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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,M>Y ,WOLL/ONECRAFT 

,TEXT 3 

,FEB4 #a#i4 

,:5 ,I FIR/ RECEIV$ Y\R LETT]1 
PUTT+ (F Y\R RETURN TO AN 9DEF9ITE 
TIME1 ,I FELT SO HURT1 ?AT ,I KN[ NOT 
:AT ,I WROTE4 ,I AM N[ CALM]1 
?\< IT WAS NOT ! K9D ( W\ND 
OV] :I* TIME HAS ! QUICKE/ EFFECT2 
ON ! CONTR>Y1 ! MORE ,I ?9K1 ! 
SADD] ,I GR[4 ,SOCIETY FATIGUES ME 9EXPRESSIBLY--,SO 
MU* SO1 ?AT F9D+ 
FAULT ) EV]Y ONE1 ,I HAVE ONLY REASON 
5\<1 TO DISCOV] ?AT ! FAULT IS 
9 MYSELF4 ,MY *ILD ALONE 9T]E/S 
ME1 &1 BUT = H]1 ,I %\LD NOT TAKE 
ANY PA9S TO RECOV] MY HEAL?4 

,AS IT IS1 ,I %ALL WEAN H]1 & TRY IF 
BY ?AT /EP 7TO :I* ,I FEEL A REPUGNANCE1 
= IT IS MY ONLY SOLACE7 ,I CAN 
GET RID ( MY C\<4 ,PHYSICIANS TALK 
MU* ( ! DANG] ATT5D+ ANY COMPLA9T 
ON ! LUNGS1 AFT] A WOMAN HAS 
SUCKL$ = SOME MON?S4 ,!Y LAY A 
/RESS ALSO ON ! NECESSITY ( KEEP+ 
! M9D TRANQUIL--&1 MY ,GOD6 H[ 
HAS M9E BE5 H>RASS$6 ,BUT :IL/ 
! CAPRICES ( O!R WOM5 >E GRATIFI$1 
0! W9D ( HEAV5 NOT SUFF]$ 
TO VISIT !M TOO RUDELY10 ,I HAVE NOT 
F\ND A GU>DIAN ANGEL1 9 HEAV5 OR 
ON E>?1 TO W>D (F SORR[ OR C>E 
FROM MY BOSOM4 

,:AT SACRIFICES HAVE Y\ NOT MADE 
= A WOMAN Y\ DID NOT RESPECT6--,BUT 
,I WILL NOT GO OV] ?IS GR\ND--,I WANT 
TO TELL Y\ ?AT ,I DO NOT UND]/& 
Y\4 ,Y\ SAY ?AT Y\ HAVE NOT GIV5 
UP ALL ?\<TS ( RETURN+ H]E--& 
,I KN[ ?AT IT WILL BE NECESS>Y--NAY1 
IS4 ,I CANNOT EXPLA9 MYSELF2 BUT IF Y\ 
HAVE NOT LO/ Y\R MEMORY1 Y\ WILL 
EASILY DIV9E MY MEAN+4 ,:AT6 IS 
\R LIFE !N ONLY TO BE MADE UP ( SEP>ATIONS8 
& AM ,I ONLY TO RETURN TO 
A C\NTRY1 ?AT HAS NOT M]ELY LO/ ALL 
*>MS = ME1 BUT = :I* ,I FEEL A 
REPUGNANCE ?AT ALMO/ AM\NTS TO 
HORROR1 ONLY TO BE LEFT !RE A PREY TO 
IT6 

,:Y IS IT SO NECESS>Y ?AT ,I %\LD 
RETURN8--BR\<T UP H]E1 MY GIRL 
W\LD BE FRE]4 ,9DE$1 EXPECT+ Y\ 
TO JO9 US1 ,I HAD =M$ SOME PLANS 
( USEFULNESS ?AT HAVE N[ VANI%$ 
) MY HOPES ( HAPP9ESS4 

,9 ! BITT]NESS ( MY HE>T1 ,I C\LD 
COMPLA9 ) REASON1 ?AT ,I AM LEFT 
H]E DEP5D5T ON A MAN1 :OSE AVIDITY 
TO ACQUIRE A =TUNE HAS R5D]$ 
HIM CALL\S TO EV]Y S5TIM5T CONNECT$ 
) SOCIAL OR AFFECTIONATE EMOTIONS4--,) 
A BRUTAL 9S5SIBILITY1 HE 
CANNOT HELP DISPLAY+ ! PLEASURE 
Y\R DET]M9ATION TO /AY GIVES HIM1 
9 SPITE ( ! EFFECT IT IS VISIBLE IT HAS 
HAD ON ME4 

,TILL ,I CAN E>N MONEY1 ,I %ALL 5DEAVOR 
TO BORR[ SOME1 = ,I WANT TO 
AVOID ASK+ HIM CONT9UALLY = ! 
SUM NECESS>Y TO MA9TA9 ME4--,DO NOT 
MI/AKE ME1 ,I HAVE NEV] BE5 REFUS$4--,YET 
,I HAVE GONE HALF A DOZ5 TIMES 
TO ! H\SE TO ASK = IT1 & COME 
AWAY )\T SPEAK+----Y\ MU/ 
GUESS :Y--,BESIDES1 ,I WI% TO AVOID 
HE>+ ( ! ET]NAL PROJECTS TO :I* 
Y\ HAVE SACRIFIC$ MY PEACE--NOT REMEMB]+--BUT 
,I WILL BE SIL5T = 
EV]4---- 

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