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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,M>Y ,WOLL/ONECRAFT 

,TEXT 3 

,FEB4 #a4 

,Y\ TALK ( 0P]MAN5T VIEWS & 
FUTURE COM=T0--NOT = ME1 = ,I AM 
DEAD TO HOPE4 ,! 9QUIETUDES ( ! 
LA/ W9T] HAVE F9I%$ ! BUS9ESS1 
& MY HE>T IS NOT ONLY BROK51 BUT 
MY CON/ITUTION DE/ROY$4 ,I CONCEIVE 
MYSELF 9 A GALLOP+ CONSUMPTION1 & 
! CONT9UAL ANXIETY ,I FEEL AT ! 
?\<T ( LEAV+ MY *ILD1 FE$S ! 
FEV] ?AT NI<TLY DEV\RS ME4 ,IT IS 
ON H] ACC\NT ?AT ,I AGA9 WRITE TO 
Y\1 TO CONJURE Y\1 BY ALL ?AT Y\ 
HOLD SACR$1 TO LEAVE H] H]E ) ! 
,G]MAN LADY Y\ MAY HAVE HE>D ME 
M5TION6 ,%E HAS A *ILD ( ! SAME 
AGE1 & !Y MAY BE BR\<T UP TOGE!R1 
AS ,I WI% H] TO BE BR\<T UP4 
,I %ALL WRITE MORE FULLY ON ! SUBJECT4 
,TO FACILITATE ?IS1 ,I %ALL GIVE UP MY 
PRES5T LODG+S1 & GO 9TO ! SAME 
H\SE4 ,I CAN LIVE MU* *EAP] !RE1 
:I* IS N[ BECOME AN OBJECT4 ,I HAVE 
HAD #c LIVRES FROM ----1 & ,I %ALL 
TAKE ONE MORE1 TO PAY MY S]VANT'S 
WAGES1 @&C4 & !N ,I %ALL 5DEAVOR 
TO PROCURE :AT ,I WANT BY MY [N EX]TIONS4 
,I %ALL 5TIRELY GIVE UP ! ACQUA9TANCE 
( ! ,AM]ICANS4 

---- & ,I HAVE NOT BE5 ON GOOD 
T]MS A LONG TIME4 ,YE/]DAY HE V]Y 
UNMANLILY EXULT$ OV] ME1 ON ACC\NT 
( Y\R DET]M9ATION TO /AY4 ,I HAD 
PROVOK$ IT1 IT IS TRUE1 BY SOME ASP]ITIES 
AGA9/ COMM]CE1 :I* HAVE 
DROPP$ FROM ME1 :5 WE HAVE >GU$ 
AB\T ! PROPRIETY ( Y\R REMA9+ 
:]E Y\ >E2 & IT IS NO MATT]1 ,I 
HAVE DRUNK TOO DEEP ( ! BITT] CUP 
TO C>E AB\T TRIFLES4 

,:5 Y\ FIR/ 5T]$ 9TO !SE 
PLANS1 Y\ B\ND$ Y\R VIEWS TO ! 
GA9+ ( A ?\S& P\NDS4 ,IT WAS 
SUFFICI5T TO HAVE PROCUR$ A F>M 9 
,AM]ICA1 :I* W\LD HAVE BE5 AN 
9DEP5D5CE4 ,Y\ F9D N[ ?AT Y\ 
DID NOT KN[ Y\RSELF1 & ?AT A C]TA9 
SITUATION 9 LIFE IS MORE NECESS>Y 
TO Y\ ?AN Y\ IMAG9$--MORE NECESS>Y 
?AN AN UNCORRUPT$ HE>T--,= 
A YE> OR TWO1 Y\ MAY PROCURE Y\RSELF 
:AT Y\ CALL PLEASURE2 EAT+1 
DR9K+1 & WOM52 BUT1 9 ! SOLITUDE 
( DECL9+ LIFE1 ,I %ALL BE REMEMB]$ 
) REGRET--,I WAS GO+ TO 
SAY ) REMORSE1 BUT *ECK$ MY 
P54 

,AS ,I HAVE NEV] CONCEAL$ ! NATURE ( 
MY CONNECTION ) Y\1 Y\R REPUTATION 
WILL NOT SUFF]4 ,I %ALL NEV] HAVE 
A CONFID5T3 ,I AM CONT5T ) ! APPROBATION 
( MY [N M9D2 &1 IF !RE 
BE A SE>*] ( HE>TS1 M9E WILL NOT 
BE DESPIS$4 ,READ+ :AT Y\ HAVE 
WRITT5 RELATIVE TO ! DES]TION ( WOM51 
,I HAVE (T5 WOND]$ H[ !ORY 
& PRACTICE C\LD BE SO DIFF]5T1 TILL 
,I RECOLLECT$1 ?AT ! S5TIM5TS ( 
PASSION1 & ! RESOLVES ( REASON1 >E 
V]Y DI/9CT4 ,AS TO MY SI/]S1 AS Y\ 
>E SO CONT9UALLY HURRI$ ) BUS9ESS1 
Y\ NE$ NOT WRITE TO !M--,I 
%ALL1 :5 MY M9D IS CALM]4 ,GOD 
BLESS Y\6 ,ADIEU6 

"9 "9 "9 "9 

,?IS HAS BE5 SU* A P]IOD ( B>B>ITY 
& MIS]Y1 ,I \<T NOT TO COMPLA9 
( HAV+ MY %>E4 ,I WI% ONE 
MOM5T ?AT ,I HAD NEV] HE>D ( ! 
CRUELTIES ?AT HAVE BE5 PRACTIC$ H]E1 
& ! NEXT 5VY ! MO!RS :O 
HAVE BE5 KILL$ ) !IR *ILDR54 
,SURELY ,I HAD SUFF]$ 5\< 9 LIFE1 
NOT TO BE CURS$ ) A FONDNESS1 ?AT 
BURNS UP ! VITAL /REAM ,I AM IMP>T+4 
,Y\ WILL ?9K ME MAD3 ,I 
W\LD ,I W]E SO1 ?AT ,I C\LD =GET 
MY MIS]Y--SO ?AT MY HEAD OR HE>T 
W\LD BE /ILL4---- 

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