A RU% ! FLY-FLAPP]S W]E ALL COLLECT$1 & ) G5]AL 5?USIASM FLUNG 9TO ! LI ?AN ?AT ( ?OSE ?REE WRITT5 %EETS4 ,I WAS 9 DESPAIR4 ,WR++ MY H&S1 ,I W5T TO WORK TO REWRITE ! /ORY1 BUT ,I C\LD NOT =GET ! LOSS ( IT1 & 9VOLUN- T>ILY ,I KEPT HEAP+ REPROA*ES ON ! TEA*]1 & ! MANUFACTUR]S ( ! FLY-FLAPP]S4 ,H]E ,I CANNOT RESI/ OBS]V+ 9 ?IS CONNECTION ?AT AS ! RESULT ( ?IS EXT]NAL DISORD] & P]FECT FREE- DOM AMONG ! S*OL>S1 :I* HAVE FURNI%$ DECOR\S AMUSEM5T = ,MR4 ,M>K(1 9 ! ,RUSSIAN ,MESS5G]1 & ,MR4 ,GLYEB(1 9 ! J\RNAL ,$UCATION1 )\T ! SLIN$ ALL ! DETAILS ( ! COMPLICAT$ HI/ORY ( ! MANUSCRIPT TURN$ 9TO FLY-FLAPP]S1 & ( ITS CREMATION4 ,SEMKA & ,F$KA SAW ?AT ,I WAS DI/URB$1 & ?\<1 EVID5TLY1 !Y DID NOT KN[ ! REASON1 !Y SEEM$ TO BE V]Y SYMPA!TIC2 ,F$KA AT LA/ TIMIDLY PROPOS$ TO ME TO REWRITE ! /ORY4 0 ,BY Y\RSELVES 4-0 0 ,I ASK$2 0,I CANNOT HELP ANY 9 IT40 0 ,SEMKA & ,I WILL COME & SP5D ! NIY4 ,I WAS NOT A LITTLE DELID M]ELY !IR L[ CONV]SATION & ! SCRAT*+ ( ! P54 ,ONLY ONCE !Y ASK$ ME AB\T SOME?+ ?AT HAD BE5 9 ! =M] COPY1 & WANT$ MY OP9ION ON ! QUE/ION1 -- ,HAD ! PEASANT HUNT$ = HIS WALLET BE=E OR AFT] HIS WIFE W5T TO ! NEI